Hey guys, hope you all are doing well in this time of the pandemic. Wish you all good health.
So, I'm here to share with you all the reasons why I haven't been updating these books and why the updates are not regular.
Most of you already know that I've gone through surgery, which unfortunately didn't go right and to went to another one so I had to stop writing as I was admitted this whole time, however, I'm recovering from all this because of your blessings so thanks a lot.
Now, the thing is I don't want to hide behind excuses and make you guys wait for the chapters which I know you guys wait so patiently. (It's another thing I'm grateful for)
I want to be as transparent as I can with you guys, cause without your guys support all of this is nothing and right now I'm having writer block (“Writer's block is a temporary or lasting failure to put words on paper. It can hit every writer, if only for a few minutes or a day or two, but it becomes a real problem when the writer is not reaching targets and when they feel incapable of completing a piece of work.”) . And the f@cking reason I'm not even able to think how to write even a line for the chapters, though I have the whole storyline ready but not finding words to put that in.
So... I'm here to listen to your suggestions and support to get out of this situation. If anyone could suggest how I should write this and what you guys want to read in this story and if you want to see changes in Romeo's personality or anything, whatever you guys want... Do tell me so that my brain cell could work with your help. I'll be forever grateful.
With all that, huge respect and thanks to you all for patiently waiting for the updates. Love you all.
~ ROMEO~ I bit my lower lip amazed at the view. my hand goes up to her lean stomach caressing it watching the goosebumps appear. l massaged onto one of her boobs softly causing her to moan a bit. I pulled off my shirt, tossed it to the side, and leaned down kissing her from her neck down to her chest. I softly suck on the exposed part of her breast creating small red hickeys. I did that intentionally, I wanted to show it to Caspian. I pulled away and eyed her skirt and backed her up. I slightly tugged at it before she lift herself and I entirely pulled the skirt off her silky body. " Wow." I breathe out. My hands stroked on both of her bare thighs following the curve of her panty that leads to the inner of her thighs.
~ NATALIA~I always knew there was something wrong with my mom since the day I returned to my pack. She had been acting all weird as if she was hiding something from me but I didn’t get a chance to confront her. I was too busy after finding out about my so-called mate.Hell, I didn’t even ask her about my dad. He was the reason why I decided to return, to know the reason for his death and to get back my pack.However, today I finally got to know the reason why my mom was acting weird, and how my father died. I was suspicious of my mom for the whole time because it was a mystery for me and the way she described the story about whatever happened in this pack behind my back.I thought she might have something to do with my father’s death
~ NATALIA ~ “Never come back here.” these were the words my father told me when I met him through my mother’s power of looking at someone’s memory. However, I was not ready to leave him alone in that darkest place I had never seen before. He was weak and was trembling, but I didn’t know if that trembling was because of cold air that was slapping my cheeks ever so hard or was because of some kind of fear. My father has always been a strong man, whether physically or mentally, yet what I was watching was so much different person how my father used to be. He was like a poor lamb, that was afraid of everything. “Dad, please look at me…for once…” I sucked in a breath as he took another step away from me, and more towards the darkness and the eerie fog. “Just go away. You won’t like the things you have you witness if you stay here anymore.” His voice was fading away ever so slowly as he was getting away from me. I couldn’t afford to lose him, not when I was so close to
~ NATALIA~ Because it was him. The person I hate and despise more than anything in this entire universe. It was my mate I wished I never had. You know when you're happy but feel like everything will eventually turn into an epic clusterfuck? That was happing to me right now. I was happy and my heart was thumping against my ribcage so hard that I thought it was about to explode when I first met him. Romeo Velasquez. My true mate. The one I would die without. However, right now, it’s not the case. I was disgusted by him when he married my mother but I held my heart before it could go into shock, I forced my heart to think that there must be a reason why he had to do that, besides he hadn't met me when he met my mother. So it kinda happened. I could understand that much. But the more I tried to understand that man as to why he chose my mother over me and why he had to let me go, yet he didn’t let me go far from him. He kept me beside him, refusing to reject m
~ NATALIA ~His laugh was the evidence of his evilness, his ruthlessness, the way he was playing with a strand of my hair, and the way it was making my throat pulse, then something between my thighs pulse, too.However, his attention was not on me. It never was. Whether he was staring at my father or somewhere in the surrounding, he let his gaze wander on me. It was like he was afraid. Afraid that his eyes will tell me something that he might be hiding. Or maybe it was just my heart that was telling me to worship him even after I saw him torturing my father.My heart was never ready to accept his ruthlessness and betrayal towards me and my father. My heart still forced me to suppose it was just a show. A show to make me hate him. He was trying to show me that I should be scared of him. But I couldn&rsquo
~ NATALIA ~“Everything you saw until now, wasn’t real. But what I’m gonna do with you now, will be surreal that you will beg for my mercy. I will squeeze this fragile neck of yours, but I will not snap it, rather it will bring tears to these mesmerizing eyes of yours. Then, you will feel endless suffocation that will bring you to the verge where your knees will slowly start getting numb, you want me to stop but then you will be asking for me to keep going. To keep tormenting you, till the point where you will accept the fact that death would be more pleasing than whatever I will be doing with you, my little thing.” He said. He said all those things without being unfazed by the fact of how much it was affecting me, maybe he already know how much effect he had on me.My heart was ready to leave the ribcage. It felt like spilli
~ NATALIA~ “The fuck you did to her…” I heard a male voice but I couldn’t interpret whose voice it was, all I know, as I was struggling to breathe, I could hear my heart beating furiously in my eardrums, I could feel the cold sweats covering my body and something liquid was flowing out of my nose. I brought my shaking hand and touch my nose to see the blood. And it was the last thing that I remembered before it seems like gravity has left me. I saw my surroundings revolving in a swift blur and felt strong arms around me before I felt like I had died. It was all the darkness and some indistinct chatter that I was aware of. Someone was yelling that was obviously pleasing to my ears, it was like someone was arguing loud enough that it was forcing me to open my eyes but I couldn’t, my eyelids were too heavy to open them. I tried my hardest and eventually, my eyes fluttered open and the loud argument welcomed me to the daylight. My head was spinning and was splitting into pieces, I groan
~ NATALIA ~ The one, two whom I ran to get the answers to my wild questions, the question that was eating me inside at a leisurely pace that, was hurting me even more than it should. But the one who has the answer was sitting in front of me, not paying any attention to me. I was standing in his throne room, my feet were giving up but I forced myself to stand tall in front of him to an extreme extent that my body was aching, yet I was standing nonetheless. My breath was shaking, the cold sweat that was covering my body, making my clothes stick up to my body, making the curves more visible. “Did you really do that?” I was expecting him to answer me by asking what I was talking about. I was expecting him to already know what I was asking and why I was there at that point. However, he didn’t answer, he walked lazily toward the wine counter and poured him his usually expensive wine, which he got as a gift from a friend of his, Alpha Silas forest is his name. “Answer me.” But he stayed
NATALIASitting there with Romeo, just shooting the breeze, out of nowhere, this crazy pain hit me like a freight train. Water everywhere – turns out my water broke, and I wasn't supposed to pop until next week. Talk about the unexpected, right? Now, our pack's got this rule about having to pop out your pups right here on our turf. No escaping that one. So, here I am, dealing with this delivery agony a week ahead of schedule. Romeo's flipping out, screaming for help. Pack folks start swarming in like bees, all wide-eyed and worried. Picture this: me, in the middle of a makeshift delivery room surrounded by anxious wolves. Pain's getting wild like some primal force taking over. Romeo's there, clueless as ever, and I'm just pushing through the chaos. Let me tell you, delivering twins is no joke. Contractions hit like a sledgehammer, each one dragging on for what feels like forever. The pack's trying to help, but they can't take away the grind of it all. It's a full-on battle, not just p
SYDNEYMy fingers danced nervously over the phone's keypad as I dialed Romeo's number. The urgency in my chest fueled the anxiety in my voice when he finally picked up."Romeo, it's Sydney," I blurted out, the words tumbling over each other. "I need your advice. Should I head to Natalia's now? Something just doesn't feel right, like there's an eerie cloud hanging over her due date."There was a pause on the other end, and then he asked, "What's going on?"It's hard to explain," I began, struggling to find the right words. "It's like there's something malevolent inside her, something beyond the ordinary. I can't shake this feeling that the child she's carrying isn't just a bundle of joy. It's like there's a darkness, and it's threatening both her and the baby."I could almost hear Romeo furrowing his brow on the other end. "Darkness? What do you mean?"I mean, it's as if there's an evil presence in her womb," I confessed, my voice dropping to a hushed tone. "And I'm afraid that once that chi
ELVINAAlone in the dimly lit chamber, the oppressive weight of my actions hangs in the air, suffocating me like a dense fog. The flickering candles cast dancing shadows on the intricately carved runes etched into the cold stone floor, each symbol a testament to the forbidden path I've tread. Natalia lies motionless on the altar, her presence a fragile vessel for the soul I sought to resurrect. As the cold reality settles in, doubt snakes through my mind like a relentless serpent. The initial madness that drove me to perform the forbidden ritual now morphs into a gnawing unease. Regret, thick and palpable, permeates the atmosphere, saturating the very air I breathe. What was once a desperate bid to bring back my sister now feels like a pact with shadows and echoes. A solitary tear traces a path down my cheek, its journey mirroring the torment within. Natalia, vulnerable and unconscious, is now the unwitting conduit for a force beyond her understanding. The chamber, once filled with th
DANIELI was seriously frustrated, like a fire about to explode, as I gripped Elvina's shoulder. My eyes shot a warning, trying to convey the urgency of what I was about to say. "I warned you, Elvina! Stay away from Natalia!" You could practically feel the echoes of my caution lingering in the charged air around us. Elvina's eyes were a storm of defiance as she forcefully pulled my hand away from her shoulder. Her words were sharp, cutting through the room. "You can't control me. Unless you want her to die, that is. The child she's carrying is the reincarnation of my sister, and her soul is not something anyone can dictate or tolerate."The room turned into an emotional battlefield, with unspoken truths and the weight of our complicated history thickening the air. I was torn between protecting Natalia and trying to wrap my head around the profound connection Elvina felt. The room's dim light created shadows on our strained faces, each expression revealing the depth of our internal stru
DANIELI was seriously frustrated, like a fire about to explode, as I gripped Elvina's shoulder. My eyes shot a warning, trying to convey the urgency of what I was about to say. "I warned you, Elvina! Stay away from Natalia!" You could practically feel the echoes of my caution lingering in the charged air around us. Elvina's eyes were a storm of defiance as she forcefully pulled my hand away from her shoulder. Her words were sharp, cutting through the room. "You can't control me. Unless you want her to die, that is. The child she's carrying is the reincarnation of my sister, and her soul is not something anyone can dictate or tolerate."The room turned into an emotional battlefield, with unspoken truths and the weight of our complicated history thickening the air. I was torn between protecting Natalia and trying to wrap my head around the profound connection Elvina felt. The room's dim light created shadows on our strained faces, each expression revealing the depth of our internal stru
NATALIAMy heart raced like the staccato beat of distant drums as I approached Romeo, the flickering candlelight in the dimly lit room casting shadows on my face. The air crackled with the anticipation of finally meeting my twin sister, Dahlia— a reunion I had yearned for since the moment I discovered her existence. "Romeo," I began, my voice a delicate symphony tinged with excitement, "have you managed to reach Sebastian? I can't bear the agonizing wait any longer—I need to see Dahlia."Romeo's eyes, a canvas of uncertainty, met mine as he shook his head, "I haven't been able to get in touch with him yet, Natalia."A surge of frustration tightened its grip on my chest, like a vine constricting around my heart. I knew all too well the significance of Sebastian's elusive approval, especially in light of the unique bond he shared with Dahlia. "This is unbearable," I sighed, my impatience echoing in the hushed room. The scent of aged parchment and ancient secrets hung in the air, underscor
NATALIAAs the soft pads of my fingertips caressed the gentle curve of my burgeoning belly, I found solace in the quietude of the moment. The room was hushed, and the only symphony that mattered played within the confines of my body—the rhythmic ballet of life unfolding. A tender smile graced my lips, a testament to the profound connection I felt with the two tiny souls growing beneath my touch.Their kicks, playful and spirited, transformed my womb into a lively arena. Each flutter echoed the promise of an impending joy, and as their tiny feet danced beneath my skin, laughter escaped me—an involuntary melody in response to the enchanting rhythm of life within. It was as if my body had become a sanctuary, a haven where the language of kicks and twirls spoke volumes.Overwhelmed by the sheer magic of it all, tears welled up, glistening like dewdrops on the petals of a delicate flower. These were tears of joy, a manifestation of the profound emotion that coursed through me—a blend of grat
NATALIASo, picture this: I'm casually strolling through the garden vibes early in the morning, right? The sun's doing its thing, making the whole place light up like a chill paradise. The flowers are showing off their colors, and I swear, even the birds are in on this morning's party. Sarah, my partner in crime, joins me on this nature expedition. We're just soaking in the good vibes, you know? The air is all fresh and crisp, and there's this subtle aroma of blooming flowers, like nature's own perfume. As we mosey along, Sarah throws in some real talk and grabs my hand like we're in a cheesy movie. "Natalia," she says, "I'm seriously so pumped for you and those soon-to-be little adventurers." Her grin matches the sunshine, and I'm just standing there, feeling like life is hitting the perfect notes. Our garden hangout is like our secret spot. The flowers are like our cheering squad, and the whole scene feels like a happy conspiracy. At that moment, I was just overwhelmed with gratitud
NATALIA My body's like this bloated spaceship carrying two tiny passengers, and we're six months into this twin adventure. Let me tell you, it's a marathon of discomfort. Every step feels like I'm lugging around a ton of bricks – a constant reminder of the two little miracles growing inside me. Now, nights used to be my chill zone, but oh boy, that's changed. I'm haunted by these crazy nightmares like there's some evil plot unfolding in my belly. Mornings roll around, and instead of shaking off the bad dreams, they stick around like unwanted guests. The kicks and flutters? Yeah, they used to be cute, but now they're like tiny reminders of something I can't quite put my finger on. It's not just the physical strain; it's like I'm emotionally unraveling too. You'd think expecting twins would be all rainbows and butterflies, but there's this weird sense of doom hanging over everything. It's like there's this intangible darkness camping out inside me, and I'm starting to doubt if this is