Baekmyo smile again. A smile of relief mix with happiness. "I'm glad that you trust me as your backrest. In the future, keep me as your backrest, hm? You have to rely on me," he said while stroking my cheek.
I am even more touched to hear that. My heart melt like a marshmallow that's heated until my tears melt too. I can't help but I want to hug Baekmyo.
"Why are you so sweet? I can't turn away from you especially let you go," I said in the midst of my happiness tears.
Baekmyo chuckle as he pats my back gently. "That's my goal," he replied with a small chuckle that make me even more furious. "I want you can't let me go. I'm going to make you unable to see any other man besides me."
I chuckle a little, then let go of the hug. "Seeing the wound on your face, it makes me want to kill those who hurt you," I said.
"You said killing wasn't the right choice. What is this? Words don't match deeds."
"That's because I'm so upset."
Baekmy
I throw my phone on the bed so Baekmyo knows what's on the screen. Even Baekmyo just wake up and still on the bed. His hair is a little mess up and his face is puffy, he almost jump to see what is on my phone screen. Photo of him and Shela. Is it worth seeing? Isn't he very shy? "Tch, no need to be surprised like that," I sneered. "Yongju, I didn't do it!" Baekmyo denies panicking. "Oh yeah?" I crouch beside the bed and put on a cynical and angry face. Baekmyo immediately gets up from the bed. His sleepiness disappears immediately even though his face still looks swollen. He approach me. I dodge when he tries to touch me. I feel so disgusted. "Since when?" I said coldly. Baekmyo tries to touch me, I dodge again. He looks frustrated. "Yongju, listen to me!" Baekmyo replied in a pleading voice. "Tell me until I believe you!" I challenge with an angry face. Baekmyp tries to touch me again. I dodged
Ding dong!The doorbell rings. Baekmyo and I are eating together in silence since a few minutes ago. Baekmyo immediately rushs forward.Who comes home at this time of night?"Fuck!""Ah!"I am shocked, I heard Dongju swear outside and Baekmyo screamed in pain. I rush forward and see Baekmyo had fallen on the floor holding his face. Dongju stands in front of him with an angry face."What is this?" I asked panicked and shocked half to death. "Dongju!""Let me give him a punishment, Noona," said Dongju. "He's a shameless bastard! A swindler! After bringing you to his house, now he wants to marry another woman!"Without a word, Dongju grabs Baekmyo's shirt by the neck, then gives Baekmyo a few punches on his smooth face.Hit!Hit!Hit!"Dongju!" I shouted. I am confused about what to do to break them up, finally I can only scream hysterically and ask Dongju to
My heart almost jump from its place when I see Baekmyo already standing behind me. Since when is he here? Oh my God, how shocked I am! He is like a ghost, suddenly appear. Sometimes he's so scary.We both froze. No one make a sound. Baekmyo looks at me with a deep eyes, make my face erode little by little. I don't dare look into his eyes or his face, I can only look straight at his neck and shoulders as an outlet."Can't we talk for a minute?" said the man in a painful tone. My heart beats hearing it."Say it quickly!" I replied coldly. I try so hard to look like I don't care about him."In the our room.""What?""Let's talk in the our room."He turns to walk in front of me. My heart is beating wildly. What's up this time?-o0o-Baekmyo looks frustrated in front of me because I don't want to be touched by him one bit. He seems uncomfortable with my treatment to him. We sit across from each other on the bed with our legs
In the afternoon I am still at a restaurant. The Chinese restaurant I've been to with Director Ahn. I don't know why I really want to come here. Besides the place is comfortable, the food here is also very good. Since I'm not very hungry, I just order a snack and avocado juice. I've finished two glasses of avocado juice. Now I'm facing strawberry juice. My mind is a little calmer. Hearing the sound of the water flowing in the fish pond make me feel relaxed. Shades of green make my eyes feel like they are being pampered. My gaze suddenly fall towards the entrance of the restaurant. Shela. It's Shela entering the restaurant with Director Ahn. I immediately take the sunglasses on the table and put them on as soon as possible before they see me. The two of them approach a man I don't know, that man is sitting alone not too far from me. Just a few meters from me. I cover my face with the menu book like I am reading then I reach my phone. Who knows
Three days later.Detective Nam takes a sip of his coffee then returns his focus to me. This man's face has aged and looks exhausted. He works so hard. Looks like I should give him more bonuses for working so hard to help me."I have a new information," he said with furrowed brows. That means he's serious. "The man named Hong Sangho you met is... not actually Hong Sangho.""What?" I am surprised. "So... I was pranked?""Madam, don't trust them too easily. People like them don't tell the truth easily.""Then who is that man? And what does that have to do with them?""That man is not Hong Sangho, his real name is Hong Kangmin. He is Shela's ex-boyfriend. They dated when Shela was still in Paris.""Ex-boyfriend? Wow, that's been quite a while. Then... what about the information Baekmyo asked for? You didn't tell him that I was also investigating, did you?""You don't have to worry about that. I also informed him of this and admitt
I take a deep breath and let it out roughly. I don't want to cry because of him at this time, maybe he's drunk so he's rambling. "Sleep well!" I said softly.I let go of Baekmyo's hand and stand up. Before I can stand up, Baekmyo pull my wrist back, holding me in his arms.My cheek touchs Baekmyo's half-open chest. Thrilling. I can't move. Even I can hear Baekmyo's heartbeat quite clearly.What is this flutter for me? Or for others? Why is he so evil? This man, he has made me soar so high until I forgot myself, the moment I have confessed my feelings — suddenly knocked me down with one throw. Very hurt. This broke my heart which is already fragile because of him."Can't you just trust me?" Baekmyo said in a hurt tone. "I only love you now. There's nothing else. I was framed. I was framed..." He mumbled again.My eyes glaze over. And then I get up pushing Baekmyo. "Go to sleep, you're drunk." Even my voice trembled saying it. No. Don't cry her
"Sure. Even if you know..." Detective Nam looks down as if he's worried about something. "Your husband still feels that Shela's pregnancy is his. It seems... such thoughts have been stuck in his brain. In fact, he almost gave up because of this problem."My shoulders go limp. Honestly I'm worried. It's not like the Byun Baekmyo who I know. He's not that type of person. He's a tough guy and always thinks rationally. What's with him? Did Shela threaten him again? Oh my god, my head is about to explode thinking about this."Alright, let's just do the rest. We have to get some information from Hong Kangmin."...It's 12.00 am and he hasn't come yet. Even though we made an appointment at 11.00 am. Is he one of this person? Person who not keep the promise?I suck up the remaining lemon tea until it is gone. I don't know how many glasses I drank. My stomach is full before lunch time. At this rate I can skip my lunch."Miss?" Someone called
After I finish it, I immediately take Baekmyo's t-shirt from the walk-in closet. I see this man's belt is still wrap around his waist. He will not be comfortable if sleep wearing a belt. I almost touch the belt, my heart suddenly hesitated. Is it okay like this? I am confused myself, between take it off or just let it. Baekmyo suddenly gets up. I am so shocked and then I jump back. His eyes open slightly and then look at me sadly. Suddenly he get out of bed and run to the bathroom. "Oowekk! Oowekk!" He pukes. Who told you to drink like a thirsty dog? Baekmyo comes out of the bathroom in a powerless state after spitting up his stomach contents. He walks over to me who still sit on the bed. Messy hair and shirtless. Even the top of his underwear is slightly visible at the waist area. Oh, it turns out the belt has been removed. Oh my god, this human really looks... Baekmyo climbs into bed. He sits cross-legged. H
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying. I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode. Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person. "It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in. Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
"Oppa... what's wrong with you? Why do you call me like that?" At this rate Shela looks like a normal human. "Haeyeon, you know right? I used to tell you that... love and mate won't go anywhere. We've been through a lot, you should understand that we weren't meant to be together. One day you'll find out. someone you really love," Baekmyo said at length. "Oppa..." "It is not my child and you know very well it is not my child but Hong Kangmin's child. Remember, he loves you very much and you deserve to be loved. So... stop feeling alone. You have many people who love you. There is your mother, your cousin, Hong Kangmin and. .. you see there?" Baekmyo turns to look at me with a smile. "She's one of those people who wants you to be happy. She doesn't hate you. Look, she's standing in this room, do you think she deserves your hate?" I see Shela stares at me for a long time with a calmer expression. She looks confused. Suddenly her tears f
Several months pass. The seasons have changed. I'm eight months pregnant and my stomach has grown. Baekmyo and I have been through a lot. Especially Baekmyo, for about three months he suffered. It's a pain, but it's so funny. Sympathetic pregnancy. It doesn't feel like time has passed quickly. My stomach feels heavier as if I am pocketing something in my stomach. However, my feelings grew extraordinary. Day by day feels more and more thrilling. When we did the USG, the doctor said it was a boy. I can't wait for it. Little Baekmyo, he must be very cute like his father. Today I take Baekmyo somewhere. Actually he balks, but in the end I manage to persuade him. Melting his heart is actually easy, but for that one... it's really hard. Inside the car it is a little... cold. Baekmyo exudes a cold air because he's actually angry I take him to that place. It's nothing, ever since I hear the news... for some reason my heart immediately pinched. Maybe it's because we'r
I arrive downstairs and greet my mother-in-law and hug her. "I'm doing the laundry, Mom," I explained. "laundry? Let your husband do it! You're pregnant, my God!" Sometimes I don't understand. What do people like my mother-in-law feel like? Baekmyo is her biological son, but my mother-in-law always treats me very well. I'm so grateful to have her. "Well, daddy brought a lot of meat! I know you like meat!" Suddenly my father-in-law appeared carrying a lot of carry-ons. "Dad why are you carrying heavy things like this?" I want to help him but my mother-in-law immediately stop me on the grounds that I am pregnant. "Your Dad is still strong!" said my father-in-law with a smile. My father-in-law takes all the packages to the kitchen. I don't know what they carry but... this looks like a month's worth of shopping. "Baekmyo will be home soon, right? Mom will cook for you, you just stay here!" my mother-in-law said. "Mom, how c
"Hah?" I howl in surprise. "I'm pregnant why do you have cravings? Are you delirious?" "Earlier my mother called me and asked how I was. Mother said I had an sympathetic pregnancy. Because of that I was nauseous and even my back hurt. I also have cravings like pregnant people. My father used to experience it when my mother was pregnant with me," he explained with his face still covered by his arms. . I am quiet. That seems to be true, I've heard of that too. But it's also funny if for example Baekmyo has cravings. Even a few days ago we did not notice the signs at all. I thought Baekmyo had a problem at work, but he's in a bad mood because of that? "Now how do you feel?" I asked. "Mixed together." I frown in confusion. "Are you nauseous?" "No." Baekmyo openes his eyes and loweres his arms from his face. He looks at me with a sad look. "I'm going to be a father. I'm going to have other responsibilities besides you." Baekmyo sits up and