Freya's POV Continued All the questions, normally perfectly good ones from my best friend, at any other time I wouldn't feel the urge to slam my phone down at the sight of his name coming from her but instead I feel jealous, angry, because she can, she can ask about him, ask if he talks about her or what he may think of her it's me, I can't do that, I can't reveal that I have those feelings for him, I have to bite my tongue instead which ties my stomach in knots that I have no one I can talk to about this.I have no outlet, no one to bounce my wants or doubts off on about this subject, because, I mean, would she even understand?Maybe she would, I mean, she sees how hot he is, she knows he's not my brother, or that we grew up as such. Should I talk to her about it?Fuck it!Me: Addy.... I like him, I know you seem to also, but... ugh... idk girl, I like him and it feels wrong that I do.I sat there with my finger over the send button, my hesitation growing stronger when a knock on t
Andrew's POV This girl, sitting in front of me, her legs wrapped tightly around my waist as she pulls me into her closer, so close I can feel my strained hard on pressing into the warmth between her legs making me twitch.How is this actually happening, she let me pull her shirt off of her, exposing herself while wearing only a thinly laced bra that barely held much to the imagination.She was like a Goddess sitting here, with me, my hands caressing every part of her that she allows to be laid out in front of me.I can still taste her on my lips as I lick them while taking in the beauty sitting in front of me.Her skin is perfect, not a single flaw, a dust of freckles surrounding her shoulders from being exposed to the sun, every inch of her smooth and soft as I run my fingers along her body.Touching her breasts, watching her nipples harden under my light touches, my heart thundering in my chest as I watch her eyes flutter closed, her skin pebble from the feel of me making me want so
Andrew's POV Continued After she kissed me, she reluctantly left the room to go take a shower.Her shy voice, flushed cheeks, were a sight. Knowing I held a first for her, something so intimate made my chest swell when she smiled at me before she pulled the door closed behind her. Hearing the water running from the shower I laid back on my bed, her scent still surrounding me, the smell of her was intoxicating, it covered my bed now making me want to inhale every last bit of it.She had been so candid with me, so raw and honest as she spoke to me, telling me she had only ever kissed a boy before, her courage shined through the embarrassment along with fear of my reaction that she initially held."I'm a virgin" she said to me, my heart leapt, I knew we weren't going to go there, it wouldn't have been right but I couldn't contain myself in the moment with what I did, I wanted to see all of her, taste her, so I did, with her permission of course.What I feared to tell her was my truth,
Freya's POV Standing in the shower as the hot water runs down my body, my legs felt weak, my breathing still a bit heavy as I thought about what had just happened between Andrew and I. How can I be okay with a one off with him, after what had occurred between us just now. How can we go back from that?The water began to run colder so I quicklywashed my hair then body before getting out. The water was dripping off of me onto the floor as I looked around to realize I never went into my own room to grab my towel.Cursing myself internally as I ran to my room grabbing my towel, wrapping it around me when I went back to the bathroom to open his door."Goodnight Andrew" I whispered unsure if he would even hear me when his fingers wrapped around mine that held his door, sparks flew through my hand giving me those butterflies again as I felt myself blush even though he couldn't see me. "Goodnight Freya, if you can't sleep you can always come in here."He whispered back to me when his thumb
Freya's POV My alarm started going off, quieter than I was used to because I had turned the volume down so I wouldn't wake up Andrew again. Turning to grab my phone I hit the x to turn it off when I felt movement next to me when arms pulled me back against the warm body in my bed making me gasp at the action.Shock ran through me momentarily until everything came rushing back to me, our conversation last night, how we laid together talking until we fell asleep.My heart fluttered at the thought, my skin pebbled from his touch as his fingers gently skimmed down my neck after he moved my hair away.I felt his lips press to my bare shoulder making me shiver at the act before I turned to face him. His eyes were still closed but he had the most tired, gorgeous smile on his face when his eyes finally opened, looking at me, his smile getting bigger."Good morning beautiful girl."I couldn't help the ridiculous smile that formed on my face as I felt my face heat all the way to my ears makin
Andrew's POV Waking up to her, her scent surrounding me, the feelnof her skin touching mine, I was overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts.Her kisses burned through my system as it shot straight down between my legs.Laying with her, sleeping with her, being able to touch her was everything I'd ever imagined and so much more than that as well. When I had handed her my shirt, the waybher eyes lit up, the pure joy and excitement that took over her features made my heart jump, such a simple act made her so incredibly happy.This girl was something else, I truly doubt there is anyone else like her in this world.When I got downstairs I figured I make her some eggs and toast so she could eat something but her reaction to them caught me off guard.I couldn't understand why she was so thankful until she said that she wasn't used to it, the fact that her dad always left before she even woke up for school, of course she wasn't used to someone cooking. Makes sense why she was so thrown yet ov
Freya's POV School has been dull this morning. Addy asked me a million questions about Andrew, which honestly drove me a bit crazy, I don't want to talk about him where other can hear us but she is overly excited about the situation."Do you want to date him or sleep with him?""Addy! Seriously, why because we live in the same house you think I'll just give it up?""Well dating will probably be a difficult thing to do considering... Oh wait what about Friday night with Cody?"I contemplated telling her that I didn't want to because of Andrew, that he wants to bring me to see it himself but I opted with keeping this one to myself for now."Actually because it's so late he doesn't want me to go so I'm going to have to let Cody know when we see him later."She looked at me, so many more questions plaguing her eyes yet she finally chose to stop asking them."Makes sense, you don't really do late night stuff, I know your dad worries."Sighing in relief at how she dropped it made me feel t
Freya's POV Continued "Freya, you've been hiding from me, why?"Still staring into his eyes as he tilts his head to the side, that glimmer in his eyes making me feel uneasy, fear flowing through me at what he is thinking right now.I've managed to avoid him for months, he doesn't even come to school here anymore since he graduated last year.I had hopes he found a new girl to torment with what he says is love, because his outlook on love is skewed.Last year was a nightmare for me, all because of him. We dated for just over six months, from The end of November til May.It all started great, he was sweet, loving, never pressured me into anything, he was my first kiss, the first guy I thought I fell in love with, all until that night."Why don't you answer my calls anymore? Making me come all the way back to this school just to find you, get you alone."My heart was caught in my throat, pounding so deeply I swore I might choke when his hand came up to my face making me flinch away.Hi