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2020-12-02 07:47:43On his way to Jakarta, Haidar never stopped cursing himself for not being able to take good care of his wife. He also lost their prospective child. The prospective child they have been waiting for since the beginning of their marriage three months ago. His and Sofia's dreams seemed to be dashed as the two people he loved left.
Injured?
Very.
Even Haidar could not define the pain he was experiencing right now. It was so painful that he felt his heart could feel nothing but loss. A loss that he had never imagined before at the age of his marriage, which was still as long as this corn. He hasn't done anything for Sofia, all the dreams in their marriage haven't come true.
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Abizar felt his heart emptied, even more, when he stepped into the apartment building especially when he went up to the second floor through the stairs. It feels like there is a pain in his chest cavity. The closer he got to Shanum's apartment room, the more his heart hurt which he
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Sofia's funeral was very quiet, only a few of her closest relatives attended, and Haidar of course. The man was still crouched beside his wife's grave and rested his head on her tombstone and wept there.Several people had left the cemetery area devastated. Kinara had glanced sarcastically at Haidar, who looked as devastated as them beside his cousin's grave, which was covered in flower petals and was still wet.“Don't ever appear before us again! We are disappointed in you! Indeed, from the beginning, we shouldn't have let Sofia have a relationship with you and even changed her faith. This is like a punishment for us, ” said Mariana in a disappointed tone.Yes, at first Sofia was not from a Muslim family, the woman decided to study Islam and changed after getting to know Haidar. That is the reason Abizar also cannot be with him and the man also knows how dangerous Sofia is. But Haidar didn't notice. This man is very attracted to women who used to have brown hair a
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Keanu made warm tea for Haidar and a few pieces of cake which he bought on the way home earlier. He knew that his friend would not have an appetite but if his stomach couldn't be filled he might soon catch up with his wife. The man put a cup of tea and a few pieces of cake in front of Haidar who seemed to have closed his eyes and he was sure that Haidar was not sleeping. Occasionally seen the man's breath panting like holding a feeling of tightness so deep. Keanu sat in front of Haidar then took out his cellphone which vibrated since earlier indicating many incoming messages. He just turned on his cellphone a few minutes ago."All this happened because Sofia knew about my marriage with Shanum," said Haidar which made Keanu immediately shifted his gaze from his cellphone screen to the face of his friend who was now staring blankly ahead."So you want to blame Shanum like Sofia's family?" asked Keanu with a rush of breath because of emotion seeing his friend become unstabl
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Even though Abizar knew that he had been forgotten by Shanum, the man still couldn't take his eyes off her. I have no idea. His heart is too hard to accept the fact that in Shanum's eyes he is no longer a nobody. There had always been nothing between them. His relationship with that woman is just an ordinary friend even though Shanum looks interested in him but he chooses to keep his marriage. And it seems that fate also seemed to give way for Shanum to keep her marriage and… forget about it.Now Abizar is sitting with Haidar and Keanu in a café next to the hospital. Today Abizar will tell the truth, especially what happened to Shanum and what brought her to the hospital.Abizar took a sip of his black coffee before starting the conversation. Keanu and Haidar continued to stare at him as if they were impatient. Especially Haidar, with his investigating eyes as if he had skinned Abizar at that moment. At first, he had never seen Haidar look at him like that even though he
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In the following days, Haidar took care of Shanum every day and accompanied the woman. Meanwhile, Keanu had already returned to Jakarta earlier because he only took three days off. Meanwhile, Haidar took one week off. It seems that before one week, Shanum can go home and he will immediately bring his wife to Jakarta.Menstruation is getting more attention. Maybe if Shanum remembers everything, this woman will be surprised by the changes that have happened to her husband. Because he was never this concerned after their marriage. Haidar himself just realized and… regretted it. Although being married to Sofia was not his regret. He only regretted that he had committed dzolim to his first wife, even though it was not Shanum's wish to marry. But he just ignored it."Oh yes. I haven't said yes, ” said Haidar while feeding the food to Shanum's mouth."About what, baby?""If you have been transferred to Jakarta. In the same hospital as baby. "Both of Shanum's
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Before dawn, Haidar and Shanum arrived in Jakarta. The man took her to the old house where she lived with Sofia. Upon entering the house where he had been living for more than a week, all the memories with Sofia seemed to be replayed in front of him. Make the man several times catch his breath.All the photos and things that smelled of Sofia had Haidar told his people to clean them up and kept them in a warehouse so that Shanum wouldn't see them. It's not that Haidar wants to hide everything, he just wants to take care of Shanum's heart and also his health. He was afraid that if he suddenly saw his picture when he married Sofia it would make his wife hurt and traumatized again. He didn't want that to happen. Let Shanum remember everything for himself as time goes by, even though sometimes Haidar wants Shanum to still not remember everything so that their marriage relationship remains fine."This is our room, mas? That's great, ” said Shanum when she looked into the main
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"Who is this?" Shanum asked, touching the photo hanging in front of her. She seemed to have seen it before but could not remember it."My wife," answered Abizar casually.
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"What?" asked Haidar and Keanu together."Don't be crazy," said Haidar again, who this time was emotional."What is impossible for a woman with multiple personalities like Sofia?""What do you mean?"***Medical students are often seen as the best students with a different charm from students of other majors. Especially in Sofia's eyes, the woman who majored in business fell in love for the first time when she saw a man with greenish-brown eyes wearing a lab coat and passing in front of her. It felt like she wanted to immediately pounce on the man and make it his own. Abizar realized it. But he was always indifferent to the girl with brown hair.Sofia, who is famously popular on campus, is easy to find a partner in her major. But she was not attracted to men who were mostly the children of her father's business partners. She is more interested in the man she has seen a lot these days. But unfortunately, the man continued to ignore her.Abiza
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"So Sofia also made Shanum like that? Not because Shanum was robbed, right? " asked Keanu as soon as Haidar returned with a pale face. But he didn't care. As he said before, maybe Haidar was just in shock. Moreover, so far, the image Sofia has shown them is opposite to the woman's situation. It feels like being cheated, right?Abizar nodded without the slightest hesitation, even though his belief shocked Haidar to death. “Yes, that's how it is. I've also looked up everything. But as you know, after that Shanum got amnesia and didn't remember anything. I hope you don't take advantage of the opportunity in your tightness, especially in the condition of Shanum who doesn't know anything, ”he said, pointing to Haidar.Haidar looked at Abizar who looked at him like a threat. Maybe he already read what Haidar will do to Shanum. " Is it wrong to fix our marriage? ""Not. If Shanum's condition is not in a state of amnesia like now. ""Amnesia or not, i
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After Shanum and Abizar returned home, they immediately took a break to maintain their stamina for the long journey tomorrow night."Would you like to make coffee?" Shanum asked when she saw Abizar leaning back on her bed."No need, honey. After all, I can't sleep early. We're going to have a long trip tomorrow.""Yes, too." Shanum then went to his closet and took a suitcase to pack his clothes and Abizar's clothes."Aren't you tired, just packing right away?" asked Abizar, who left his place and intended to help his wife."Not yet sleepy yet, Mas. So let's just relax tomorrow."Abizar nodded in agreement. He also helped Shanum put their clothes into the suitcase. Abizar remembered something and immediately took it from his briefcase. "Oh, yes. Here." Instead, he took out a medium-sized paper bag to his wife."What is this, Mas?" asked Shanum who looked confused.
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"Num. Are you busy?" asked Keanu, who suddenly opened the door to Shanum's room. Making Shanum a little surprised because he was writing a medical record book belonging to his last patient."Mas ih! Greetings first grandfather. Just shocking." Shanum even grumbled. Luckily his heart is very healthy.Keanu even smiled amused. "Assalamualaikum." He also complied with the wishes of his friend."Waalaikumsalam." Shanum finally smiled. "Why is that, Mas? I just finished practicing anyway.""Uh, yes, tomorrow you want to take a honeymoon leave. You must be busy packing, right?" asked Keanu."Not really. It's just relaxing, after all, it's night. What's wrong?""Let's go with Haidar," said Keanu, making Shanum's forehead frown."What's wrong with Mas Haidar?""Troubled. Just broke up. Pity the person is staring at the park e
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Haidar sighed and stirred his macchiato latte blankly outside the cafeteria window on the tenth floor. From here he can see a view of the city of Jakarta and the bustle of traffic jams on the highway. He was downhearted after a long and tiring night's service. Plus the relationship with Meta is still stuck and there hasn't been any development. Moreover, to convince Meta's parents that he could become a good priest for Meta, would be very difficult. Not sure yet, he was rejected outright.What's wrong with being a widower, anyway? Just having been married before doesn't mean he's a bad priest right? If it is the way to part, the period must be forced? Everyone's life path is different. Of course, all of that has been outlined by fate, right?"What's wrong? Troubled?" Keanu's voice made Haidar raise his head and grunt harshly.Menstruation chuckled, "it's really easy for you to say.""Why? What's the problem? Here, M
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Shanum blinked when she heard the alarm sound. He also opened his eyes and tried to focus his gaze. His head turned to Abizar who was still fast asleep beside him. He stretched out his hand to move Abizar's burly arms that hugged his waist.The clock was still four in the morning. Shanum is used to getting up at this time. Especially since getting married and often doing bed activities with her husband. Of course, she has to take a bath, plus prepare breakfast for her husband. Troublesome? Not. Because this is lifelong worship for Shanum. And he did it sincerely.The woman who was almost twenty-six years old then got up and opened the curtains of her house which showed a blue sky. He then went into the bathroom and cleaned his body. Only then did he wake Abizar."Hmmm. Five more minutes," said Abizar hoarsely as Shanum rubbed his head and called out his name as usual. The woman's way is very gentle to wake her husband. Shanum never
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One month after the wedding of Shanum and Abizar, they haven't gone on their honeymoon yet because of limited time off. Even though Abizar is the owner of the hospital where he works, Shanum doesn't want to be arbitrary with the power that her husband's family has. He still follows the existing regulations in the hospital including leave allowances and a schedule of leave that must take turns with other doctors.At first, Shanum was no longer interested in her honeymoon. After all, he was always with Abizar. They've done it often. For him, the honeymoon is only a difference in place when he 'does' what a newlywed usually does.As Shanum guessed, 'Abizar is strong'. She was overwhelmed by it. Even though he is lucky that he has about seven days off in a month, Abizar will stop doing it. Although in the end the man was grumpy on his own and clung to her.Tonight, Shanum has finished cooking the chicken opor and Balado potatoes accordi
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Shanum looked at the screen of his cellphone which displayed a test pack image with two red lines on it. Also, the gratitude caption was written by Tiara. After two months of his marriage, his wife Keanu became pregnant immediately. Making Shanum happy to hear the news."Mas. Look. Tiara is already pregnant. Alhamdulillah," said Shanum with a smile that was clearly printed on her lips.Abizar smiled and then rubbed the top of his wife's head gently. "Later you will be so dear. We will love our grandchildren to our parents," he said with a meaningful smile.Shanum pursed her lips. "Yes, Mas. Yes, let's sleep. Tomorrow you go to work in the morning, right?"Abizar grabbed Shanum's hand so that the woman came closer to him and hugged him from behind. "Sorry, because I'm so busy because the surgery schedule is getting busy."Shanum smiled understandingly. Since a month after getting
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Upon the return of Shanum and Abizar from Solo. They are getting busy with their wedding preparations again.Jasmine invited Shanum to go to a salon to get her face and body treated. Shanum feels like being with his own mother. Jasmine looks very fond of him like his mother used to love her."You are already beautiful. But you still need care, especially if you will become a wife. You know that actors are even more creepy. So you have to keep Abizar's eyes fixed on you," Jasmine said reminding her when she and Shanum were both scrubbing her whole body in a well-known salon. The massages on her body felt comfortable and immediately calmed their minds."Yes, Mom." Shanum swallowed his own saliva at the word someone who wants another husband. Even though she really believed that Abizar could not be like that."Abizar is exactly his daddy. They are both loyal but we don't know in the future. Mommy hopes that Abizar can
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After a long process and a bit of the usual fuss finally, it will pay off with a wedding party that has been prepared in such a way. And immediately next week is the day Shanum has been waiting for. Namely his marriage to Abizar.Invitations have also been distributed, the building has also been ordered for food. Seserahan has been ordered. Just prepare yourself.There is one last wish of Shanum to Abizar before their marriage takes place. Namely visiting his father's grave - Yudha, as well as asking for blessings for the smooth running of their marriage later. It has been a long time since Shanum went to Solo to visit his father's grave, even though after every prayer, Shanum never forgot the prayer for his late father, Mother, and Mas Haikal.So today, Shanum and Abizar go to Solo. To shorten the time and effort, they departed by plane. Jasmine and Januar let out a smile for their two children. They also understood that Shanum mus
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"Mom. Dad." Abizar hugged his parents when they met at the station. "How was the trip?""It's smooth. It's been a long time since I took the train," said Jasmine as she tucked her hair out of her headscarf. "Shanum. Come here, dear." She stretched out his hand on Shanum.Shanum smiled shyly and walked over to Jasmine and hugged her. "How are you, mom?""Alhamdulillah, it's fine. How do you guys prepare for the wedding? What's missing?" asked Jasmine, who looked enthusiastic."Let's go to the car first, mom. We'll tell you on the road. Or want to stop by for dinner first?" asked Abizar, dragging his parents' suitcase."You can. Mommy is also hungry. Mommy just wants traditional food. I think eating chicken penyet is good. I'm feeling dizzy." Jasmine held her own head."How can I not be dizzy. Every day I can't wait to come here and prepare for her son's wedding," said Januar, who was
