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Chapter 53 Nervous

Author: Kilimo Roses
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~Amara~

I woke up to the annoying siren noise of my morning alarm and I groaned in response because I wanted to sleep some more. With closed eyes, I reached for the alarm on the side bed table and turned it off.

I fluttered my eyelashes to get rid of the blurry vision and my heart ached. An unexplainable feeling crept into my heart when I woke up to a cold and empty bed.

I closed my eyes and heaved a deep sigh. I know he couldn't stay till morning because it's risky but…I just wanted to wake up in his arms, laying my head on his chest and his musk scent clouding my nostrils.

It hurts when I fall asleep in his arms but wake up to an empty and cold pillow.His scent still lingered in the air and I breathed it deep in my lungs to help me feel his presence.I knew this would happen when I fell asleep in his arms after the intensive lovemaking.I tightened my grip around him as if doing so would prevent him from leaving but…

"I hate when I wake up to an empty bed, Isabella. I would like to wak
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Kilimo Roses
Amara was looking for the right words... It's updated,thanks for your support xx
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Kilimo Roses
Parents always come around... Amara and her father have been through thin and thick together.
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LaToya Freeman
I think she went for it.. however, dad will be upset because he wanted to know BEFORE they completed the mate bond. He would have told her to wait til they were done with school-This will cause a rift between him and Patricia…. It will be ok in the end...️…
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