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ANNABELLE.

Rumor spread that Lena and Isaac were dating. I heard it through the pack group. I wasn't very familiar with the group but with every information concerning Isaac, I was always eager to know it. I had a crush on Isaac ever since we were little. He came to our house and played house with us.

At that time I was only eight years old and he was about fourteen years old, five years and a few months older than I was. Yet, I had the biggest crush on him. He never noticed me anyway. We were just friends and I think he liked Lena more since she was older. Isaac was always bothered about my age.

Anyway, seeing that he was now dating Lena, I was surprised. Yet, I was hurt. It hurt badly and I hated it. I hated the way my heart was pounding in my chest. The way I sabotaged my sister in my mind. Telling myself she wasn't good enough for him. She couldn't be his Luna because she was not good enough. Comparing myself to her and diminishing her in my head.

I hated it very much becaus