LANA. I fought against Felix, trying to attack him and hurt him into leaving me but it ended up making the entire situation worse. His friends held my hands while he tried to push himself through my pussy. He laughed maniacally when he was able to stabilize me and pull my jeans. Tears ran down my eyes and realization hit me. This was it. I was going to be raped, my heart tightened in my chest at this realization. “Let me go, please.” I cried and begged to be left alone. They didn't care though, they pinned me to the couch. Felix tore my panty without pity, the fabric seared my skin as he drew it off. I cried, shutting my eyes. He spread my legs, fitting himself between me to ensure I wasn't able to push him off. Pushing his trousers off, he brought out his manhood and then guided it into me. “No. No.” I cried again. “No, please.” The tears wouldn't stop. “Shut up, you are going to enjoy this!” He yelled at me. I continued to shake my head while trying to fight his minions hol
ALEXANDER. My silver jacket was with Peter, I had given it to him one time and the bastard didn't return it. I was just going to go back and get my jacket. That was all I wanted. My jacket.‘Yes, that jacket is quite expensive,’ Tyrant agreed with me and I rushed to my car and drove back to the pack. Once I stepped out of my car, I felt something tug at my chest. It was a strange feeling, like an ice cube sliding through my heart. I made my way to the front porch and knocked on the door, and a kind of excitement sprawled through me. I didn't know what it was. “Peter, I just want to get my suit. I don't care about anything else and I don't want to see Lena!” I was just going to go in there and get my suit. He replied that he was going to go around the back and bring my suit to me. My heart flattened, and I didn't understand why that happened. ‘No, let's see his wardrobe. Pretty sure we have more clothes with him,’ Tyrant came forward. He was right. Peter has some of my clothes
LANA. The pain gnawed at me like a relentless hungry beast that was insatiable. It was like a fiery blade that sliced through my senses and left unhealing scars. I couldn't get it out of my head, the turns that they took on me; trying to force my pussy to accommodate their dicks. I wanted it out of my head. I hated that all I could think about was the heart-quenching pain. A draining force that sapped my strength and will. I needed something to replace it. My head was echoing the memory, it was overthinking all of it. Almost as if these men had taken my virginity. I was scared and at the same time hated myself. Alexander's touch made it a tad bit better so I realized that I could never hate my mate. If he did it, there was no way I would hate him or hate myself. “Fuck me… touch me,” I said. “Fuck me. Touch me. I... I want to feel something that's not as unpleasant as that. Please, Alexander.” I raised my head and looked into his eyes, pleading with him not to say he couldn't t
ALEXANDER. It took so much strength to not fuck her mercilessly as I had planned in my head. To pin her into the wall and pump my dick into her pussy. Her scent, everything invaded me. However, she was a virgin. I couldn't take her virginity when I couldn't be with her. She would see me as her stepfather or whatever relation we are going to be having. I didn't want her to live everyday knowing we shared that bond, a very special bond to women. It would be like taking advantage of her situation.I wrapped the towel around her and left her in the room. I would be working over night. In two days, I was going to marry Tina and be the Beta. Two days, I would begin to draft out my plan to ruin Alpha Nathan and his woman. Just before going to my working space, I went to see mom. She was mostly in her room, saying nothing. She hardly talked or went out. Bring her here was risky as Alpha Nathan could see her but I knew how to play my games well. I ran my fingers in her hair, massaging her
LANA. The next day, Alexander knocked on my room door and told me to prepare. He was going to take me back home. Getting out, I looked toward the room where his mother was. I couldn't help but think that was his mother, the bracelet made me think so. Why did he keep her in his house? Would she be attending the wedding? The car ride was silent, he didn't speak to me, and it broke me. Every part of me was broken to the core. He smelled nice, I wanted him. Every part of me yearned for him regardless of the situation that we were in. My pride was hurt; I begged him and asked him to touch me, but he refused. I felt cheap for even begging him to touch me and look at my body. Throughout the ride, I looked out the window, watching the tree move past us. Tears grew in my eyes but I pushed them back as I did not want him to see me cry. Getting home, he packed in the driveway. When I got out of Alexander's car, the front door opened and Stepmom walked out. Annalise was behind her, she had a
ALEXANDER. The first slap that touched Lena’s face sent her head to the side and she bit her lower lips in pain. Tears built in her eyes and she tried to speak but couldn't. Her eyes were on her stepsister and I soon realized Annalise had a crush on Isaac. It sounded crazy to me but I didn't think much about it. Tina was going to hit her again which sent my brain spiraling back. I jumped behind her and held Tina’s hand. “She doesn't deserve your energy,” I said and took her in. Tina kept talking, lamenting about how much of a bad luck Lena was. All of her words didn't sit right with me. I knew that Lena didn't sleep with Isaac, I watched the video but I couldn't tell Tina about it. “I don't want to be too upset because our wedding is in the next two days. Then we would be able to move out of here and be in the house the Alpha got for us.” She heaved a sigh of relief and then looked over to me. “I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.” She had a loving stare, her or
LENA. “Annalise, I don't think this is right.” I chuckled as she twirled the paint around the car. I had a rethink and I think it is slightly wrong that we were ruining Alexander’s car. “No, this is not wrong. And if he feels like this is bad then he should leave and never come back!” She rolled her eyes and threw the green paint on the side of his car. Then she used the brush to spread it about, ruining the perfect white Lexus car. I sighed, running my hand in my hair. It was funny until I saw the entirety of the damage. “Okay, that's enough.” I yanked the brush from her suddenly, and the paint at the tip of the brush flew over to my top. “Ouu, that would be hard to wash off,” she said. “Yeah, this is enough. Let's go back to the playhouse. Alexander is not worth our energy,” I said imitating the words he had said to Lady Tina. Getting back to the playhouse, Annalise suggested that we get pizza which I agreed to. We wanted to watch a movie; The Conjuring. Annalise and I lov
ALEXANDER. Alpha Nathan called me the next day about the threat to his son’s life. They had found a bracelet which they suspected was dropped by the killer. Getting to the pack house, I was shocked to see the bead bracelet I had gotten for my mother. Did Mom come here? It was quite impossible as she couldn't move around or speak much. Then I remembered that there was one other person who knew about the bead bracelet. She also had a reason to kill Isaac after what he did to her. “Who do you think would want to kill my son?” Alpha Nathan asked. “I will make investigations and give you and answer soon, Alpha.” I bowed my head to him before leaving the pack house. Isaac mentioned that he didn't see the face of the killer but he knew she was fast. “How did you know she is a female?” I had asked him. “She had a long hair but I didn't see the color. Fear took over me because she was going to stab me hence I didn't take the details.” I walked through the hallway searching for Lena. S
ALEXANDER. “Thunk!” “Thunk!” “Thunk!” I could still hear the sound of the needle forced into my skin, and the liquid spreading through my body. I could feel the hands of the matron I had trusted around me as she released the entire thing into me. Just before my eyes completely closed up. Just like that, it began. Day after day, she came and injected me with venoms that stung. Day after day, I began to lose my senses. My memories began to jam with each other. I saw faces and memories I wasn't sure belonged to me. Voices and thoughts that weren't mine. “But why do we keep injecting him?” One of them, she. Tina. I wasn't sure, my memory was quite hazy had asked. “To jumble his memory, to make him do as we say. He is going to be Alpha and he will be under my control.” The older woman sat next to me, her fingers crawled over my skin. I couldn't quite place her voice. It sounded familiar, like I knew her but then I didn't. I couldn't recollect her face. Her memory was there, in m
LENA“And who are you?” I raised a brow at the young man who boarded the plane. He wore a Barcelona jersey and dirty, crazed blue jeans. He looked ridiculous—mostly because he hadn’t even bothered to comb his hair. It was wild and all over the place.Still… he was handsome.Sharp jawline. Tall. Muscles filling out the jersey.But I was irritated. Why was he dressed like that? And more importantly—why was he on this plane? It was a private jet the Black Moon Pack arranged for me. They didn’t want anyone knowing their Alpha was receiving therapy.I looked up from my tablet, clearly demanding an answer.He glanced over his shoulder like there might be someone else I was talking to.“Oh, Dr. Lena, what they say about you is true,” he said with a smile.I raised a brow, unimpressed.“Well, I’m Dr. Austin. I’m your partner!” he added.My eyes widened. Dr. Austin? The director? The expert in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy—known for handling extreme cases in the most unique ways?Why was he dre
LENA. SEVEN YEARS LATER. “A transfer letter?” I asked, dropping the letter in front of my boss, Rodrigo. Doctor Rodrigo was the name I loved to call him. “Yes.” He sighed. “There is a critical patient I want you to take.” I chuckled. “But you couldn't inform me prior? You just want to send me back to the west pack, why? I don't want to go there.” It had been six years. Six years I had avoided that place that traumatized me. Now, I was leaving fine. I was now a doctor, a successful one. Although I couldn't be an oncologist like I wanted to be, I seemed to find peace in speaking with people and healing them with my knowledge. I have had countless cancer patients come in here. I have had many patients who needed me after their boobs were cut off. I could relate to them hence it was easy for me. Now I have a Bachelor’s in Psychology. I was also a doctor of psychology which earned me the title Dr. As well as a licensed professional counselor (LPC) All of these in six years. Jenna
LENA. The hospital was extremely nice. I had never been in a private hospital my entire life with private nurses. Daniel said they were perks of the contract which absolutely sat right with me. Being with a father who hated me and a stepmother who hated to see me, I never got the luxury of being treated in a hospital. All the times I had been sick, I got drugs from the store. Nurse Giana was my private nurse, she was extremely nice and she told me to settle in while my test result came in. I rubbed my belly, hoping I would be pregnant. I had to be pregnant so I could continue to enjoy these perks. As much as it pained me that I had to leave Alexander, I couldn't let go of this opportunity. Here I was being pampered like a celebrity when I had gone through scorn my entire life. This was it, the moment that I so desperately prayed for all these past years. Jenna walked in after Nurse Giana left. Jenna had a look of panic on her face as she stepped in. Yet, she looked extremely gorg
ALEXANDER. Not long Daniel texted me, she fainted. I was working with the matron to know what really happened to her mother. “If you find anything, tell me,” I said. With this, I ran out of her office and got to my car as soon as soon as possible. What could have happened? Why did she faint? These were the questions that I had in my head throughout the entire drive. My head was calculating. Perhaps she felt dizzy because of the pregnancy? She really could be pregnant. She could be carrying my child. The thought of it alone made me so excited.And I was super happy to get to the hospital.Just when I was about arriving at the hospital, the matron sent a message to me. “Alex, it is truly connected to your mom and wife. You have to come over right now!” I read the text and somehow I was not shocked. My mother and Tina had already done so much. It was my fault for believing every words that came out of my mom in the first place. I forgot that even blood related people could still
LENA. It had been three weeks since I and the stranger had intercourse. Three weeks but I haven't felt anything. Daniel walked into my room and dropped some books for me to read for my upcoming exam. I haven't been speaking to him since the incident between us. “Thank you, “ I whispered. “Uhm…” He paused at the doorpost, his eyes were on me when I raised my head. “Have… do you feel anything recently?” He asked. I had also been watching myself lately but then I had felt nothing. Werewolf pregnancy was faster than humans and even humans should feel pregnancy symptoms at two weeks. “No,” I said. “Lena, you can't be tricky with this. You have to tell me everything.” His words were more like a warning. I said nothing.Did he think I would hide the fact that I am pregnant? “I used the pregnancy strip yesterday, it showed negative. I am not pregnant, yet,” I said reading through the lines of the medical textbook. Daniel nodded before he left. I sighed. I wonder why I haven't gotte
ALEXANDER. Lena had to be the one giving me the ability to wake up every day. The thought of she carrying my baby in her belly gave me so much strength to go ahead with my life. To find the truth and make everything right. The other day, I had seen her at the library, sitting by the window, lost in a book. She always looked the most peaceful when she was reading. There was something about the way she tucked her hair behind her ear, the way her lips moved slightly as she read, completely absorbed in the world of words.I had wanted to go to her. To sit beside her, to hear her voice again. To touch her. To feel the warmth I had been missing. To tell her she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seenBut I didn’t. I couldn't. We needed this space to sort things out. Also because this—this life she was building—was what I had always wanted for her. A life where she was free, where she had friends, where she wasn’t bound to me and the chaos that came with our families. I would do them
LENAI shut the door to my room behind me, my heart heavy with emotions I couldn’t quite name. Daniel’s anger still lingered in the air, suffocating me even though he was nowhere near. What was he hiding? His reaction had been so extreme, so defensive. Why would he get that angry over me checking his laptop? The more I thought about it, the more unsettled I became. What was so big about the stranger that he didn't want me to know? I sighed and moved over to my window seat, the place where I often curled up with my books. It overlooked a small garden that belonged to the neighbors. The roses there were blooming, their soft pink petals swaying gently in the breeze. Usually, the sight calmed me, but today, my heart wouldn’t stop racing. I tried to get lost in the pages of my medical textbook, but the words blurred together. No matter how hard I tried to focus, my mind kept drifting.Daniel’s behavior was odd, but what was more confusing was the stranger. His letter had left an impressio
LENA. The warm water cascaded down my body, washing away the remnants of sleep and the soreness that lingered from the night before. As I stood under the spray, I let my mind wander. The stranger’s words from the letter replayed in my head, over and over again.“My future oncologist…”Why did that line make my chest feel tight? It was ridiculous. I shouldn’t be thinking about him like this — whoever he was. The only thing that mattered was the deal we made and what I stood to gain from it. Still, the way he had written those words… as if he saw something in me that even I struggled to believe.I shook my head, pushing the thoughts aside. No use getting caught up in fantasies. I had work to do.After drying off and slipping into a simple white top and jeans, I grabbed my bag and headed out. The library was quiet today, just the way I liked it. The smell of books and the soft hum of silence made it easy to forget the weight pressing on my shoulders. I found my usual corner by the windo