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My UNFATED Mate Breaking Up
Elliot pushes his plate away from him and puts his elbows on the table, covering his face with his hands and then grunts."Was it that horrible? I mean, I know it was fast and I fell asleep on you but, really, was it so horrible that I made you give up sex altogether? God, I feel worse than I did before," he moans, not looking at me, "And believe me, I felt bad enough as it was.""No, don't feel bad, I’m not lying. It's not all about you. It’s just... I just realized that having meaningless sex has never felt good. I know myself and I can't believe I just realized that I need to be intimate with someone who needs me, who loves me… someone who would literally die for me," I say with a sigh, “And I'm not saying I'll never touch a man again, I'm not a saint either. You know that.""Me?" he asks, playing with his food. I shake my head and he tries to smile futilely, "I get it."I don't think he gets it, in fact, he looks a little... disappointed? I don't know, I don't want to raise my hop
My UNFATED Mate Pregnancy Brain
{ Elliot }I shouldn't have eaten so much. I realize this as I'm walking to my room because I don't feel very good. I'm in a cold sweat and my stomach feels tight, I don't know what's going on with me, but I don't like it.I enter my room slowly assuming my roommates are already asleep, but I find them lying on the floor chatting like a couple of gossip old ladies. These last few days Luc and I have created somewhat of a… friendship. After what we said to each other the day Angelique forced us to hug, I kind of stopped resenting him so much. Turns out I like him a lot better than I thought I would."How did it go with Miss Monroe?" Hunter asks as soon as I open the door. I give a prolonged grunt. I don't want to talk about it, "Hmmm, so it was bad… what went wrong?""Maybe Angie didn't forgive him for that quick knot?" Luc asks and my two so called 'friends' laugh at me. I regret telling them that, but I was in a state of maximum suffering and I needed to get it off my chest, "Come o
My UNFATED Mate Ignorance Is Bliss
"It doesn't fill me with joy either, asshole," she spits furiously, "I don't know what happened, I felt absolutely nothing before, but today I woke up and... I can't stop being nauseous, my head hurts and I get dizzy if I stand still for too long. That's never happened to me before and those are pregnancy symptoms. So it's obvious.""But you're not sure? You didn't use one of those tests? And hasn't it only been a week?""Uh... I didn't use one of those," she replies, blinking, "But what else could it be? Come on, it's the only option, because some idiot fucking knotted me!""Shut up," I demand, my voice low and tight, "Someone might hear. Let's not lose our heads until we're sure, okay? I don't think it's even possible for you to be feeling pregnancy symptoms after a damn week. Tonight we'll go to the bathroom, you'll pee on that test and we'll be sure. Until then, we shouldn’t panic.""Why tonight? We should go right now and...""No. It’s too risky. The dad brigade is hanging around
My UNFATED Mate Quite Undaunted
{ Elliot }I was surprised that Angelique agreed to this, I was planning to beg and beg but I didn't think she was going to accept. Her response surprises me so much that for a few seconds I can't do anything but sit there accepting her kiss. When she bites down on my lip I come back to myself and I smile, because she said yes. I have a chance to redeem myself.I should take her to my room and make sure we're in a comfortable, clean place, but I can't find the power in me to separate my mouth from hers to say anything. I just close my eyes and let myself go with the flow. I don't even mind being here, anyway.As I lower my kisses down to her bare breasts, I remember that I'm getting close to a very sensitive part and that she's loud. Super loud. Which I love, but right now it's not safe at all. Apparently, she knows this, because when I start licking and playing with her nipples, she bites her lips and swallows any loud sounds that could get us into trouble."Where are you going?"
My UNFATED Mate Wedding Bells
"Sir..." I start to speak, trying to fix the situation, "As Angelique said… she can have an abortion. I will pay for the best and safest doctor I can find and everything will go perfectly fine. There's nothing to worry about.""You're going to marry my girl even if I have to drag your unconscious body down the aisle," he orders harshly, pulling himself together. I blink and want to scream at him, ‘Fuck no! Not in a million years. I will never marry your fucking mess of a daughter. It's the last thing I would do’."I-if she's pregnant then we'll get married, sir. I promise," I lie flatly. For the first time in my life. It's a vile, vicious lie but I have to say it. This seems to calm him down a bit, but he's still clearly upset."Now, get back in there and clean up for you and my daughter while she goes to rest and think about the biggest stupidity she's ever committed. And I think you know the crazy amount of stupid things this girl has done."{ Angelique }Eva is laughing at me and
My UNFATED Mate Doing Him A Favor
Elliot and Lesley greet each other like she just got back from war. She jumps on him and tangles the dry sticks she has for legs around Elliot's waist as he hugs her and twirls her around.Am I overreacting to this in my head, or is it really as dramatic as it looks? I mean, the whore has only been gone like two weeks, give or take. I honestly don't even know how long I've been here anymore. But I know for a fact this shouldn't be like this."Um, hi. I hate to interrupt this romantic encounter..." I murmur when I've had enough of their hug and their 'How are you?' 'I missed you so much' 'You look great'. Lesley finally looks up over Elliot's shoulder and sees me. Her eyes narrow for just a second and I realize then that she definitely likes Elliot.It was a guess before, but that look told me everything I needed to know. She's jealous, and so am I. But I don't want to fight for Elliot. It's not worth it. So I have nothing left to do but pretend I'm not interested at all.Elliot final
My UNFATED Mate Caught In The Moment
"Go back to your own bag, Jazzer," Elliot says and Franco immediately turns away from me. Coward."It's fine, Elliot, he's helping me and he's good at it. You can go help someone else.""No. He doesn't have to help you. He needs to train, too," he replies and crosses his arms, "Show me what you got.""I'd really like to work with Franco, sir..." I say, quietly. I really don't want to deal with him at all. I'm still sad. And the fact that I'm hearing Lesley's voice every second makes me think about how stupid I was yesterday when I told her to give Elliot a chance."I really don't care what you would or wouldn't like to do. It's not his job to teach you anything, that's my job. So stop talking about him and show me what you've got. Now."I take a big breath reminding myself not to say anything rude because the last thing I need right now is a punishment. Or to talk to him any more than I need to. I just obey and show him."That's not so bad," he says like he’s impressed and reaches ove
My UNFATED Mate Hurt People Hurt
"Speak!" I demand when neither of them says anything."God, Angelique, shut up already!" someone shouts from the cabin and I'm tempted to yell back to stay out of our business, but I remember that I actually have no business being here at this hour so I just stay quiet and motion for the girls to come over to me so they can explain exactly what they were talking about. They look at each other for a few seconds, sharing the fear but Angelique tells Eva it's okay and she'll take care of it so Eva opens the window to slip inside the cabin immediately like a little squirrel, closing the window behind her. Angelique walks until she reaches me."Explain yourself," I command, crossing my arms. "Look, it's nothing. It's a dumb situation and you'll laugh once I tell you," she says, laughing nervously, "You see... one of the first days, when me and Eva became friends... I don't remember how it went, but I guess I made some comment about you being sexy, she said you'd never give me the time o
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My UNFATED Mate Epilogue
Hello! I hope you enjoyed this story :D Angelique and Elliot’s story is over now, but you will be able to read about their lives in my next book, which will be Marea’s love story. Another unlovable character who will find love. I’ll let you know when that happens, but make sure you’re following me so you don’t miss it*** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***{ Angelique }Instead of returning home after we leave the restaurant, I take Elliot to a room in the same hotel we stayed at last time so we can have a correct celebration. As soon as we're locked inside a room, Elliot throws me on the bed and desperately undresses me while I do nothing but stare at my own hand with the most gorgeous, perfect ring I've ever seen. I love it so much.It was absolutely unexpected. And I don’t know what Elliot’s plan was, when he would give it to me if I hadn’t forced him to do it right there, but I know I would be waiting for a while. Now I now, sometimes he needs a push. And I love pushing people
My UNFATED Mate Sweet Forever
{ Angelique }I raise my hand and put my shiny new bracelet straight into the sun to fill the car with sparkles. Elliot rolls his eyes when another sound of excitement escapes me and just keeps driving. In silence. Ever since I lost my cool a few minutes ago and snapped at the lovely saleswoman, he's been mad at me. He can't really blame me for thinking they were flirting, right? It was totally suspicious how both of them were so nervous and sneaky about it. I thought he was trying to get back at me for flirting with Juanito. "Why are you still mad?" I ask when I get tired of his attitude. Elliot turns to look at me like he has no idea what I'm talking about, "I apologized a thousand times.""I know, I'm not mad," he replies and tries to smile at me, but fails. He looks like he’s stuck inside his head, overthinking as per usual, "Tell me where to go. Somewhere you really like."I decide to let the subject go for now and tell him the place where I want to go, which is only ten minute
My UNFATED Mate Stick To You
This is stupid and impulsive. Usually, I’m just stupid so I blame the impulsivity on my rut.We've only been mates for literally one day after a week of complete disaster, I’m still not in the right head space, Angelique is extremely difficult... and yet, here I am. Because, what could be more effective to let her know I'm completely crazy about her? This is exactly what I want to give her, a grand romantic gesture that will show her that I'm being serious about us now and that I'm grateful she chose to be my mate, even when I’m at my worst. And it doesn't mean we have to get married right away, we can do it in a year or two or maybe even later. This ring is just going to mean that I'm willing to get married, which is pretty significant because I never thought I'd be even considering it and she knows that. "Engagement rings are actually our specialty," the saleswoman assures, with a bright smile, "Do you have any idea what you're looking for? Do you have a special ring in mind? We
My UNFATED Mate No Way Back
I’m so shocked by this that I have to move to the bed and sit there before my legs give up. Angie follows me. We both stay like that for a while, not talking."How do you feel about this?" Angie asks a while later, "Give me something, don't just keep quiet. If you hate me, tell me. I’ll blame your wolf for the decision anyway.”"I don't hate you. When I look into your eyes, I can feel it," I admit, doing it again. I let her big green eyes captivate me, as if she's bewitching me, "I can feel a big force pulling us together, but I don't feel anything different, emotionally. It feels... normal. Like it's the right thing. I just feel... peace.""Oh yeah? Well, I feel like I might kill myself if you don't give me what I want from now on," she replies and climbs onto my lap, "I feel like if you let your brain worms take control again, I'm going to stage a murder-suicide. If you try to take away what's mine, I'm going to lose my mind.""Okay, okay, chill. You sure know how to win over an al
My UNFATED Mate Now Or Never
{ Angelique }As soon as Elliot leaves, the General... I mean, Jacob, gives me a look of complete reproach before bending down to help Juanito get up and sit on the couch. My old friend is moaning and groaning, but I can't feel bad because it's his own fault. I can't believe he thought Elliot was just going to let him hit him without hitting back. Also, it’s just dumb to hit someone so much bigger that you, that’s just a lack of common sense. "I hope you know what you're doing, Angelique," Jacob spits, stepping in front of me and trying to intimidate me, which is never going to happen, so I make sure I don't lower my gaze in any way, "Elliot told me the truth about Markus. He never existed. You're just a manipulative liar and I don't love that you’re the omega my my son chose.”"And? Why would I care? You're going to warn me to stay away from him?" I scoff in mocking, crossing my arms across my chest as my father approaches from behind me, "Because that's not going to happen.""I kno
My UNFATED Mate In The Midst
Juanito's eyes are just as I remember them, black, very big and expressive, and his eyelashes are almost as long as the fake ones I'm wearing. The only surprise is the fact that he’s a beta, I always thought he would be an alpha, but I’m not someone who gives a shit about designations anyway. I'm just hypnotized watching him and the truth is that I don't pay much attention to what he's saying, but I try to follow his conversation anyway because it's the first time he's paying attention to me. This may be hard to believe, but when I was twelve years old, Juanito did not love me or was obsessed with me. Juanito was the most desired boy in school and even though I was also in the top five most important people, he never paid attention to me, he never wanted to spend time with me and never kissed me until he was forced to by a bottle. And I gave him the worst kiss of his life. "People don't call me Juanito anymore, you know?" he mutters, in an awkward laugh after we've chatted for fift
My UNFATED Mate Damn Right
Elliot is grabbing my ass so hard it starts to hurt, but I honestly can't give it much thought at the moment. We're making out in a hot, sloppy, desperate way. I'd like to say it's because Elliot is hungry for me, but I might be hungrier. I haven't touched him like this in months, I need him. We kiss for what feels like hours and it’s definitely not pretty at all because he’s trying to consume me but I’m fighting back, we’re holding each other like we might disappear at any moment and the scent around us is naughty. This is what our reunion should have been like. This is what I wanted.Elliot walks with me after a while and drops me on the bed. He lays me down and stares at me for a few seconds before talking off my robe. He roughly rips off my panties and unhooks my bra, then he starts desperately kissing all over my body as if he needs me to breathe. He kisses my forehead, my mouth, my neck, my breasts, on my belly, my thighs, directly on my clitoris then and all around, then he
My UNFATED Mate Confessions
I really try to act and look normal, but I’m extremely annoyed at absolutely everything and everyone, including myself and Angie. I’m at the level of annoyance where the safest thing for everyone is to stay away and don’t talk to me. I don't even know if annoyance is the right word for how I feel, I'm just pissed off. Mostly at Angelique for saying what she said and then not looking at me once and being on her phone the whole time. I'm mad at myself for not being able to deal with whatever is going on inside of me. I'm also mad at my mom for bringing up the subject of our breakup every five seconds."Uhm, changing the subject again... tomorrow is Candice's introduction party. I'd love for you to be there, as honorary members of our pack," Lauren says with a smile that tries to be natural but is a little awkward because my mom is still sad, I'm angry and Angelique is mentally somewhere else. “Thank you so much, Lauren. We will definitely be there,” my father says with a smile, then
My UNFATED Mate It’s Going Down
I do the walk of shame back to my own room after being kicked out. I lock the door and lie down on the bed to get my dick problem over with because being in there with Angie was extremely stimulating. I unzip my pants and get ready to jerk off again, but when I touch myself I realize I’m no longer hard. Apparently, the second I stepped out of her room I stopped being interested. I try to think about our last fuck back in camp, but even that doesn’t work. My body is off now. And I think it’s my wolf’s fault. He’s... sad. I get it. I know I’m the problem here. If only I could keep my emotions in line and not have so much on my mind, I could be next to her right now and touch her as much as I want. And she would tell me everything that goes through her head like in those emails. And she definitely wouldn’t be going out every fucking night. I'm still lying in bed feeling sad and sorry for myself when someone knocks on the door, ruining my daily depression session. I sigh and zip up my
