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The First Memory

Penulis: T. Gairden
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2021-06-10 07:12:54

I stand in the sitting room of Grandfather’s house, listening to his jokes and laughter. Grandmother serves honey-sweet Nektar- the preferred drink of most kids I knew- and a plate of fresh cookies from the replicator in their kitchen. Some prefer to cook their own meals, others prefer to have food made for them instantly. We are free to choose whatever we wish. Our world is perfect… you can have anything you want, at any time.

Grandfather gets a call and goes to his study to answer. I’m stealthy, even at the tender age of eight, and I follow. As I listen, dawning realization hits me. Grandfather is somehow involved with the Council! They’re calling him in… some kind of meeting, something about annual maintenance.

I know what maintenance is. It’s about fixing or cleaning things… but he’s not a machine worker. He’s a retired professor! Why in Horus do they need him?

There’s only one way to find out. That night, after the children are put to bed on the breezy sleep porch of the house, Grandfather slips out to his personal transport and keys for a destination far away. He’s completely unaware that I’m aboard, watching in excitement.

The trip takes hours… it’s hard for a child to hold their bladder. Grandfather has to stop a few times, and I take full advantage- grateful that he’s a lot slower than me- before scuttling back to the transport. I notice that we’re headed to the mountains. There are a few mountains in our world, but this particular range is the only one that seems perennially shrouded in mist at the summit. It looks like the gods of our world are keeping themselves veiled from our notice.

The transport stops at a gate. Grandfather keys a code and speaks some phrase… some kind of voice code. He’s permitted entry. For another hour, the transport winds around the mountains, rising ever higher, until we rise above the mists and stop. I find myself staring upward at a tall, silvery glass building shaped like the pinnacle of a mountain, but the pinnacle of this mountain is long gone. It was carved away to make room for a dozen or more buildings, most surrounded by armed guards.

After another conversation, Grandfather’s transport moves into the tall glass building and parks in a slot marked with his name. Jonathan Spafford. He leaves the transport and goes through a door in the wall.

I’m torn… do I follow him? I’ve already broken I don’t know how many rules, but I’ve come this far, and no one in our world knows the truth about our gods. I could be famous, the first person to actually meet them! It’s the only chance I’ll ever have. I slip out of the transport and move to the same door, peeking through a glass panel. Grandfather had already gone further into the building and the room is empty.

I slip inside and look around. There’s a desk and it looks like someone should be sitting here, but they’re not, for whatever reason. There’s a door to a lift… and not much else. I go to the lift door and look for a summons button, but there’s only a sensor for a keycard. Drat… now what?

The door dings and I duck into a corner. The lift opens and I have just one glance at long, shapely female legs before I take a chance and hurry into the lift. There are the buttons! The bottom one is marked “Central Control”. That sounds promising.

I press the button, and down I go. Down, down… as tall as this mountain is, I’ve easily dropped below the surface of the surrounding land by the time the lift stops. The doors slide open, and I hurry into a long corridor. There are doors on each side marked with names. Grandfather’s is the second to last on the left. I look back and count… ten doors, five on each side.

The Council of Ten are actual people?

It doesn’t sound right. If they are, then why all the secrets and rumors?

I find a door at the end marked “Control”. Another scan pad. Taking heart from my earlier victory, I wait in the corner until it opens and three people come out, talking about things like “tolerances”, “processors”, and “heat-stress”. I’m curious, but this is my chance. I move through the door and scuttle into another corner… then look around.

It looks like a large office of sorts, with the floor gradually sloping toward the center like a theater, but the desks in the room face a glassed-in area instead of a stage. Inside of the glass is the largest collection of metal and blinking lights I’ve ever seen. Though I’m only eight, I recognize it as a computer. Or… computers? There are several towers, each at least four feet in width, and nearly eight in height. I count… ten towers.

The Council of Ten… are computers?!

It still makes no sense, but it makes more sense than the gods of our world being ordinary people.

I spot Grandfather in the far corner of the room, next to a wall that separates the office from a seemingly empty room on the other side of the computer bay. That room has the only door into the glass area.

He’s standing at a desk with a few others, men and women, all talking seriously. “That was far too close!” Grandfather comments sternly. “I’m telling you, this is ridiculous! We can’t wait any longer.”

“Jonathan, we’ve already discussed this,” says another man, a bit younger but still old from my point of view. “The keys can’t just be yanked out and moved. Until you find a way to duplicate them in place, we’ll have to continue as is. You have to admit, it’s a lot easier to maintain with it all in one place.”

“If it were to fail, there’s no backup! No redundancy! The new system is in place; we need to move now. Keeping this in one place is a recipe for disaster.”

A woman shrugs. “From what? We’ve maintained this system from the beginning. It’s never failed… ever. And it never will as long as we keep our heads and follow the rules.”

“And if there’s a quake? Or some other disaster? The ground isn’t entirely stable anymore,” Grandfather retorts.

“This isn’t Earth, Jonathan. You’re living in the past. This place never has quakes because we’re in control.”

“What about asteroids? You can’t control space! They tried, and yes, I maintain a certain awareness of the past. Think about what actually happened to Earth!”

“That’s what the laser web is for. You have a point, and we’re aware of it- or we’d never have agreed to let you try your crazy plan- but the risk is too great. Duplicate the keys or we won’t change anything.”

Grandfather shakes his head, looking uncharacteristically grumpy. “Honestly… all of fifteen minutes. That’s all it would take.”

A slender man who looks like he cares a lot about his appearance rolls his eyes and sighs. “More like two or three days, and you know it. We can’t use rapid air transport with the network down. Let’s get this maintenance done, then you can go back to your studies and find an answer we can all agree on.”

The group breaks up and they each go to their desks, sitting and typing, pressing buttons and other stuff I can’t see. What I can see is that they’re making the computers in the glass room react. The lights flash a lot more, and a lot longer. What are they doing?

“I’ve got sector one. Anyone else?”

“Sector two is being slow… I think the reserve power supply gave out. I need a minute for confirmation.”

“Three is ready.”

“Same for four.”

“Two minutes for five… did we bring fans?”

“Of course.”

“Just checking.”

One after the other, all ten sectors check in. Once they’re ready, all ten people file into the small, empty room. As I watch with wide eyes, they strip naked and put their clothes into airtight bins. Then, they activate some kind of switch. I see rapid air currents move through their room, buffeting them. It looks like a giant vacuum. Those with long hair shake out their hair like they’re trying to shake out sand at the beach.

When the air dies down, they pull out some white suits with helmets, boots, and backpacks, and pull them on. Another strong rush of air pulls at them, then they take turns running hose nozzles all over each other. One of them presses a switch and I see a laser scanner travel over them. When it’s over, a light flashes over the door into the computer room.

They all enter, some carrying bins I hadn’t noticed before. For the next two hours, they spend time removing panels from the computers, replacing parts, using all kinds of strange scanners and testing equipment on the machines. It’s boring, and I start to doze until I hear a voice overhead. Something about a “breach”.

All ten emerge from the room in a hurry- the computers still partially disassembled- and run to their computers.

“Where? And how? The scanners should have caught anyone coming in!”

“Unknown,” says a disembodied voice. “We’re trying to pin it down. The life-sign is small, probably an animal, but we need to find it anyway.”

“Maybe Christa’s cat hitched a ride in her bag again,” one man jokes, getting a glare from a woman with frizzy blond hair.

Another woman straightens and holds up her hands. “Whoever or whatever it is, we need to find them. Split up and search. Everyone take a level, find the intruder before they can do any damage!”

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  • My Shattered World   Beta Team

    My head felt like someone tried to split it with an axe. I lifted it… I was on a bed in a dark room. I saw stuff on a wall- a jacket and a pack- and I thought they were mine. I felt a bit of panic for a moment, but I wasn’t sure why.I checked myself… I was stripped to my undershorts with a blanket put over me. The room was cool, but not uncomfortably so. What happened to me? I remembered something about… a room. People… a chair… someone telling me to relax… my head was so foggy, I barely remembered my own name.Not name… designation. I didn’t have a name. I was no one… just a scavenger from the streets. I had no family or friends… I meant nothing. I was a soldier in an army… an army built for survival.The door slid open and a man ent

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  • My Shattered World   The Pit

    It was time to go to the Pit. I felt the excitement from the rest of the team akin to going to some amusement park, and they were all talking about it… though most of the chatter seemed to revolve around their significant others.Forty kept glancing at me, smiling meaningfully. I had no idea what it was about… okay, yeah, I had a feeling I knew what her glances meant, but… why? What could have made her so stuck on me?Forty-five was flabbergasted when I came out of my room in uniform. He wore shorts and a t-shirt, with rough-woven sandals. “Dude… Pit night means you dress down! Don’t you have a dress-down uniform?”“I… uh…”“No, he doesn’t. Make sure he gets one.”

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  • My Shattered World   The Second Memory

    The entire bunch hurries out of the door of the computer room, running into each other and alternately cursing and apologizing as they yank off their helmets.After they blow through the door of the office, I notice that one of them has dropped something. I hurry over to look…A badge. Their keycard!A rush of excitement runs down my spine. I shouldn’t… I know I shouldn’t… but I can’t help the curiosity. I run over to the door that leads to the funny vacuum room and open it, then I go to the door that leads into the computer room and look through the glass.It’s the most amazing, most complex machine I’ve ever seen in my life. My father has let me tinker with old computers in the p

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  • My Shattered World   A Painful Revelation

    I woke up gasping and covered in sweat. What a strange dream… was it just a dream?I heard an alarm, and I was out of time to figure it out. Jumping out of bed, I quickly dressed and hurried out to the hallway, lining up with the others. It was my first… actually, I wasn’t sure what to call it. From what I’d heard so far, it was about “scavenging”. We’d go out and scavenge.I saw Forty at the head of the line. As she’d warned, she didn’t look or even smile at me. I let it go. It would be hard to wait until night, but I’d be patient.Somehow, I had the feeling that waiting for things to happen was a big part of my life.Once roll call was complete, we went to the dining room and ate in silence. We were given ju

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  • My Shattered World   Forty

    Within an hour the Betas were back together with two exceptions. Thirty-Seven had been badly injured and would probably be assigned to Manufacturing.Worse… Lieutenant Beta had died saving him.The Captain didn’t seem all that broken up about losing one of our best guys. I wasn’t sure why, until I saw who was being promoted. Forty was now Lieutenant Beta and she looked positively gleeful.“We have two Deltas coming to join Beta… hey, no snickering guys, they’ve been here a while and they’ve earned their places,” she advised with a stern look.Two people approached us wearing what looked like freshly dyed blue shirts. One was a boy I’d never met, no more than seventeen.T

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  • My Shattered World   Punishment

    I met the squad just inside of the Underground. They looked at Forty’s injury, barely covering the smirks that were still painfully obvious. Her first command action with the Betas, and she was the only injury.Or was she… where was Forty-Eight?I asked and got a head shake. “He tried to move through the sewers and they cut him down,” Forty-Five explained. “We didn’t dare go after him, but he was hit about a dozen times, so I’m sure he’s dead.”Forty sighed. “Right. What else did you learn, if anything?”“I think that should wait,” I told her, prompting a few gasps from the rest of the squad. “You need a medic.”“Who the hell do y

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  • My Shattered World   The Third Memory

    The guard left and I heard the door close. I didn’t hear his footsteps move away… this place had some impressive soundproofing. All I could hear was my own breathing.For the first hour, I tried to keep myself awake. It was hard… I didn’t remember anything. I reviewed what little I knew of the Underground, the barracks, the Pit… then I quickly tried to forget the Pit. That one glorious night with a beautiful girl in my arms… it had been a sham.I tried to exercise. I was shackled to the wall so my movement was limited, but I could still move a little. I tried some isotonics, tried jumping in place, but I made little progress and the shackles chafed my wrists.After a while, I got too tired and gave up. I pressed my feet to the floor and leaned back against the wall, using my o

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  • My Shattered World   Frozen

    The next time I woke I looked everywhere for the girl, but she wasn’t there. No one was there, the machines were gone… I was surrounded by nothingness. Cold, dark emptiness. Was this what death was like?I shivered violently and felt hard iron bands around my wrists and ankles. After a few moments of mental effort, memory trickled back. Forty… Captain Beta… the Box.Oh… right.I had no clue how long I’d been in this frigid hell. Frankly, it didn’t matter. I doubted it had been all that long and I knew I wouldn’t survive much longer.I filtered the strange dream through my head. Grandfather… my grandfather meant something to me. He and I had been through something terrible together. I got the feeling he was waitin

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  • My Shattered World   Final Thoughts... For Now

    One week ago, Professor Jonathan Spafford's mortal consciousness fled this world. Every time I let myself think about it, I feel the agony anew, and I have to take a few seconds to hide in his memories, to hear his voice and feel his love around me. I understand more and more what Mirele meant... but at the same time, it's different. As long as I'm still alive, still drifting in my digital home, I'll keep his memories safe until we can find a way to bring him to life, just as he turned us into living computers.I've been in contact with a few people that have such programming experience, creating Artificial Intelligence constructs, both as programs and as actual droids. Some of them worked on the droids that are now moving all over the surface of Horus, rebuilding our world into the beautiful, shining Utopia we remember it once being.They have told me that my idea is a long shot at best, insane at worst, but one of them admitted that he had worked on a project where an AI's m

  • My Shattered World   It Hurts to Say Goodbye

    Four hours later, Lance stood at Grandfather's bedside with a grim look. He had done as much as he could to treat the stroke, but this one had been far worse than before. Grandfather had no motor function left, and the only reason he was still alive was because the machines around him wouldn't let him die. He hadn't regained consciousness even for the shortest time. Lance had activated a speaker in the room so that I could talk to Grandfather directly, but he hadn't moved or reacted. Seeing him like this broke my heart. It looked like I was going to be cheated of the chance to say goodbye. The rest of the council came to his room and surrounded his bed. Candy took Grandfather's hand in hers, squeezing it a little as tears rolled down her face. "Lance, we've been talking, and... I think we should go through with Toby's idea."

  • My Shattered World   Reunions

    A full month passed and we had managed to restore at least partial function to most of the critical systems. Communications, transportation, utility services, the replicators, and a basic shell of the entertainment system. As things stood at the moment, aside from illness or injury, there really was no reason for anyone else to die from the Crash. Not easily. We got the system of surveillance cameras back online, and for a while, Mirele and I would use our break times to just watch happy couples getting married in parks that were slowly coming back to life. We'd watch new parents stroll along streets with their newborns, and we'd watch older couples, the rare survivors of their generation, as they would walk through their towns and reminisce. Once the general story of what had taken place was finally revealed- and the people could use the Net again- an electi

  • My Shattered World   Voice to the Voiceless

    When Grandfather rolled in the next morning, looking much better than he had the previous day, I was reasonably sure that I was ready. Mirele and I had let Candy in on the plan and practiced with her for an hour. It was about as good as it would get without giving it entirely too much attention. That would require ignoring what was supposed to be our real job. Putting our shattered world back together. As soon as he had rolled up to the computer and looked over the screens to check our status, I figured it was time. I could feel Mirele near me and caught a wordless wave of encouragement from her. It was now or... well, not never, but I knew that if I waited too long, I'd lose my nerve. "Good morning, Grandfather." His head lifted so fast, I saw him wince as it kinked a nerve. He stared into the camera. The voice

  • My Shattered World   Memories

    For the next hour, I wandered around the hard drives with the data files. I learned all kinds of things about audio systems, about how sound mixers worked, and how we could alter the samples to mimic what I recalled of our own voices. The thing was, I needed to use Mirele's memory of my voice and my memory of hers, because what we remembered of our own voices wasn't accurate to what others heard. Our memories were filtered through our heads and typically sounded much lower than our real voices.I then dove into the process of altering and creating a ton of sound clips for different syllables, creating a small dictionary of voice clips. This was how they had done it in the old days and I knew there had to be a more efficient method, but I wasn't a programming genius.Yet. By the time I was done, I would know more than any computer engineer in existence.

  • My Shattered World   Eyes for the Blind

    We'd been given a task to perform, and we took it seriously. Perhaps a bit too seriously. In our laser focus on getting the systems back online, neither of us noticed that Grandfather had been trying to get our attention for several hours. I finally spotted the data stream as I was flying back and forth between several of the sector computers, getting all the droids active and back to work.Initially, it looked like he was just being conversational, asking us how things were going. The last few messages sounded downright panicked. I think he was afraid that we were indeed getting lost... getting so deep into the system that we were losing contact with the outside.I felt so bad for panicking him. We needed a better way to do this, some method for him to signal us. A summons command, or something like that."I think there's supposed to be one programmed in, but I'm not sure why it isn't working," Mirele said as she started to explore the inputs again."Maybe it's

  • My Shattered World   Ruling the World, 101

    I had no idea how long I'd been digging in the files before I finally located the highly sensitive files that involved the actual functions of the hunk of rock and metal that we called Horus. After a quick consultation with Mirele- I had discovered that we could communicate with each other without having to vocalize actual words- we decided to pull a copy into our server since it was critical data. We couldn't risk damaging the original copies held by the Ten. I went through the files... there was so much here, it could take months to comprehend it all. Fortunately, whoever had designed the Ten had done so in a way that actually made it pretty user-friendly for the central control systems. We didn't have to know everything about how they worked, we just had to know whether the data we received from the systems were telling us that they were working right, or whether something was wrong.

  • My Shattered World   Talking to the Outside

    Mirele had to get my attention again, pulling my back from my fascination with the complexity of the system. "Do you have all the inputs and outputs figured out?" she asked.I took another look around... it wasn't long before I had figured out where everything was coming from, and I was encouraged when I realized that I actually understood what it all was. This wasn't all that different from our practices. The only real difference was that we were now fully and permanently engaged in the server, with no sense of the outside except through our peripheral devices.I missed it, to a point, but having such incredible clarity and speed of thought was a decent trade-off. I had Mirele with me... the only thing that would have made it perfect was if my grandfather was in here as well.I focused on the output where Mirele wa

  • My Shattered World   My Wife, the Computer

    "Toby?"Ugh, not this again. I was so incredibly tired of having to be woken up after blacking out.Wait... I was in a computer, so how the hell could I have passed out?"Exactly... you didn't pass out, you just lost your orientation. Now pay attention to me.""Mirele?" I asked."Duh, who else? There's no one else in here, at the moment, anyway."I couldn't see her, since I had no eyes, but all at once, I sensed her presence as I would have through the wires before we'd been dragged in here. I was so relieved... I was afraid that she would be fried like Lance had thought might happen."In case you haven't noticed, my father has a bad h

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