SALVATORE
I was here again, just as I’d been for the past week, nursing countless hard-ons and watching him do his job. It had taken everything in me not to leap at the drunk bastard that touched him three nights ago. Looked like my sexy interest had it under control though.
I sat in the shadows, the dark corner of the bar swallowing me whole, but my eyes were still locked on him.
The amber glow of the lamp barely touched him, but it was enough to trace the lean lines of his body as he moved between tables, tray in hand, serving drinks to men who didn’t deserve to breathe the same air. I’d been here almost every night for weeks, whiskey untouched, just watching.
That lovely frame of his—wiry, sharp-edged, deceptively soft—hid a fire I couldn’t shake from my mind. Behind those hazel eyes clouded with pain, burned stubbornness and steel resolve that dared anyone to try controlling him. And fuck, I wanted to.
I wanted to see him bend beneath me, break, beg, his defiance shattering into gasps while I unravelled him. No one had ever hooked me like this, this no-nonsense boy who swatted off predators like flies and kept moving with his head high.
He wasn’t fragile, not some trembling thing to coddle. There was this fiery light in him, this raging fight. I wanted to snuff it out, twist it into something mine while soothing the hurt he carried like a second skin. I’d show him the pleasure in pain, the release in surrender, but every time I edged closer, he’d made it clear: he wanted nothing to do with anyone.
It only made me burn hotter though, like a slow ache building in my chest while my hands itched to grab him, to hold him still long enough to see me. Tonight, though, I’d had enough of watching from the sidelines.
I caught the eye of a waiter drifting nearby, some lanky kid with a greasy smile. I crooked a finger, signalling him to come over.
He sauntered towards me, hips swaying, already leaning in too close. “Hey, Daddy,” he purred, his voice thick with a flirty edge. “What’s a guy like you need in a place like this?” His eyes raked over me, lingering on my chest where my shirt parted, and I fought the urge to shove him off the stool.
“Cut the shit,” I growled, low and sharp, my patience wearing thin. “Get me the waiter moving the tables. Him.” I nodded toward my interest, who was weaving through the crowd, curls bouncing as he dodged a clumsy hand. The kid blinked and I fixed him with a stare that could’ve cracked glass. “Now.”
I watched him scurry off before leaning back to adjust my jacket.
Minutes later, the beauty approached, tray tucked under his arm, his expression flat, guarded. Up close, he was even better. The apron did nothing to hide the beautiful shape of his torso and hips, and beneath his dismissing aura was a stubborn boy I wanted to do things to.
“What do you want?” he asked, voice clipped, leaving no room for bullshit. I let my gaze deliberately linger as I drank him in.
“Whiskey. Neat,” I said, keeping my tone smooth, testing him. He wasn’t phased, just nodded and turned for the bar, his jeans clinging to his legs in a way that made my throat dry. He came back with a glass in hand, set it down with a faint clink, and turned to leave without even sparing me a glance.
I couldn’t let him slip that easily.
“What’s your name?” I asked, leaning forward, elbows on the table, my voice dropping low. He paused and glanced back, and for a second, I thought he’d ignore me.
“Miguel,” he said, short and sharp, like it cost him something. Then he was gone, back to the grind, leaving me with a tightness in my pants that pulsed with every step he took.
“Fuck, I’m hard,” I murmured to myself. I sipped the whiskey, the burn doing nothing to cool the heat coiling in me as I watched him work.
Then it happened again. Some half-drunk bastard at a table near the jukebox reached out, his fingers grazing Miguel’s ass as he owned it. Miguel swatted him off fiercely, a flash of that knife glinting as he warned the guy back.
The man stumbled away, muttering slurs, and my blood roared with contempt for the prick. I was in a rage that he’d dared touch what I’d already marked in my head as mine. I’d seen this happen a lot more than it should, and I couldn’t take it anymore.
I tracked the bastard as he lurched toward the bathroom. A plan formed before I even stood. He went through the door and I followed.
The bathroom door swung shut behind me, the stink of piss and bleach hitting my nostrils. He was at the urinal, swaying, unaware of my presence. I didn’t hesitate. I grabbed his collar, yanked him back, and slammed his head into the ceramic bowl.
A sickening crunch echoed as his skull met the edge, blood spurting, staining the white with red. He groaned and cursed out, but I hit him again, harder, the bowl cracking under the force, shards mixing with the pooling crimson. His nose split, teeth clattering to the tiles, and I drove my fist into his gut, making him double over.
“You don’t touch him!” I snarled my voice a low hiss as I slammed his head one more time for good measure. He slumped to the floor, breathing hard. He was a bloody mess but was still alive.
The door creaked. I turned sharply and there was Miguel, eyes wide as a gasp slipped out of him. But he didn’t run. He stepped in and stared at the carnage.
“What the hell are you doing?” he demanded. His voice was steady, no tremble, no fear. Blood smeared the tiles, the guy’s face a pulp, and Miguel didn’t even blink. Instead, he fixed me with that hard, hazel glare.
I straightened, wiping my knuckles on my pants, surprised but not showing it. “Did you a favour,” I said, nodding at the heap. “He was bothering you.”
Miguel’s jaw tightened, and he stepped closer, irritation making his shoulders tense. “I don’t need your fucking help!” he shouted, loud enough to bounce off the walls. “Stop coming around, glaring at me every damn night like some creep. I can handle myself!” His chest heaved, curls falling into his eyes, and damn, he looked even better pissed off.
I opened my mouth, but he cut me off. “Clean him up,” he snapped, pointing at the guy, then turned and bolted, banging the door shut behind him.
I knitted my brows as I felt my pants tighten. I was hard again. Fuck!
MIGUELThe bar hummed with its usual chaos as I weaved through the tables, tray balanced in my hand, serving drinks to the same sorry bastards who stumbled in every night. Sweat clung to my skin but I kept moving, pouring shots, wiping down sticky surfaces, anything to keep my mind off last night.But my eyes betrayed me. They flicked toward that dark corner again, the one swallowed by shadows where he always sat. I could still feel his stare crawling over me, even now when I saw nobody there. The stool was empty, the whiskey glass gone. My chest tightened. Good. Maybe he’d finally fucked off.I couldn’t scrub it out of my head though. That bathroom. Him standing there with bloody knuckles, staring down at that crumpled drunk like he’d just squashed a roach. Contempt had burned in his eyes, while blood smeared the tiles like some fucked-up painting. I’d seen plenty of bar fights, plenty of assholes getting what they deserved, but that? That was different. He’d done it for me. Said it
MIGUELI sucked in a sharp breath, the cold air biting my lungs as I moved away from the wall. My body shook, still buzzing from where Salvatore’s fingers grazed my face. I looked around the street which was alive with flickering lights and stumbling drunks. Nobody seemed to notice me.I was just another shadow slipping through the chaos. I forced my legs to move. I needed my bed, my locked door, and something solid to shut out the mess in my head.But as I walked, something pricked at the edge of my vision. A shape, too steady to be drunk, was trailing just out of sight. My gut twisted. I didn’t turn my head or give away my tension. I kept moving, darting my eyes to the corner to avoid a surprise hit.There it was again. A broad form, lurking, sticking to the shadows like a damn ghost. My pulse kicked up. No way I was leading this creep straight to my place. I had enough to deal with at home. I couldn’t add lewd visits from a horny weirdo. I veered left suddenly and ducked into an a
SALVATOREI watched Miguel vanish into the night, his lean silhouette swallowed by the dark as he fled from me. I could still feel the coldness of his knife’s blade against my throat.I sighed softly and silently strolled back to the car waiting at the other street, not too far from the bar. It was surprising, even to me, that I stalked him for so long. It wasn’t in my nature to pursue, but something about this boy made me want to hunt him, chase him to the far ends of the earth like prey, and finally feast on him.The way I’d ravish that ass. “Fuck,” I cursed under my breath. The street flickered with neon and the shuffle of drunks, but my mind stayed on him. Those wild hazel eyes, that sharp jaw, the way he’d pressed steel to my pulse and dared me to move. I slid into the backseat of the waiting car, the leather creaking under my weight.“John. Any update?”My right-hand man and most trusted partner, twisted around, his broad face shadowed. He muttered something I didn’t catch as h
MIGUELI slid out of bed, the thin mattress creaking under me as I grabbed my phone from the floor. The screen glowed '7:13 a.m. It was almost too early for the world to feel real, but I needed to hear a voice that didn’t drip with venom. My thumb hovered over Paul’s name before tapping it. Paul. The only steady thing I had left. He’d gotten me the bar gig two years back. He even helped me talk up the manager when I was desperate and fresh off another fight with Emily about her damn ledger.He’d been there through it all—her screaming fits, the late nights I crashed at his place when her boyfriends got too handsy, and the endless grind to pay her off. And… Paul was one of the few people who didn’t want to get into my pants.Three rings, then his groggy voice crackled through. “Miguel? Shit, man, you alive?” I must have woken him from sleep.I smirked and padded downstairs, my bare feet silent on the warped wood. The house was quiet for once, a rare gift since Emily hadn’t stumbled h
SALVATORE“He’s just shy, you know,” Emily said, her laughter spilling out loud and carefree as we climbed the narrow stairs. Her arm hooked through mine, her body pressing close, soft and warm as her cheap perfume clogged my nose. I laughed along to match her, but inside, a quiet fire burned. This was it. My plan was locking into place, every piece sliding together like a well-oiled gun. The casino, the smooth words, and her quick nod to my proposal had all worked, even better than I’d hoped. She giggled, oblivious to everything, and leaned harder into me, her satin dress brushing my leg. She thought I was hers, but every creak of these stairs brought me closer to Miguel who was the real prize.For once, since I set out to get Miguel, I was a little satisfied. Though I hadn’t gotten exactly what I wanted, I was so close. Emily tugged me into her room. The space was a cluttered cave of satin sheets and cigarette butts, the air stale with her bad habits. She shut the door, still ch
MIGUELI woke up late to sunlight stabbing through the cracked window. The mattress sagged under me as I turned to the edge. The sheets were uncomfortably tangled from a night of tossing and turning.It was one thing to be restless over some creep stalking me at my place of work. It was a whole other thing to have that same man at my doorstep, hands all over my stepmother, shooting me that look of satisfaction. Emily’s giddy announcement twisted my gut all over again. Stepfather. The word tasted like bile. I rubbed my eyes, hard, trying to scrub it all away, but my hands shook. Sleep had dodged me after that knife-to-throat dance with his amber stare burning holes into every inch of my skin. I couldn’t stay at the bar anymore with him showing up at will, watching me do my job while doing god-knows-what in the shadows. And now, if I was to think about the current turn of things, the house wasn’t safe, either. But I couldn’t move now. Not with Emily’s debt still hanging around my nec
SALVATOREI sat on the couch with Emily sprawled beside me, her laughter grating on my nerves. The room smelled of her cheap perfume clinging to everything like damp rot. Irritation rolled through me like a slow wave I couldn’t shake. She shifted closer and threw herself onto my lap. Her arms looped around my neck, pulling me in. “Fuck me, Salvatore,” she slurred, her breath hot with gin, her lips brushing my jaw. “I want you now.”I stiffened and caught her shoulders before her lips met my neck. She pressed harder, her fingers tugging at my shirt, but I stopped her cold. “No, Emily. We are not fucking.” My voice came out firmer than I wanted, and I could only hope she didn’t read the irritation in my voice. I eased her back, stylish as I could, and stood up. “But I can tease you with my fingers if you want.”Her eyes lit up, intrigued, and she leaned back on the couch and crossed her legs. “Oh, I like that. Go on then.” I smirked and stepped away, adjusting my jacket with a cough
MIGUELI woke up slowly, my eyes cracking open to the grey light seeping through the window. My body felt heavy, pinned to the mattress by a night of half-sleep. Salvatore’s face had haunted my sleep, his husky tone plaguing every part of my mind. His crazy utterances played on repeat, sinking deeper each time.I stared at the ceiling. The cracks had gotten worse over the years and now spread across every inch of the plastering like veins. I was off work today, but somehow I wanted to jump there and slave myself until evening. But there was also this inner need to lie down in my bed and rot until the following morning.My chest tightened. The diner was supposed to be my out, my clean slate. One shift and that bastard had found me. I rolled onto my side, the sheets rough against my skin. Emily wasn’t home because there were no shrieks or slamming doors. Just quiet. And for once, I could think.I stayed there, sprawled out, my arm dangling off the edge. The bar was gone, but Salvatore
MIGUELAnother day of healing, learning to smile warmly at customers, and enjoying the peace of my surroundings. When I clocked out, John was there again, waiting under that flickering lamp outside the store. His car was in the lot, the headlights cutting across the cracked pavement.He seemed to have mastered my schedule even better than me. He had a way of showing up right on time, already knowing that I had nothing to keep me back when I closed.He leaned against the hood with his arms folded, a soft grin tugging at his face when he saw me coming.“You are going to spoil me,” I said, jogging up with a tired smile. “Keep this up and I’ll start expecting dinner too.”He opened the passenger door, dipping his head in a mock bow. “Maybe I’m just making sure you don’t starve.”I climbed in and let the door thunk shut behind me. I could get used to this. The familiar scent of old leather and lingering coffee greeted me. No Salvatore scent. Good.John settled behind the wheel, and we pu
SALVATOREI slammed the front door so hard it nearly cracked in the frame. The echo thundered through the house like a gunshot. “Emily!” I roared. My shoes pounded the hardwood floor as I barreled into the living room. The scent of lavender candles choked the air. It clung to everything like a lie pretending to be peace. Miguel was gone. Not for hours. Not even a day. But for Days. Three fucking days now without a fucking word! And it was driving me out of my goddamn mind.Emily appeared at the top of the stairs, her silk robe clinging to her as she hurried down, her eyes wide and frightened. “Salvatore, what happened?” she gasped. “What’s wrong?”Her voice grated on me. She was too calm. How the fuck didn’t she even have an idea. She reached for me like her touch might soothe the chaos inside me, but I jerked away, smacking her hands off me.“You haven’t seen Miguel in days and you didn’t think to say anything?”Her face fell, confusion flickering across her features. “I thought h
MIGUEL“Your total is one hundred and twenty-three, and some cents,” I said, flashing a warm smile at the customer, an older woman with a cart brimming with canned goods and fresh produce. Her glasses slipped down her nose as she fumbled with a wad of crumpled bills, and I punched the numbers into the register. The air carried the comforting scent of warm bread from the bakery aisle, mingling with the sharp tang of citrus from a nearby display. I handed her the change, and she thanked me with a nod before wheeling her cart away.The next customer in line was a teenager with headphones dangling around his neck and a six-pack of soda in his arms. I rang him up, made a joke about the caffeine rush, and he gave a small laugh before heading out. Each interaction was a brief and pleasant flicker. Out here, in this sleepy corner of the world, everything was a little slower, a little softer.This place—this small, unassuming store tucked on the edge of town—had become something I hadn’t r
SALVATORE I paced the office with the phone pressed to my ear, my voice sharp as I barked into it. “John, get to my office. Now.” I hung up before he could reply, raking a hand through my hair as frustration crackled under my skin. The air felt thick, too quiet, too still, like it was waiting for the next blow.John stepped in a few minutes later, his eyes flicking over me. “What’s going on?”“I fucked up,” I said. “Miguel has refused to pick up my calls. I don’t even know if he will see me at this point.”John’s jaw ticked. “What do you need?”“I need you to go to Paul’s. Miguel’s probably with him.” I stepped closer. “Tell Miguel that I’m sorry. I’m coming to make it right. Get some flowers, I don’t know, maybe roses, lilies, or something that says, ‘I’m a jackass, but I love you.’ Got it?”John hesitated. “You think that’s gonna do anything? Flowers?”“I don’t care if it doesn’t. Just do it.” I pointed toward the door. “Now.”He gave a short nod and left, and I sank into my chair
MIGUELPaul helped me load my duffel bag into the trunk of his car without saying much. There wasn’t much to say anyway. The early afternoon sun warmed the pavement, and the quiet between us was comfortable. He glanced at me once before sliding into the driver’s seat, waiting until I was buckled before starting the engine.He started driving, but the hesitation was obvious in him.“Are you sure this is what you want?” he asked again for what seemed like the nth time.I nodded and watched the buildings blur past. “Yeah. I need a reset.”Paul kept one hand on the wheel, the other tapping lightly against his thigh. “John seems decent. I still don’t know him, though.”“He’s credible,” I said. “He’s not like Salvatore. He listens.”Paul snorted. “That alone puts him ahead.”We fell into silence again. The roads stretched out, the houses thinning as we left the city behind. By the time we reached the outskirts of town, we were surrounded by open fields and the occasional worn-down shop or
MIGUELSunlight cut through Paul’s curtains, landing across my face and dragging me out of sleep. My body ached, heavy with the weight of everything that happened the previous day. It was too early to start brooding over what put me in this position in Paul’s house, so I pushed all thoughts to the back of my mind. The smell of bacon hit me next. I sat up slowly and allowed the familiar quiet of Paul’s apartment to settle around me. The floor was cold beneath my feet as I pushed off the sheets and made my way toward the kitchen.Paul stood at the stove, barefoot, flipping bacon with a spatula. He didn’t look surprised to see me.“Morning,” I said, my voice scratchy and hoarse.He glanced over his shoulder and smiled. “Look who’s alive. Coffee is on the table. Plates will be set in two minutes.”I gave a quiet nod and sat down at the table, wrapping my hands around the warm mug. The silence wasn’t awkward. It never was with Paul. Something was calming about the way he moved, in the wa
KARLThe job wasn’t nearly as brutal as they made it out to be. Moving crates, stacking boxes, and pretending to care. It was all mechanical. The hard part wasn’t the labour, it was the act. Every day, I pulled on the same mask: Karl, the dependable guy. A boy with a quiet smile, a solid work ethic, no opinions, no complications. A man who blended in just enough to be forgotten.But that wasn’t me, not really.I slipped into the back corner of the warehouse, where the shadows bled into the cracks of the cinderblock walls and the air smelled like old oil and rusted steel. The buzz of forklifts and clanging metal softened to a low murmur. This was where the real work happened. The person who made the architectural structure of the warehouse did a really good job. Apart from the fact that it had lots of hidden areas, it allowed the public just enough to see the lies put out, but not enough to see too much. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the burner phone. The cheap phone was p
SALVATOREI dragged my hands through my hair, tugging on the strands hard enough to sting. “Fuck!” The word ricocheted off the concrete walls of the office and I tugged harder on my hair. My chest rose and fell in ragged bursts.He always had to make everything a damn scene. He always had to perform.The door creaked behind me, followed by heavy footsteps and the scrape of boots against the floor. John stepped inside, taking one look at me and raising a brow like he already knew too much. “Boss,” he said cautiously, “what just went down? Miguel tore out of here like someone lit a fire under him.”I slumped into the chair behind my desk. The leather let out a weary groan beneath my weight. I stared at the dusty window. “He saw something and blew it out of proportion. Like always.” There was no need to say too much. I rubbed my temples. “You know how he is. Always assuming, never asking.”John leaned against the edge of the desk, folding his arms across his chest. “Did he see you an
MIGUELWhat in the actual fuck?Shock rooted me to the doorway, my breath catching like a blade in my throat. Salvatore’s lips were on Karl’s. Their bodies were too close, locked in an intimacy that wasn’t mine. My heart slammed against my ribs, echoing louder than my thoughts. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t blink. My eyes burned, cemented to the scene I was never meant to see.Salvatore. My Salvatore. The man who whispered in the dark that he loved me. The man who had dissected me like a lab experiment. Kissing Karl?I couldn’t breathe.I should have just stayed at home. I didn’t have to see this.This was what he always kept himself busy with.I took a step forward, my legs trembling under the weight of everything I wanted to say that couldn’t leave my lips.Salvatore’s lips were still wet with moisture from Karl’s. It made me… fucking mad!!!“Miguel,” Salvatore breathed like my name was a lifeline.My body moved faster than my mind. My hand shot out and cracked across Karl’s face. “