NALANIRunning my fingers through my hair, trying to ignore the pain I feel, I huffed glancing at the back of Ross who was walking back to his car. Feeling sorry, feeling guilty, yet convincing myself that I said the right reason towards him but honestly, I want to cry. I feel like I can feel the pain he feels because of what I said. I don't want to hate myself, but that's how I felt.I want to lift my leg and run to give him a hug from behind, but I can't do that. Travis is here, surely watching my reaction. I feigning glaring behind Ross, I force myself to huff to convey to him that he is not the only one I hate but Ross too, but honestly I don't hate Ross and I have plans to talk to him later. But that doesn't mean I underestimated Travis. Actually, I wonder if he has an idea about my plan for later. He will commit mistakes face to face to his cousin, and he is actually reminding us to prepare as if he will bring a deluge into our lives, that's the proof that he's better at deceiv
NALANII asked Alpha Liam to let me bring a meal box to Ross for dinner in Rowan building room 099. I didn't think it was isolated. It actually faces the woods and it's a biggest room. There is no adjacent room to the left or right—just a hallway, and it looks like this is the spot he needs for him to jump anytime in a wolf form and won't damage anything. It wasn't that high and there was just enough distance from here up to the ground for an Alpha wolf.As usual, the door was closed and I had to knock but I could feel the hesitation. I feel like I have committed an unforgivable crime against him and I don't know how to ask for forgiveness. But I'm a dietitian, it's my job to cook for a client and he needs to eat at the right time. if it's hard to convince, you have to find a way.That's why I should be more courageous and no more hesitation. So I breathed out through my lips and raised my fist and knocked on the door. There was no response, and that gave me the conclusion that he mig
NALANIAt first I didn't respons to his kiss, I was engulfed in shame but eventually when I was drowned in it, my lips opened spontaneously for him. As his lips rubs mine, I let out a gasp, and I just see myself slowly accepting him to be a part of my life. As my arms wrapped around his nape, his hand traveled at my back. He pulled me closer to him while deepening the kiss between us. This time, I never thought I would end up in this situation. Is he the man I'll be with for life?His hand went up to my neck, his palm almost covered it up to my jaw. He gave me a gentle bite on my lower lip, while tasting my saliva that I would also taste his. I don't know but I think I like this guy. But after all, I shouldn't be confused. Knowing that he has been a part of my past, it is only right that I give him the attention he deserves.I moaned when one of his hands went down to my butt. Since I was wearing a dress, he could touch my skin by lifting the hem of it. He squeezed it together with hi
NALANI I decided to stay here at his place. It's just one night and I promise myself it won't happen again. We are not a couple to sleep in the same bed. But honestly, in our current situation, that seems to be the case. I took a shower and wore his clothes—I just had no choice.Walking out from the bathroom, I found him, sitting on the bed with a laptop in his lap. Despite being a sad boy, he also has time for gadgets? This is new.I heaved a sign and approached the almost empty vanity against the wall of between this room and the bathroom. There was an only blower on top and that's what I used to dry my hair. When I turned it on, I seemed to get his attention and I felt him pivoted to just observe me. My eyes flickered in the mirror to catch a glimpse of him, looking at me. As expected, admiration was in his eyes. Sometimes I also thought it would be nice to be a werewolf, I want to feel the feeling of having a wolf. From what I see of him, every time he shifts, he doesn't seem to
NALANIMy daily routine is still the same. Cook a breakfast meal at eight in the morning and attend the flowershop after. But Sienna is waiting outside of the shop and its crystal door is closed. Besides that, she is wearing summer dress and actually has a backpack. My brows knitted and gave her a questioning look and also asked, "What's going on?"She grinned and spun around as if she's enjoying her attire. "Well, we're off duty today, I mean... we're going to attend the birthday party, but it's going to be held on the beach!" She almost jumped for joy, but she noticed me, still wearing my usual style of clothing as her eyes scanned all over me. "Actually, you need to change a new style and I actually brought one for you." She wiggled her brows, while mine is quirking, when she came to me and held my arm as if I was her escort. She added, "I think, you need to relax first from whatever question is reeling in your head about your so-called Alpha mate. Just give yourself time, okay? So
NALANI It was Travis' voice, calling my name. My toes curled tightly as I slowly faced the mirror. Looking at myself, I was picturing out his reaction in my head. Will he grin saying the word wow to me or maybe he will suddenly hug me? Well, knowing Travis' plan, I really expected that he would give me a compliment. Other than that, worry washes all over me at the thought of Ross coming. In this situation, for sure once he and Travis face each other in this place, Savrina's party will have an electric shock. Right now, I don't know what to do. And facing at Sienna she said, "So?" She seemed at a loss for words to say. I know she's worried about me especially since she's not innocent of what Travis was up to.I stomped my feet and whimpered, "What will I do?"Sienna's face was filled with worry, she was about to open her mouth to speak but Travis' voice dominated again from outside the door, "Nalani! I know you're there, and I can hear your heartbeat, saying 'I miss Travis, too much
NALANI The situation I'm dealing with now is hard. I know, Ross is already here at the beach but I don't know where he is. With my phone to my ear, I looked around trying to search him, but he was nowhere to be seen. I'm sure he's just hiding and watching me.I caught sight of Travis walking towards me after waving to Savrina. I felt that my face suddenly lost its hue, I can't let Travis get to me. I know Ross won't hesitate to attack him and Travis will definitely do things to upset him."Where are you going?" My body stopped and faced him like a statue. I know he feels Ross is here so the reason behind his grin is clear as he say, "And he's here." He straightened up and pulled the string on his shorts as his cool gesture and tied it again and added, "It's obvious where you were last night but I'm curious if you and he have a commitment." I looked away. If he hadn't told us frankly that he was coming into my life to destroy Ross, I wouldn't have told him the delicate information, b
NALANIReaching to the part, where the waves of the sea hit the big rocks. Glancing at the sky my eyes succumb to the glary sunlight.There are trees of small trees, which live only in the sand. It was surrounded by chirping birds, a symbol of the life I longed for—freedom. I am not free to look at who I used to be, as if the door to the past had been closed for me, and my only choice is to face the present and to the future.The euphoric feeling I feel at this moment, as if this day is perfect, but... it's not enough, I cannot say that I am complete because there is a part of my life that has been hidden for a long time. I want to dig into it but the key is in the person who owns the hand I'm holding, it's Ross'.If this moment is drawn on a clean white paper; walking with him on the edge of the sea under the direct sunlight and the beautiful formation of clouds in the sky, just at the first glance, you can say that our life is perfect. But no, the half behind of this image is torn a
NALANI 2 years later."Happy birthday, Ace!!"Applause broke out all around. If the field we're on now used to be the execution of the four guilty parties could be watched in the entire pack. Now, I can see the decorations, for my son Ace's birthday celebration.We were all smiles especially Ross... who would have thought it would come back to him?Despite what we lost, we still managed to be happy again. Now I believe that nothing is impossible. Starting with what was happening, I was led to the point where I lost my memory, Ross lost the will to live... but despite that, I'm thankful because that's how I met Siena who is now behind my son holding his hand to guide him in cheering.Madame Hale now has a camera in hand, and is currently photographing the events. Savrina, holding a bowl and spoon to serve kids the cake.In front of Ace was the son of Esther and Travis, Yvo. Ace was just a little ahead of him. And the little boy Killian is the son of Liam and Lily. He can't walk stra
NALANI While I was hugging Art, Ross was holding him by the neck. Ross tears falling, while holding back a sneeze.The situation is very emotional, Art crying as well while Ross says, "You killed my Mom, you killed Regina."No one seemed to care that they all trusted Ross despite the anger he was showing.Now Art's tears are falling. He slowly raised his hand, whispering while staring at Ross, "I'm sorry..."My tears kept falling. Ross I know he's trying to forgive him, he looked at me crying, he removed his hand from Art's neck indicating that he needs to let go of the grudge and forgive because I'm his mate and I'm pregnant.I know what he meant why he did that. He held the back of my head despite me hugging Art, he pressed his lips on my forehead enough to make Art understand the forgiveness he gave.Now, Art kissed Ross's head. That situation is that there is no heart within this place that does not feel emotion. Art whispered, "Thank you."Because of that I hugged them both. Ver
NALANI I rushed upstairs to where the throne was. I released fire out of anger—I could no longer control it.What she did to my family was too much. I can't forgive her that just because of power, she destroyed us.I saw her sitting on the throne acting brave despite the burning smell all around. Using telekenises, I lifted her from his seat.She was struggling but she chose to let out a devilish laugh.That irritated me. My anger became more powerful because Ava's anger went along with it, more aggressive and more dangerous."When you hurt me, your brother will be doomed too, Nalani!" Again, she laughed as if despite her situation she is still a winner.From surface I let go of her, she fell to the floor causing her to groan. I hissed, "Where's my brother?"But she answered me with a silly laugh, creepy, horrible, but I was not affected. I'm stronger than her now, more powerful, the creepiness she shows doesn't bother me.She sat up, in a modest way, as if she was just getting out o
NALANI I hate myself for being stupid. I knew I was incapable of resisting the spell from that Dollera but I still couldn't help but consider myself stupid.I hurt Ross, I broke the pack, I put Bob on danger but my family, still accepted me, the pack members expected me despite what I did. They begged me to accept my role as Luna, asking for forgiveness that I should have asked it of them.'I can't blame you.' After five years of not feeling Ava now she is here. One of the best things that happened to us was that we were together again.Luckily, she fought, moreover, she was not easy to beat because she had me as her strength and healer. She never died, she stayed with me even though I didn't remember anything. She just couldn't get close to the present because she was blocked according to my request.I still remembered what I said to Elphaba then, 'I can't hurt him, I can't kill him but if he stays alive what he did will torment me emotionally forever. I want to forget Elphaba, I wa
ROSSThis is surprising. Darth, my wolf used to be Alex's grandfather? And my grandfather is his wolf now?"Your grandfathers died before you were born, that's why this happened," Elphaba spoke staring at Alex who now had his mouth slightly open. "If you for example leave this world, in the next generation of your bloodline, you will become their wolf." She looked at me and looked back at Alex. "Each of you should be an Alpha. But the Bloodline you have always has a conflict. One is a good leader and the other is cruel."I gulped down, Elphaba went on, "Darth ruled as good, Diego his beta betrayed him." That caused Alex to scoff, proving him right. "He was accused of a sin that caused him to be kicked out of the pack." Then Alex glared at me. "Under Diego's rule, his mate gave birth to Delbert. Delbert was raised by Diego in the belief that omegas should only be omegas. But Delbert's mother secretly trained him in a good way."Now I straightened up proudly. Elphaba continued, "Delbert
NALANI I do not know what to do. I feel like the whole world is fooling me. I don't know if I can trust everyone around me. But yeah, this Alex, Liam detected, he's not lying.This means that Ross is not a true Alpha of Dark Furious pack and Alex has a reason for his revenge, but this Dollera...I can't believe that despite what I went through, someone still tormenting me emotionally and also from Ross's bloodline.Now, I don't even understand myself. I just mentally asked where my anger for Ross is. Honestly, I admit, even then it was hard for me to hold a grudge against him. I actually made a promise, that no matter what kind of anger he bestows on me, he's still my mate. Everything just changed when I saw my father died. Now, I think everything will change again. The women behind me, this one holding me, her name is Eve, the other one with ash blonde hair is Esther. I don't know the name of this red headed girl but they have the same face and a woman who looks like Mom... it's loo
ROSSMany wolves are attacking us, willing to protect Nalani. And we, of course, have no intention of harming her, but Nalani, with the power she exudes, I notice her wolves are tireless.Travis attacked, but those he defeated rise again, heals again, while the wolves on my side is struggling.Even Esther, worried about the situation, and suddenly Eve arrived, she used a gift against Nalani. She's hurting her because she uses heat like my mate's. "Nalani! Stop this! I don't want to hurt you, so please, stop!" Eve warned.Esther was gasping, she was holding her throat while Nalani kept screaming making me panicked and yelled, "Eve stop! You're hurting her!" I touched Nalani's reddened face. She's struggling, I can't let her suffer like this. "Stop Eve! She's hurting—my pup is hurting too!"Esther yelled too, "Stop!" It almost reached at the top of her lungs out of anger.Eve stops, Nalani puts on pants, but someone yells, "Nalani!" That's from the enemy side.Because of that, Nalani ag
ROSSDarth growled facing Nalani. He will not hurt her but Nalani is accusing us wrongly. 'Talk to her,' he ordered and pushed me out.She also doesn't let her wolves attack me as if saying she is the only one who should punish me. Many wolves are rushing from my side attacking hers.After I shifted I slowly looked at her, she spread her hands, it smoked, along with the heat I felt in my body.I groaned even Darth had a hard time resisting it. I knelt back on the ground, enduring the heat that engulfed me entirely."There are many witches on your side. Some of them are deceiving me. They face me as if we look alike, actually one imitated Art's face! Making me believe that he is my cousin! Playing my emotion! Telling me that Art is alive!" she yelled out of anger.My body is getting hotter. Sweat is coming out of my forehead. My ears gradually created a sharp sound. My nerves are tensing and my breathing is starting to get short but I can still resist it somehow.I tried to speak, "N-N
ROSS"How's the search, Isagani?" I mentioned the coffee on the table. We are currently on the terrace and I invited him to have coffee for us can properly. I still entrust the search for Art to him.He sat down across the table in front of me, and says, "My apologies, Alpha but..." He shook his head and added, "...negative."I heaved a sigh. I did not expect positively, because it is difficult to find someone without a trace. All that was left of Art was a sack retrieved from the bottom of the sea, then nothing.Shoulder sagging, he sipped coffee. I can see in his face how much he wants to find Art. He looked at me and said, "What if Prince Art is under a spell of Dollera? What I mean is the secret place..." He trailed off as if he didn't know how to explain but I got what he was getting at. "I just thought, Esther has paradise, everything is safe there, what if Dollera also has something like that, not peaceful paradise but..." He shook his head with a shrug. "You know? What if dark