Monday came and I never felt so nervous going to school. It's only now that I got nervous like this. What’s worse is I don’t know what kind of nervousness I’m feeling. Am I nervous because I'm scared? Or am I nervous because I'm excited? F*ck, I don't know. Maybe I'll know when Sir Nicholas and I meet. I also don’t know if I want to see him or not.
I'm torn!
I was embarrassed because of what had happened and afraid to see him because I was afraid that something else might happen again and its much
He pulled me by the waist so I could come closer to him. He groaned as he was having a hard time pulling my jeans down. My V line and my panty was revealed. I raised both hands on the table and lifted my ass so he could pull it down. He pulled it down successfully. When it was completely removed from my body he just threw it to the side."Oh God!" I moaned when he cupped me down there. He kissed me again on the neck down to my tummy. I stilled when he went lower. He pushed me slightly to lie down on the table and propped my foot on the end of the table."Ahh!" I moaned when he drew circles on my clit. He pressed it harder and faster. I bit my lip so hard and arched. My elbow is now resting on the table.I got nervous onwhat he's planning. He easily removed my underwear. Quickly went back to kissing me. He was crouching, watching me almost lying on the table. "Wait." I moaned when I noticed him going lower. His face was already on my stomach and he wa
"Fuck! We didn't use condom!" I said in panic.Putangina! Why didn't I remember that?! We didn't used protection. We should thought about that first!"What we did was safe. I didn't release it inside you." He said in a calm voice. He pulled me again and let me lean my head on the side of his neck.I still feel drained and I'm a bit sleepy. I felt exhausted, I damn came thrice! It's acceptable that I'm failing now. "We should fix our self." I said when I noticed that we aren't wearing any clothes yet. His damn erection is poking on my belly."Rest for a minute." He said."What if someone came in?" I asked. Went hysterical at that thought. We are both naked, only stupid would not think we just had sex."The door is locked, Quiva." I turned silent. Let my self rest for a while. Gradually come to mind. What did I just do? Why didn't I stop him? He fucking entered me, I never let anyone go to that extent. We just had
I thought dreams doesn't happen in reality. They say your dream is the opposite of what will happen. But shit, am I lucky? 'Cause my dreams happened in reality.I just wore a robe after taking a shower. I went straight to the kitchen because I felt hungry. I didn't had dinner yet.I just ordered food delivery. I can't cook, my body hurts. Morning came and I woke up again with my aching body. Should I just skip class? I suddenly remembered that my absences were becoming more frequent. I might fail a subject if I continue to be absent. Its only a year now, I won't be neglectful.I lazily fix my self and decided to attend my classes. So the result, I was lazily walking towords the classroom. My walk is slow and I'm barely wincing. Damn, I wish I didn't come in. I feel worst than someone who did wrestling."What happened to you, bruh?" I was slightly taken aback by the sudden appearance of Gina in front of me from a room. Maybe she flirted with &n
"You going?" Gina asked before we parted. I nod at her. "Goodluck." She said then waved leaving. I gulped at what she said. Goodluck really to me, bruh.I don’t know what will happen to me later. My legs are shaking. I went to the restroom first. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I look nervous. My cheeks are red.I brush my hair, it's just split in the middle and loose. My hair is naturally wavy, a bit brown, reaching to the bottom of my boobs.Many say that it's scary to look into my eyes. They said, its like im enticing them through my gaze. Well, I agree, I honestly like my eyes. I bit my lip, it turned red even more.Damn! Why am I checking my self? Am I beautifying myself at this moment? I stared at my clothes, I'm wearing a blouse, it's like a shirt but with buttons. I paired it with a denim pants and white sneakers. It was only now that I realized it was as if Sir Ni
He pushed me backwards. I couldn’t speak for I was short of breath from the tension and excitement I am feeling. There I am again following the heat I feel. When my butt hit the desk he attacked me with a hungry kiss. I groaned because of it. He grab my nape and pulled me closer, deepining the kiss. I can't do anything, I give myself in. I kissed him back, grab his shirt and pulled him closer. Even though I was already trapped in his body, we couldn't get satisfied with our closeness.He bit my lip making me open my mouth. He quickly inserted his tongue and travel the insides of my mouth. Our tongue battled. I felt the butterflies in my stomach going crazy. And my body starting to heat up He removed his hold on me. He was still kissing my lips but pulled away for a bit. He pulled his shirt up from his nape and just threw it somewhere. His hair got even messier. After he removed his shirt he went back to kissing me again."Hmp!" I moaned when h
He hugged me from the back for about few minutes. When our breathing became normal he went to his desk to get some wet wipes again and cleaned me. He wiped my back, ass and my pussy. Even he himself had some when he hugged me earlier.When he is done cleaning, he suddenly hugged me again. This time facing me. Omyghad! I exclaimed to myself. His body feels hot and his erection is poking me. My chest was glued to his chest. He buried his face in my neck."I'm tired." I honestly said. My knees are still shaking. He pulled away when I said that and stared at me. And then he suddenly walk away. He grab his boxer and quickly wear it. After that he walked over the sofa. He was fixing something in there.I gapped when I noticed what he was doing. Damn! It's a sofa bed. He laid it down and then came back in front of me."You have a sofa bed?" I said in disbelief . He looked at me, confused at my tone. He nodded, a bit frowning.I don't know if I
"Lover?" I asked, chuckling."We didn't just fuck, we made love. So I'm your lover. You're my lover." "Are you serious? That's so cheesy!" I said loudly and moved slightly away from him, laughing and pushing him away. "I was originally sweet." He said mischievously, then pulled me closer and pressed his face to my neck."Fuck! Oh, my goodness! You're not sweet," I stopped talking for a second. "You're rough!" I continued. I remember the way he held me with his hands on my neck. It's not really tight, but I felt him choking me a bit, but it didn't hurt me. He just held my neck."I'm sweet." He pushed. "What are we really? You're asking me to take pills, and that means we're going to have sex again.""I told you, I'm your lover." "Lover in bed?""Yes."Fuck that! "I honestly don't know you at all. I only know your name. I don't even know how old you are or if you're single. Wait. Yo
"Have you tried having a lover? I mean, uhm- your relationship is just pure sex, there's no feelings attached?" I asked Gina. She had this weird expression when she looked at me. "Bruh, I flirt with boys, but you know, this one is still a virgin. Never been tasted, never been entered." I heave a sigh. Right. She's still a virgin, so for sure she has no experience and knows nothing about what I'm asking. I've been thinking about this for a few days. Should I agree? I have never tried to have a relationship like that. My past relationship was serious. Its just that, I was serious with a simp, why our relationship turned foolish. Me and Sir Nicholas already had sex twice. There's no sense for me to play hard to get. The only thing that's bothering me, is his career and also mine. We're dead once we get caught. I don't want to tarnish his image and I especially don't want his license as a teacher to be revoked. And damn, am I that low? Will I be
QUIVA"Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turningCould I love you any more?"I smiled ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know I will fall deeper to him after today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him.After all the challenges we've faced. For all the pain, resentment and anger caused by misunderstandings. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other but they didn't succeed and will never succeed. Nothing, no one can break us apart.I know we will face more challenges, bigger problems, but I also know we'll get through it.
QUIVA "She was my fiancee because my family knew her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not choose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. You are the one I want to marry.""What about your parents? Do they like me?""They will. They do.""They met me as Trev's fiancee. What will they think of me? I hid that we were in a relationship. And I got pregnant early. They might think I'm a flirt–""They don't think like that. And I already explained everything to them. I told them that we had a relationship before you and Trev met, and before we knew the truth.""I'm just worried. What if they don't like me for you?""Mom likes you for me. She wants us to be together."I stared at him carefully."I'm really close with our Mom. I always open up to her. And one thing I always tell her, is our story. I've told her about you before. Even before you two met in person. I didn't tell her your name
QUIVAA smile stretched on my lips when I remembered the conversation I had with my father earlier.We talked, just the two of us."Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, looking stern while staring at our garden."Yes, father." I answered certain. Even though I knew that he will let us marry, I still got nervous when he called me to talk alone."Are you going to be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring into my eyes.I break down. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front of me, has soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone."Yes." I cried.He nodded slightly. Looked sideways. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears?"Then I have no reason to oppose."I then totally broke down in tears."Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a small smile.I ran to him to embrace him. He hugged me back, so I cried harder."Thank you." I said crying. I feel him stroking my hair."Anything for my daughter. A
THIRD PERSON POV "I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off."What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?""I'll talk to her parents.""Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?""Sir... I love your daughter.""Does my daughter love you too?"Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question."Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself in his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know."No answer?" Marius mockingly asked. Nicholas gaze stayed glued on the floor. Swimming the depths of his mind if Quiva does love him. They haven't told their true feelings for each other yet. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him. If she's ready to be in a relationship again."You don't have the answer?" Marius asked. Nicholas was apparently confused. He smirked."You don't know if my daughter loves you?" He taunts. Pressuring Nicholas further. Increasing the questions in his mind."If yo
QUIVA "Kalle?" I called him. I remember something from their conversation earlier."Hmm?" He answered."You talked to my father before?"He didn't answer right away. I could feel the loud beating heart so I raised my head to looked at him. He licked his lip, and gulp."Yes." He answered. It is I whose heart is pounding now."When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talk about?"He was about to answer but we both heard footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us."Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. I was astonished to see them used to his presence. I glance at Kalle, he is also surprised.Third Person POV"I recall, my brother never dreamed to become a professor. Why do I suddenly have a proffesor brother?" Trevor asked mischievously to his older brother. Nicholas smirked shaking his head. While pouring beer into their glasses."And why did you suddenly bought a school? What are you going to do there, Brother?"Nicholas
QUIVAMy mouth dropped, so as my heart. What the f*ck is this?! I told you so! This is what I fear! This is the reason why I want to run away from him! This is what I knew he would do! He will put Kalle in jail! He will be imprisoned!"You don't have to choose. Remember you promised me you'll stay with me forever. It's not too late to runaway, Kalle." I whispered to him, trying so hard not to let them hear what I said to him.He didn't answer me nor looked at me. They didn't cut their intense gaze at each othe."Kalle? Baby?" I tried to get his attention. I pulled his hand, pulled him towards me and almost grabbed his face just so he could look at me and listen to me."Leave my daughter? Or be imprisoned?" My father repeated. Tapping his fingers on the chair and shaking his feet."Kalle? You don't have to choose. Runaway with me like what we planned." I whispered to him. I kept trying to get his attention but he's not giving me any."I will not run away." He said low.I stilled. Stopp
QUIVAHis two men stayed. My shoulders dropped. He knows I was planning to run away."Calm down, Q. You're gonna be fine. Think about your baby. Don't panic, okay?" My sister said. Stayed here with me."How can I calm down?! He might do something to Kalle, or order him to do something out of his will!"She could only look at me."Hey... I'm going to be fine. We're going to be fine. Calm down. I'm not going to disappear. They can't take me away from you. Okay?""Let's go inside. So you can sit down." Said my sister. "First, you calm down. Have a rest then we'll go home. Nicholas take her inside.""Okay." Nicholas obeyed. He sat me down on the sofa. Didn't let go of my hand and eyes on me."You didn't check your phone. I warned you we were on our way!" She said bringing a glass of water for me.Kalle assited me in drinking even though I can do it by my own."I didn't know." I answered to my sister."Anyway, there's no use on lying right now. He already knows about the two of you. And do
QUIVAI swallowed hard. I look at him. His green eyes intently looking back at mine. In my head I asked him if he's sure. Is he really going to follow what I want? He didn't even hesitate at all in my decision. He read my mind."If that will make you feel better and safe. We'll runaway, but we'll come back. And promise me you'll let me talk to your father when time comes."Whenever he says he'll talk to my father I get nervous. I will never not going to be nervouss for that."Okay. I will.""Alright. Don't think about that post too much. Trev is now taking care of it.""Okay. We should start packing right now. We need to move fast. My father might be on his way, looking for us.""Alright baby. I'll get my things first, and call someone to prepare what we need. You take a rest."I nodded. He called someone to get the car ready. Then he contacted someone else to have a house cleaned up for our arrival. It seems like he's prepared. It's like he really prepared for our escape. Seeing how
QUIVAHe caressed my hand and looked at me intently. He was silent for a moment. I could see in his eyes that he was thinking deeply. I noticed that he still had a booger in his eye.Did he just wake up? Hasn't washed yet 'cause he was immediately greeted by a problem? Perhaps he couldn't even have time to drink water. I sighed to calm myself down.I'm hot headed right away its just morning. I still don't know what the problem is, yet I'm already in rage. "Who were you talking to?" I asked calmer. He kept looking into my eyes. He was still deep in thought. His mouth slightly open as if he wanted to say something but didn't."It's Trevor." He said huskily. Something is really going on."Tell me the problem. Before I become your problem because I will loss my cool if you don't tell me what I just heard."He laughed a little. I'm serious about that. If he won't explain for too long, I don't think I will be patient and cool, instead I would start yelling."I will, but let's have breakfa