NALANIIt's true that you can't really force someone who doesn't want to. Ross seems willing to play a game against us as he acts like a lion that no matter what we try to convince him he does nothing, but threaten us with his intimidating way of staring. According to Esther, we cannot underestimate him especially when it comes to feelings. I also hear things about how he has abandoned me in the past, that he has chosen hatred over love. There is a possibility that he will do it again, but not out of anger but because he wants to protect me.He chose not to eat, but Travis also believed that I could convince him. Honestly, I'm not afraid to tame a hard-headed client but humans. The one I serve now is an Alpha, and he is not like Alpha Liam who is nice to me. Actually, he can use his poisonous claws to me. I don't know anything about the nature of the werewolf, that if the human form wants to do something, does the wolf want the same thing?I once talked to Darth, and according to Ross
NALANI"You don't have to pay anything, except you carry my child. Now, take off your clothes. Give yourself to me, I don't care if you have a goal for that."My world seemed to lose its hue and was immediately replaced by the color of dangerous lust. His voice echoed repeatedly in my ears as I almost didn't realize his steps closer to me even though I was staring into his eyes. And the longer his stare lasts, I feel the strength of an Alpha's desire that I can tell this time, he is truly going to do something bad to me.I love myself. My body is only for the man I will marry one day. But that goal seems to have lost its meaning when I know who I am, what my personality is. Apparently, I don't need to look for a good man to marry me because I have a mate. And the man in front of me now, he's not just my mate, I admit that I love him. My heart belongs to him, my body is just for him, even though the situation is complicated. He has the right to demand when it comes to me, especially lu
ROSSI don't care if I'm doing it wrong. This is the only way I know; to give her a reason to distance herself from me. I have no other desire but her safety. I can't do what needs to be done if she's around. For her carrying my child, I'm sure she will take care of it, she will keep herself out of danger for the sake of the baby's life.It's a stupid decision, yes it is, but she's so persistent. What she knows is the right thing to do is what she will follow. She believes that what she is fighting for is what is best for us. And about our situation, apart from my reasons, I'm also having a hard time stopping myself, especially when I see her body agreeing with what I'm doing.Too much sensation I feel intensified, it seems that all my cells have come to life. My length is hardened and rising with eagerness wanting to punish her crying delicacy. Staring at her face that was full of desire, eager to feel me in my next step, I held my lustful length and stroked it up and down.The heigh
NALANI It was as if I had been struck by a tidal wave. It seemed like there was a laser torturing my eyelids that instead of opening my eyes, I just closed it tightly because of the glary light from the bulb. The softness of the bed was unfamiliar to me—I immediately understood that I was not in my own bed. I buried my face in the pillow and suddenly someone tapped my butt and Esther's voice dominated, "I don't want to wish you good morning because I'm mad. So get up, the food is ready."My head lifted automatically and I felt the free touched of air on my skin inside the blanket, for me to realize that I wasn't wearing anything. I slowly looked at myself inside and yeah, I'm naked. But I'm not drunk enough to not remember everything that happened. But Ross is not here, where is he?But my cousin said coldly, "I'll wait for you outside." She was upset, maybe because she knew that I gave myself to Ross? I winced, but when my memory returned to what we did; how he kissed me, how he moa
NALANII don't know what they mean. It's obvious that they are talking about something that only they know, and even if I strain my brain to understand the conversation, it's still useless. Esther also seems to have recovered immediately from whatever kind of magic this witch did to her. It's obvious from her actions that she doesn't underestimate the ability of this woman she called Dollera. Especially with every step she took slowly closer to us while Esther pushes me backwards, she's so scary—my stomach keep crunching."I didn't intend to hurt your mate, Esther, but it's not my fault if he's the cousin of the Alpha who killed my sister." She's really referring to Travis and if she was the one who provided the clock for him, Alpha Liam should know this. But why did she mentioning the mate? Does she mean that Travis is Esther's mate? It seems that I have found another confusing thing. New day, new decipher. But Esther hisses and bravely retorted, "You know, that his cousin wasn't t
NALANIStaring at his Hazel nut eyes that seemed to be gradually losing their hue, the spark between us cools, and it is replaced by pain, but even so, I'm still hoping to receive a yes but unfortunately, he said, "No."My heart bleeds painfully. In front of him my tears rolled down my cheeks. I looked down, trying to accept the rejection even though of all the rejections, I received the worst—I got fucked before being rejected— but he explained, "The situation is too complicated. I have many reasons why no. First, you are not safe to be near me. I'm losing my abilities, there is an issue in my situation, and I can't protect you. Secondly, you didn't remember anything, I don't know what you wanted to do for me. And another thing, what if, you're planning to kill me, and you'll regret of loving me that'll lead you to hate yourself?"I looked up at him and hurriedly shook my head to get rid those wrong conclusions in his mind but he ignored my gesture and went on, "I don't want you to b
NALANI Because of the never-ending topic about the issue and everyone is obviously tired, Ross and Travis decide to meditate together—they haven't talked about it but they both seem to need it and are right in the middle of an awkward situation. It's like, they're having a hard time restoring their old friendship that was broken caused by the resentment that they finally chose to put aside; I can see that they are trying to get used to each other's presence. They both sat at each end of the couch left and right. Both were looking at their hands with the same gesture resting on the arm panel of the couch; tap, dash, tap, dash. Not sure if they were like this before but from what I noticed, it seems that they were having a conversation through those gestures. Weird. I just approached the round table and took the kit on it while they stayed in that position but their index fingers were still doing the same thing. I just took a deep breath and shook my head. Heading to the divider that
NALANI I was filled with excitement when he asked me for a date but when he said at Lily's night party; birthday party and initiation, that excitement diminished a bit. But, it's okay, at least for that night, I was his partner. Lily didn't seem to know that there was a big surprise for her tonight. Everyone kept it a secret from her to maybe make that moment more memorable. I still haven't fulfilled my promise to her. I don't know if I still know how to paint an image but Ross is right, I can try again. Everyone is buckled down to their priorities today. I also thought of Alpha Liam dealing with multi-tasking especially since he has something to take care of with Elphaba and I'm sure he won't set Lily's birthday party aside. About Travis and Esther, they let me to be with Ross alone for the reason that they have something to take care of. I think they have someone to meet, that only they know. I was also hearing something in their conversation where the words, 'it's her,' 'let me