72 HOURS BEFORE THE "BIG EVENT". After turning off the alarm clock, my eyes are fixed on my little room full of posters and polaroids of Jayden O'Donel, my platonic love.... With his beautiful blond hair, pale complexion decorated with freckles and moles, one eye chocolate brown and the other blue, that heterochromia that made him look so exciting and his flat, shaped nose, full lips and just like his brother's heart shaped lips.I loved Jayden silently, even though I know it's dreaming of something impossible. Jayden I love you, I love you and adore you, and I don't forget you because I can't. To walk holding your hand is a dream. To feel that at some point you will look at me like I do... increases my love for you.I think my obsession had diminished a lot, and even more when I saw him day by day and he treated me as if I were anything. He in real life, is tall, with elegant bearing... although he usually dresses in casual clothes, with his blond and somewhat wavy hair disheveled, m
I relax my shoulders, and try to relax my breathing when Rachel's Lexus pulls up in front of the empty red carpet of that party, she had arrived so late that even the journalists, reporters, and paparazzi were putting away their cameras and microphones."Are you ready?" Rachel asked me when I smeared my lipstick on my lips."Yes... Thanks for the ride, I'll see you later.""Wait, do you want me to come get you when the party is over?" Rachel asked me as I had my hand on the lever to open the door."I'll call you.""I'll call you." I mumbled, tying the mask with Rachel's help.As I got out of the car, and closed the door behind me... I caught the attention of the reporters who started taking pictures of me to my surprise. I knew what to do, as I was the one crouched down in the galas well hidden telling Jayden where to stand to pose... so this was a piece of cake for me.The moment I walked into that party I notice the elegant atmosphere where everyone is in their own thing, with fancy
My head was sunk in the soft pillow of the bed, when I got up a little from the bed I looked to my side and saw Jayden sleeping peacefully, but by this time I realized that the best thing to do was to leave... now with so much light he would most likely recognize me.That made me nervous... the thought that he might act impulsively and rude gave me a lot of nerves, I preferred to stay as just another girl who had passed by his bed, who secretly loved him and was his secretary.When I was at the edge of the bed I felt a pain in my lower abdomen... I slowly got up from the bed and then went to get my clothes and get dressed. When I passed by a mirror and saw how I was, I was full of hickeys on my neck, marks from his hand, my makeup was smeared and I was disheveled. As best I could I fixed my hair and put on my bra and dress. I took my heels in my hands and left my mask on the bedside table with a note on a napkin."Where are my panties?" I whispered in a low tone so he wouldn't hear m
Isla PalmFrom that night I was left with a strange feeling... Or rather the reality, Jayden had pushed me to the limit that time. He had made me trust my body by asking me to undress by myself.But to tell the truth I wanted so badly to feel that for the first time he would see me as a woman and not as his falconry. I can't say I did all that madness out of love because I wasn't, by doing that I discovered why sex and lovemaking exist. That sex and love do not go hand in hand.I had dreamed so many times of confessing my love to him and that it would be reciprocated... But I think it was time to forget everything, and move on and look for love elsewhere. At that moment I took the time to drink pure vodka to ease the pain. I guess to get started with this looking for a partner I had to be bold, not the old Isla that no one noticed.So after taking a bath and putting on some sexy underwear I fall on my bed dizzy and take my cell phone over my hands, I take a picture of myself in my pan
Jayden O'DonelThere was something I hated deeply, and it was being a public figure... having so many people concerned about my life was a huge annoyance.But you know what was even more bothersome?The fact that this girl had control over my body.The search for that girl was proving to be harder than I thought; I longed to see her again, to know who she was and why she was driving me crazy. Then, I received a message from an unknown number. Usually, I ignore such messages as they could be from girls I slept with once, crazy fans who found my number. But this notification seemed different; it was an image. After some thought, I clicked on it.The image loaded slowly for some reason, making the wait torturous. Should I change my number again?But then, my attention was captured by that reddish hair I had longed to see again... My gaze continued down, and I was surprised to see two beautiful, firm, and very naked breasts. If it weren't for the image of that girl still lingering in my m
Isla PalmHaving to step back into Jayden's company was going to be a torment, especially when they hadn't let me send my resignation letter to human resources. I found myself pacing back and forth outside Jayden's office, psyching myself up to go in."You're going to dig a hole in the floor, Isla," Rachel whispered in a teasing tone. "Just go in and get it over with."I nodded, touching the door, and a few seconds later, I entered the office, feeling my entire body trembling.Jayden was in front of the computer typing rapidly, not even taking the time to look up.I stood there, motionless, waiting. Nervously, I fidgeted with my fingers."Isla Palm," I jumped when he mentioned my name."Sir?"Jayden stopped typing and pushed his chair back silently, walking towards me."What do I have to do to get you back to your position?" he said, brushing a strand of my hair behind my ear. "I'm very upset; no one does the job the way I want. Are you sure you want to quit? I can increase your salar
The cold motel room and the immense silence welcomed me. As usual, I was concealed beneath expensive clothes (which I bought second-hand), very sexy underwear, and a mask.I had already made up my mind; this would be the last time I'd be with Jayden. I would leave my love behind, the madness I had done...Everything.It was for the best; truth be told, I had always loved Jayden, but it was time for me to realize that he didn't feel the same. Perhaps my “soulmate” or my “better half” was out there, waiting for me to break free from my obsession.But having him so close didn't help. Every day, I could admire his features, expressions, and the way he carried himself. I knew the crystalline color of one of his eyes... Although I tried to forget about him, my heart couldn't let go. I still held onto the hope that one day he would see me for who I truly am and love me the way I love him.Whenever he looked at me, it was like I was
The detective hands me a stack of documents, among them was the truth I had longed to know."It was challenging, young O'Donel," the detective, whom I had contacted, tells me."Why?""I didn't expect her to try and hide like that, but as always, I got my way... Her name is Isla Palm, 22 years old, completed high school but didn't attend university, only studied to become a secretary. She's an only child; her mother passed away, and her father has terminal cancer. But there's something surprising...""What is it?""She works with you."At that, I look at the detective in shock, finding it hard to believe what he just told me. I clench my jaw at the realization that the person I've been desperately searching for is right under my nose."Who is it?""Your secretary.""What the hell?!"The person who drove me crazy... the one I spoke to in the early hours to find out who she was, was right in front of me, hidden under