Annalise helped me in the kitchen even when her mom kept complaining, she had said,
“I am not tired, mom.” We set the table together. “Lana, come down when the visitor is here. You need to be here while we discuss, okay?” I nodded. Whatever it was, it had to be huge. Stepmom asked me to join them and even allowed Annalise to come home. Annalise joined me in my room, a gift box in her hand. “This is for you.” She handed it over to me. “Is this a bracelet?” I asked and she nodded. “Do you like it?” She asked as I unwrapped it. It was a beautiful gold bracelet and it had ‘my heart’ engraved on it. “Wow, it is super pretty,” I exclaimed. It wasn't an exaggeration. It was so beautiful and expensive for sure. “Do you have an idea who Mom’s visitor is?” She asked, almost whispering and I shook my head. “All I know is, he is important.” Annalise nodded. “Sis, I am going to get dressed now.” She patted my shoulder before leaving. I looked at the bracelet once again, running my thumb through the words written on it; “I love you more than the barrier you have set between us.” Why did I feel like the bracelet wasn't made for me? I loved it but it seemed like it wasn't meant for me. I sighed and kept it in my drawer, shutting it while I prepared for the stepmom’s visitor. When I was done, I packed my hair in a bun but I felt empty as I stared at my reflection in the mirror hence I grabbed the bracelet Annalise gave me and put it on. With this, I walked down to the living room. “He is here!” Stepmom rushed down the stairs too, pointing at the door. He?! I asked myself. “Open the door, Lana!” She screamed at me and I moved to the door and opened it. Once I twisted the knob, his scent rushed to my nostrils. Goodness, he smelled so good. He smelled like rose oil, one of the most beautiful scents in the world. He was taller than I was, I barely reached his jaw. He wore black pants and a black shirt, looking sexy as fuvk. He looked over my head at my stepmother and she let out a shrill sound before walking past me. She wrapped her hands around him and pulled him inside the house. Annalise rushed to me. “Where did mom find that hot man?!” I said nothing. “Lana, come over here!” Stepmom shouted and I rushed over. By this time Alexander was already seated next to her. I dished his food and I could swear that I almost placed my head on his broad rocky chest. His scent kept calling me. His Sapphire eyes hardly looked at me but I couldn't help but admire the silver glint in them. “Lana, that's enough.” I sat next to Annalise while we started to eat. ‘Why is he here?’ Elena kept coming forward, peering at him from my eyes. He ate softly, chewing gently. He was such a gentle hot man. Why was he here? StepMom said he was an important visitor. How did she know him? I wondered. “Mom, are you going to tell us who is he and why he is here?” Annalise asked breaking the silence which I was grateful for. I was already dying of suspense here. Stepmom raised her head and smiled. “Annalise, I told you before that the pack has been settling this family because your dad was the Beta? Now there is no present Beta which they are asking for. The Alpha told me if I don't provide a Beta, he would have to stop the funds that come to this family and you know what that means.” She paused and took Alexander’s hands. “What are you saying?” I blurted. “I am saying that I will be getting married to Alexander and he will be taking over the position of the Beta in the next two days. Annalise, your new father, and you, Lana, you can call him whatever you want but you cannot disrespect him!” The spoon in my hand fell back to the plate. I stared at Alexander but he didn't look at me. I wanted him to say something. I fought back the urge to speak and to shout. I looked back at my stepmother. “What about dad?” My voice came out like a whisper, my hands trembling and I felt Annalise lay her hand on mine. “What about your disabled dad? What about me? Am I a rock, your dad married me at age eighteen, and I am only thirty-five now. I am still very young and I need a man. Aside from that, where do you think your college fees are coming from? If Alexander doesn't take over as Beta, you will stop school. Is that what you want? You should be thankful I came up with a solution, you ungrateful child!” “Mom!” Annalise shouted. “What? Am I lying?” She shouted back at her. I got up from the chair and ran out. I couldn't listen to any more of their bantering. Why did the moon goddess have to treat me like this? What did I ever do to her? Why does she hate me very much? My mate was going to be my stepfather? What do you call the man who marries your stepmom? I didn't even know. Goodness, what sort of twisted life was this? Tears rolled down both sides of my cheeks and I felt Elena come forward. ‘You are not alone in this,’ she said. “I am not? Did you see what happened there? Did you see the fucking twist that befell me? That is my mate. My mate! How am I supposed to live with my mate sleeping with my stepmom? He is also going to take the place of my father. Yet, I can feel my arousal increasing just by the sight of him. Elena, I don't want to live anymore. I want to die. Please just let me die. I can't handle this.” My legs felt like jelly and I fell on my knees to the floor, crying in my palm. The tears kept falling uncontrollably and my heart tightened in my ribcage. It hurt so much.LENA. I couldn't be mistaken, it was Alexander but how come he had been with Jenny for the longest time. Even before I had my kids. Jenny once told me she was in love with a guy named Xandy. She told me how she fell in love with him. She also mentioned that he was the one I slept with; the father of my kids. Could it be that Xandy was the father of my kids and also Alexander? My mind spiraled at the thought. It couldn't be right. How was it possible? That I had slept with Alexander that night? If I had, then I would have remembered. His scent would have made me aware that it was him. Plus, the pictures and videos showed didn't tally. Alexander went crazy for years and was in the pack, how could he be in videos and pictures with Jenny? It wasn't making any sense. “Then why has Jenny been running from you and who is this new guy?” My wolf asked. I couldn't respond. I was confused as well. Mom returned to the kitchen, she walked over to the kitchen cabinet and she continued to
LENA. ONE YEAR LATER. “Mom,” I heard Isna call me while I was in the kitchen with my mom. Lucia decided that we were family and we shouldn't be apart. I really needed someone hence our relationship was needed. It had been one year since the issue with Jon Murray. We bought a house on neutral ground and I also changed my workplace. The hospital still reminded me of my past. Alexander’s death. It hasn't been easy moving on, I couldn't. Not when every night I had dreams of him. Wet dreams and whenever I woke up, I found my pussy dripping. Lately, I had been feeling weak and I knew it was the death of my mate that caused it. Anyway, Isna ran into the kitchen while mom was preparing lunch and I was working on my laptop. She carried a pink barbie bag which mommy got her the last time she went to Dubai. She got a set of it for Riana’s and Nathan’s children as well. Riana and Nathan are her kids with Jon Murray. They are really nice and they love Isna and Israel so much. We became
LENA. I went with the policemen, unaware of what was going on. When we arrived, they took me to the interrogation room. There was a man in the room and next to him was a woman, almost wailing. She looked sad and her arms were folded over her chest. Her face looked familiar but I couldn't quite place it. Moreover, I was here for something more important. What the hell was going on?“Do you know this man, Lena?” The police man who took me here asked. I stared at the man, his face looked doomed. As if he already knew his fate and was in fact unredeemable. I shook my head. I had never seen him.“This is the man who hired an assassin to get you killed.” “Please stop, my husband would never do such a thing!” The woman cried, and she wiped her tears again. I turned to the police man. “What are you saying?” I asked, exhausted at this time. I just want to be back in my home, prepare dinner before my kids get back from their nanny’s place. He was a black police officer and he looked
LENA. He stopped breathing. Gone. Dead. My mate. I could feel the tether break. I could no longer smell him. I was staring at the corpse of my mate. No. Oh my god. No. What did I do? Why did I kill him? I moved my legs to him and fell next to him. I grabbed his shirt, and lean the side of my head on his chest, to hear his heart. As expected, he wasn't breathing. I had killed him. I paused. And stared at his lifeless body. He was really gone. My mate was gone. Oh no. I killed him. Tears ran down my cheeks. I sat next to him, cupping his cheeks. In this moment, I remembered who he used to be. My teacher. I watched him from afar when he taught. Even before I knew he was my mate, he always stood out to me. He was handsome. Well-spoken. The best. Even when he made me feel small, I still smiled when I thought about him. In those moments, I never thought that a day like this would come. A day when I would stab him with po
ALEXANDER. Lena. I knew Lena. Because Lena was in my room. “Will you find her for me?” She asked, staring at me. “Will. It. Make. Lady. Happy?” I wondered if it was going to make her happy. Forgive me? Smile at me too? How could she, when the monster was right in the back of my mind. And he was ready to make me do more bad things. Bad things are things that makes people sad. I did bad things. “Yes, to an extent,” she replied. “Lena is in. My. Room,” I said. She lifted her head. She was staring at me. Not two seconds. Not three. Not four. But thirty. I counted. “You don't even remember people’s name, how come you know hers?” She asked. Its Lena. Her name, I could never forget. Her name was Lena. She called herself Lena, that day. “I. Am. Sure.” “I don't believe you. Maybe you now know how to lie.” She looked away. “Or you just want me to help you write .” She lifted her eyes and stared at me. It was as if she was picking up something. “I will help you.
LENA.Alexander didn’t come back to me.No.He left—and never came back. I had prepared it all—his death. It was going to be simple. I had the poison hidden inside my bag, concealed in a syringe filled with liquid death. All I needed was the right moment. The irony was cruel: the man I once obsessed over, the one I had craved for most of my life, was going to die at my hands.Back in high school, I was infatuated with him. Alexander. The golden boy with midnight hair and a jawline sculpted from cold marble. I used to trace his name into my notebooks and imagine the kind of girl he’d fall for. Now, here I was. That girl—grown, bitter, scarred.Still, he was so handsome.Even more than before. But I had failed to read his features correctly, even now. I couldn’t allow a monster like him to pull me back in. Not after everything he had done. Not after all the people he had killed. Not after Phoenix. Not after Austin.I waited all night. Watching the door. My heart stiff with anticipation.