I couldn’t sleep well last night, my mind was occupied with so many thoughts that it was hard for me to concentrate and think further without having to linger back to Jessi and the things she could do to me. I know Jessi like the back of my hand and I know what she’s capable of doing, she’s not the girl that sits around and waits for karma, she fights back even if she’s at fault, and with the way I annoyed her last night, I have a deep feeling she’s planning the worst for me.
It’s Monday morning and I’ve been standing in front of the school contemplating whether I should enter the school or skip today. I’ve never skipped a day of school as I love to maintain my attendance but with the way my birthday party ended last night, I can already feel my day going bad, I have a feeling that the whole school is going to bite my ass and make my day worst than it already is. After so much contemplating, I took a long deep breath and walked into the school. I kept my gaze down, walking slowly and trying to ignore the whispers around me. I could hear a few of them talking about my birthday party and how it turned out. I could even hear some calling me names but I just refused to acknowledge them. As walked further through the hallway, my gaze landed on Jessi who was pressed against the locker kissing Nathan. My heart instantly dropped, and I felt a wave of anger and hurt just watching them. The wound is still fresh and I still can’t believe that Nathan broke my heart to be with Jessi. Watching them, Jessi must have felt eyes on her because she turned around and caught me staring. I quickly diverted my attention to elsewhere not wanting to get caught up with her drama. Jessi looked like she was about to speak but before she could, the principal bashed out of his office and growled "Jessica Hunter, I want to see you in my office in the next minute!" Jessi’s attention moved to him, her face frowned as she asked "Why?" "Ask me when you get in." With that, he walked back into his office angry. Jessi must have done something very bad for the principal who is a nice man to yell at her like that. I ignored them and walked into the class. Soon enough, the classes started and the teacher came in. After the class, I was engrossed in my reading when I suddenly felt something hit my back. I turned around and saw Nathan and his friends giggling making it obvious that they threw the paper at me. I chose to ignore them, turning back to my textbook, but then another piece of paper struck me. Determined not to give them the satisfaction of my attention, I kept my focus on my studies. However, when a third paper landed right on my book, curiosity got the better of me. I opened it and my eyes widened in disbelief—it was a crude drawing of a breast. I whipped around, my voice rising in confusion and anger, "What the heck does this mean?" Chris, one of Nathan’s friends, let out a chuckle and replied, "Isn’t that how your breast looks? Nathan told us all about it." Shock coursed through me as I turned to Nathan, my eyes stinging with tears. How could he do that to me? Nathan just smirked saying, "Oh come on, don’t make her cry now, I don’t want to see that." Just then, Jessi walked into the classroom and chimed in, "Why do you care if she cries?" Nathan shrugged a nonchalant look on his face, and said, "I don’t care if she cries; I just don’t like hearing noises. Her voice when she cries is super annoying." I couldn’t believe he was saying that about me. The Nathan I knew hates to see me cry and if anything he could never say such about me. I rolled up the paper and threw it at his face. "You’re an asshole!" I growled before turning to face my book. I could hear Jessi and the rest talking shit about me but I refused to acknowledge them. I was hurt but I wasn’t going to let them see through me. In less than a minute the teacher walked in. "Settle down, guys. You know what time it is," he announced. "Test time," everyone chimed in unison "Yes, that’s right. So settle down, and let’s start this right now," The classroom finally fell silent, and we began the test. Fortunately, it was an easy one, and I felt confident as I started answering the questions. Just as I was getting into the groove, Jessi raised her hand. The teacher turned to her, asking, "What’s the matter, Jessica?" "Someone is cheating," she declared, her voice cutting through the quiet. "Who?" the teacher asked, looking around the room. She hesitated, not saying a word at first, and I was puzzled until I realized she was pointing directly at me. My brows furrowed in confusion and disbelief. "I’m not cheating," I protested, feeling my heart race. "Yes, you are. I saw the piece of paper, Bella. You don’t have to lie," "No, I’m not cheating," I insisted, trying to keep my voice steady. "Oh really? Then explain that under your table," she said, her finger jabbing toward a crumpled piece of paper that I hadn’t even noticed, it must have been one of the papers Nathan and his friends threw at me. I quickly picked it up and said "Nathan threw this at me before the class even started." "Hmm, I don’t think so." She pouted "May I have it?" The teacher asked, I handed the paper to him, he opened it, and his expression suddenly changed "It has the answers to the questions." "What!" I exclaimed, completely shocked and taken aback. "Jessica was right, you’re cheating on the test." He said shifting his gaze to me "I can’t believe this Bella." "No, it’s not mine, I wasn’t cheating, I swear," I explained, my heart racing in my chest He scoffed "I think you’ll explain better in detention." He said leaving no room for explanation. I felt a wave of frustration as I looked at Jessica, who just smiled back at me. That smile only made me more irritated, to the point where I wanted to punch her in the face. She really messed up this time.I’ve never been in detention before but all thanks to Jessi, I’m now gonna spend the rest of my school hours in detention doing the literal worst. I just can’t believe that she lied so easily in my head and the teacher believed her. Jessi is just the worst and I honestly hate being her sister. After classes, I headed to detention ready to get it done once and for all. I have no idea what happens there but I’m planning to tell whoever is in charge of my situation because I can’t suffer in silence for something I didn’t do. I kept my books in my locker and checked my phone only to see a message from Aaron asking me where I was. Aaron and I were supposed to meet up today but now that I have detention, we just have to postpone it. I texted him back telling him I have detention and we’ll have to meet either after my detention or tomorrow morning. After texting him, I didn’t wait for a response and I simply closed my locker and headed straight to detention room. Walking into the room, I
Aaron drove down to a gravel road and before I knew it, we were out in the middle of nowhere and surrounded by trees. I looked around nervously wondering why he brought me here when he said the place he wanted to bring me was special…. or is this the special place? It doesn’t seem so though. As Aaron parked the car, I couldn’t help but ask "Why are we here?"My mind was already giving me countless unreasonable answers as to why Aaron brought me here but I shrugged them off pushing the thoughts back, knowing that Aaron would never harm me, at least not when I’ve been nothing but nice to him. As my mind chattered with thoughts, my gaze was pinned on Aaron. He might have thought I was scared because a small reassuring smile crept on his face and he said "Don’t overthink, I didn’t bring you out here to harm you.""I wasn’t overthinking or even thinking that. I was just curious," I replied "If you say so."I continued "Anyways, where is this your favorite place?""Just a few more walks
Aaron dropped me off at home and I thanked him before climbing out of the car. "I’ll see you tomorrow, alright?" He asked "Yeah of course," I replied, he smiled and then drove off. Watching him leave, I felt a bubble of joy inside my body before I turned around and walked into the house.Walking in, I found Mom, Jessi, and Dad sitting around the table eating dinner. My eyes lit up with joy as Dad’s gaze met mine. Dad has been gone for three weeks now, with his job, he tends to always be away from home. "Dad," I called up, a weaving smile dancing across my face His attention moved to me "Bella." He quickly stood up and I rushed to wrap my arms around him hugging him tightly. "Oh my god, I missed you so much, Dad."Pulling out of the hug, he replied "I missed you too pumpkin, how have you been and why are you wet? It’s not raining outside is it?" Mom’s attention immediately moved to me, her brows furrowed slightly as she answered Dad’s question "There wouldn’t be anywhere it’s rainin
"What the heck Jessi!" I growled reaching out to grab my diary from her hand but she quickly pulled back"Not so fast Bella," She said with an evil grin shun on her face "Give it back Jessi," I demanded, once again reaching out to grab it but she pulled back quickly again."Oh jeez Bella, calm down. Why do you wanna take it from me so bad? I mean I haven’t even made the whole school read the part you wrote about Nathan, you know about the day you felt horny when he kissed you." She blurted, an evil smile rising on her face. The whole school gasped and I felt embarrassed. Whispers instantly circulated around, I could feel them laughing at me and gossiping about it. I felt like hiding under a rock and never coming back again… the laughs around me were just too much that I couldn’t contain it. I quickly reached out and snatched my diary from Jessi's hand "How dare you." My voice came out low and nearly breaking as I tried to push back the tears in my eyes. Jessi laughed "Oh come on B
Tears welled up in my eyes as everybody’s laughter echoed in my ears. Nathan and Jessi seemed to be having the best laugh as they both set their gaze on me laughing as if I was a deer wearing a hat.It felt so embarrassing and I felt like rooting deep into the ground. The expression on Nathan’s face only made it worse, I can’t believe I trusted him for a moment. I really shouldn’t have done that. I should have seen it coming, I should have realized that Jessi was behind all of this. I mean, she’s always been out to get me, and now that she has Nathan on her side, she’ll do whatever it takes to make me feel bad. Jessi walked closer to me, her eyes pinned to my face, she said "I see you still love my boyfriend"I really didn’t want to say anything, but with everyone around, I felt like I had to. Trying not to cry, I just scoffed and said, "I don’t.""Yes, you do. You just admitted it. You love him, and now you want to steal him from me," she said with a smirk. I glanced at Nathan and
"I still can’t believe you enrolled here," I said to Aaron as we entered the school stadium"What’s there not to believe?" He asked"Well, first of all, it was just so sudden and unexpected. Not to mention, you didn’t even think about it, what about your old school?"He scoffed a hint of amusement in his voice, "We both know I don’t go to school, Bella. I’m a graduate; I’m only here for you.""Ohh, thanks, but shouldn’t you still be in college?" I asked, genuinely puzzled. It felt strange that he was here and not even bothered about education He rolled his eyes, a confident smirk forming on his lips. "I’m an Alpha; I don’t need college.""Ohh, well… umm…" I racked my brain, searching for a response that wouldn’t sound too naive. Before I could think further, Aaron spoke up, his voice calm and reassuring, "You should stop worrying about it. I want to be here and I’m fine being here, it’s my decision anyway.""I know, but it’s just unbelievable. I mean, as much as I want you here, I h
I got home safely and since then, I’ve been texting and calling Aaron to check if he’s alright. He hasn’t replied to me and I’m freaking out about it. Hours have passed by and it’s nighttime now and I still haven’t gotten a response from Aaron. I considered calling the police and reporting a missing complaint but given I have no evidence that Aaron is missing and it’s not been more than 24 hours, I can’t do that. My mind has been racing with a whirlwind of thoughts about Aaron, and it's driving me absolutely insane. I can't shake the fear that something might have happened to him. Just as I felt like I was spiraling deeper into panic, I heard a soft knock on the window. I quickly pulled back the curtain, and there he was—Aaron. A wave of relief surged through me, but it was quickly overshadowed by a fresh wave of panic. I opened the window, my heart pounding, and without thinking, I started to ramble, "What happened to you? I’ve called you so many times and texted you, but you neve
"So what’s class is next?" Aaron asked and I opened my locker to bring out some textbooks. I responded, "You don’t check your timesheets?""No." He shook his head "You should be checking it to stay on track. Also, the next class is English.""Ohh," He said, yawning. "Can I just pass that class? I’ll be there for the next one.""What are you saying? You’re a new student Aaron, don’t you want to maintain a perfect attendance?""I honestly don’t care about that, I’m just so tired right now and I can’t think of anything but go rest my head and sleep," He said while I closed my locker.Walking towards the classroom, I couldn’t help but ask "Why are you so tired? Didn’t you sleep last night?""Not at all, I was working all night that I forgot I have school." He replied "Wait, what are you working on? You've been at it all day and now into the night?" I askedHe nodded. "It's kinda important, but it's not school-related.""Ohh okay," I replied, trying to sound supportive, even though my m
I grumbled in bed the second I got home. My eyes were already sore from all the tears I’d shed and my heart was completely shattered from all the pain I was feeling.I still can’t believe Aaron would do something like this to me. After everything we’ve shared. Every moment we had, he just had to shatter everything and be with another girl. Why would he want someone else when I’m here for him? Why can’t he just love me the way I love him? Why can’t he just be loyal to me like I am to him?I want to say all men are the same and that they’re a piece of shit and a total jackass. But then there is Dad- a man who loves my mom with all her flaws. I wish all men could be like him, at least then fewer hearts would be broken.A beep from my phone jolted me back to reality. I didn’t bother checking my phone but as I heard it beep again, I checked to see that Aaron had sent me a message wanting to come over for pizza night. I couldn't believe he had the audacity to message me after what he did t
I can’t believe I didn’t realize this sooner! I really love Aaron—it’s so obvious now. I love hanging out with him, chatting, being around him and honestly, I just don’t want to let him go. It’s clear as day that I love him; I just needed a moment to see it and I’m glad I finally did. Aaron means everything to me. He makes me laugh and smile, and he’s always there for me. Spending time with him is just the best.As I was walking down the street, hailed a taxi, and told the driver to take me home. I had to change into something nicer before meeting Aaron. While I was in the taxi, I got even more excited about him! I can’t wait to tell him how I feel, but then I started wondering—does he feel the same way? What if he doesn’t? Does he think about me like I think about him?So many thoughts were swirling in my head making me nervous about the situation. I can’t seem to figure out if Aaron likes me, all that I know is that he’s super nice and kind to me, but I’m not sure if that means he
The silence between us was awkward, but the strong noise of the rain pounding down made it feel better."It's a lovely weather, isn't it?" Nathan said, breaking the cold silence.I nodded. "Yes, it is." I turned away to the window, looking at the rain and just wishing that I get home as soon as possible. It's already late, and I don't want Aaron to come for our regular pizza night and not find me there. It's already bad enough that I didn't tell him anything. The drive continued in silence until I decided to turn on the music and it started playing my favorite song- a song Nathan disliked. I turned to him and asked, "How is this playlist playing my favorite song without me even searching it up?""I was listening to it on my way to the cafe," He replied casually "But I thought you hated the song."He scoffed. "I did, but now that I listen to it nearly every day, I see the hype. I like it.""Well, that's new. I'm so surprised.""You shouldn't be. I mean, ever since you left, I've been
Nathan's gaze pinned on me, leaving me speechless and confused. Should I confirm that I found my wolf or should I just lie and try to make sure he doesn’t sense me again?I questioned myself over and over again but I had no idea what to say and the fact that he had his face nested on me made it even more hard for me to say anything.Taking a moment to gather my thoughts, I stammered, "I don't know what you're talking about."His face softened for a moment. "Hold on, didn’t you sense your own wolf? Come on, you must have sensed it. I mean if I could sense it, I’m pretty sure you did too."I wanted to lie, tell him I hadn't felt anything, hoping to end this conversation. But a nagging feeling told me that lying would only make him question me more and the matter might escalate. So, I said, "Yes, I did." Maybe if I was honest, he wouldn't make a big deal out of it."Well..." He began, his eyebrows raised, waiting for me to say something. When I didn't, he continued, "Why does it seem lik
"I can't believe Nathan wants me back," I whispered, my voice barely audible over the cafeteria noise. "After everything, he wants me back? It just doesn't make sense."My mind kept replaying his words, and a wave of unease washed over me. It felt surreal and nearly crazy that he wanted me back when he was the one who let go of me. He cheated on me on the day that was supposed to be the most special day of my life and now suddenly he wants to be with me….. Why?As I thought about it, I couldn’t get any reason out of it. All I could figure out was that Jessi would be mad at me when she found out about this. I can already imagine her screaming at me, accusing me of stealing him away…. The man I don’t even want. Aaron's voice broke through my thoughts. "You okay? You seem kind of spaced out."I forced a smile, trying to appear calm. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little tired." I couldn't tell him about Nathan. Not yet. Aaron would be furious, and I know he'd want to punch Nathan's lights out
The next day at school, I was already bustling with so many projects and assignments that needed to be done and submitted in a day. I can’t believe I’m just doing it when it’s just a day before the deadline. It’s so irresponsible of me. Usually, I finish every school work days before submission but now I’ve got a pile of assignments to take care of and I’m not even halfway through it.I’m already exhausted and drained but I know I have to do it anyway. The next hours passed by and I spent it all at the library trying to finish up the assignments at hand. I’ve already told Aaron I’ll be spending all my time at the library because at this point, I really don’t have time to hang out with him nor even have time for myself. After finishing up some assignments, as planned Nathan joined me to get the team project done. He started to explain what the topic was about and how we’d work on it. With each sentence he mentioned, I just nod at him even if I don’t understand.I am just way too tir
When he gently pulled out of the kiss, he cupped my face and even though he didn’t say a word, I could tell that he loved it just as much as I did, and maybe, just maybe he wanted more too. Aaron leaned closer to my ear and whispered "Do you want to do something fun?" I nodded eagerly.He smirked "You just want to do anything with me don’t you?""You saved my life last night, I owe you that much," I said.He smiled and took my hand as we swam to the deck. Walking out of the water, Aaron used his shirt to make a mat for me "Lay on it.""Why?" I asked, curious as to why he asked me to do that.He scoffed "Trust me and do as I say, okay?"I agreed and laid on the shirt. He joined me lying next to me. I looked at him wondering what he was going to do next, he didn’t say a word and I didn’t either. Confused as to what we are doing, I asked "So what are we doing?""Nothing, just enjoying the weather. It’s nice isn’t it?" He asked, his gaze fixated on the sky."Yeah, it is," I replied, fee
Aaron took me to the lake and just like always, it’s magical. I smiled taking in the breathtaking air…. It feels so refreshing and amazing to be here. We were already in the water, feeling its every nuance and sensation. I was swimming by myself while Aaron was doing the same. The silence between us was calming and relaxing which is weird because silence usually bores me but with Aaron it just feels good…. Everything feels good with Aaron and I don’t even know how. As I started swimming near the deck, I heard Aaron call me out making me turn to look at him expectedly. He swims closer to me, smiling at me. I couldn’t help but ask, "What’s that smile for?"He shrugged, the smile on his face broadening. "Maybe I’m happy." "What about?" I asked as he was near to me. He shook his head and responded, "Nothing serious.""Come on, I know there is something. Spill it out, what is it?"He sighed, looking at me for a moment as if trying to gather his thoughts. After a while, he said, "Can we
A year ago, I was so excited about college, it was all I could think about and all I ever wanted. I couldn't wait to get an after-school job, find a small apartment, and finally start living on my own. But now, that excitement is gone. I don't even know why, it's just... not there anymore. I was in the library, working on the emails I’d send to the college when I felt a soft tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Nathan standing there, a small smile on his face. "Hey," He said casually."Hey... what do you want?" I asked, confused by his sudden appearance.He scoffed. "Still cranky as ever. You don't even care to ask how I'm doing.""To be fair, I don't really care, and I think you know why," I retorted. "So tell me, what do you want?" I didn't want to talk to him, I just wanted to get to the point. I still haven’t forgotten how badly he treated me and there was just nowhere I could act like all was okay and be friendly with him He sighed, ignoring my words. "Can I have a seat b