Annalise helped me in the kitchen even when her mom kept complaining, she had said,
“I am not tired, mom.” We set the table together. “Lana, come down when the visitor is here. You need to be here while we discuss, okay?” I nodded. Whatever it was, it had to be huge. Stepmom asked me to join them and even allowed Annalise to come home. Annalise joined me in my room, a gift box in her hand. “This is for you.” She handed it over to me. “Is this a bracelet?” I asked and she nodded. “Do you like it?” She asked as I unwrapped it. It was a beautiful gold bracelet and it had ‘my heart’ engraved on it. “Wow, it is super pretty,” I exclaimed. It wasn't an exaggeration. It was so beautiful and expensive for sure. “Do you have an idea who Mom’s visitor is?” She asked, almost whispering and I shook my head. “All I know is, he is important.” Annalise nodded. “Sis, I am going to get dressed now.” She patted my shoulder before leaving. I looked at the bracelet once again, running my thumb through the words written on it; “I love you more than the barrier you have set between us.” Why did I feel like the bracelet wasn't made for me? I loved it but it seemed like it wasn't meant for me. I sighed and kept it in my drawer, shutting it while I prepared for the stepmom’s visitor. When I was done, I packed my hair in a bun but I felt empty as I stared at my reflection in the mirror hence I grabbed the bracelet Annalise gave me and put it on. With this, I walked down to the living room. “He is here!” Stepmom rushed down the stairs too, pointing at the door. He?! I asked myself. “Open the door, Lana!” She screamed at me and I moved to the door and opened it. Once I twisted the knob, his scent rushed to my nostrils. Goodness, he smelled so good. He smelled like rose oil, one of the most beautiful scents in the world. He was taller than I was, I barely reached his jaw. He wore black pants and a black shirt, looking sexy as fuvk. He looked over my head at my stepmother and she let out a shrill sound before walking past me. She wrapped her hands around him and pulled him inside the house. Annalise rushed to me. “Where did mom find that hot man?!” I said nothing. “Lana, come over here!” Stepmom shouted and I rushed over. By this time Alexander was already seated next to her. I dished his food and I could swear that I almost placed my head on his broad rocky chest. His scent kept calling me. His Sapphire eyes hardly looked at me but I couldn't help but admire the silver glint in them. “Lana, that's enough.” I sat next to Annalise while we started to eat. ‘Why is he here?’ Elena kept coming forward, peering at him from my eyes. He ate softly, chewing gently. He was such a gentle hot man. Why was he here? StepMom said he was an important visitor. How did she know him? I wondered. “Mom, are you going to tell us who is he and why he is here?” Annalise asked breaking the silence which I was grateful for. I was already dying of suspense here. Stepmom raised her head and smiled. “Annalise, I told you before that the pack has been settling this family because your dad was the Beta? Now there is no present Beta which they are asking for. The Alpha told me if I don't provide a Beta, he would have to stop the funds that come to this family and you know what that means.” She paused and took Alexander’s hands. “What are you saying?” I blurted. “I am saying that I will be getting married to Alexander and he will be taking over the position of the Beta in the next two days. Annalise, your new father, and you, Lana, you can call him whatever you want but you cannot disrespect him!” The spoon in my hand fell back to the plate. I stared at Alexander but he didn't look at me. I wanted him to say something. I fought back the urge to speak and to shout. I looked back at my stepmother. “What about dad?” My voice came out like a whisper, my hands trembling and I felt Annalise lay her hand on mine. “What about your disabled dad? What about me? Am I a rock, your dad married me at age eighteen, and I am only thirty-five now. I am still very young and I need a man. Aside from that, where do you think your college fees are coming from? If Alexander doesn't take over as Beta, you will stop school. Is that what you want? You should be thankful I came up with a solution, you ungrateful child!” “Mom!” Annalise shouted. “What? Am I lying?” She shouted back at her. I got up from the chair and ran out. I couldn't listen to any more of their bantering. Why did the moon goddess have to treat me like this? What did I ever do to her? Why does she hate me very much? My mate was going to be my stepfather? What do you call the man who marries your stepmom? I didn't even know. Goodness, what sort of twisted life was this? Tears rolled down both sides of my cheeks and I felt Elena come forward. ‘You are not alone in this,’ she said. “I am not? Did you see what happened there? Did you see the fucking twist that befell me? That is my mate. My mate! How am I supposed to live with my mate sleeping with my stepmom? He is also going to take the place of my father. Yet, I can feel my arousal increasing just by the sight of him. Elena, I don't want to live anymore. I want to die. Please just let me die. I can't handle this.” My legs felt like jelly and I fell on my knees to the floor, crying in my palm. The tears kept falling uncontrollably and my heart tightened in my ribcage. It hurt so much.ALEXANDER. I found myself in my car heading to a different pack from mine. I never really crossed the pack border, not even for vacation, I was always working. But this time, I crossed it from some kids who threatened to ruin my reputation if I didn't. I really want to see their mother, I really need to know how she trained those kids and why they were so sharp-tongued. “Yet, you have never crossed borders for your kids, never!” My subconscious rang at me and I frowned. They were always going on vacation with their mother, begging me to leave work and go with them. It had never been of interest to me. I might say I felt threatened but I knew very well that I could pull strings that would exempt me from those things. “Wait, you are coming for real?” Asked Isna, the female. The boy’s name was Israel and he talked less than the girl. “Yeah, almost at your pack,” I said. “We are on neutral ground.” The boy chipped it and I wasn't even surprised, he was always chipping in to correct
LENA. Don't panic, Lena. Don't break, not now. Tears welled in my eyes after I had to send Alexander away. I couldn't be with him. I couldn’t be with my mate. I had to pretend like I didn't want to see him. Getting to my apartment, I dropped to the floor, unable to stop the tears from flowing down my cheeks. My hands were trembling, and I could tell it was because I had chased my mate away from myself. I had told him not to come near me. My body was damaged. My soul was crused, ever since I used my hands to kill him - at least I thought that I did- my body had turned against me, and now it felt like my body didn't belong to me anymore. Being with him even for a few moments always restored balance within me. I knew he was all I needed to heal, but he wasn't mine anymore. He no longer belonged to me. My phone beeped in my bag, which tumbled over next to me. It rang over and over before I stretched my hand and picked it up. It was the home number—the phone we left for the kids to be
ALEXANDER. “Don’t look away from me.” I grabbed her chin and pulled her to look at me. Her body trembled, her lips kept quivering. I wanted to kiss them, but didn’t want to scare her. I wanted her to be comfortable with me. To stay with me, yet she kept trying to leave. So, I actually just let the silence sit between us. She had a lot of baggage, and I wanted her to help her carry it, but she wouldn’t let me. She wouldn’t tell me why she was crying. She wouldn't let me touch her. She…So, I watched. I let her cry next to me. Allowing her to wallow in her sadness while serving as an absorber and listening to her silent words. Watching her chest rise and fall. I wanted to pull her to me so bad and be a chest for her to lie on, but I respected her privacy, and we sat there in silence until she was done.After I drove her home, I was glad she even let me know where she lived. Once the car halted, she tried to escape instantly, but I grabbed her hand. Shivers jolt up my spine, and
LENA. His fingers brushed my skin, and I couldn’t stop the tingles running up my spine. He cupped my face and gently wiped my tears away with his thumb. I stood there letting him pull so much heat through me. I didn't stop him, even when I knew I couldn't control myself around him. He was my mat; every touch, his scent, and the heat that came from him, I could feel it all. All I could think about was resting on his shoulders and taking advantage of this moment to be pampered. To be loved. I wanted to tell him how hard it had been for me. And I just wanted him to return home with me, but things don't happen that way. If wishes were horses, then I would ride a few. “Do... do you want to come home with me?” His rough voice sounded, and I could only think of myself at that moment. The pooling in my stomach wouldn’t stop. I felt so much better with him in front of me. I didn't have to use drugs, and I could already feel so much even now."Your house?” I asked. I wonder if this was how
ALEXANDER. Later that night, I got texts. “Hello, our new daddies!” The text had too many emojis. I wasn't even joking right now; there were excessive ones. Okay, I wasn't ready to deal with kids. “Send me your mama’s Cash App. I'm gonna send you money. Just text me whenever you need it. Also, only ever go straight to the point.” I used my full stop effectively, conveying the message clearly. I was going to support them financially only. I walked over to the kitchen to grab coffee, my favorite drink, especially when I was stressed, like today. Work closed up early because of the door that I smashed. Apparently, Royce thought the moon goddess was telling him to give the workers the rest of the day off. The most unserious Alpha ever, yet he still managed to come out the best time. Now Jamie’s jet project was ours like a freaking charm. I didn't get to see Lena for the rest of the day. Just then, my laptop peeped and I knew it was the kids. They must be so happy; it was the least I
LENA. “You must really think you are special, huh?” My chest was poked suddenly and when I turned around I was met by the two young women from the reception the other day. Royce had saved me from them that day but today it looked like no one was going to save me. “Special?” I asked sighing. I was merely waiting for my coffee this morning while thinking of the pile of jobs in front of me. I was also supposed to be at Jamie’s house by eleven to sign the jet project. Getting there wasn't the problem, being with him was. I still didn't know why he requested me of all people. “Yeah, because you got to speak with Jamie and Mr Monaco wants you to work directly with him. He hates partnership!” She spat. I didn't know her name but she had brunette short hair and the second girl was the one I saw at the front desk the other day. “You don't have to bully me, I have kids already. Two of them. I am not someone Mr. Monaco can be interested in,” I sighed. I just didn't want to be involved in t