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Reckoning - Part 2
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The room fell silent as Dr. Hansen told the others I was awake. Drat. No more spying. Of course, it wasn't like I could have stopped him from spilling the beans. I couldn't move at all.
I waited through a long, uncomfortable silence, then I heard a fit of giggles. "Good grief, Mirele... take a breath, girl, you're turning purple!"
"Toby... he's... oh my, I think I'm going to be sick."
"No, just take a breath. Deep breaths, that's right..."
While Candy tended to Mirele's panic attack, I heard the two sets of steps approach me. Something brushed up against my bed, on either side, then hands clasped around each of my hands. "Toby? Can you hear me?"
Grandfather.
I still couldn't
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