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ALEXANDER.

My mission might seem outrageous, wanting to marry an older woman because I needed revenge. Perhaps, I was at the detriment of my life. Giving it all just to ruin a man who was supposed to be my father. But, have you ever watched your mother suffer? Vomiting. Crying. Feeling weak and betrayed. Her heart hurting so much, she shivered on the floor for more than twenty-four hours but all you could do was cry and try making her feel better.

Yet, all of that didn't work because it was a mate bond. Her mate was cheating on her and she could feel every ounce of it. Watching your mate cheating was one thing, feeling it was another one. My mother had to go through this kind of pain and I had to watch and try to make her feel better.

Every single time I had hatred in my heart for the mate bond. I prayed never to find my mate because I would never accept her. Furthermore, I had revenge etched in my heart. The ginger tuxedo was what Tina picked for the wedding, I paid for it an