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{ Elliot }

I hate my life.

I realize this when I walk into my room, ready to play for a while, take a shower and lay down in silence. But instead, I find Xavier on Luc's bed. He’s face down ass up while Luc (completely naked) is fingering his ass.

"Elliot!" Luc roars in complete anger as soon as he notices me. Xavier squeals like a girl. I'm just petrified in the doorway, shutting my eyes tight so I never have to see anything like that again, "What the fuck, dude?! GET OUT!”

"Sorry, I didn’t know you guys where in here. I'll go kill myself now,” I spit before I leave the room without looking at them again. I walk to the cafeteria’s kitchen so I can drown my sorrows in food.

Every few seconds I shake with disgust.

Everything is going wrong in my life right now.

I consider calling Angelique again to complain about it, but I stop myself. I know she won't answer, it's obvious she's had enough of me. Even I am sick of myself and this damn situation.

Over these past days I’ve realized that
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