NALANI I quickly turned my back from him. It seems that the fear and the extreme shame in my core have come together. I don't know why I have to be afraid of his thing, even though I'm not sure if it's really for me or not. That's big... and long, and why am I thinking this? I know, I know, he's so sexy, even though I can see the lack of his well-groomed body, but his broad chest is still there. It seems that even though he didn't eat for a year, his muscles are still there, or because he's really strong, he doesn't lose weight that easily. And another thing, he has a healing ability that can make his immortality to remain. If a human goes through what he is going through; he didn't eat at the right time, I'm sure he's so thin now that he's almost skin and bones."S-Sorry..." I breathed out through my lips to reduce the tension I was feeling.My eyes closed, when I hear the sounds of crushed leaves under his feet. "You shouldn't be following me. You don't know how many deadly dangers
NALANIMy heart is beating hard but there are different reasons that I don't know how to define or how to explain. Like I said, this is the first time that I have a man brought here to my place. Travis had been here before but I didn't let him in. He begged me several times with some nagging but I never gave him a chance.I still feel fear, but also excited. Actually, I can't explain and all I know is that I'm scared, because of what the man in black said; my father was killed right in front of me, and from what he was saying, it seemed like I had known him before. He mentioned a vow I had previously cast about revenge, as if that's the thing we had to work together. I'm not sure and I don't know to whom and I have a question in my mind if that revenge is for Ross or not but I hope not. From what Travis and the man in black said, Ross seems to have done something wrong to me. But we're mates, and I know what that means. Alpha Liam also said, his parents died in the same day, I also d
NALANI"S-Sorry..." I quickly crouched down and picked up the packed noodles on the floor. "It's... it's hard for me to put the noodles in there...y-you know, short legs. It's really embarrassing to admit that I have a hard time putting these stocks up there even if I..." I rose to my feet and went on, "...Jumped, so I can't segregate them properly." I bit my lower lip and looked up at the cabinet then I managed to add, "There are still packages inside, I mean the space is too full. That's why..." This is my first time to admit to someone that I am a small girl!I had five or six packed noodles in my hand which I immediately placed on the table. There was still on the floor but I saw him running his hand over his face. The edge of the noodles wrapper is quite sharp and I am afraid to know that he might have a scratch on his face. Even though I was hesitant to touch him, I gathered all my courage and step closer. I force myself between him and the counter causing his body to lightly to
NALANIAll the fear I felt for Ross was replaced by comfort. He proved himself to me that he is not that bad. Whatever I heard from Travis, Madame Hale, the man in black in the woods and the woman guarding the store below this place about him and his pack's rule, I now believe more in what I saw. A Ross who has gone through a lot and trying to adjust himself to the taste of food is unlikely to make such a mistake. He is very sensitive, especially with his emotions. The way I watch him while eating, I can see how hard it is for him to swallow it.I'm just not sure if depression causes a victim's taste to change over time. He was not sick, except for that. He eats too slow, especially to swallow. He can't always be like this, and even more so he can't eat noodles. But right now, I have no choice but to let him be full. He needs to eat. I have skills on how to convince a patient to eat. This is one of my studies and this is what I am doing now, but it's a bit casual compared to being pro
ROSS I want to consider this day as the best day, but there is a part of me that Nalani's care for me is in addition to my mistake. I shouldn't be happy, I don't want to take advantage her situation for me just to be with her. If she remembered everything, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to see her smiles for me now. She won't put food on my plate, proof that she cares. She does this right in front of Travis and Liam. As for Liam, he likes what he sees, I know his goal is to bring us back to what we were before. He knows nothing of what really happened. This is also one of his ways to know everything. But Travis, I see nothing but hatred in him. He didn't like what we are now, and he just convey it with a smirk to slap me for what I'm doing is wrong and pathetic. While Nalani, keeps giving me hope. She does what she knows she should do. This is what I don't want, she cares about me because she knows we are mates. She wanted me to be remembered because she thought it should be. I feel hu
NALANIIt was like I was in a place where everything around me was mine but can get at least one. When it comes to rights, I really have the right to know myself. They should tell me who I really am. I know Alpha Liam is helping me to remember. But Ross and Travis, I'm not sure if they're the same reason since they both don't want me to know anything about my past, especially about that Art. It's like he's one of the big part of what happened back then.They stopped Alpha Liam from telling me about him. Since the Alpha didn't know anything about what really happened, he had to lie low about giving me information. He respected them, especially their feelings. It was also surprising to know that not only Ross suffered for 8 years but also Travis and I don't know, they said I was missing. Ross knew the answer to this but he had no plan to open his mouth to say it. And again, I need to understand them that it seems like every information is sensitive and needs to be handled slowly.Since
NALANI "What the hell are you doing?!"Like an instant, like a magnet, Ross pulled me away from Travis. He hugged me around my belly and my feet didn't touch the grass. He was carrying me like a mannequin doll that he had been keeping for a long time. I don't know, it's hard to react to this situation. My heart beat faster, I couldn't breathe properly because aside from the tension, his arms are hugging my belly tightly."You know that she's my mate!" I can feel the strength of his heartbeat against my back, I can also feel in his breathing the intense anger that he is trying to suppress. Travis just stared at him and his eyes flickered on my feet. I also held Ross' arm gently to convince him to put me down; because he didn't seem to realize that he was lifting me.Travis' eyes returned to him saying, "That's almost." He grinned at me, I gulped down and just like he said that 'almost' I also feel that. Ross brought me down causing me to breathe a sigh of relief but the tension was st
NALANIFollowing my meal plan, after chopping the different types of veggies, they were washed and segregated on a sheet pan and shoved into the oven to cook for the right amount of time. Instead of black rice, I just considered white since my clients are not human. I don't have to be strict when it comes to food because they don't get sick. The purpose of me being a dietitian here is to console Ross and Alpha Liam has a goal to fulfill. I now understand everything and my profession as a dietitian is just bonus for this situation. I'm here for Alpha Liam to fix everything, to help me remember, to help Ross and Travis to move on. To return to the old destroyed family of Alpha Liam and friendship that was solid before but is broken now.I also prepared salmon and made a sauce to coat it. I was in the middle of my concentration on cooking, my eyes caught the figure of the man leaning against the frame door of the kitchen. I flickered my eyes at him for a moment and suddenly I felt uneas