Just looked at Baekmyo's house from afar made my heart flutter. I felt like I just want to turn around, wherever as long as I didn't go to that house. After the tragic events of that night I tried to avoid Baekmyo at various times.
Fear and shame. I was so sorry I kissed that guy first. No, that was not exactly a kiss. I just put my lips on top of him. No movement whatsoever. Besides, I didn't know how to kiss properly.
But still embarrassing! Stupid... I felt like crying out loud.
Baekmyo's house was dark. That means he was not home yet. I could feel a little more relieved. I could enter quietly and go to my room without sneaking around like a thief. I've been hiding from Baekmyo for more than a week like this. Even though it was been a long time, I still have a hard time forgetting my embarrassing actions. Could I just disappear like steamed rice?
I also cleaned the house at 03.00 am then made breakfast. Before Baekmyo came down I have to go to work
That voice again. I couldn't close my eyes in peace. Shadows continued to be seen on the floor in front of the door. It seemed that the person was pacing in front of Dongju's infirmary. Who?Without thinking I opened the door and walked out of the room. I looked at the right and left side of this deserted hallway, it was still too early for people to move, there was no one here except..."Mmpt!" I screamed when suddenly my mouth was silenced by someone from behind me.I didn't know who did it but I was sure the person behind me was the one with the same intentions as back then. Want to kill me or kidnap me. Suddenly fear enveloped me so I didn't know what else to do but rebel. This person was trying to take me away from Dongju's treatment room."Mmmpptt! Mmmppttt!" I screamed as loud as I could even though the only thing that came out was a small moan, hoping that someone would hear me and help me."Shut up! If you fight I won't hesitate to hurt yo
After made sure Dongju had dinner, took medicine and slept, I returned home. Baekmyo's house. At the hospital I had completely forgotten about the kiss, but when I got home the memory was like a thousand arrows stuck in my head.My cell phone was off. I didn't know what calls or messages came in. It was getting late, it seemed Baekmyo was still on a date with his beloved lover. I thought this time I would be safe.The house lights were dark. I wanted to believe that Baekmyo wasn't home yet, but my conscience doubted that. Sometimes Baekmyo suddenly appears like a pimple. Creepy and frustrating.I turned the key carefully, as soon as I entered the house I sneaked straight into the kitchen, turning on the light without turning on the living room light. I want to drink and cook noodles. I was very hungry. Looks like Baekmyo really wasn't home, it was useless I was afraid."Where have you been? You forgot you had a house?" I was surprised when Baekmyo suddenl
It was still 06.00 and I have to go to the hospital to deliver food. I smeared some lip tint on the surface of my lips and then I took the bag that I hung behind the door.I have to leave before Baekmyo woke up. He woke up a bit late on a day off, so I was not in too much of a hurry. I have prepared breakfast on the table and I have cleaned the house. This time he wouldn't nag anymore.Clack!I opened my bedroom door and I was very surprised to see Baekmyo standing right in front of my room. Since when was he there? He looked at me expressionlessly with his arms crossed. I swear I was shocked. He should still be lying on the bed."Why are you surprised?" he said sarcastically. And yes, I was surprised. What did it look like on my face?"What is wrong?""You're this kind of person, aren't you? Loser.""What?" What the hell was he called me a loser?"After kissing me without my permission you avoided me for a week. After
Ahhh... it was so hot today. I reached into my jacket pocket to see how much money was there. At least this was enough to buy a drink at the mini market. After taking out the trash I went to the mini market near my house and bought a bottle of mineral water. Actually a bottle of orange juice was more refreshing on this hot afternoon, but I wanted to buy something else too. Afraid I didn't have enough money."Thank you!" said the cashier."You're welcome!" I replied.I was carrying a plastic bag containing two ice creams and a snack, my other hand holding a drink bottle. It was still noon, wasn't it? I want to go for a walk in the park near my house. Anyway, my homework was done.I turned towards the park near the kindergarten, there I knew a comfortable place to relax. Usually many people play there with their children. Sometimes there were some elderly people sitting around watching the children play."Ah! Mmmpppt!" I screamed when suddenly someon
As I suspected. It was all her doing, but... for what? We didn't have any business anymore. I have given this mansion inherited from my father to her as well as father's company which was inherited by Dongju, she took it."Auntie..." My voice really choked. I shouldn't have been this surprised, but in fact I was really surprised who the 'boss' was.The woman smiled mysteriously then walked closer to me. I saw that the high heels were the latest shoes from the BBH brand belonging to the HK Group. That design... didn't designer Joe design it? Who said I plagiarized and spread it on the internet?If the design already belongs to another company and was detrimental to the HK Group, how come the shoes were now labeled BBH? Not another brand."Are you surprised?" asked Auntie Kim in a happy but sarcastic tone.I was surprised by your shoes, not your presence.The woman smiled again, a sly smile. "You... how are you, my stepdaughter?" the greeting
After being slapped so hard and getting several blows in the face, I was sent home by Auntie Kim without being given anything to eat or drink. Came to be picked up and not delivered. I was very hungry and my body felt powerless. My throat felt parched.I got on the bus in a terrible state. Slightly disheveled appearance with small wounds on the face. Almost everyone on the bus looked at me with pity and suspicion.Hungry and thirsty, I was reminded of the two ice creams and snacks I bought yesterday. Where did you go? My stomach keep begging to be filled. But there was nothing to eat.However, more than that, I was very surprised by what Auntie Kim had told me earlier. About Baekmyo who made me suffer, my position was revoked and accused of plagiarism, also the shoes that Auntie Kim was wearing earlier. I didn't expect Baekmyo to do such a despicable thing.It was a very cruel act.It turns out that Baekmyo himself set me up. I was not surprised th
"Looks like Noona's house is big. Are you sure it's just a rooftop house?" Dongju looks scrutinized behind me.Suddenly I realized, he must not know that I live in a house as luxurious as this. I quickly shifted my phone so that what was visible on the screen was only my face."Oh yeah, when you can go home, I'd like to resign and we'll live somewhere else more comfortable," I diverted."What? Why? You have a serious problem?""No...don't overdo it! I just want to live quietly with you and enjoy the new atmosphere.""Noona...""I will prepare a lot of money. I will collect all my money, later we will find a job near our new place of residence.""Noona?""Hm?"""Are...are you okay? Is something bothering you? Don't lie!""Aish, I told you I'm fine."He was always sensitive, but I always tried to cover up. Dongju has just recovered, I didn't want to burden his mind any more
"Pharmacy." Stupid, I missed it. I immediately hid the package I was carrying afraid Baekmyo could see the contents even though it was vague."Pharmacy?""Y-yes, I bought a stomach ache medicine.""Oh, don't forget to turn off the lights!""Yes.""Yongju!""Yes?" Suddenly I was struck with fear and panic when Baekmyo called me. Why was I here? Act like you have nothing to hide!"Your face... is it okay?""What?""Didn't you have a lot of wounds yesterday? May I know why your face is like that?"My face? Oops, what else did I have to say? "It's... just a minor cut from falling off the bike, it's fine now.""Bike?""Yeah, when I went to my friend's house I...""Quickly turn off the lights!" interrupted the man as if he was lazy to hear my story.Damn, I was dying of lice he made."Many reasons!" Baekmyo grumbled faintly in my ears.I tried to hold my mouth so as not to reply
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying. I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode. Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person. "It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in. Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
"Oppa... what's wrong with you? Why do you call me like that?" At this rate Shela looks like a normal human. "Haeyeon, you know right? I used to tell you that... love and mate won't go anywhere. We've been through a lot, you should understand that we weren't meant to be together. One day you'll find out. someone you really love," Baekmyo said at length. "Oppa..." "It is not my child and you know very well it is not my child but Hong Kangmin's child. Remember, he loves you very much and you deserve to be loved. So... stop feeling alone. You have many people who love you. There is your mother, your cousin, Hong Kangmin and. .. you see there?" Baekmyo turns to look at me with a smile. "She's one of those people who wants you to be happy. She doesn't hate you. Look, she's standing in this room, do you think she deserves your hate?" I see Shela stares at me for a long time with a calmer expression. She looks confused. Suddenly her tears f
Several months pass. The seasons have changed. I'm eight months pregnant and my stomach has grown. Baekmyo and I have been through a lot. Especially Baekmyo, for about three months he suffered. It's a pain, but it's so funny. Sympathetic pregnancy. It doesn't feel like time has passed quickly. My stomach feels heavier as if I am pocketing something in my stomach. However, my feelings grew extraordinary. Day by day feels more and more thrilling. When we did the USG, the doctor said it was a boy. I can't wait for it. Little Baekmyo, he must be very cute like his father. Today I take Baekmyo somewhere. Actually he balks, but in the end I manage to persuade him. Melting his heart is actually easy, but for that one... it's really hard. Inside the car it is a little... cold. Baekmyo exudes a cold air because he's actually angry I take him to that place. It's nothing, ever since I hear the news... for some reason my heart immediately pinched. Maybe it's because we'r
I arrive downstairs and greet my mother-in-law and hug her. "I'm doing the laundry, Mom," I explained. "laundry? Let your husband do it! You're pregnant, my God!" Sometimes I don't understand. What do people like my mother-in-law feel like? Baekmyo is her biological son, but my mother-in-law always treats me very well. I'm so grateful to have her. "Well, daddy brought a lot of meat! I know you like meat!" Suddenly my father-in-law appeared carrying a lot of carry-ons. "Dad why are you carrying heavy things like this?" I want to help him but my mother-in-law immediately stop me on the grounds that I am pregnant. "Your Dad is still strong!" said my father-in-law with a smile. My father-in-law takes all the packages to the kitchen. I don't know what they carry but... this looks like a month's worth of shopping. "Baekmyo will be home soon, right? Mom will cook for you, you just stay here!" my mother-in-law said. "Mom, how c
"Hah?" I howl in surprise. "I'm pregnant why do you have cravings? Are you delirious?" "Earlier my mother called me and asked how I was. Mother said I had an sympathetic pregnancy. Because of that I was nauseous and even my back hurt. I also have cravings like pregnant people. My father used to experience it when my mother was pregnant with me," he explained with his face still covered by his arms. . I am quiet. That seems to be true, I've heard of that too. But it's also funny if for example Baekmyo has cravings. Even a few days ago we did not notice the signs at all. I thought Baekmyo had a problem at work, but he's in a bad mood because of that? "Now how do you feel?" I asked. "Mixed together." I frown in confusion. "Are you nauseous?" "No." Baekmyo openes his eyes and loweres his arms from his face. He looks at me with a sad look. "I'm going to be a father. I'm going to have other responsibilities besides you." Baekmyo sits up and