Today was the fifth day with Mr. Beaumont and it was quite eventful, to say the least.
The other days he had kept himself in the background, mostly because he had one meeting after the other he had to attend. Today was the day he fully stayed at the company, a first in this week. I arrived at work at about half past 7, joining Jessica with a cup of coffee while we waited for the other departments to deliver their files. I tried not to be bumped as Noah still hadn't called nor texted me. "It completely passed my mind and I never got to ask you: How was it?" "What do you mean?", I asked her, passing her the sugar. "You know, the talk you had with Mr. Beaumont", she nudged me, then put two spoons of sugar into her pink mug with the elephants on it. Elephants were her favourite animal. "Oh, that", I laughed nervously. "It was quite alright, I imagined it to be much worse." "See, told you", she patted the spot next to her. We sat down on her desk. "We talked about the dress code first", I informed her, browsing through my mind. Since that day, I decided to keep spare stockings in my working drawer, just in case. "And a bit about Janet. He doesn't seem to be that fond of her." "He isn't. He hates her as much as we do, but he keeps on insisting she does a good job", Jessica shrugged. "Sometimes I don't understand Michael." "Who's Michael?", I asked her with a raised brow. "Mr. Beaumont silly! Didn't he tell you his full name?" Michael Beaumont? It had a nice ring to it. "No." "You didn't ask him?" "No, it seemed wrong to ask him about his personal life ..." "After he asked about yours you felt it would be wrong to ask back?", Jessica couldn't believe her ears. She started laughing. "Now that's typically you. Always professional." Jessica patted my head. "Sorry, I don't mean it in a bad way sweetie." "I know Jess", I smiled at her. Clarissa joined us at 7:40, followed by Nina. "We might be late", Nina joked as she clocked in. "Twenty minutes before the start is a bit too extreme, don't you think? We should have arrived at 6 the latest." "Janet will kill us", Clarissa agreed. "You are drinking coffee without us?", Nina pointed at our mugs with a frown. "We've just started. There's more coffee in the kettle", I told them. Clarissa hurried to the little kitchen and fetched them a mug. Nina looked at me. "Call me crazy, but why aren't you wearing a white shirt like usually?" "Mr. Beaumont said I shouldn't wear anything with buttons anymore." Clarissa dropped something in the kitchen. She stormed out with wide eyes. "He what!?" I was taken aback by her shocked expression. "Mr. Beaumont told you not to wear a white shirt?", Nina's tone held disbelieve. "Jess, have you ever heard something like that before?" "No, not in good fifteen years!", Jessica looked at me in wonder. "What's the big deal?", I asked them a bit unsurely. "Mr. Beaumont sends Janet when it comes to dress code changes. He never addresses a woman personally about it", Jessica informed me with wide eyes. "You are just overreacting – I was with him and we were the last people in the office. What's the big deal? He told me I should change and therefore I changed my outfit." I tugged at the rose-coloured silk shirt. I had brought it along from Austria, and I only had two other non-button up shirts. That should do for the last few days. I could go to an inexpensive clothing store and buy a few more from my pay check, depending on how much they cost. "But what does he have against a white button up?", Clarissa asked, thoughtfully, handing Nina her green coffee mug. "Maybe it stretches over her chest", Nina wriggled her brows. I buried my red face into my hands. "Now, now children, Sara is shy. Don't do that to her", Jessica chided them, patting my back. "They are just joking dear." "I hope so!", I muffled through my hands. A knock sounded from the right. Jessica opened the door to the footboy who rolled in with the trolley. "The folders, Ma'ams", he smiled at us and left as quickly as he had appeared. "Not a minute too early", Jessica mumbled after checking her watch, then clapped. "Let's get to work. We can talk at lunch about Sara's meeting with Michael." ♡ I rushed out the office down the hallway in blind rage. Five times I had called the IT guy and he had the nerve to just hang up on me in the midst of our telephone call! How could I work without the Excel and accounting programme as well as the calculator?! I can't do hundreds of files by hand, it would take me the whole day and night, what was he thinking- I ran into something hard. "Ouch!", I cried out, rubbing my nose. A hand shot forward and firmly caught me by my elbow. I looked up to the person I had run into. My boss looked down to me with a raised brow. "Mr. Beaumont!", I shrieked, jumping back. "I'm so terribly sorry! I didn't mean to-" He raised a hand. "No harm done, Mrs Atkins." My boss scanned me. "What has you gotten so riled up, if I may ask?" "My computer isn't working, and the IT guy is ignoring me", I told him, almost grumbling. "I can't get any work done without my computer!" A muscle moved in his jaw. "Third floor sixth door on the right. Tell him I sent you, that will get him moving." He walked down the hallway to our office, nodding at me to get me moving. "Thank you", I called after him as he went to Jessica and the others. "Look, missy, just unplug your computer, reboot it again and-" My eyebrow twitched angrily. As if I hadn't done that already three times. "Mr. Beaumont sent me", I cut him off, crossing my arms. The guys stopped laughing and the IT guy really jumped up and followed me to my office, just like Mr. Beaumont had said he would. While he worked around the hard drive, I was forced to stand by my desk and watch, because he occupied the whole space. Mr. Beaumont joined after while as he handed Nina a file back she had done wrong. "You deducted too much at this position", he showed it to her, while keeping an eye on the IT guy. "The PR team spent less money for the TV broadcast." "I'll correct it, thank you Mr. Beaumont." I heard the guy plug something out and worryingly bent down a bit. That hadn't sounded good. "How's it going, Peter?", Mr. Beaumont's voice boomed behind me, startling me. I swirled around to my boss with my hand pressed against my hammering heart. His blue eyes stared directly into my eyes. "I hope you can repair Mrs Atkins's computer. The work is waiting on us", he continued talking, while still looking at me. I nodded breathlessly. "Doesn't seem like I can do much", Peter groaned, getting up. "The computer conked out. The data processor was quite old after all." "Oh no", I gasped, tearing my eyes away from my boss. "Do we have another data processor in this company?", I asked, folding my hands in worry. "Not really, they are all being used", the IT guy scratched his balding head. "I can order one, but it will in two days the soonest." Two days!?! "We have no other choice. Get to it", my boss decided. "Yes, Sir." He left, all while I stared after him speechless. "You'll have to do your work by hand, Mrs Atkins." "By hand?", I quietly asked, not believing my ears. "I have over hundred files to work through!" His eyes darkened slightly. "Then you better get to it." I wanted to gurgle him. ♡ Lunchtime approached. The others were finishing their last file to go and eat. "Are you coming along, Sara?", Jess inquired to know as she got up from her chair. "I can't. If I take a break now I won't finish before 9 pm at this point", I sighed. "Should we get you something?", Nina asked, while exchanging a look with Jessica. "No, I'll be fine. I packed some fruit today." They didn't move. "No really, go and get lunch, I'll be fine." They did, hesitantly, and I heard Jessica mutter something to them, but I didn't quite catch it. I shrugged it off and moved onto the next file, sighing as it was ten pages long. Can't they just buy one thing and give it a rest? "I have to post this to merchandise, while considering they got a trade discount for this. I need to post it in the right position-", I mumbled along, so I wouldn't forget about it. "This belongs to personal." I ticked it off. "Good, this file is done." "Let me look over it." I jumped in my seat, screaming slightly. Mr. Beaumont sat there with his legs crossed, raising a brow. "I'll die because of you!", I wheezed, clutching my heart. "When did you even come in here, Mr. Beaumont?" "Just a few minutes ago, when you still did the income position." He extended his hand. "The file." I handed it to him, biting back a sigh. Mr. Beaumont flipped it open and scanned it quietly, his blue eyes fixated on the numbers in front of him. Don't stare at him, Sara. I glanced back. Dammit I couldn't just not look at him. Mr Beaumont bore a calm expression, stroking his beard while reading the file. My eyes darted to his waves and I swooned inwardly. Why did I have a weakness for blonds? I forced myself to take the next file. Staff charges. Wages and salaries. A piece of cake. Only the data number of the staff stood there, but I didn't care who got the salary anyways. I counted the extra hours they had worked and calculated on my phone the sum I could add to their gross salary. "Why aren't you out for lunch?", Mr. Beaumont suddenly spoke, his eyes still darting over the numbers of the file. "I won't finish before night-time if I go." "That you won't either way", he lowered the file. "And you can't concentrate when you are hungry." Taken aback, my eyes widened. "How do you know?" "You wrote personnel instead of personal, for one. You mixed up the numbers in the end." I cursed silently, extending my hand. "Let me correct it please." "No", he pulled the file away. "You'll eat first. I can tell what mistakes you'll make even before you started doing that salary in front of you." Who does he think he is!? "Something you want to say, Mrs Atkins?", he raised a brow at me. "No, nothing." I wanted to gurgle him. "Only that I can handle myself. No need to underestimate me, Sir." I extended my hand again, meeting his eyes squarely. "The file, Mr. Beaumont." His eyes shone amused. He bent forward, stopping a few centimetres away from my face. Michael Beaumont looked directly at me with an imposing face, which just made my whole body tingle pleasantly. His eyes hooded slightly, and he smirked."Make me."My heart was beating against my chest.I tried to fish it out of his hand. He raised his arm. Unfair.I pressed my lips together. I leaned more against my desk, stretching further towards his arm. Almost! So close, so very, very close! My fingers were shaking as I stretched even further, now only standing on one foot while I silently wished I would have worn my heels to give me bit of an advantage. My fingers touched the file and a smile spread on my face.My boss held the file further away. "Unfair!", I cried out, went around the table and held onto his arm to get the godforsaken file. His muscles were quite hard, but I forced myself to ignore that and my red cheeks."How could I possibly be so rude to such a hard-working woman?", he laughed, pressing me against him. My whole body touched his hard chest. I held my breath as his hand with the file touched my lower back. His face was mere centimetres away from mine. "Trying her hardest to finish her work", he mumbled, brushi
"Hey, Jess ... can I ask you something?"We were the only ones in the office for today. Clarissa had been appointed to another department for the day and Nina had called in to tell us she was sick. Mr. Beaumont was in London for a meeting, for the next few days.I felt as if I could breathe, knowing he wouldn't be around me."Oh dear. Don't tell me you want to quit!" "What? No, no!", I hadn't thought about that at all. "It's about Mr. Beaumont." "Oh, the mystery man. Go on, ask me", she smiled at me. "Anything?" "Anything. Out with it, Sara." "Is he ... what's he like towards his female workers?" "Respectful and composed. He solely talks to them about business." "No touching, smiling, joking?" "By gods no! I've never seen him smile at anybody of us. Why are you asking?"I felt how my face grew hotter.Jessica held her breath as she realized. "Is he- is he nice towards you?" "Yes", I lowered my head. "He tried to ..." should I really tell her? "Can you keep a secret?" "If I c
Once worktime approached again, we got up."Already leaving?", my boss asked while looking only at me. "We have to", I breathlessly answered. Jess wriggled her brows as I met her eyes again. "See you later, Michael." "It's Mr. Beaumont, Mrs Brown", he chided with a stern voice. She shrugged with a smile.While Jess put away her trey, and as I squeezed through the chairs, Mr. Beaumont caught my arm by the elbow.I swirled back to him."You on the other hand", his eyes were burning, making me stop breathing. "You can call me Michael anytime." "Sara, hurry!", Jessica called for me. "Now go. I'm waiting for your files."♡ "Naturally you'll stay until you finished them", Mr. Beaumont decided without even looking at me.I had to grip the files harder, so I wouldn't launch them into his face. "You are making mistakes on your corrected files. Until you haven't done them all perfectly, you can't leave", he snarled, slamming his pencil angrily onto the table. He wasn't in a good mood at
Lost, I gazed around as somebody shook me awake.Where was I? My bedroom didn't look like this ... where's my wardrobe? My bed? My dresser?Panic spread through me. Where am I!? Why am I not at home?!I jumped up and met Jessica's eyes.I breathed heavily, then slowly realized what had happened. I had fallen asleep yesterday."Dear, sit down again I'll get you a coffee", she patted my hair. "We have spare toothbrushes in the restroom." "This hasn't happened for the first time?" "Just you wait until the holidays", Jessica called over her shoulder with a heavy expression.I slipped into my chair, grabbing the hem on my shoulder without realizing at first. The material between my fingers was soft and warm, yet slightly heavy around my shoulders. It felt like wool and smelled of Mr. Beaumont.Wait a moment, what was that?I pulled the material forward and my eyebrows went up in surprise. This shade of grey and the heavy manly fragrance ... This was Mr. Beaumont's coat! He had worn it th
The participants knocked on the table, like people did in university, quickly gathered their stuff and left. I saved my document for the last time.I leaned back, and a relieved sigh escaped my lips. This was way more exhausting than doing a hundred files over and over. "You weren't bad today. You called the meeting to order several times, and you managed that rascal." "I was close to stabbing him with my biro." "We all were." He offered me his hand and helped me up.His blue eyes sturdily held mine, and for once I didn't feel like fainting. He didn't smile, nor was he bearing his usual brooding expression, but a neutral face which showed his impressive eyes, strong nose and full lips. I could only imagine how beautiful his parents must be for him to be so handsome. His eyes stared at my lips, then up and down my body. As I shifted, he licked his lips and stepped closer to me. Mr. Beaumont's eyes were burning a hole in my face, that's how intense they were.Just kiss me – I've mad
"This way", Mr. Beaumont appointed me, leading me out of the main entrance from the building. I had to run after him, not blessed with long, muscular legs like he was. The girls and guys from the reception wished him to enjoy his meal and took a break themselves.I picked up my pace but still couldn't reach him. Mr. Beaumont noticed and slowed down until we walked next to each other. He apologized too, which was quite sweet from him. Ben spotted Mr. Beaumont and opened the door for us, nodding deeply at Mr. Beaumont, who nodded back easily. "Where are we going?", I asked him, while nodding at Ben who smiled back. "Trinity's." "Never heard of it", I furrowed my brows. "It's just down the street. Once it had been an Italian restaurant, now it's a combination of French and Italian food. The chef is called Trinity, hence the name." "Seems like you know quite a bit about that space, Mr. Beaumont."His blue eyes peered over his shoulder and he took me by my wrist. His thumb brushed my
His expression was hard to read. "That's what you say now, Sara. You'll see, in a year you'll think differently." "I'm sure I won't", I laughed. He squeezed my hand, his sky-blue eyes making me shiver with wanton. I felt myself grow wet at his imposing face, which brought out his heavy and aggressive features. I pressed my legs together and tried to ignore the tingling between my legs.How could a man be this handsome and manly?"We'll see about that."My heart was making uneven beats. The waiter swooped into our area, causing us to let go of each other. Alexander placed down our food with a smile and left as quickly as he had appeared. I rubbed my neck and stared at the floor. Mr. Beaumont let out a cough."Let's eat." "Let's", I peeped. ♡ Mr. Beaumont paid, not even listening to my complaining as he did so, nor did Alexander and Lysandre. Lysandre went away to fetch our jackets. Alexander talked about how delighted he was to serve us and repeated our order from before. Mr.
Sara's POVI fastened my running shoes, took one last glance in the mirror and zipped my jacket. I was bare faced and I prayed Michael wouldn't run away screaming at the sight. Applying makeup now was a stupid idea since it would a, clog my pores (work was so busy I didn't have time for skincare, so that would be chaotic) and b, my mascara wasn't waterproof. And I didn't want to look like a raccoon.My feet carried me automatically towards Central Park, all while I dodged the workers, the uneven spots on the streets and ignored the catcalling. New York could be so pretty when the sun started rising and when the tourists weren't out yet. There were always cars though, it seemed.Beaumont ... I had to think of his words again. Becoming his P.A. ... Beaumont was definitely out of his mind. What would I do? Plan his meetings and trips? Accept phone calls? I partly do that already!My boss had simply ignored every complaint of mine as he dragged me into any meeting of his, forcing me to o
"I needed a break from my job. Tomorrow I'm going to Paris." How come she knew that? "With us?", Estelle asked and raised her head. "Of course", I quickly answered to avoid her famous meltdown.I let her down and put Adrien out his seat. "Go pick a toy. I'm right behind you." They ran away with a loud 'yay'."Are you on your own?", Amelie asked, avoiding my eyes. Oh great. Wrong direction. Completely wrong direction. "Yes. My girlfriend stayed in New York. She can't leave work as easily as I can." Amelie brushed her hair back with a rushed manner. "Of course not, since you are the boss", she giggled awkwardly. "I-uh-won't bother you anymore. Have fun with your niece and nephew." "Thank you. A good day to you too", I interrupted this before it got too awkward."Tatie?", Estelle asked with a barbie doll in her hands. I shook my head. "No, that's not your tatie." "Does tatie look like her? Brown hair brown eyes?" "No, tatie is different. More beautiful." "Tatie a princess?", Est
Léon's POVMichael ate the food Marthe had prepared for him, munching on it with a fond expression, already eyeing what he'll eat next. I was glad he was eating somewhat properly again, yet ... I shifted in my seat. There were still so many open questions. "So you will leave for New York now? To chase after her?"My brother angled the sandwich before he bit into it. "No. I don't care about that now."My ears must have betrayed me. "W-What!? But you just said-!""I'll contact Jessica, Nina and Clarissa first. Sara will push me away no matter what I do, so it's futile if I drop everything and go back. But she won't push them away. I'll have Jess tell her everything she needs to know until she is active again, then I will seek her out. I will stay today and tomorrow in Gordes, then I will leave for Paris with uncle to take part in the meeting we had arranged." Michael sounded as if he was so sure of himself, as if he knew that's how everything would go down – but one thing bothered me."
I rushed inside to buy everything I needed to write her a letter. I wanted to head home right away, but I stopped dead in my tracks.What should I write her? How should I start? How should I address her? Mon amour? Ma belle? Ma petite? Sara?Should I apologize right of the bat?I walked in circles, contemplating what size I should write my letters with. Italic or normal handwriting? Could she even read my normal handwriting? Was I a clean writer? Could I phrase myself the way I wanted to? Would she understand what I wanted to say?I stopped as I saw the people from the supply store all looked over to me and I quickly walked deeper into the village.The smell made me stop after a while and I closed my eyes, inhaling it deeply.There's so much I loved about this place, something not even Connecticut could fulfil inside my body. Marie claimed I was such a strange person – I had an old soul, loved the digital world, hated tardiness, neglect and unsureness, yet I loved a woman who's every
Aunt Marthe had this table, this god-awful old table, that had a wobbly leg and was annoying me to my very core. She had bought it when I had been 15 on the flea market and had placed it in the kitchen, where it was used as extra storage space.My uncle and I frowned at it any time it moved, any time we saw it, any time she refused to get rid of it.The reason why it was such a bad table was because she had built it herself.People often wondered why I could build, and the house of my aunt was what I would point them to. Somebody had to know how to handle tools, or else something would fall onto our heads at any time.I lifted my mug and the table wobbled; I furrowed my brows. "Let me buy you a new one – please." "Humbug! It still does its job and I love it, Michael!" I raised my brow at the wax and jam spots on the old walnut table. Tatie was usually against wooden pieces, but this one had stolen her heart. My aunt often joked she loved the table as much as she loved uncle."I'm su
My heart folded together in pain, but I ignored it. I took her petite hand."My girlfriend is at home. We have ... argued a little and she decided to stay back." "Apologize. That makes mama happy." Rebecca shook her head with a smile. "I will, as soon as I see her." "Good!", Estelle stared at the floor with a smile. "Can she visit us too?" "I will bring her along next time", I said, trying to hide my pain with a smile.Rebecca pulled me into a hug as I passed by her. "Since when are you so tame?", I asked her with a forced smile. "Oh shut it! You know I worry about you as much as I worry about my kids." "I only seem to worry everybody." "You didn't have it easy. Neither of you did."She cupped my face. Then she smiled. "You still love her." "Is it that visible?" "If it weren't you wouldn't be so miserable. Drinking, smoking, not sleeping – but let me ask you something, Michael. Does it do you good?"I thought about it."No", was my final answer."How many days did you do thi
I don't know when and how I had gotten home, nor when I had fallen asleep, but here I was, lying on the sofa with a blanket wrapped around me. I glanced around until I remembered where I was.Gordes. Aunt Marthe. The fight.Soft voices came from the kitchen as well as the smell of food. And it smelled delicious. Water collected in my mouth and my stomach grumbled. It wasn't a usual thing for tatie Marthe to prepare a big breakfast. We usually just ate a croissant and had a cup of coffee with it. Yesterday must have riled her up.I despised it when I worried my family. I didn't want them to baby me, nor did I want them to think of the times my parents had divorced. Yes, it had been hard and yes, my brother's death had made me get help from a psychiatrist, but I was at a better place now.I glanced at the calendar and my hunger disappeared almost immediately. It was the 27th of February.I plopped back onto the sofa, my mind loud, full of questions, confused.How has it already been 12
My shoulders slumped down and I grew frustrated, lost. How I missed her. How I fucking missed her.Her voice, her smile, her kisses, her arms, her jokes, everything about her.'Sat on the corner of the roomEverything's reminding me of youNursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happierAren't you?Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt youBut ain't nobody need you like I doI know that there's others that deserve youBut my darling, I am still in love with youBut I guess you look happier, you doMy friends told me one day I'd feel it tooI could try to smile to hide the truthI know I was happier with youBaby, you look happier, you doI knew one day you'd fall for someone newBut if breaks your heart like lovers doJust know that I'll be waiting here for you'The song ended exactly as we arrived the house and the button suddenly worked again. I cursed and slammed my head against the wheel. It seemed as if everything was mocking me.Gerard placed a tight hand on my shoulder an
Michael's POV"You can't continue like this, Michael", tatie's unforgettable voice made me groan loudly.My private pilot had flown me to the airport where my driver had picked me and the others up. Before I could even grasp what I was doing, I had stood in front of Marthe's house with my suitcase and briefcase in my hands and Marie and Gerard by my side.The first day I had laid in my room and did nothing, until the memories suffocated me, so I went out and ran from our village to the next, without even me noticing it. I collapsed the moment I entered the house and had slept at the entrance.The second day I didn't even spend another minute inside. I got up, brushed my teeth, went to the city and bought as much alcohol as I could.The 63-year-old woman stood there with her hands on her hips, tapping her foot.If you looked at my mother's aunt, you would think she was my real mother. I had her eyes and her once blonde hair had been the same shade of mine, we even had the same nose. Sa
Beaumont's Enterprise POVHe couldn't remember the last time he had gone home, taken a break or stopped checking his phone for Sara.Today one week ago Sara had left the company and Michael could never forgive himself for it.She had yelled at him, yelled things that left him confused. He hadn't done anything. He hadn't said anything, why was she so angry at him? He cursed Eleanor's existence to mud, running his hand through his already messy hair and stalked down the corridor to his office.Usually the modern, simple kept offices, walls and corridors made him feel proud, were inviting and warm, but lately it left him empty and bland.They were nothing without her, nothing without her laughter echoing down the halls, nothing without her next to him, discussing the marketing ploy for a company regarding their credit.Mrs Flink rushed out the office with the files he had given her this morning. "I told you", he snarled at her. "I didn't-" "I don't care! You are fired", he yelled, then