Tumingin ako kay Kalle, saktong paglingon niya sakin. His face is blank, hindi ko mabasa ang mukha niya. Binaling ko ang tingin kay Jane. She's staring at me. She look kind pero ako hindi ako kind.
"You can take a seat anywhere you want." I said stern to them. Saka ko hinawakan sa may siko si Trevor at hinila siya at binilisan ang lakad. Nagpatinaod naman sakin si Trev. Hinila ko siya sa pwesto ko kanina, sa bandang sulok kung saan walang masyadong tao.
Our living room is wide, they decorated it for this party. Kaya naman hindi na siya mukhang sala parang venue talaga for parties. Round tall tables are everywhere, ang ilan ay sinadyang hindi nilagyan ng upuan. Some party light are flashing. And it's formal and not that lively dahil matanda na ang may birthday. My father is strict at ganito siya talaga magpaparty. Business is included in his parties.
Nagulat ako nang pagkalingon ay nakasunod pala samin ang dalawa. Nakita ni Kal
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She have Trevor who's in love with her and she'll be married to Kalle. Ang swerte niya sa dalawa. Ang swerte niya may nagmamahal sa kanya. She's lucky she have Trev, who lkve her. Samantalang ako hindi ako mahal ni Kalle. Hindi niya ako nagawang mahalin kahit pa mag-iisang taon kaming magkasama. Nakaramdam ako ng pait. At dahil doon ay hindi ko namalayan na marami na ako naiinom. Nabigla nalang din ako nasa tabi ko si Trev kinakausap ng mga pinsan ko. Hindi ako umiimik o nakikisali sa usapan. Basta umiinom lang ako. I don't care if I'll get drunk. Mas mabuti na 'yon para makalimot ako. I saw Kalle and Jane both stood up from their seat. Nakita ko kung paano alalayan ni Kalle si Jane papunta sa kung saan. Are they leaving? Or he'll help her go to the restroom? Ano? Gagawin din sa loob ng banyo ang ginagawa naming dalawa noon? Nilagok ko ng isahan ang laman ng isang basong puno ng beer. Trevor warned me kanina, na napapadami na ang ino
"Ako na." Matigas niyang sabi. "I know where her father is. It'll be easier if she'll come with me." Hindi ko narinig magsalita si Trev. Baka pumayag na. He glance at me, suplado parin ang mukha. "Let's go." He said stern at balak ng hilain ako palakad. "Hindi pa ako pumayag." Malamig kong sabi saka lumayo ng bahagya sa kanya. Bumuntong hininga siya at pumikit sandali. "Come on, Quiva don't be stubborn. I'll just take you to your father." He said impatient, mukhang naiinis na. Hindi nalang ako umimik at naglakad na. I felt his hold on my elbow. Tumigil ako sa paglalakad at tinabig ang kamay niya. "You can take me there without touching me." Suplada kong sabi nakatitig ng matalim sa kanya. "You let my brother hug you but you can't let me hold you? I'm just helping you out." Kung masungit ako mas masungit siya. Magkapatid nga sila hindi ko sila matalo sa asara
"You said you only have one girl, and Trevor should stop making me think you have other girl." I continued saying. Pinapanood niya ako. Tahimik na nakikinig. "But what's this? You said you only have me but why are you kissing Jane?" Pumiyok ang boses ko and a tear fell from my eye. Tangina ang sakit. Nangyari nanaman ang nangyari sakin noon. I witnessed when Wayne was cheating on me, how he f*cking f*cked that girl! I witnessed how Kalle was fine, how he accepted Jane as his fiancee. I witnessed how nice he is to her, and now I witnessed him kiss her. Hiningi ko noon na isang bagsakan nalang ang sakit ano nanaman ito? He didn't talk for a few seconds, mukha siyang nag-iisip ng malalim. And then he suddenly walked towards me so fast. Umurong ako sa bawat hakbang niya. Galit ako sayo. Ayokong hawakan niya ako. "Is that why you're mad? I didn't kiss her. I didn't kiss Jane." Pag-alo n
Once again, I stilled and my chest feels like it has a ticking bomb inside, parang sasabog iyon. I don't know if he can feel it, pero sana hindi. "Ghad, I miss my baby." He said huskily. Akala ko mahihimatay ako dahil sa pagwawala ng puso ko. How I long for his hug. Miss na miss kong marinig na tawagin niya ako ng 'baby'. A tear left my eye, dumami iyon nang marinig ang susunod niyang sinabi. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry." He said it so sincere, I even think that he's crying. Hindi ko alan kung umiiyak nga ba siya talaga. But his voice is shaking. Ayokong maging marupok. Ayokong maging mahina para sa kanya. Pero kahit na hindi ako sigurado kung para saan ang mga sorry niya, niyakap ko siya pabalik. Ghad! Sobrang miss ko siya. I dreamed of this everyday. I missed his touch. I miss feeling the heat of his body. His smell, his voice, his beautiful face, everything about him. Hindi ko na nap
He's on top of me. Kanina pa siya tahimik, he is just staring intently at me. Ang isang siko ay nakatukod sa bed para maangat ang sarili at hindi ako madaganan. He used his right hand to touch my face. Kinilabutan ako dahil doon. He gently caressed my face, palipat-lipat ang mga mata, nililibot ang tingin sa buong mukha ko. I saw how he gulped and gritted his teeth. Nang magtama uli ang mga mata namin ay nalunod ulit ako. "Ano? Titigan mo nalang ba ako?" Suplada kong sabi. Ilang minuto na siyang ganito. I'm trying to make him say or do something dahil ayoko na ganitong tahimik lang siya at tinititigan ako ng ganito. Like I'm the most beautiful girl he have ever seen. Ganon kasi ang klase ng tingin niya, or maybe I'm just assuming because I know to my self, I want to be the most beautiful girl in his eyes. "I'm sorry." He said like a whisper. Kumabog ang puso ko, nagwala lalo. "Para saan ang mga sorry mo?"
I was panting, and still catching my breath while he's kissing my neck again. Nairita ako sa buhok niya. I felt his sweat on his forehead. Tinulak ko siya para matignan ang mukha. Sumasagabal ang ilang hibla ng buhok. His hair is longer than before kaya ngayon ay sumasagabal na. "Istorbo buhok mo." I said a bit irritated and push him away on top of me. He layed beside me and watch me reach for the drawer beside the bed and took out a rubber band. Kahit nanginginig pa ang tuhod ko dahil sa ginawa niya ay umupo ako. Hindi pa nakuntento at pumatong sa kanya. Umupo sa lap niya. He sat, he knew what I am planning to do. I ponytailed his hair, pawis na pawis kaming dalawa. He grab one rubber band from my hand and ponytail my hair too. Lumakas lalo ang kabog ng dibdib ko dahil sa ginagawa namin. Fuck! Kinikilig yata ako. Nauna siyang matapos sa pag-ipit sa buhok ko. Hinahalik-halikan niya ako habang iniipit ko parin ang
Nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang malaman na hindi nila alam na kasama ko sa kwarto ko kagabi si Nicholas. We are eating lunch now. Nakasabay pa ako. Busy akong kumakain at iniinda parin ang sakit ng ulo ko nang biglang magsalita ang ama ko. "Kailan niyo pag-uusapan ni Trevor ang tungkol sa kasal niyo, Quiva? Your graduation is near, we should plan your marriage soon." He said stern and took a bite of his steak. Nasamid ako dahil sa biglaang pag-open niya doon. "I don't know." I answered calmly. I know he's watching me. "Nicholas and Jane already talked about their plan on their marriage this morning." For the second time nasamid uli ako. But I didn't felt the pain on my throat or in my nose. I felt in my chest, in my heart. My heart hurts and my head aches even more. "W-what?" I asked nervously, what he said isn't registering in my mind. "Franc
He held my arm, huminga ng malalim. And looked at me with tired eyes. "I waited for you for hours and this is what I'll receive from you?" He asked, ang mukha niya ay pagod, mukhang hindi pa natulog at namumutla. His hair is so messy maging ang kanyang suot na damit. "Tell me what's wrong why are you mad again?" He asked calmly. Napalunok ako ng laway. Matapos ko siyang sigawan at ihagis sa mukha niya ang singsing kalmado parin siya? "Don't act like you don't know why I'm acting like this." Malamig kong sabi. Inaagaw ko ang braso ko mula sa hawak niya pero hindi niya ako pinapakawalan. "It's so easy for you to get mad at me." He said sadly. I saw pain in his eyes. Natahimik ako. Nakokonsensya. "That ring... You're just gonna throw it like that?" Mas lalo kong nakita ang sakit sa mga mata niya. "And it's so easy for you to say to me that you're going to marry my brother. Y