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Chapter 59
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2023-12-07 17:00:53Sometimes, I feel the need to disappear without notice to know who my people are. I want to learn who to keep. I want to identify who really cares when I'm gone.
But I'm afraid that there's really no one finding me. I'm afraid that I can't manage my expectations and get hurt in the end.
It's not that I don't trust the people around me. But there were times that I wish people could just utter their eulogies before death arrives. So in that way, I'd be able to hear them. I'd be able to hear the truth from them.
I couldn't feel anything besides being tired. I don't know where I'm tired. I don't know what caused me to be tired. The only thing in my mind is the urge to rest for a long time. I feel like I'm lost in a place where everyone knows me.
I felt even heavier when Leon finally dropped me at the villa. I don't know but I feel like I don't want to go home first.
"Are you alright? What happened inside?" He asked me again.
For the second time,
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My whole world just stopped. That even though I knew the truth, I still seemed shocked and hurt. That even though I knew the truth, I still seemed to hope that I would hear another answer from him.The deadly silence filled the whole room. I could hear nothing but my sobs and the slow beating of my heart. But the voices inside my head are loud and strong.It was as if something suddenly exploded inside me and I was the only one who felt its aftershock. It was as if I was suddenly deaf.My mouth fell open but no words came out. My knees weakened and I sat on the floor."Solei!" Hector yelled and immediately attended to me."Don't fucking touch me," I said firmly to him and pushed him away from me. "Don't you even dare.""Solei, please. Listen to me first. I can explain everything—""I don't want to believe anything from you anymore, so stop it," I cut him off and tried to stand up.I firmly wiped away my tears and grabbed
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Also, Hector could easily find and track us down when I pursued my plan to ask Leon for help. Never mind."With so much happening, I don't know where else to start," I said while still staring at the emptiness."I know what happened to you and what Ares did to you. We all know that here, Ana. What we don't know is the reason for your sudden return. Look, it's been three days since you came back here, and At least tell us what happened so we can help. Even if it's just me." Erika tried to comfort me.I bit my lower lip and violently let out the air. I sipped my coffee again. The heat it causes adds to the heat I feel in my heart."Hector was the one who shot papa ..." I almost whispered to myself because I felt like it was a knife stabbing my heart over and over again.I never heard Erika speak. I smiled bitterly and continued speaking.Dad taught me never to harbor resentment in my heart. As much as I can, I will still forgive so that I can also give peace to my heart. As long as I ca
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VERAGet back home, Ana! That place is dangerous. Once Ares found out you're staying there, I don't even know what will happen to you anymore!My chest throbbed again when I read Vera's last text. I looked down at my inbox and there I saw a lot of text from Hector. I also saw Ares' name on his last text so I was forced to read that.The previous texts were purely just finding us and wanting me back but the ones that followed seemed that he know where we were.HectorWhat were you thinking? Why are you there?HectorVera told me where you are.HectorLook, Solei. I know you're very mad at me, but please, don't punish me in a way like this!HectorI know my mistake and I'm sorryHectorBaby, come back here, please. Or get the hell out of there. Anywhere is possible, just not that place!H
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"If you want to get away from me that much, just go to another country instead of here. I promise I will let you go. I promise I will give you time to think if that's what you want. I will never ever bother you as long as I know you and my daughter are safe," he said, seemingly hurt by everything he said.I bit my lip to suppress the pain I was feeling but my eyes couldn't take it anymore. My tears started streaming down my face but I immediately wiped them away."I-I'm sorry..." My voice broke. The pain that stuck in my throat hurt even more."I-I'm sorry... I just don't know how to accept it without hurting myself. I don't know how I'm going to take it all to my heart. I don't know how I'm going to let myself mourn because of what happened to me and our baby then... then suddenly I will find out something about you... I-I don't know how to take it all, Hector. It's tearing me apart..." I blurted and burst into tears.I kept my hand covering my eyes beca
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I heard Hector smile so I looked up at him. His expression seemed to be still mocking so my forehead furrowed. "Why?" "I just find it absurd. No matter what he plans to do, he will still die," he said and shrugged. I don't know why I was the only one nervous when he said that while his friends were still laughing. "You go easy still, Apollo. He's still your brother. " We all turned to the speaker. My eyes widened when Vera exposed herself to us in her usual outfit still. Her long hair is still braided and she's really cool to look at. She's like an action star in some movies. Why is she here? "You know me, Ver. I don't care whoever it is as long as they can harm my family, I won't go easy on them," Hector said abruptly. Do they know each other? When she finally approached us, I even saw her look down at my hand holding Hector so I automatically withdrew my hand from him. She grinned and raised an eyebrow at me.
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I sighed. My chest heats up and it seems to go straight to my heart. Does that mean he wants to kill someone else?"W-what? Who?""That was the same day we received a message from an unknown sender. Someone has been watching your dad for a long time and wants to kill him but they don't get a chance because of your mom. But that day, your mom's men weren't able to protect your dad. That day, I was aiming for Ares' head but he saw me, and there I accidentally shot Uncle Dimitrius."The awkwardness I had felt before was immediately replaced by intense anger. That I was so angry that I could not react immediately. If Hector had been holding me before, I immediately turned my hand away from his arm and clung to it tightly.I suddenly remembered what he told me that day. What he said about dad's death. I didn't even pay attention to that because I didn't think he could do that before. But after what he did to me the same day, yeah, he's capable of everything. A
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That was the last thing I uttered before the chopper lifted off once more. I gazed at it, absorbing the sight, until a series of gunshots and a few shouts pierced the air."Apollo!" Ares' voice rang out, chanting Hector's name. I couldn't fathom where it came from.I turned to Hector. Sir Anton vanished abruptly as Vera sprinted towards the haystack, cocking her gun. My heart pounded, and I glanced at Hector, who was fixated on something. He appeared to be searching for the source of Ares' voice."W-what should I do?" I trembled, questioning him, but I promptly cleared my throat. He didn't turn to face me."Stay close to me, Solei. If you can't handle the rifle, let me protect you. Let's go!" He said swiftly, taking my hand, snapping me to attention.We sprinted towards the hayloft, continuously running, accompanied by a few men carrying guns. They weren't the ones I had seen with Sir Anton before; they were probably the Black Lotus.As soon as we halted, we entered the woods, silent
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When this unknown war started, I don't know how to cope thinking that it was my fault for choosing Hector over Ares.Maybe it's really my fault so this tire has grown a long time ago. That I might really be the root and end of it.But when Hector told me about what really happened that day that Papa was shot — which I was also touched — it was so stupid of me to think of that.Hell no this is my fault. It would never be my fault because, in the beginning, everyone had plans for each other. And coincidentally they were preceded by the Aragonese in action. Something that until now I was not sure would still happen — would we die together and at the same time here?"What should we do next? Most of our men were down. I don't know how it happened but it seems that Ares has more people than before." I heard Sir Anton say to Hector so I looked at them.Hector's sweating big time. His sweat was dripping as he sat in a large tree next to Sir Anton
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"They are healthy. You will see them when you are well, so get stronger soon," he told me softly and brought his face closer to my cheek.I closed my eyes. I feel the extreme fatigue in my whole body and the pain of the wound in my stomach. I had a C-section. The last time I remember, I really tried to make it in normal delivery but my body gave up suddenly. Everyone gave in to me, so everyone immediately decided for me because if not, my children will be in trouble.I could feel Hector's tight grip on my hands so I looked at him again. He closed his eyes while his face was still buried in my neck. Apparently, resting... or praying? I smiled and almost cried when I remembered the first time I gave birth and he was not by my side during those times. It was normal delivery yet it was hard for me to carry. Because I'm all alone. Everyone was there for me, cheering me, but I still felt loneliness during those times. But now, despite the pain and fatigue that my whole body feels, I feel
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