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Author: Valery Nev
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-05 05:02:11

I start giving him little kisses starting at his clavicle and going up the length of his neck until I have to stand on my tiptoes so I can get to his ear. I lick on his lobe and kiss right behind his ear, making him let out a low choked sound.

Elliot moves his hand from my hip to my ass, grabbing it confidently, like he does it every day. He squeezes me and pulls me into him even more, so I can feel his hardness pressing against me.

His body feels amazing against mine. I’m getting really into this, grabbing him tighter and kissing him more, feeling things… and why? Just because I'm kissing this forbidden man's neck, causing him to make sounds that reach deep into my soul and because he's squeezing my ass like it's his life saver?

I've been in this position before with other alphas and I haven't felt this way. Not even my first time. I've been doing way worse stuff and I don't feel like this… what's so special about this guy? It can't just be his physical appearance, I'm more than use
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