"You're troublesome." Liam looked at me with annoyance.
Three months had passed since Alpha Harry and my mom got married. They both still liked each other, and thanks to that, Mom was no longer as annoying as she used to be. One thing that made me relieved and a little grateful. Although, to be honest, I'm still not used to their intimacy, like this morning. Although, yes. Of course, I don't mind it as long as they don't bother me. But behind that, my situation was not much different from before. Because Atlas still bothered me with various things, both on campus and when we were at home. Atlas isn't my only problem right now. Since Atlas arrived, the number of people who hate me has only increased. Like yesterday, some people are looking for reasons that don't even make sense. Especially those women who idolize Atlas. They deliberately spilled water on my clothes just because they were jealous of me and made me go home with wet clothes. I admit that Atlas is indeed handsome. No one would deny his fairy-like looks and magical charm, but he was nothing but a demon disguised in a perfect form. In the three months I've known him, he's consistently bullied me, just like everyone else. Even now, on campus, I'm being bullied by Delta Liam and Donna. They're burdening me again with the tasks they've assigned to me. "Your work is completely out of order, completely useless. You're just a nuisance to Delta, Liam." Donna railed at me. She looked down at me with a condescending look in her eyes. Her hands were on her waist, clearly intimidating. "Can't you work properly?" I took a deep breath. "But the work this time is very complicated, and it takes longer." I ventured to answer his words. Because the assignment was quite difficult, and they asked me to do it in a hurry. Of course, there was no way, even because I needed to do my work. Donna pushed me. I saw her face looked fierce while Liam stared sarcastically. "You're an idiot, aren't you?" Donna snapped at me. It wasn't me who was stupid, it was Donna. Even the whole campus knew that I was academically higher than her and Liam, but they never wanted to admit it, even though they were aware of it. They kept judging me beyond the facts. Liam looked at me reluctantly and disgustedly. I hated how they stared and judged me, but I could only restrain myself by hiding my feelings. Liam embraced Donna still with his cold gaze on me. "Never mind, let's just get out of here. We have more important things to do, and an outcast woman like her will never know and understand that." Donna smiled mockingly at me. She seemed to reciprocate by wrapping her arms around Liam's waist. "Of course, even though her mother is now married to the alpha, her lowly status will not change. She's still an outcast." They walked away from me after being satisfied with insulting me. I closed my eyes, with my jaw clenched hard, feeling annoyed with their attitude towards me all this time. But I was quite aware that I couldn't do anything to defend myself in front of them other than restrain myself and remain patient. Vaguely, as I walked towards class, I heard people talking about an important meeting. "What meeting are those people referring to?" I glanced out of the tail of my eyes, seeing someone joining the left side of the front of the biology class. This time, they were the ones talking. "The meeting of the young werewolves will be held again." The blonde woman looked enthusiastic. It was only natural that they should be because I had heard that at the meeting, the werewolves would find their mates. So it was no wonder that they were so excited because they must be hoping to be the mate of Atlas, the strongest werewolf and the most charming person to them."What a boring event," I muttered quietly, worried that someone might overhear, but I couldn't help expressing my opinion. It was true that the meeting was boring for me. Moreover, I didn't have any friends, so even when I came, I would do nothing and go home from there because none of them would be my eyes. I rolled my eyes boredly, imagining what the meeting would be like, and then I walked into the classroom. Today, I only had two subjects I needed to attend, and both were already finished with the essay assignment and listening to the next material. "I feel like something will happen if I don't go home soon." I looked at the door of the classroom, which was still quiet because some people were still in the classroom. I had a bad feeling. My intuition told me that I needed to hurry up and get out of there if I didn't want something like yesterday to happen to me again. Sure enough, the moment I walked out of the classroom door, the horde of women looked at me sarcastically and annoyed. "Hey, you!" One of them yelled at me. I wanted to run from there immediately, but I was too scared to imagine that they would chase me and act even more brutally towards me. There were too many of them. Acting implausibly could endanger me. My eyes stared at them hesitantly. I stayed where I was while squeezing the strap of my bag tightly. My heart beat erratically, and I started to get anxious as they stood before me. A busty woman looked at me sharply. "How can you be Atlas's brother who gives him so much trouble?" That nonsensical question again, I don't know how many times it's been asked to me. I was getting sick and tired of hearing it, but of course, I didn't answer. Another slender woman stared at me from top to bottom. I was uncomfortable with the way she looked at me. But she kept her judgmental eyes on me. "Why does Atlas care about you looking so ordinary? He should just ignore you. Ah! But Atlas is too kind. That's why he takes care of you." She pointed at me and pushed my shoulder. "What's ordinary?" Another bob-haired woman who had natural cat eyes protested to her. "She looks like a loser!" She mocked me by leaning towards me. "For thinking of you, that kind Atlas forgot his promise to us!" The woman who pushed me earlier was now yelling at me. "It's all because of you!" I clenched my fists and then glared at them. "It's not because of me." I ventured to refute their words, not wanting to be blamed. "I also don't like why my name is associated with him. Even though my relationship with Atlas is bad." They looked incredulous, staring at me fiercely. "How dare you dislike Atlas? Who do you think you are, huh?" He pushed me. They started surrounding me and pushing my body around like I was a ball, and even more than that, they started pulling my hair and bag. "Stop....stop, I said!" I yelled at them, but none of them were listening. My head was hurting from their grabbing, and I was starting to get dizzy from the constant spinning of my body. I recognized some of them, especially the blonde who was the gamma's daughter and the cat-eyed woman who was the delta's daughter. Because of that level, I couldn't fight back because of the pressure they put on me. I was the lowest among them. "Feel this, people like you deserve to be mistreated." He pulled my shirt, and everyone there, including me, heard the sound of cloth tearing. They all fell silent, then looked at me with their gaze that looked at me lowly and contemptible and started laughing. They were too much!My breathing was ragged, and my emotions at their peak. I clenched my fists tightly as I saw the fabric on my chest ripped off, exposing my underwear. This was an insult that I couldn't endure like any other because I hadn't done anything to lower my self-esteem, even though people were insulting me. My body was still kept clean, unlike those who proudly displayed their bodies in public. "Hey, look, this woman looks vulgar and disgusting!" Shouted the cat-eye, turning to the crowd at the back while pointing at me. My eyes met theirs. All the eyes in the place were watching me. There was a wide variety of facial expressions they were aiming at me, and they were all ugly expressions that judged and demeaned me. My breath caught in my throat, and my chest felt heavy. I was having trouble breathing because the attention of the people there was on me. My body trembled. I felt like I couldn't stand there any longer. My lips trembled, and I held back my tears. I grabbed my bag that was in their hands, and I put it on my chest to cover that part. Then, I quickly moved away from there. I felt humiliated and angry at the same time. On top of that, I felt tired and hurt. "Hey, where are you going loser? We're not done with you yet!" they shouted. I ignored their yelling at me and didn't try to look back. I didn't care what was in front of me and kept running to get as far away from them as possible."It's all because of Atlas!" I closed my bedroom door rather loudly, put my bag down haphazardly, and quickly headed for the toilet.I shuddered as I looked at my condition in the mirror. My jaw hardened, clenching tightly as I stared at my messy hair and my exposed chest, revealing the underwear I was wearing. I took the shirt off and threw it in the trash can, small in the corner of the toilet.Letting the water run down my body immediately, I looked down while watching my legs. "Their behavior is so disgusting. How could they treat me like that?" I rubbed the part of my body that they touched hard, feeling something disgusting sticking there."If Atlas wasn't in my life, this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't be subjected to this kind of humiliation." I cried under the blazing shower water.I had never felt this abused by anyone before. I wasn't treated well early, but those guys only verbally attacked me. Even Donna and Liam may have been rude, but not with abuse. Because of that
"No way ...." I said softly as I looked at Atlas on the other end.This doesn't make sense. What is the moon goddess doing to me?I squeezed the hem of my jacket tightly. I was getting strange feelings for Atlas. I felt a bond that I couldn't explain how it felt something seemed to connect us, and I was helpless.Atlas walked towards me, his blue eyes looking straight at me without blinking. I retreated my steps, standing on the verge of losing my balance. My heart beat loudly and painfully. My chest felt like it was being rammed from the inside. The noise made my ears ring,At the same time, I couldn't stop thinking that the reason for the pain and humiliation I got yesterday came from Atlas. The reason those women were bullying me even crazily was because of Atlas' existence, which caused me trouble.It was all because of that man who was considered extraordinary.Until my surroundings began to sound excited."Atlas is looking at her. Isn't it possible that she...?" The woman with th
"What are you doing?" I swatted Atlas' hand away hard, but it didn't budge even an inch.My eyes stared at him fixedly and boldly. I no longer cared about what he did to me.All the images of the mistreatment I received overlapped in my memory. They appeared like a long scene and made my emotions uncontrollable. My chest was tight, and I was so tormented."How could I be your eyes... Atlas? I don't want that to happen. I didn't want to have any relationship with you, not even being your half-brother, but I held back because of Mom. Then what happens now?!" I spoke quickly, and my tone of voice was not pleasant.Atlas' blue eyes looked at me intently. His face looked flat. Either he was angry because of what I said, or he was upset because he didn't want to get this kind of fate either.I opened my mouth to groan soundlessly as something pressed painfully against my chest, my eyebrows twitching. My heart beat sluggishly, and my hands and body trembled from the pain.I felt the bonds wi
"Did he leave already?" I peeked out of the window and slightly moved away, looking out when I heard the soft sound of a car.Atlas's red Cadillac escalade came out of the yard, seeing it I was a little relieved. For the past few days I've been shutting myself in my room and avoiding the public, I've closed myself off more tightly than ever.Luckily, I didn't have any reason to leave the house since my college was on a weekend break, but I didn't know what the situation would be like when the break ended.I chuckled softly, my chin moving up until it made my lips clench tightly and rise. My head was more than a little complicated with various problems at the moment, but I was also getting hungry after a few days of torturing myself by doing nothing and just hiding in my room."While he's gone, I'd better go out now." I walked out of my room and then downstairs to the dining table.How nice!There was no one there. It was more peaceful to see the emptiness of the place. I gently pulled
"Oh, shit..." I cursed, staring at the open wound on her hand that revealed blood.I raised my gaze to stare at the three women who were the same as the woman who tore my shirt that day. They were looking at me with various looks on their faces, but one thing I could deduce was that I saw hatred and anger in their eyes and expressions.The cat-eyed woman's hand slammed into my shoulder so hard that I hit the cold wall behind me. "It's your fault." She pointed at my wound that could not quickly close due to my poor self-healing ability. "How dare you be chosen as Atlas' mate!" She stared intently at me.Again, because of that.I stared at her with an annoyed face, my eyebrows bent as I stared at the three of them.This happened as I was about to rush home immediately after settling down at my favorite spot, but these bar-bar ladies were waiting for me. They dragged me away from the hallway towards the abandoned building at the corner of the campus. The moment I saw one of their faces,
"I don't feel like going to college," I complained as I put on the navy-colored varsity jacket I took from my closet, then picked up my bag on the bed.Suppose I follow my heart's desire. I didn't want to leave the room at all. Especially after what happened yesterday, I didn't want to see those crazy women again.But I have a lot of things to do at the college right now. I need to collect assignments for my semester grade, then meet the lecturer for the assignment of the subject I'm taking and various other things related to my studies. Of course, those things are more important, and I can't postpone or avoid them, so I have to keep coming to campus.I want to graduate soon and leave here. That seems better.I came down from my room with lazy steps. I didn't expect to arrive at class quickly, so I didn't need to rush. When I came downstairs, I saw that Mom, Harry, and Atlas were having breakfast together. I paused momentarily near the steps in front of the dining table.I saw Mom jus
"She's really shameless. How could she show up here after what happened yesterday?" I glanced through the corner of my eye, subtly seeing who else was talking about me as the class was about to start.Then I found Donna and some of her friends sitting facing each other, some even turning their backs to the lecturer's desk just to be busy talking about things that were none of their business.I recognized them as Donna's friends, especially the brunette and the blonde. They often walked together with Donna and Liam."Isn't she just shameless? From the start if she had any shame, she wouldn't have survived on this campus, it's not just one or two people talking about her." Donna glanced at me. I pretended not to hear and see them. "But almost the entire school and Elsie still showed up the next day like nothing happened."I looked down, trying to focus on the book in my hand, ignoring Donna's screeching voice. Maybe they thought I didn't hear what they were saying, but my hearing was qu
It was cloudy outside. I looked out of my bedroom window.The color was enough to make me comfortable. Gray in the sky.Looking at today's weather, I pushed my window open. I look up at the gray sky. Then, I slowly inhaled the cool air that was cold yet soothing.I could smell the leaves from the wind that carried it; for a moment, I folded my hands on the window and rested my chin there. My body was in pretty good shape, as was my mood. After feeling satisfied and enjoying the fresh air, I returned to the file in my lap.I opened the section I had marked again. "The material is fascinating. I'm sure working on it will be more fun." I smiled and started reading the rest of the pages I hadn't gotten to yet.Since returning home yesterday, I have been slowly reading the materials for my proposal. Even this morning, I didn't go anywhere to re-read it because I had enough time and was just waiting for the class that would take place in the afternoon."I can't wait to meet the new professo
Elsie's PovI stared at the man fiercely. No...no, Atlas can't think that this is his son. I don't want that man to feel that way. No matter how much I don't want to trust him anymore, I will stick to my previous decision.I shook my head, pushing him back from in front of me. "No, it's not. You already know that this is Seth's child!" I denied it loudly, but Atlas didn't believe my words.He shook his head sluggishly. "I'm sure you're telling a lie. The baby in your womb, he responded to me." Atlas fixed his eyes on my stomach, making me grab it and cover it from him. "He became calmer when I got closer to him, and your condition improved. It's like he's talking to me through the bond. I feel it!" Atlas exclaimed, coming closer to me with his gaze fixed firmly on me, not letting me escape him.I tried to break away from him, pushing him away, but my efforts were in vain. "What are you thinking? Just because this baby is calmer, you think he's yours?" I tried to turn the tables by say
Atlas PovSo he was the one who gave the wolf bane to Donna? But he probably didn't know anything. It could be that, just like Donan, prof Awkson was perhaps the one being used.However, finding Awkson to be the one involved seemed to further narrow down the people who were also involved."So my suspicions were well-founded, suspecting Seth was the right thing to do," I muttered seriously, keeping watch all night in that place.Now I'm just waiting for the right moment to go inside and meet with Elsie. But damn, Seth hadn't moved from his spot in days.He remained in the house, and that made me very upset. "This isn't normal. How could he be home for so many days? Does she have absolutely nothing else to do? There's no way an unemployed person like that would agree to be responsible for someone, let alone a baby. He must have some other identity he's hiding so money isn't a problem for him."My suspicions grew daily, and I became increasingly reluctant to leave, leaving Elsie, who cou
Atlas' POVI sighed heavily, pulling my car door open, then getting inside and slamming it shut. Again, even after being inside and watching them from a distance, I still felt annoyed.I was annoyed by various things. So far, I felt like I was being played and tortured at the same time. My feelings became so chaotic when I saw Elsie holding her stomach pain in the hospital. I followed her from behind and was full of anxiety. I was angry because even though I saw her, I couldn't do anything. I could only follow her from behind, hoping that she was okay.I closed my eyes while exhaling a heavy breath that pressed against my chest with an unrelenting weight. "Why do I have to experience such a horrible thing?" I covered my face with my palms and rubbed them back. Of the many difficult things I've experienced in my lifetime, this was the first time I felt so helpless.I didn't understand why, among millions of people, I had to be chosen to undergo this kind of fate. Why did I get bad luck
Elsie's PovI looked out with a carefree feeling. What was previously weighing on my heart and mind seemed to be lifted thanks to my gaze being distracted by what passed before my eyes. As Seth's car passed by, I saw many things.The sight of the bustling city and the many large buildings built along the way comforted my eyes and quieted my mind. I had been thinking about many things for a while, and the noise in my head suddenly disappeared, becoming quieter as I watched my surroundings bustling with people."Is it this crowded, Seth? I don't recall it being the weekend." I turned my head towards Seth, who was also looking out the window.From the crowded place, I wondered what they were doing, where they were going, and what they felt as they walked down the street in the middle of the crowd, mingling with others.Could it be that they felt free? Did they think lighter by enjoying their lives, or did they feel shackled by what they were doing? Among them, some were walking with only
Elsie's Pov"So you're sure this isn't a contraction or something?" I looked at Seth. Even though the expression on his face looked grim and gloomy, he still asked and confirmed my condition, overriding what he felt.The doctor approached and checked my pulse quietly. It seemed not to confirm what Seth asked but because he just needed to check. "No, it's still not labour yet. If it's normal labour, it seems it will still take a while." he turned towards Seth, then later patted the man's shoulder. "You don't need to be that worried. This kind of cramps will probably appear several times during pregnancy, but stay calm, as it's nothing serious."Seth exhaled and looked at me with relief, though his eyes still didn't seem back to what they were before. "Let it go, then. I'll take her home." Seth approached me, helped me get up from where I was lying and sat me in the wheelchair.Before leaving, Seth approached the doctor, who wrote something on paper. Then he held his head and looked at
Elsie's PovEven though I had previously avoided Seth's suspicions of me, and I had also tried to organise my mind to trust Seth, I didn't understand why I still doubted what had happened or why I still doubted that he was someone I knew.I still doubted that what Seth did had anything to do with what Atlas said. My eyes realised his sincerity, realised his feelings for me weren't an ordinary mask, but my intuition for him didn't make me calm.Day after day, I was troubled by my growing suspicion of him. I, who tried to ignore what I felt, finally could no longer ignore my feelings for him. I felt restless, and my desire to keep my mind calm for the sake of the baby in my womb was no longer able to keep it calm.Even though I tried my hardest, I could no longer dismiss the suspicion towards Seth that kept growing inside me. I wanted to keep trusting him and hoping that he was exactly what I had seen, but I couldn't do it. I can't think like that anymore.If I'm a hybrid, then that mea
Elsie's povWhat was he doing? Why did he suddenly come back? Didn't she leave earlier? I didn't understand. My eyes looked at him in surprise while Seth looked at me in confusion."Seth, why did you come back?" I ventured to ask him. Staring at him with the fear in me that I tried to hide. "Didn't you go out earlier?"Why did he suddenly come back? Did he know what I was about to do? Could he be starting to suspect that I knew what he would do? How is this? What should I do?Seth walked closer. I, sitting on the floor near the row where his books were lined up, stared while holding my breath.He walked steadily closer, then stopped on the floor where I was sitting, near a drawer. "I came back because I left something behind." He pulled the drawer out and then took out a light brown file. I watched silently, with my breath trying to escape. Then he looked back at me. "And you alone, Elsie? What are you doing in my room?"I gulped the saliva in my throat nervously. My heart felt like i
Elsie's pov"Where are you going, Seth?" I asked Seth, who was getting ready by putting on his shoes.I looked into his eyes intently after he turned to me as soon as I asked him.Seth smoothed the laces on the light brown formal shoes he was wearing. He turned his head silently to me for a moment. "I have something to buy outside, and then I want to meet someone." He looked at me, somewhat confused.I came closer to him. For some reason, I wanted to prove what Atlas had told me that day. I didn't want to keep harbouring suspicions about him, so I'd better quickly find out what Seth might be hiding from me. "Can I come?" I looked at him expectantly. "How about we do the shopping later and meet your friend first?" I suggested it to him.For all I knew, if it wasn't anything suspicious or anything like that, Seth would never object to me following him, and he wouldHe did as I asked and was patient as always. However, one thing made it necessary for her to act otherwise.He looked doubt
Elsie's PovI stared blankly at what Seth was busily preparing for me, my mind completely distracted with what he might do. I can no longer trust him completely like I used to.I'm not sure what he gave me now is safe. I didn't understand which one I trusted more between him and Atlas, but feeling the way my heart thumped around him and how I responded while being around Atlas, I believed that something wrong was indeed happening.If my feelings are already like this, then I should be wary. If later this proves to be just a suspicion, I will punish myself for suspecting him and apologise to him, while in the meantime, I will be wary of his attitude.I'm sorry, Seth, but I just want safety for myself, especially since the situation lately is very complicated, and I don't want to take any risks."Sit down. Why are you just sitting there?" He smiled softly, as was his habit in front of me.I gazed at that face with observing eyes. I stared at her intently, trying to find a crack at what