(Katelyn’s POV)My tears flowed freely now, and I could feel the weight of everything pressing down on my chest. I knew Ryder was hurting too, but he was trying so hard to hide it from me. His arms tightened around me as if he could somehow shield me from my own guilt, but it was no use."Hey," he murmured softly, brushing his hand through my hair. "I was just thinking about the coffee mug thing, and I was wondering..." he hesitated.I sniffed and pulled back just enough to look up at him. "Yeah?" I said, my voice still shaky from crying.He gave me a small smile before continuing. "Well, I'm just a little concerned. Do I need to be worried about any other objects spontaneously exploding around me?" he teased, his eyebrows raised in mock concern.A laugh escaped my lips in spite of my tears and I shook my head. "I swear, I don't know how that happened," I replied, feeling confused about it. "I didn’t mean to do it...”He nodded thoughtfully, his hand still gently rubbing my back. "May
(Katelyn’s POV)"What about Ryder?" Tyler asked after our kiss broke, his brow furrowed as he studied my face.I shook my head and looked down at the floor. “No... I just spoke to him,” I explained quietly. “I… I told him that I didn't feel ready…”That guilty feeling sat firmly on my chest and I took a deep breath, hoping to alleviate some of the pressure in my lungs, but it didn't work.Tyler nodded slowly, processing what I was saying. “Oh... okay...” he replied, his expression unreadable.I gave a small shrug. “He said he understood,” I added, feeling the need to justify myself, to explain why I’d said what I did even though it didn’t make me feel any better.Even now, I could feel tears welling up in my eyes, the guilt clawing its way up my throat.Tyler’s hand found mine, squeezing it gently. "I mean, I guess it's up to you, Kate. You know how you feel better than anyone else. If you don't feel ready, then you don't feel ready."He took a breath, as if he wanted to say more, but
(Katelyn’s POV)The weight of uncertainty still lingered, but I had to try. I had to tell Ryder that I'd made a mistake.I realized I was running, as if the quicker I got to him, the less damage my words might do.I reached the front door, bursting through it without even closing it behind me as I rushed down the hallway, heading straight for the living room where I had left him earlier.Ryder was still there, still sitting on the sofa, his elbows resting on his knees and his face buried in his hands. The sight of him sitting there, looking so defeated, shattered my heart all over again."I fucked up," I blurted, startling him as I came to a stop in front of him. "I’m so sorry, Ryder. I made a mistake. I don’t want to do this without you. I don’t know what I was thinking... I was just scared and confused, but I’m here now. I’m so sorry."Ryder looked up at me, his brows furrowed in surprise and confusion."What...?" he mumbled, his voice raspy, as if he hadn’t spoken in hours.I stepp
(Katelyn’s POV)Ryder smiled down at me, the adoration in his eyes unmistakable."Well, I mean, obviously I want to mark you, Kate," Ryder admitted with an awkward smile. "I think I've been completely obsessed with you since the moment I met you. I have your eyes tattooed on my arm. I think it's pretty obvious that I've made up my mind on this... but I just need to know for sure that you aren't saying these things out of guilt," he went on, his tone turning more serious now. "You shouldn't change your mind because you feel bad ab—""No," I interrupted him, my voice firm as I shook my head. "I'm not changing my mind because I feel bad. I just had a moment of clarity," I insisted, knowing it was true.This had nothing to do with guilt. That wasn't my motivation here.He smiled, a look of relief passing over him."You're sure?" he asked, as if he wanted to give me one last chance to back out of this if that was what I wanted."I'm sure," I confirmed, looking into his eyes with absolute ce
(Katelyn’s POV)"Glad you could make it," Tyler said, giving Ryder an approving nod."So am I," Ryder replied with a relieved smile.I began to strip off my clothes while they spoke, eager to get this show on the road before something else could happen. A door-to-door salesman trying to sell us a vacuum cleaner... an earthquake... a fucking nuclear disaster... It felt like SOMETHING was going to happen to delay this whole thing and I was having none of it.This was happening no matter what."You in a hurry there?" Tyler asked with a chuckle, watching me curiously as I tugged my pants off."Last time we talked about this, Harlan decided it would be a great time to kidnap me. Forgive my sense of urgency here, but I don't want to deal with any interruptions this time," I replied, my voice laced with bitterness as I said Harlan's name.Tyler shrugged as he began to undress too. "Can't argue with that.""So... any plans as to how we're going to do this?" Ryder asked as he pulled his shirt
(Katelyn’s POV)The familiar sensation of my wolf form enveloped me as I shifted, the world around me sharpening, the forest seemingly more alive than ever. I could hear the faintest rustle of leaves, the whispers of the wind winding through the trees. It was as if the forest knew what we were about to do, and it was holding its breath in anticipation.Ryder and Tyler followed my lead, shifting into their wolf forms too, their eyes trained on me with a mixture of reverence and intensity.I led the way to the spot I had in mind, padding through the forest with the two of them flanking me on either side.As we made our way deeper into the forest, the sun filtered down through the trees, casting soft, golden light across the ground. This was the place where I had always come to think, to feel connected to the world, and now it would be the place where I connected to them, my mates, forever.When we reached the clearing, I stopped. This was it. The moment we had been building toward for so
(Ryder’s POV)The clearing was bathed in sunlight, a perfect backdrop for what had just happened. The marking. The moment we had all been building toward for so long. Finally, it was done. Kate had marked me and Tyler, and we had marked her. I should have felt complete. I should have felt content. And I did, but there was something else... Something I couldn't quite put my finger on.It wasn’t the marking itself. That had felt incredible, like some kind of supernatural charge that flowed through me the second her teeth sank into my skin. The warmth, the connection, the euphoria, it was more than I could ever have anticipated. But then, after the initial surge faded, something else settled in its place.It was a hollow feeling, like an empty pit somewhere deep inside me. I tried to ignore it, standing there with Kate and Tyler, trying to feel what they were feeling. But that emptiness wouldn’t go away, no matter how much I smiled or kissed Kate or held her close. The bond between us wa
(Ryder’s POV)"Should we tell your dad?" Kate asked, sounding nervous and excited all at once. "Do you think he'll be upset that we skipped out on the whole celebration thing?"I was doubtful, considering the circumstances and Tyler responded, confirming exactly what I was thinking."I doubt it," he replied. "He'll probably just be relieved we got it done before The Elders arrived."She was smiling. She looked so happy. I couldn't understand why I didn't feel the same..."Are we going to celebrate?" Tyler asked as we stepped into the house. "Maybe we could go get a fancy dinner somewhere or something?" he suggested, looking just as happy as she did.I plastered on my best fake smile, trying to fit in but dreading the idea of having to go anywhere or do anything that involved people. I was barely keeping it together as it is, now pile 'attempting to look normal in front of strangers' on top of that and it was too much for me to deal with.Tyler was looking over at me, waiting for a res