Today was the fifth day with Mr. Beaumont and it was quite eventful, to say the least.
The other days he had kept himself in the background, mostly because he had one meeting after the other he had to attend. Today was the day he fully stayed at the company, a first in this week. I arrived at work at about half past 7, joining Jessica with a cup of coffee while we waited for the other departments to deliver their files. I tried not to be bumped as Noah still hadn't called nor texted me. "It completely passed my mind and I never got to ask you: How was it?" "What do you mean?", I asked her, passing her the sugar. "You know, the talk you had with Mr. Beaumont", she nudged me, then put two spoons of sugar into her pink mug with the elephants on it. Elephants were her favourite animal. "Oh, that", I laughed nervously. "It was quite alright, I imagined it to be much worse." "See, told you", she patted the spot next to her. We sat down on her desk. "We talked about the dress code first", I informed her, browsing through my mind. Since that day, I decided to keep spare stockings in my working drawer, just in case. "And a bit about Janet. He doesn't seem to be that fond of her." "He isn't. He hates her as much as we do, but he keeps on insisting she does a good job", Jessica shrugged. "Sometimes I don't understand Michael." "Who's Michael?", I asked her with a raised brow. "Mr. Beaumont silly! Didn't he tell you his full name?" Michael Beaumont? It had a nice ring to it. "No." "You didn't ask him?" "No, it seemed wrong to ask him about his personal life ..." "After he asked about yours you felt it would be wrong to ask back?", Jessica couldn't believe her ears. She started laughing. "Now that's typically you. Always professional." Jessica patted my head. "Sorry, I don't mean it in a bad way sweetie." "I know Jess", I smiled at her. Clarissa joined us at 7:40, followed by Nina. "We might be late", Nina joked as she clocked in. "Twenty minutes before the start is a bit too extreme, don't you think? We should have arrived at 6 the latest." "Janet will kill us", Clarissa agreed. "You are drinking coffee without us?", Nina pointed at our mugs with a frown. "We've just started. There's more coffee in the kettle", I told them. Clarissa hurried to the little kitchen and fetched them a mug. Nina looked at me. "Call me crazy, but why aren't you wearing a white shirt like usually?" "Mr. Beaumont said I shouldn't wear anything with buttons anymore." Clarissa dropped something in the kitchen. She stormed out with wide eyes. "He what!?" I was taken aback by her shocked expression. "Mr. Beaumont told you not to wear a white shirt?", Nina's tone held disbelieve. "Jess, have you ever heard something like that before?" "No, not in good fifteen years!", Jessica looked at me in wonder. "What's the big deal?", I asked them a bit unsurely. "Mr. Beaumont sends Janet when it comes to dress code changes. He never addresses a woman personally about it", Jessica informed me with wide eyes. "You are just overreacting – I was with him and we were the last people in the office. What's the big deal? He told me I should change and therefore I changed my outfit." I tugged at the rose-coloured silk shirt. I had brought it along from Austria, and I only had two other non-button up shirts. That should do for the last few days. I could go to an inexpensive clothing store and buy a few more from my pay check, depending on how much they cost. "But what does he have against a white button up?", Clarissa asked, thoughtfully, handing Nina her green coffee mug. "Maybe it stretches over her chest", Nina wriggled her brows. I buried my red face into my hands. "Now, now children, Sara is shy. Don't do that to her", Jessica chided them, patting my back. "They are just joking dear." "I hope so!", I muffled through my hands. A knock sounded from the right. Jessica opened the door to the footboy who rolled in with the trolley. "The folders, Ma'ams", he smiled at us and left as quickly as he had appeared. "Not a minute too early", Jessica mumbled after checking her watch, then clapped. "Let's get to work. We can talk at lunch about Sara's meeting with Michael." ♡ I rushed out the office down the hallway in blind rage. Five times I had called the IT guy and he had the nerve to just hang up on me in the midst of our telephone call! How could I work without the Excel and accounting programme as well as the calculator?! I can't do hundreds of files by hand, it would take me the whole day and night, what was he thinking- I ran into something hard. "Ouch!", I cried out, rubbing my nose. A hand shot forward and firmly caught me by my elbow. I looked up to the person I had run into. My boss looked down to me with a raised brow. "Mr. Beaumont!", I shrieked, jumping back. "I'm so terribly sorry! I didn't mean to-" He raised a hand. "No harm done, Mrs Atkins." My boss scanned me. "What has you gotten so riled up, if I may ask?" "My computer isn't working, and the IT guy is ignoring me", I told him, almost grumbling. "I can't get any work done without my computer!" A muscle moved in his jaw. "Third floor sixth door on the right. Tell him I sent you, that will get him moving." He walked down the hallway to our office, nodding at me to get me moving. "Thank you", I called after him as he went to Jessica and the others. "Look, missy, just unplug your computer, reboot it again and-" My eyebrow twitched angrily. As if I hadn't done that already three times. "Mr. Beaumont sent me", I cut him off, crossing my arms. The guys stopped laughing and the IT guy really jumped up and followed me to my office, just like Mr. Beaumont had said he would. While he worked around the hard drive, I was forced to stand by my desk and watch, because he occupied the whole space. Mr. Beaumont joined after while as he handed Nina a file back she had done wrong. "You deducted too much at this position", he showed it to her, while keeping an eye on the IT guy. "The PR team spent less money for the TV broadcast." "I'll correct it, thank you Mr. Beaumont." I heard the guy plug something out and worryingly bent down a bit. That hadn't sounded good. "How's it going, Peter?", Mr. Beaumont's voice boomed behind me, startling me. I swirled around to my boss with my hand pressed against my hammering heart. His blue eyes stared directly into my eyes. "I hope you can repair Mrs Atkins's computer. The work is waiting on us", he continued talking, while still looking at me. I nodded breathlessly. "Doesn't seem like I can do much", Peter groaned, getting up. "The computer conked out. The data processor was quite old after all." "Oh no", I gasped, tearing my eyes away from my boss. "Do we have another data processor in this company?", I asked, folding my hands in worry. "Not really, they are all being used", the IT guy scratched his balding head. "I can order one, but it will in two days the soonest." Two days!?! "We have no other choice. Get to it", my boss decided. "Yes, Sir." He left, all while I stared after him speechless. "You'll have to do your work by hand, Mrs Atkins." "By hand?", I quietly asked, not believing my ears. "I have over hundred files to work through!" His eyes darkened slightly. "Then you better get to it." I wanted to gurgle him. ♡ Lunchtime approached. The others were finishing their last file to go and eat. "Are you coming along, Sara?", Jess inquired to know as she got up from her chair. "I can't. If I take a break now I won't finish before 9 pm at this point", I sighed. "Should we get you something?", Nina asked, while exchanging a look with Jessica. "No, I'll be fine. I packed some fruit today." They didn't move. "No really, go and get lunch, I'll be fine." They did, hesitantly, and I heard Jessica mutter something to them, but I didn't quite catch it. I shrugged it off and moved onto the next file, sighing as it was ten pages long. Can't they just buy one thing and give it a rest? "I have to post this to merchandise, while considering they got a trade discount for this. I need to post it in the right position-", I mumbled along, so I wouldn't forget about it. "This belongs to personal." I ticked it off. "Good, this file is done." "Let me look over it." I jumped in my seat, screaming slightly. Mr. Beaumont sat there with his legs crossed, raising a brow. "I'll die because of you!", I wheezed, clutching my heart. "When did you even come in here, Mr. Beaumont?" "Just a few minutes ago, when you still did the income position." He extended his hand. "The file." I handed it to him, biting back a sigh. Mr. Beaumont flipped it open and scanned it quietly, his blue eyes fixated on the numbers in front of him. Don't stare at him, Sara. I glanced back. Dammit I couldn't just not look at him. Mr Beaumont bore a calm expression, stroking his beard while reading the file. My eyes darted to his waves and I swooned inwardly. Why did I have a weakness for blonds? I forced myself to take the next file. Staff charges. Wages and salaries. A piece of cake. Only the data number of the staff stood there, but I didn't care who got the salary anyways. I counted the extra hours they had worked and calculated on my phone the sum I could add to their gross salary. "Why aren't you out for lunch?", Mr. Beaumont suddenly spoke, his eyes still darting over the numbers of the file. "I won't finish before night-time if I go." "That you won't either way", he lowered the file. "And you can't concentrate when you are hungry." Taken aback, my eyes widened. "How do you know?" "You wrote personnel instead of personal, for one. You mixed up the numbers in the end." I cursed silently, extending my hand. "Let me correct it please." "No", he pulled the file away. "You'll eat first. I can tell what mistakes you'll make even before you started doing that salary in front of you." Who does he think he is!? "Something you want to say, Mrs Atkins?", he raised a brow at me. "No, nothing." I wanted to gurgle him. "Only that I can handle myself. No need to underestimate me, Sir." I extended my hand again, meeting his eyes squarely. "The file, Mr. Beaumont." His eyes shone amused. He bent forward, stopping a few centimetres away from my face. Michael Beaumont looked directly at me with an imposing face, which just made my whole body tingle pleasantly. His eyes hooded slightly, and he smirked."Make me."My heart was beating against my chest.I tried to fish it out of his hand. He raised his arm. Unfair.I pressed my lips together. I leaned more against my desk, stretching further towards his arm. Almost! So close, so very, very close! My fingers were shaking as I stretched even further, now only standing on one foot while I silently wished I would have worn my heels to give me bit of an advantage. My fingers touched the file and a smile spread on my face.My boss held the file further away. "Unfair!", I cried out, went around the table and held onto his arm to get the godforsaken file. His muscles were quite hard, but I forced myself to ignore that and my red cheeks."How could I possibly be so rude to such a hard-working woman?", he laughed, pressing me against him. My whole body touched his hard chest. I held my breath as his hand with the file touched my lower back. His face was mere centimetres away from mine. "Trying her hardest to finish her work", he mumbled, brushi
"Hey, Jess ... can I ask you something?"We were the only ones in the office for today. Clarissa had been appointed to another department for the day and Nina had called in to tell us she was sick. Mr. Beaumont was in London for a meeting, for the next few days.I felt as if I could breathe, knowing he wouldn't be around me."Oh dear. Don't tell me you want to quit!" "What? No, no!", I hadn't thought about that at all. "It's about Mr. Beaumont." "Oh, the mystery man. Go on, ask me", she smiled at me. "Anything?" "Anything. Out with it, Sara." "Is he ... what's he like towards his female workers?" "Respectful and composed. He solely talks to them about business." "No touching, smiling, joking?" "By gods no! I've never seen him smile at anybody of us. Why are you asking?"I felt how my face grew hotter.Jessica held her breath as she realized. "Is he- is he nice towards you?" "Yes", I lowered my head. "He tried to ..." should I really tell her? "Can you keep a secret?" "If I c
Once worktime approached again, we got up."Already leaving?", my boss asked while looking only at me. "We have to", I breathlessly answered. Jess wriggled her brows as I met her eyes again. "See you later, Michael." "It's Mr. Beaumont, Mrs Brown", he chided with a stern voice. She shrugged with a smile.While Jess put away her trey, and as I squeezed through the chairs, Mr. Beaumont caught my arm by the elbow.I swirled back to him."You on the other hand", his eyes were burning, making me stop breathing. "You can call me Michael anytime." "Sara, hurry!", Jessica called for me. "Now go. I'm waiting for your files."♡ "Naturally you'll stay until you finished them", Mr. Beaumont decided without even looking at me.I had to grip the files harder, so I wouldn't launch them into his face. "You are making mistakes on your corrected files. Until you haven't done them all perfectly, you can't leave", he snarled, slamming his pencil angrily onto the table. He wasn't in a good mood at
Lost, I gazed around as somebody shook me awake.Where was I? My bedroom didn't look like this ... where's my wardrobe? My bed? My dresser?Panic spread through me. Where am I!? Why am I not at home?!I jumped up and met Jessica's eyes.I breathed heavily, then slowly realized what had happened. I had fallen asleep yesterday."Dear, sit down again I'll get you a coffee", she patted my hair. "We have spare toothbrushes in the restroom." "This hasn't happened for the first time?" "Just you wait until the holidays", Jessica called over her shoulder with a heavy expression.I slipped into my chair, grabbing the hem on my shoulder without realizing at first. The material between my fingers was soft and warm, yet slightly heavy around my shoulders. It felt like wool and smelled of Mr. Beaumont.Wait a moment, what was that?I pulled the material forward and my eyebrows went up in surprise. This shade of grey and the heavy manly fragrance ... This was Mr. Beaumont's coat! He had worn it th
The participants knocked on the table, like people did in university, quickly gathered their stuff and left. I saved my document for the last time.I leaned back, and a relieved sigh escaped my lips. This was way more exhausting than doing a hundred files over and over. "You weren't bad today. You called the meeting to order several times, and you managed that rascal." "I was close to stabbing him with my biro." "We all were." He offered me his hand and helped me up.His blue eyes sturdily held mine, and for once I didn't feel like fainting. He didn't smile, nor was he bearing his usual brooding expression, but a neutral face which showed his impressive eyes, strong nose and full lips. I could only imagine how beautiful his parents must be for him to be so handsome. His eyes stared at my lips, then up and down my body. As I shifted, he licked his lips and stepped closer to me. Mr. Beaumont's eyes were burning a hole in my face, that's how intense they were.Just kiss me – I've mad
"This way", Mr. Beaumont appointed me, leading me out of the main entrance from the building. I had to run after him, not blessed with long, muscular legs like he was. The girls and guys from the reception wished him to enjoy his meal and took a break themselves.I picked up my pace but still couldn't reach him. Mr. Beaumont noticed and slowed down until we walked next to each other. He apologized too, which was quite sweet from him. Ben spotted Mr. Beaumont and opened the door for us, nodding deeply at Mr. Beaumont, who nodded back easily. "Where are we going?", I asked him, while nodding at Ben who smiled back. "Trinity's." "Never heard of it", I furrowed my brows. "It's just down the street. Once it had been an Italian restaurant, now it's a combination of French and Italian food. The chef is called Trinity, hence the name." "Seems like you know quite a bit about that space, Mr. Beaumont."His blue eyes peered over his shoulder and he took me by my wrist. His thumb brushed my
His expression was hard to read. "That's what you say now, Sara. You'll see, in a year you'll think differently." "I'm sure I won't", I laughed. He squeezed my hand, his sky-blue eyes making me shiver with wanton. I felt myself grow wet at his imposing face, which brought out his heavy and aggressive features. I pressed my legs together and tried to ignore the tingling between my legs.How could a man be this handsome and manly?"We'll see about that."My heart was making uneven beats. The waiter swooped into our area, causing us to let go of each other. Alexander placed down our food with a smile and left as quickly as he had appeared. I rubbed my neck and stared at the floor. Mr. Beaumont let out a cough."Let's eat." "Let's", I peeped. ♡ Mr. Beaumont paid, not even listening to my complaining as he did so, nor did Alexander and Lysandre. Lysandre went away to fetch our jackets. Alexander talked about how delighted he was to serve us and repeated our order from before. Mr.
Sara's POVI fastened my running shoes, took one last glance in the mirror and zipped my jacket. I was bare faced and I prayed Michael wouldn't run away screaming at the sight. Applying makeup now was a stupid idea since it would a, clog my pores (work was so busy I didn't have time for skincare, so that would be chaotic) and b, my mascara wasn't waterproof. And I didn't want to look like a raccoon.My feet carried me automatically towards Central Park, all while I dodged the workers, the uneven spots on the streets and ignored the catcalling. New York could be so pretty when the sun started rising and when the tourists weren't out yet. There were always cars though, it seemed.Beaumont ... I had to think of his words again. Becoming his P.A. ... Beaumont was definitely out of his mind. What would I do? Plan his meetings and trips? Accept phone calls? I partly do that already!My boss had simply ignored every complaint of mine as he dragged me into any meeting of his, forcing me to o
I took a deep breath, catching his eyes. I knew the text by heart, so I just looked at him and forgot the paper in my hands."You were there when I needed you the most, at the hospital, as I recovered, and that twice. You tried your hardest to make me happy, you nearly broke your back in exhaustion but kept going. You stuck around and loved me with the same intensity. Just thinking about you makes me smile, seeing you happy makes me happy, seeing you sad makes me sad. And when you smile at me as if I were the only woman on this world, the best thing that could have happened to you, as if I were the biggest achievement of it all, one corner of your mouth always higher than the other, it's always the right one, with your dimples showing - my heart swells up with love and feels like it could explode. Even now, so many memories later."Michael cried silently with a smile. I wiped his tears away, continuing to speak."Life with you seems so much more intriguing and promising." My own voice
I mouthed and mouthed compliments to her, until she was beaming again and walking with a raised head.I heard dad laugh, but I couldn't stop staring at Sara - the rest of the room and people were pale, grey, boring compared to her. It disappeared in a blur, while all of my senses sharpened on her.And as she stood in front of me, I whispered: "Beautiful. Perfect." I took her hands. I needed to hold her, or else I would go insane. I leaned forward to this angel, almost not daring to move as if she could vanish suddenly, holding my breath at this perfect being that was really my wife! "I wish I could kiss you already", I whispered.Sara's cheeks and ear flushed and she leaned forward, making our foreheads touch. Her eyes were full of an expression that said 'do it'. And I nearly did, hadn't the woman spoken.And then - long minutes and many tears later, we were proclaimed as husband and wife - and I could finally, finally! kiss her.And I did. I poured all of my love into the kiss - an
Michael's POVDecemberNew York, the Rink at Rockefeller CenterMy old Sara was almost back. She was bubbly again, happy and talk-active, but non-stop or constantly clutched to me.I wanted that - so I could protect her.It's December, 4 months later after mon amour had been kidnapped.Sara parked the car and we both got out. I waited until she circled the car, then intertwined our hands as we went to the ice skating center.Our wedding was planned. Everything was organized, ready for the big day, waiting for us.We both had finished seeing our therapist, Sara just a few minutes ago. I had picked her up and let her drive us here, to surprise her. The dogs were looked after by Jess and Philipp for the few hours we would be gone.Now we were waiting for January 23rd, our unofficial one year anniversary and wedding date.With Sara in tow, her hands wrapped around my arm, while I had my arm propped up in a 90 degree angle, we went onto the ice.Sara giggled."What is it honey?", I turned
He had styled his hair how I loved it - with the curl falling onto his handsome face, the rest of his waves brushed back loosely. He looked as always proper and delicious in his suit - he had chosen a dark grey colour, a grey tie and a blush pink handkerchief to fit our theme; of course he thought of everything, my clever man!I spotted how he swallowed, how he beamed, how he bobbed his feet up and down in his excitement, how he wiped his eyes once again.Faster, faster, faster!Why was this aisle so damn long?Michael winked at me as he spotted how impatient I got. 'Love you', he mouthed.My heart was melting with love.Finally - finally we reached him. Dad hugged me, kissed my cheek.Then Michael and dad patted each other on the shoulder, then hugged. "Take care of her", dad said to him, making tears well up in my eyes. He handed me over, making me take Michael's hand. Dad squeezed our holding hands."Always", Michael whispered back to my father, then turned to me. "Beautiful. Perfe
Mum spotted my reaction and leaned over, whispering sweetly into my ear. "I think it was worth going out today."I nodded as she kissed my hair, tears blurring my vision.Maybe this was a sign that I would be awarded if I stepped out. Maybe this was a sign that not everything was cruel.I thought of Michael. I thought of how I sat close to him at work with another two friends close to me, friends I could trust and I knew had visited me during my unconscious time in the hospital.My lips trembled. I wanted to show Michael this dress. I wanted to show him what had made this day so special, besides waking up next to him.Betty and Olive, the two more than helpful female employees, helped me yet again in this dress and as Betty buttoned it up, Olive's eyes shone. "This is your dress, isn't it?"I looked at the small mirror in the changing room, my bottom lip shaking heavily.Who was this woman in the mirror? She was breathing taking with her big eyes and square face, with the hourglass bo
He talked to me about the wedding to cheer me up. He talked to me about our nephew and nieces, showed me videos of Adrien, Estelle and Sara. He talked to me about our babies and how the incident had only made his protective manner grow, and he showed that without a doubt.His hand quickly laid over my body when Hector got too close. When someone came in unannounced, he sent a death glare towards the door.The way he talked to me though, with this softness and this new-found love, only made me suspect more that he wanted a baby even more quickly.It was a nice technique to make me forget about my aching body, I must admit. And I let myself be endorsed in the baby talk, in the name choosing, in how the baby would change our lives - because honestly? After what had happened, I wanted to make the most out of my life. I wanted to have a baby with him.I wanted to live. I wanted to make the world a happy and safe place for my babies. I want to have all of Michael's babies and put more 'us'
Sara's POVAt first, I blinked.Then, unfamiliar faces appeared in a silhouette above me.The harsh light made me close my eyes again.Had the policemen turned on the light once they had found me?Was I free again?"Ms Basic?", the male voice asked, shaking my shoulder. "Are you awake Ms Basic?"I nodded, my head gradually starting to hurt.I weakly raised my arm, still disorientated where I was, who I was, what day and time it was?With my hand, I shielded my eyes from the harsh light and slowly opened them.Wait, I could move my hands?"Where ... am I?", I coughed, my throat dry."In the hospital, Ms Basic. Your fiancé brought you here after you were held hostage", the man explained. I turned my head slightly to see his coat.This was my doctor?Another hand moved around my body. I turned to see the light rose outfit of the nurse.I was in a hospital room ...?But that means - I had been rescued! I had really seen Michael!I jumped up; immediately their hands caught me.It all came
Sara's POVI panted and cried and whaled as Noah repeatedly stabbed my legs. In and out, always in a new spot. The wet sound echoed in my ear.My body had grown numb and cold to the pain once he stopped stabbing me.My vision only got worse.The corners turned black.I had trouble staying conscious.I just wanted to close my eyes and sleep."Why would you call him!?", Noah yelled. He grabbed my head. Everything was spinning. "Why why why? Why do keep on clinging onto him!? Is it because he has more money? Is it because he is a shameless flirt!? Is it because both of you are divorced!?"Noah grabbed a good chunk of my hair and with a swift swipe, cut off half my hair.He let my own hair fall onto me."I'll derange so much he won't love you anymore!", Noah yelled, his voice breaking. "And then I'll kill you - because you know what? A whore like you isn't worth this pain! If I can't have you, nobody can have you!"Noah cut off the other half of my hair."The more I look at you, the more
Sara's POVNoah's tongue slipped out of my mouth, causing blood and saliva to drip out my mouth, running down my chin.My ex-husband, my abductor, stepped back with a fond smile. His eyes ... they were filled with love. With love?Every core of my body grew disgusted at this realization. What a sick fucker! Did he enjoy torturing me? How could he like something so grotesque?!With every second he kept me here, the more the man I had loved disappeared from my memories. As if the old Noah distanced himself or was being replaced with this abusive psycho.Whatever I had once felt to him - those feelings and memories felt foreign right now, unfamiliar, disgusting, vile. Why had I wasted over four years with you? Why hadn't it been Michael who I could have met at my university? Why couldn't I be happy from the start?"Did you feel anything?", Noah purred, tracing the side of my face with his knuckles.With angry tears, I heavily shook my head.Noah didn't hesitate - his slap left my face nu