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Trust issue Vs Feelings

Author: Liesta
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

BEATRIX

I don't understand if the weather is hot or cold, sweat keeps coming out of my forehead but the coldness of my hand makes me want to laugh at myself, I don't know why I'm nervous about what he will tell me. I said I would let him explain but can I really believe what he says and just forget what I heard from Byron?

Did he feel the same way when he found out about me using him? The feeling of being betrayed and used? I'm not sure if what Byron said was true, and I don't know if Rayton has the reason why he said something like that.

I know for myself that I should not think this way, Rayton is different. The man in front of me is pure and lovely, he will never use someone for his sake. I should stop myself from overthinking without hearing his explanation yet my whole body shaking with the thought what if he meant his words that time?

Too many ‘what ifs’ lingering in my head, but I can't bear to hear the answers to each of those what if's.

The negative emotions I hardly tried to
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