"SHHH." Mom instantly placed a calming hand on uncle Alanson's shoulder. "Just let him, Alanson."
I turned around to observe Zack's back as he walked away from us. I could not dispute that even when he was on his back, he had a naturally vicious and disdainful appearance. He was just as tall as his brother. In comparison to Zack and Ryle, I would appear so little. His aura and stance were quite masculine and somber.
I have never seen such a gorgeous man before...
"That disrespectful bastard! He never really knew to respect his father even in front of guests!!" Uncle Alanson continued.
Mom squeezed his hand lightly.
His expression softened, and he looked at her. "I am so sorry for this, Fidelia."
Mom intuitively nodded. "It's okay. We understand. Right, Ryn?"
I was still preoccupied with uncle Alanson's second child. He came to a halt in front of a tiny fishing boat and began untying its rope from a nearby tree.
"Ryn?" mom called me.
It was then that I came to my senses and nodded to her. "Yes. Yeah, mom. Sorry."
"I'm sorry you're having trouble with that nasty boy, hija. If only I could make things better the way you did with Ryle and Rhian..." Uncle Alanson apologized and felt guilty.
I returned my gaze to Zack. He finally turned away from us, and he was busy handling his fishing boat.
I'm not sure why, but I get the impression he's also carrying a heavy burden from within and in his heart. Everything appears to be tough for him as well, and he is also in pain deep within...
I suddenly feel compelled to approach him and make friends with him, to let him know that I am willing to listen to whatever his thoughts are and comfort him if he will only allow me...
"Don't worry, uncle. I understand, and I'll make a way to be friends with him." I said as I stood up.
The four of them looked at me with amusement. "What do you mean, hija?"
"I'll talk to him. I'm going to go to him now."
Ryle replied with concern, saying, "You don't know what you're doing, Irryn. You don't know Zack enough."
I smiled at the latter. "It's okay. It isn't bad at all if I'll try, right?"
"You don't really know what you're doing—" Uncle Alanson was slowly shaking his head in disagreement.
I once again turned to my near-future stepfather. "If you may excuse me, uncle?"
He sighed and giving up nodded to my attempt of coming to his second son.
"Would you like me to go with you, Ryn?" asked the still-worrying Ryle.
I smiled and shook my head. "No need, Ryle. Thanks."
I nodded at the four worried faces before making my way to Zack's path.
"Zack!" I called him using my friendliest approach.
He looked at me, so I immediately smiled.
"Zack Lamont? You are uncle Alanson's second child, right?"
He leered at me like a wind he didn't care about at all and then went back to pulling his fishing boat off the tree.
Even though he didn't pay attention, I still tried my best to be nice to him. I stood behind him.
"It was nice meeting your family. Uncle Alanson is kind and very accommodating with me and especially with mom, as well as, your siblings. Ryle and Rhian. They are both friendly, too."
He got out of the rope, so the fishing boat slid slightly towards the sea. Finally, he confronted me because he had to pass me before he could board his boat.
Even though his eyes were blank and dark to me, I still did everything, resisting the brand-new feeling that was pounding hard on my chest.
I gave him my kindest smile and even offered my hand as I introduced myself. "Irryn... Irryn Rosabell."
Instead of accepting my hand, he scanned me from head to toe and smirked. He even purposefully bumped my shoulder as he passed by.
I was deeply embarrassed by his brusque rejection of my offering hand. I had never felt so ashamed and humiliated in my entire life until now! What could I possibly say? He was so arrogant!
He boarded his boat and began preparing the fishing net.
I wanted to cry. I'd never felt this rejected! He was the very first! He was treating me badly and ignoring me as if I were invisible to him! I found myself wanting to cry, but I told myself not to.
"Taking my hand won't make you any less of a guy, right? I can't believe how rude you are."
He didn't seem to care at all. He just shook his shoulders like he was getting bored.
"That's exactly what your father says! You're such a rebel and jerk!"
I felt the small hair on my nape part raise as he locked his dark gaze on me with his terrifying smirk. It's the first time I've ever seen him smile! However, it was more of a mocking or smirking smile, not in any way friendly.
That incredibly gorgeous face, dark eyes, and wicked grin almost melted my knees turning like jelly.
"Are you done? Anything else more to say?" he said as he was eyeing me straightly.
Fear made me swallow. I couldn't even put into words how I felt. It felt like my heart was racing. Something about his no-light aura made me feel as if I was in danger if he kept standing on his feet to grab me.
Even though he was on his boat, I couldn't help but be afraid of him. What could I possibly do if he suddenly leaped down to attack me? Looking at the gloom in his eyes, I was sure he could tug me off with just one of his bare hands.
When he came to a halt, I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I was looking up at him as if he were the god of water.
"Keep your distance from me, little girl. You will never want someone like me to touch you. You, of all others, should know your place and avoid me at all costs," he warned me.
I didn't understand! I simply did not! Why should I keep my distance from him? He would definitely be becoming my stepbrother, so I was not sure why I need to distance myself from him!
"Why—" He was already steering his boat away from where I was standing before I could complete what I was about to say.
I was a mess. It felt like he left me puzzled by what he lastly warned me about.
Couldn't he at least be a little nicer? Why must I stay away from him?
"Irryn..."
I felt a gentle palm tap on my shoulder. I saw Ryle as I turned around.
"I tried approaching him very nicely, but he seems so different from you and Rhian," I said feeling both sad and confused.
I was sad because I thought I could easily get along with him, too, just like how easy it was for me to click with two siblings. And feeling confused at the same time because he was just so way different from Ryle and Rhian.
Ryle nodded. "That's right. He's very different. He's hardheaded and uncontrollable."
"Why is he like that, Ryle? To you and Rhian, I've never had a hard time making friends with you both, but when it comes to Zack? Why is he like this? He seems so unfriendly and unapproachable!"
"He has a reason why he is like that, Ryn. Someday, you'll know about it, but for now, I'm sorry I can't tell you."
I looked at Ryle. I'm really curious, but I respect him if he doesn't want to tell it me yet. After all, it's something personal, and it's all about his brother. I cannot force him to tell it me. He doesn't trust me that fully enough yet, and I totally understand it.
I know Zack is just acting this way to you since it's the first time he met you, but eventually, I know you can deal with him, too, as we all can. I hope you understand, and please understand Zack in the meantime. Be patient. Please don't hate him either.
What Ryle stated gave me a glint of hope. I guess all I can do for now is hope and pray that Zack softens up and stops being so mean to me.
"Really? Do you think I'll ever be able to get along with Zack?"
"You're such a good and kind girl, Irryn, so why not?" he replied with a hopeful smile, sending me positive vibes once more. "For the time being, let's go back to the cottage."
I reciprocated the smile and nod. "All right, let's go."
I embraced myself as I walked along the beach, feeling the cold breeze of air on my skin.Everyone is now inside the resthouse. For Zack, on the other hand, I have no idea where he went, if he had plans, or when he would return."Irryn?"I turned to face the person who had called me. Ryle was walking near to me.I smiled at him. "Ryle!""What are you doing here? It's late already, and it's cold here.""I'm just enjoying the sound of the waves and the cold wind."He smiled, too. "Is that so? Then would you mind me joining you?"
I felt like I was totally blown away. What wrong did I do it felt like he had a wave of anger towards me."He was with mom when they had an accident, but he survived, and mom didn't ..."I looked at Ryle at what he just told me."What do you mean?""He was a second-year college back then when it happened. There was a parents-meeting at school, and just like usual, mom was always the one attending for us. That time, mom and dad were arguing about something. Mom was driving the car while Zack was beside her hearing her exchanging yells with dad. It was too late when they realized there was a truck ahead of them. Mom tried her very best to avoid the accident, but she didn't succeed, so she, instead, used her remaining
I WAS out of the resthouse when I got up in the morning to go for a walk on the beach. My mom and I have been staying with my uncle Alanson and his family on General Santos for three days now. The resort has been opened for the tourists.I went for a walk. I've seen numerous faces, and some have even smiled at me without my knowledge, or if I was aware, I smiled back. The majority of them have been staying at the resort since yesterday, staying in hotels, cottages, cabins, and even in their own tents, while the others have only come today. Yes, there were a lot of people, but not so many that it became crowded. The resort's beauty and tranquillity have been well-appreciated.Almost everyone is plainly rich, exactly like the people I've met as newcomers who are now bonding with Zack and Rylan.
My heart felt like it had been torn to shreds, and my feet felt like they were glued to the sand. Weird. When I saw him kiss a girl in front of me, my heart hurt for no clear reason.Zack's hold of the girl took longer than five seconds and was so sudden that it left her gasping for air."Damn lucky girl!" The other girls envied."Zack, kiss me, too!""I deserve that kiss more than her!""Please, Zack, give me another kiss. I beg you, try it again just once more!"He just laughed at them all but he had always been so dangerous."Where are you going! W
“You live here, Irryn?” I smiled a little and shook my head to Ives’s question. Ives was a current guest at the resort, and I had just met him. “I’m actually from Sta. Cruz in Koronadal City.” “I see. So, you're here for this summer vacation?" I nodded. “Almost like that.” "How come almost?" You're not sure how long you'll be staying here?" Durand, on the other hand, laughed. “The truth is I’m here with my mom because her fiancé is living here.” "Oh, here to bond with your stepfamily, huh?" It was Ives. I nodded. “Exactly. How about you? Do you actually reside here, or are you just visiting for the summer?” We were talking for almost a few hours and it was almost dawn. Ives and Durand are cousins, almost like real brothers because they’re really close. I met them earlier when they came near me and gave me a turtle, which made me immediately liked them. After that, they introduced themselves to me and we started being friends and talking a lot. I could see they’re kind and fri
With what he just said, my heart skipped a beat. However, Ives and Durand were confused. So I continued what he was about to say."He is speaking the truth. Durand, Ives, he's my stepbrother."Incredulous, Ives shook his head. " Despite the fact that he is your stepbrother, he still has no right to treat you badly."Zack's jaw clenched in rage. He was as if ready to murder the two."Please, Ives! Durand? Please leave now!" I wanted to cry as I begged them to leave.I don't want any of them to get hurt, so I avoid adding fuel to the fire as much as possible.To keep up the resort's good name, Zack must not cause any harm to the visitors staying here. I wouldn't have the guts to confront Ryle, the resort's manager, if something bad happens or anything is ruined because of me! I just can't take the thought of staining Lamont Beach Resort's image."Ryn?" Durand was worried about me being in danger while I was with my arrogant stepbrother.Although I had only just met them, I already cons
“I CALLED your attention to be here today because I want you all to know that your aunt Fidelia and I will be getting married this coming first Sunday of May before we ever go back to our hometown in Koronadal,” uncle Alanson announced when we were all gathered in the veranda of the resthouse."After you'll get married, both auntie Fidelia and sis Irryn will be living with us in our home at Koronadal, dad?" Rhian asked in joy and excitement.We had settled into the center of a large rattan sofa. My brother Ryle and I sat facing our parents, who were joined by Rhian sitting between us."Of course, dear. Both of them would be living with us."“And that means sis Irryn will also attend the same school as mine?” she continued asking and turned to look at me smiling.I smiled back happily.I am so thankful that she treats me like a real sister, as well as Ryle does. Only one does not."Yes. You, your sis Irryn and your brother Zackarius will go to school together every morning.""Great! I'
After breaking my heart, Zack walked out. He went out of the veranda and walked to the shore."Zack! Rocio Zackarius!"On the other side, I could not feel anything other than absolute pain. The whole idea of him brutally stating in front of his family that he would never like it if I became his sister was so distressing to me that I had to stop thinking about it.This anguish was so intense that I thought I could burst! As a consequence of this, the next thing I did was chase after him.“Irryn, where are you going? Irryn!” Mom called me, but I continued running after my ruthless stepbrother.“Ryn!” Ryle also called me.Nobody was able to stop me! I was so determined to talk and confront Zack!“Wait, Zack! Wait!”I didn’t care anymore if my tears were rolling down my cheeks and if he could see them!And there, he continued walking not even turning his back to look at me like he was pretending to be deaf.I increased my speed in walking so that I could reach him, and the moment I did, I
Now, both Zack and I have realized that trust is one of the most important core parts of a harmonic relationship. At least as of this time, we knew where we were lacking, and we are starting to correct our flaws from the past... "I'm sorry too, Zack, if I lost the trust in you the moment you left and I was hurt." "I understand. Always have been, Ryn." He nodded. "At least you had a reason, and it was valid. But mine? My jealousy let me suppress my whole mind, which led me to hurt you, and I was truly regretful of what I did. Little by little, I'll work hard to gain your full trust in me as how you trusted me when we used to be happy together during our school days, Ryn. I'll gain it back. I will wait for the day that you will trust me completely once more. I am never going to be leaving you or hurt you again. I'll work hard to earn back your trust." I nodded. "I love you so much, I won't deny you that thing, Zack. Everybody deserves another chance, and you deserve it. We don't need
Zack nodded gently and spoke, "It's okay. Answer it, Ryn." He reassured me it was okay. I answered the caller. "Dencel..." I said while glancing at Zack. He just stared and listened intently. "Hello, Ryn?" The caller spoke from the other line, too. I turned the loudspeaker on for Zack to hear whatever the conversation will be. "Why did you call?" I could feel my knees as weak as jelly as I was looking at my husband’s eyes. "Uhm, I just thought of your specialty coffee. Can you make one for me once I visit your cafe-resto maybe within this week?" he asked in his friendliest voice. Oh that! My promise to him. I suddenly frowned. "Uhm. Okay, Dens-" "Great!" He sighed with delight and in excitement. "So, when do you think is the best day to visit your cafe-resto? Tomorrow, maybe? Will you be there?" "I guess not, Dens. I will not be in Latte and Meal tomorrow." "Oh? Why? Where are you now?" I was about to answer when Zack suddenly held out his hand in front of me, an indicatio
I nodded, sincerely willing to grant him complete forgiveness.Things from the past wouldn't matter anymore because my love for him is just as powerful as it forgives no matter what mistake he’d made."I love you, Ryn. Back then and always will. I really do love you."I burst into tears, feeling loved and cherished and delighted."Do you love me, too?" He asked me full of hope."I love you so much, despite the fact that you've been a bad love to me in the past." In the midst of our sobbing, I made a light-hearted joke. "As much as time has passed, my feelings for you have not lessened in the least. This affection I have for you has not faded despite all the suffering we've been through together."We were in the middle of happiness when my phone suddenly rang in the pocket of my shorts. I picked it up and saw mom calling."It’s Mom," I said as I dearly glanced at Zack.He nodded, giving me a go signal to answer the call."Mom?""Irryn, where are you now? Zack is waiting for you! For th
(Irryn's POV) I quickly got out of the house and traveled to General Santos. Yes, I was heading toward Zack. I already knew the answer to my questions. No. Anger is not enough and should not be an excuse to let the loved one go, and in my case, yes, I am angry with him. I was angry, but still, I could not afford to lose him. I will never be able to lose him again! I was crying while driving, and there was no one else in mind but him. I want to see him. I love to see and hug him again. I miss him a lot! "Brother Ryle!" It took me an hour of drive, and I finally arrived in General Santos. I went straight to Lamont Resort, and right at the entrance, I saw Ryle with his wife and their baby. They turned to me, and they were surprised, especially my sister-in-law. "Ryn? Ryn!" He first gave the baby he was holding in his arm to his wife, and then he approached me. We hugged each other—a siblinghood hug. "Ryn, how are you?" he asked excitedly. "I've missed you!" "Me too, brother. I'
"What can I do? Irryn couldn't accept me anymore. She couldn't seem to forgive me any longer. No matter how sorry I am and no matter what I do to beg and plead for her forgiveness, it looks like she could no longer forgive me." "Just a piece of advice. Bro, naturally, part of love is hurting, right? I believe you also believe in that. That happens most of the time for most relationships, but don't get me wrong because I'm not using that as an excuse to hurt the person you love intentionally. What I intended to make you understand is that when you hurt the woman who means the world to you, leaving her behind will never be a solution. Leaving will not simply solve anything. Yes, you might have hurt her, but leaving her again after many years you left her because you committed another mistake? Bro, grow up! Leaving her for the second time will not make her forgive you!" I was struck big time by what Vandyke said. D*mn him for hitting the point and for lecturing me about things I should
"What? Your problem is Dencel and probably not me!" Vandyke defended himself. Gradually, I get to be close to Irryn again and I was able to make her heart beat for me as it did when we were younger. I know and I am positive that I have regained her love for me which she denied on the first days of our encounter after seven long years of being away from each other. I made everything to make her smile, laugh, and genuinely be happy again. At least, I had to cope with her the times and the years she was yearning in loneliness when I needed to live on my own. I saw love in her eyes once more, especially when we married and we get to live under the same roof. Now, I couldn’t help but hate myself for what I did to her. I let my aggressive emotions take me—my jealousy and insecurities, and my over-possessiveness towards her. Those things made me lose her once more, and there’s no guarantee that she can still forgive me for all the things that I’ve done. No matter how much I try to please
I stayed in Davao to end my contract as a lowkey contract Engineer with the company I worked for. I had just finished the contract when aunt Fidelia called me, crying that she told me about daddy's real health condition, so I was sent home completely in no time. I found out that dad actually had a heart illness, and he needed an operation right away, according to our physician. But the stubbornness of Alanson Lamont did not want to undergo the operation. He said he didn't want to because he was old, but I knew the truth that he was just afraid of the operation and its process and the possible outcome. “What if it would fail? What if it wouldn’t turn out to be successful? What if I still get sick? There's no use for operation!" Dad's words were always his litany as excuses not to go through a heart operation which was required for him to undergo to prolong his life. "Dad! You won't get anywhere better if that's how you constantly think if that's how you always act immaturely and if t
"Dad ..." When we finally ran into one another once more after so long, I almost couldn't believe it. "Zack son!" Daddy was emotional when he grabbed me with a hug. "Dad!" I couldn't contain my tears when I hugged him, too. "Dad, I'm sorry!" "I'm sorry too, son. I'm sorry." When the emotional reconnection was through, I brought him to my rented house. "How did you know I'm living here in Davao, dad?" "I had investigators on hand. Even throughout your first year in Davao, I kept an eye on you. I apologize if I did something like that behind your back but I simply worry a lot. Despite the distance between us, as your father, I felt it was my responsibility to check in on your well-being and make sure you were holding strong." I was surprised. "You had me watched and followed all this time?" He nodded gently. "As I said, I had to make sure you were living fine. When you graduated, I wanted to go to you. When you first got a job as an Engineer, I really wanted to go but I wasn't co
I just came back to my senses that hurting Irryn was not actually an enjoyable thing especially when I tried to assault her in the restroom. That day Anya caught me kissing another woman and I blamed Irryn for it. The truth was, I was not really hurt by the thought that Anya dumped me, I guessed it was my ego that has been hurt. I was also planning to admit to Anya the truth then, that I really don't like her and she is more deserving of others who will really love her wholeheartedly because I can't do that to her for I am always aware that I love someone else… From that moment, I finally let Irryn enter my heart completely, I know in myself that I have also admitted the long-held fact that I really like her. That I love her, romantically. I couldn’t accept her being a sister to me because I wanted more than that. I don't want to be her brother because I want more than sibling attachment to her. No matter how much we deny ourselves, hiding our feelings even when we finally get along