Moving to a house with the woman he loved seemed almost too good to be real. Silas had to remind himself countless times that he wasn't dreaming; this was really happening. Kerry had agreed to move in with him, and she had agreed to be his girlfriend. It didn't even bother him that they would be moving halfway across the country. As long as he had her beside him, he didn't care where he went.
Besides, starting off with a clean slate seemed like the perfect boost to their flourishing relationship. No one would know about their stepsibling identities in Hawaii, and they were free to show affection in public without constantly worrying about who saw them. He felt happier than he had in years. "Wow, you really went all out in getting this house," Kerry said as she stared at the bungalow. She hadn't gone inside yet, but she was already in love with the beautiful yard and glass windows. It gave off a homely vibe. Plus, there was a beach a short distance away. It would always be a good way to pass the time if they got tired of staying home. "I'm glad you like it." Silas bought the house only because he knew she would like it. It had put a noticeable dent in his account, but he didn't really care. He would buy her the world if he could. "Go on then. I had someone clean it before our flight landed, so you don't have to worry about anything." "So thoughtful." "Nah, you just never think that far ahead." "Hey!!" She gave him a displeased look that didn't quite reach her eyes. The smile on her face remained as she trod up the stairs leading to the porch. The key was hanging on the knob. Whoever had cleaned must have left it there. Kerry took it and unlocked the door. She walked into the house, her eyes running through every single detail. She left Silas with the task of bringing in their suitcases while she explored their new home. It was everything she could ever dream of, the perfect place to start a family. A family... Was she already thinking that far? She giggled because, yes, she was. Being with Silas felt like heaven, and she wouldn't mind marrying him and having kids. Could vampires and humans have children together? It was something she would have to look up in her free time. The house had three rooms: one master bedroom and two guest rooms. Two bathrooms, a huge living room downstairs, and a kitchen which came with a dinner table. It was well furnished. Everything that wasn't made of wood was in dark gold. The smell of the flowers that were carefully nurtured on the porch filled the house. Kerry loved it. She loved it so much that she forgot this wasn't the real reason why she had agreed to come to Hawaii. At that moment, all thoughts of the vampire who hunted her dreams or her father faded to the farthest part of her mind. She was filled with so much love and comfort right now. She wanted to take pictures of every little thing and send them to her mom. Silas, who had already taken their stuff to the master bedroom without her notice, leaned against the wall and watched her, a fond smile on his face. He didn't mind spending his entire life watching her like this. But then again, his life was much, much too long for that. It was a painful reminder of the difference between their lives. Maybe one day, he would dream of convincing her to take a bite for him. He still knew she wasn't entirely comfortable with other vampires; it had taken a long time before she warmed up to him. How would she react to the thought of being the same thing that scared her? But that was all in the future. Right now, they could both enjoy the comfort they found in each other. Silas covered the space between them to wrap his arms around Kerry. He was very happy when she didn't even flinch at his touch. Instead, she leaned further into his chest. "What time is it, beautiful Silas?" "I only want the very best for you. After all, you’ll be starting college very soon, and I know how stressful that can be. You’ll need a good learning environment." "Plus, the privacy is a bonus." "Exactly. We can finally have kitchen sex, no need to worry about your mom walking in on us." "Why? I never thought you had any shame for stuff like that. Don't forget I caught you making out with that girl in our kitchen." "Have you ever thought that I did that because I wanted you to walk in on us? Maybe I wanted you to get jealous. And you didn't disappoint me." "I wasn't jealous." "Whatever you say, darling." He hummed as he pressed his lips against her neck. His tongue traced lines on the skin. She let him have his way with her. The level of trust made his head spin with desire. She trusted him, she wanted him. That was all he had ever wished for. His hands groped her breasts and kneaded them, causing her to arch her back and moan in pleasure. Kerry pushed away from him when she felt his hand slide under her shirt. "No, no. I know where this is going. We can't do this now." "Why not? Privacy, remember? We can do whatever we want." "Sure, but I'm hungry. The kitchen is stocked full, so I'll cook." "Kerry." Silas dug his hand into his pocket as he followed her into the kitchen. He watched her grab some ingredients from the fridge with a concerned frown on his face. "You can't even boil water." "Well, screw you. I can boil water perfectly. I can do much more than that too. I just never had time to do stuff like that because Bill always wanted us to eat outside. But this is the perfect opportunity for me to harness my cooking skills. Do you get it?" "I get it." He leaned against the counter. His lips curled up in an amused smirk. This should be very interesting. "Alright. I feel like eating some pasta, so I can..." Kerry already had the image of the perfectly cooked pasta in her head. She was so sure she could pull it off. But when she swung the knife carelessly to slice some tomatoes—did she even need tomatoes for pasta?—she ended up cutting herself in the process. "Ouch! Shit." Silas sighed. "Let me see." He had known something like this would happen. Kerry stretched out her hand, feeling more embarrassed than hurt by the small cut. It wasn't anything serious, but there was a bit of blood, which made it look gruesome. Gosh, she really didn't like blood. It made her feel uncomfortable. Kerry's eyes widened when a pink tongue darted out to lick away the blood coating her finger. Silas almost found himself moaning at the delicious taste of the blood. He had always suspected she would taste this good. He sucked the finger into his mouth while keeping eye contact with his girlfriend. When he released her finger from his warm mouth, Kerry found herself releasing a breath she hadn't known she was holding. "That was... pretty hot," she sputtered out. Silas laughed and leaned forward to kiss her. Kerry could taste the metallic tinge on his tongue, and she found herself not minding at all. The doorbell distracted them before things could get heated between them. Kerry looked at Silas in confusion. "Are we expecting anybody?" "Nah, probably a neighbor." "Human?" "Hm, it is Hawaii. There's very little of us here." "Let's check it out." Kerry held her boyfriend's hand and pulled him toward the door. If this was indeed a neighbor, then she wanted to make a good first impression. When she unlocked the door, she was met with a familiar face that left her frozen in shock. Red eyes glinted in amusement. "Hey, you must be the new neighbors. I live in the house across from yours. It's nice to meet you." Even his voice sounded the same. Kerry was sure this was no coincidence. The good-looking man standing in front of her was none other than the vampire who had tormented her dreams for weeks. "Nice to meet you, man," Silas said,voice cheerful as he reached out to shake the outstretched hand offered to him. Kerry didn't know what the hell to do or say."Come on in." Maybe I wasn't the only one wanting to make a good first impression. Silas was acting the nicest I had ever seen him. There was a kind smile on his face as he led our guest to the living room. I walked behind them, my legs feeling a bit too heavy, and I had to drag them.This whole scene would have been lovely, just neighbors getting to know each other, if only I didn't know that our neighbor was the main reason why my life was a mess. He was the one who had single-handedly changed the world into a horrible place. And yet here he was, pretending to be a normal human who attended the same college as me.I was confused about how Silas wasn't able to recognize him as a vampire. Surely their scent wasn't something they could just hide so easily. But then again, this was the Devil we were talking about. I sat beside my boyfriend on the sofa, despite the fake smile I forced on my lips as I watched the two of them talk. The tension was bleeding from my shoulders. Silas was quic
Despite all the excitement she had felt yesterday at the prospect of starting college, Kerry woke up sick. Her head felt like it had been slammed against the wall multiple times, and she was very nauseous. She managed to make it to the bathroom before throwing up into the toilet. Silas must have heard her frantic movements from downstairs because he was beside her in minutes. He placed a hand on her shoulder as she struggled to catch her breath."What happened?" he asked worriedly. Kerry shrugged as she pushed herself to her feet. She swayed slightly due to how lightheaded she felt. Silas supported her."I don't know, it must be something I ate. I feel like my stomach is a fucking war zone. Maybe I should go to a hospital or something."She didn’t think it was anything serious. It could just be a reaction from the eight-hour flight yesterday, or maybe she had eaten more than she should have. But she didn’t want Silas to keep fussing over her for the rest of the day.Silas hummed in ag
"See me after class," the Professor said to her before turning around and stalking back to the front of the class. Kerry watched his retreating back in shock; she still couldn't believe that she had found her dad. She knew he was in Hawaii, but she didn't think finding him would be so damn easy. He was a college professor, something she had never imagined he would be interested in. But then again, Kerry didn't know much about the man—he left her when she was a little girl. All she had were fragments of memories she had to constantly piece together. If it weren't for the resemblance between them, she might have mistaken him for someone else."Do you know Professor Shane?" Ruby asked curiously. She wasn't the only one who had grown interested in the short conversation between the usually cold yet handsome professor and her new friend.Usually, Mr. Shane didn't even address students directly unless they had questions. Due to his youthful and incredibly good-looking appearance, many girls
Kerry woke up with a headache. It wouldn't be the first time, and she was already starting to get used to it at this point. She expected to wake up in a strange room, tied to a chair or something. Or maybe Asher might decide to mess with her head, make her forget things. It all sounded like the kind of thing the messed-up bastard would do. But no, she woke up in the familiar bedroom of her Hawaiian house."How do you feel?" Silas was beside her. He hadn't left her side since he brought her back home. He had even thought about taking her to the hospital, but he had been assured she would be alright. Just stress—it was normal for someone in her condition. "Kerry? Talk to me.""I feel fine," she said with a sigh. "Apart from the headache, that is.""Do you need me to bring you something for that?"She thought about it for a second, then shook her head. She already felt like she was going to be sick; she didn't need anything bitter right now. Maybe if the headache didn't go away in half a
I didn't have the guts to attend my dad's class again. If I could, I would have skipped school completely, because I no longer found joy in studying when I knew that something much bigger and dangerous was hiding around the corner—something I couldn't uncover no matter how hard I tried. I thought that the biggest mystery in my life would be figuring out why my dad had left me or what he was. But then came Asher, and now even Silas—whom I was sure I could trust—was keeping something from me. I had no idea what to do.My dad tried reaching out to me, but he must have noticed the amount of effort I was putting into avoiding him. He stopped seeking me out a week later, and I didn't know whether that made me feel better or worse. It hurt how easy it had been for him to give up on me again, but I guess he thought he was only doing it to protect me or make me happy. I felt neither safe nor joyful. But at least Asher hadn't appeared to me in a while. That could only mean he was off planning h
I felt like crying, but I think I had already shed all my tears earlier that day. I lay curled up on the bed, feeling worse than I ever had in my entire life. To me, no situation could ever be worse than the one I found myself in. I had been hurting so badly for the past week, and to think Silas knew about my pain and chose to keep the reason behind it to himself. Did he hope I would never find out I was pregnant until I was pushing a baby out of me? I thought he loved me and had promised to always protect me no matter what, but now he had decided that he would rather protect his unborn child than me. That was a betrayal on a whole different level.I was mad at him, and honestly, I wish I could hate him enough to just fuck off entirely, maybe move away somewhere I could get my thoughts together. But the thought of how hurt Silas would be at my actions made me discard the idea immediately. I'm such an idiot; I always thought of him first despite everything that had happened. Despite ev
Bill and my mom arrived later that evening. The moment I opened the door, Mom rushed in and wrapped her arm around me tightly. "Oh, sweetheart, thank God you are alright." She must have assumed the very worst when I called her on the phone. I kind of felt bad for making her worry so much."I'm alright, Mom," I told her. I helped her with her things. Bill didn't say anything to me; he was saving the conversation for when we were all comfortable. Silas came to greet his dad and stepmom, and he and Bill seemed to be very tense around each other. Silas avoided eye contact with his dad even as he showed him around the house. I was worried that what I had said might have somehow messed up the relationship between those two. The last thing I wanted was to make things complicated. Being pregnant was a hard pill to swallow; being pregnant with a hybrid baby that might possibly kill me was even worse. But once I got over the fear of the danger my pregnancy would bring, I found myself excited at
I could hardly sleep that night. It didn't help one bit that Silas had insisted on us spending the night together. I was afraid that my wild thoughts would somehow reach him. Even though he had promised me never to read my mind, I was afraid he might go back on his word, especially in a situation like this. The weight of my decision kept me awake and tense. On more than one occasion, my hand had curled around my stomach. I had imagined how my baby would look, but now I was never going to get the chance to hold him or her in my hands. I had selfishly chosen myself over the innocent child."Kerry?""Hm?" My eyes pried open. I had given up on pretending to be asleep after the first two hours. Silas had simply stated, in an unimpressed voice, how he could hear my heart beating faster; he knew when I was awake or not. Even if he didn't have his enhanced hearing, I'm sure he would be able to tell I wasn't asleep by how tense I was. The room was dark enough that I couldn't make out anything.
Kerry's POVAsher doesn't return, and I doubt he will anytime soon. But his words keep echoing in my head. Something still doesn't make sense. It's hard to believe he would do all this just to get to my daughter."At the end, it's all about you," I say to my daughter with a sad smile on my face. The baby doesn't cry, not since Asher handed her back to me. I would have been worried about this abnormal behavior if she were... well, normal. I worry that she will get hungry very soon, and I have no idea what I’m going to do then. I don't think I can stand feeding her blood; it would freak me the hell out. It was one thing having to drink blood while pregnant, but a completely different case entirely to feed it to my infant child.She looked so human too, except for the unusual crimson eyes. She was a beautiful baby, and there was no doubt she would grow up looking like her father. There would be so many expectations. Asher would come back, no doubt, and he would create more problems for m
Sera stares at her ex-husband, the man whom she had given her heart to at one point. There were all sorts of emotions going through her, but the one that simmered under her skin and had her storming forward was rage. Pure rage! She felt like killing the bastard man with her own hands!Silas was quick to put some distance between him and Kerry's father before Sera flung a vase at him. The angel evaded the attack, his eyes wide with disbelief as he watched Sera reach out for something else to throw at him."Sera, please, we don't have time for this.""How dare you! How dare you show up here after all those years!""Sweetheart, please calm down," Bill, who had been stunned, finally reacted. He moved forward to stand by his wife. He looked at Seth with confusion—Bill didn't know what relationship the two of them had, but he'd never seen Sera this angry before. "Let him talk first.""Do you even know who he is?" Sera glared at her husband. Her vision was going blurry as she teared up. Her
"What the fuck!?" Silas is pissed—scratch that, he feels like fucking murdering someone right now. The only thing that feels worse than his anger is the fear that makes his skin crawl. "I've only been gone for a few hours!!"Bill doesn't say anything. The man hasn't even looked at him throughout the argument, and this only makes Silas more pissed. "I begged you not to do this! I was against this fucking abortion, and yet you went behind my back to do it! Now you have no fucking idea where she is?!""I am sorry, I should have protected her better," Bill says. The regret and shame are evident in his voice. He hadn't meant to let his guard down. One moment, he was by Kerry's side, and they were about to begin the procedure. The next moment, his vision went blurry, and he had no idea what the fuck happened. When everything cleared up, Kerry was gone. It happened so fast that Bill found it hard to believe.He had searched for her, of course. He had hoped that perhaps she had left on her ow
" Lay here, please.""This won't take long, will it?""It depends, sweetheart, but I assure you, you will be fine once this is over," the man says. I look over at Bill, who is standing in the corner of the room."He's an old friend of mine. Nothing will go wrong."I nod my head and push down my anxiety. I get on the hospital bed, the sickly smell of drugs and chemicals making me slightly nauseous. However, I tell myself that this is a one-time thing. Once this is over, I will never have to go through it again.I relax against the bed as the sedatives I had been given earlier take over. Soon, the room starts spinning, but I could swear I see a figure appear in the corner of the room before everything goes dark.When I wake up, I find that I am in an entirely different room than the one Bill had brought me to. I push down my panic, not wanting to overreact over nothing. Perhaps I had been taken to a different room after my... abortion. It’s strange, though... I don’t feel any different
I could hardly sleep that night. It didn't help one bit that Silas had insisted on us spending the night together. I was afraid that my wild thoughts would somehow reach him. Even though he had promised me never to read my mind, I was afraid he might go back on his word, especially in a situation like this. The weight of my decision kept me awake and tense. On more than one occasion, my hand had curled around my stomach. I had imagined how my baby would look, but now I was never going to get the chance to hold him or her in my hands. I had selfishly chosen myself over the innocent child."Kerry?""Hm?" My eyes pried open. I had given up on pretending to be asleep after the first two hours. Silas had simply stated, in an unimpressed voice, how he could hear my heart beating faster; he knew when I was awake or not. Even if he didn't have his enhanced hearing, I'm sure he would be able to tell I wasn't asleep by how tense I was. The room was dark enough that I couldn't make out anything.
Bill and my mom arrived later that evening. The moment I opened the door, Mom rushed in and wrapped her arm around me tightly. "Oh, sweetheart, thank God you are alright." She must have assumed the very worst when I called her on the phone. I kind of felt bad for making her worry so much."I'm alright, Mom," I told her. I helped her with her things. Bill didn't say anything to me; he was saving the conversation for when we were all comfortable. Silas came to greet his dad and stepmom, and he and Bill seemed to be very tense around each other. Silas avoided eye contact with his dad even as he showed him around the house. I was worried that what I had said might have somehow messed up the relationship between those two. The last thing I wanted was to make things complicated. Being pregnant was a hard pill to swallow; being pregnant with a hybrid baby that might possibly kill me was even worse. But once I got over the fear of the danger my pregnancy would bring, I found myself excited at
I felt like crying, but I think I had already shed all my tears earlier that day. I lay curled up on the bed, feeling worse than I ever had in my entire life. To me, no situation could ever be worse than the one I found myself in. I had been hurting so badly for the past week, and to think Silas knew about my pain and chose to keep the reason behind it to himself. Did he hope I would never find out I was pregnant until I was pushing a baby out of me? I thought he loved me and had promised to always protect me no matter what, but now he had decided that he would rather protect his unborn child than me. That was a betrayal on a whole different level.I was mad at him, and honestly, I wish I could hate him enough to just fuck off entirely, maybe move away somewhere I could get my thoughts together. But the thought of how hurt Silas would be at my actions made me discard the idea immediately. I'm such an idiot; I always thought of him first despite everything that had happened. Despite ev
I didn't have the guts to attend my dad's class again. If I could, I would have skipped school completely, because I no longer found joy in studying when I knew that something much bigger and dangerous was hiding around the corner—something I couldn't uncover no matter how hard I tried. I thought that the biggest mystery in my life would be figuring out why my dad had left me or what he was. But then came Asher, and now even Silas—whom I was sure I could trust—was keeping something from me. I had no idea what to do.My dad tried reaching out to me, but he must have noticed the amount of effort I was putting into avoiding him. He stopped seeking me out a week later, and I didn't know whether that made me feel better or worse. It hurt how easy it had been for him to give up on me again, but I guess he thought he was only doing it to protect me or make me happy. I felt neither safe nor joyful. But at least Asher hadn't appeared to me in a while. That could only mean he was off planning h
Kerry woke up with a headache. It wouldn't be the first time, and she was already starting to get used to it at this point. She expected to wake up in a strange room, tied to a chair or something. Or maybe Asher might decide to mess with her head, make her forget things. It all sounded like the kind of thing the messed-up bastard would do. But no, she woke up in the familiar bedroom of her Hawaiian house."How do you feel?" Silas was beside her. He hadn't left her side since he brought her back home. He had even thought about taking her to the hospital, but he had been assured she would be alright. Just stress—it was normal for someone in her condition. "Kerry? Talk to me.""I feel fine," she said with a sigh. "Apart from the headache, that is.""Do you need me to bring you something for that?"She thought about it for a second, then shook her head. She already felt like she was going to be sick; she didn't need anything bitter right now. Maybe if the headache didn't go away in half a