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Chapter 89. I miss her
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Andrian pov My father’s eyes flared with pure rage. The next slap was so hard that my head snapped to the side. “You disgust me” he scowled He held up his hand, stopping me from apologizing. Before I could react, he brought out the almost faded photograph of my mother. It's her only property that I have managed to keep when my father was cleansing her from our lives. Hence my nervousness. “You are the heir , my seed that will inherit all this wealth. But you are ungrateful, after all I have done for you. You still disobeyed me to keep this, this abomination. He was talking about the picture. “She is my mother…” “She is a slut, a weak and stupid woman who killed herself.” My father screamed in the little basement. “Don't ever call her a slut again” I warned, already seeing red for him disgracing my mother. “You dare talk to me…” “My mother didn't kill herself, you killed her, you are a murderer, and a manipulative bastard” There was a pregnant silence following my rants.
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