Chapter One
HEAVY arms weighed Ava down as she woke up with the urge to pee. After struggling to escape, she turned to look at the person responsible.
Lucas was always a deep sleeper so even after Ava poked him on the arm and cheek several times, there was no response. She squirmed and tried to pry his arm off from stomach. They were lying on a small single bed so they were pretty close together. It wasn't that comfortable thus Ava always preferred Lucas' bed. He was on his front while Ava was on her back, staring at the ceiling, trying to hold in her pee.
He groaned. Finally a reaction! But then, pulled her closer so he was practically on top of her and his head was nuzzling her neck. "Lu Lu!" She whined, shaking his body, "I have to pee."
Reluctantly, Lucas released her from his hold, letting Ava jump out of bed and run into the bathroom. He always does like cuddling so Ava had to deal with this nearly every morning. They were best friends so being so affectionate wasn't weird for them. Ava was used to being around Lucas and vice versa. They're practically joined at the hip ever since Lucas saved Ava from falling off a tree.
She remembers the day but it isn't completely clear. It was 12 years ago that marked the start of their friendship.
Flashback
Ava's mother and father had taken them on a long car ride, apparently going to Disney Land. Next thing she knew, they were at a park. With no Mickey Mouse.
"You do it." Her mother told her father. She sounded persistent, not the usual loving voice she had.
Her father seemed stressed, running his hand through his brown hair and it appeared he hadn't shaved in days. He usually looked after himself well. "What do you expect me to do? We can't just leave her here! People will see her!" He stressed, while Ava held on tightly to his hand, looking at the exchange in words with no idea what was happening.
Looking around the area, it seemed her mother was lost for words until she looked up and her eyes widened. "Quick! Put her in the tree!" She pointed up at a collection of branches connected to the tree they were currently taking shade under.
Ava decided she wanted to go home. Her usually calm and collected parents were scaring her slightly. She tugged on her fathers arm bringing his attention to her with a frantic look in his eyes. "Go home?" Ava asked quietly.
"N-no princess." He picked her up and rested her on his hip like he always did. "We're going to play a game! Isn't that right mama?"
She saw her mother quickly nodded her head, her blonde curls flying everywhere, looking excited for this game. "Yes we are. You are going to climb that tree- "
"With the help of me." Her father interrupted when he saw the scared look on his precious daughters face.
"And then we will hide and come get you later. Sound fun? Yes! Let's do it."
This did not sound fun and she wanted to go home but her parents seemed like they wanted to play so she played along, even if they did like boring games.
Flashback ended
And that's how Ava found herself on a tree in a park without her parents. For the first few weeks, she thought her parents were still coming to get her but soon she gave up because admittedly, she liked her life with Lucas. After that, it didn't take long for her to realise her parents didn't love her. They abandoned a four year old alone in the park. Parents who love their child don't do that. But, she doesn't hold a grudge. If her parents never left, she would never have met her best friend whom she couldn't imagine life without.
Not much had changed since Lucas first found her. She was still shy and only ever completely comfortable around Lucas but she was getting better with strangers. Ava had grown obviously, but not as much as other sixteen year olds, seeing as many people towered over her. Her features where still the epitome of innocence, with big bambi eyes and small pouty lips. However, her hair had gotten darker slightly at the roots and her body developed with puberty to a nice, feminine figure. She often ran with Lucas too, both having a love for outdoors, which kept her in shape, despite all the desserts she loved to eat.
It was around 10 o'clock so she decided to take a shower. She was lucky. Most of the rooms didn't have ensuites but hers did. Lucas had arranged for her to have the very best room, considering she had to be put in the children's home. Of course he wanted her to stay with him but his father thought it would be best to stay in the children's home.
She didn't mind though. Lucas spends every moment with her so sleepovers weren't rare. He'd have to sneak in however, because it was against the rules but Miss Barnaby turns a blind eye. Occasionally, Ava would spend the night at Lucas' mansion and those were the best days.
The door opening brought her out of her thoughts. "Mornin' baby." Lucas greeted with his husky morning voice and then went to brush his teeth.
Luckily, the shower curtain was closed but even if it weren't, Lucas had seen everything anyway. He'd given her plenty of baths as a child and even growing up, if she were too tired to change, she'd demand Lucas do it before falling asleep.
"Good morning Lu Lu!" She chirped. It was a Sunday so that meant she could spend all day with Lucas. Then she realised what was happening tomorrow. "I'm going to miss you." She whispered, as she turned off the shower and reached for her towel.
Lucas passed it to her with the toothbrush in his mouth. He spat the foam out and said, "it's only a few hours and I'll text you between and during lessons. I'll call you at lunch too. Like how I normally do."
Today was the last day of spring break so Lucas had to go back to school tomorrow and Ava wasn't looking forward to it. "I know but I've gotten so used to spending every second with you. Now I won't be able to see you for hours." She explained unhappily.
When she wrapped herself in the fuzzy white towel and got out, Lucas wrapped his arms around her in a tight hug. "Now don't be sad little one." He placed a delicate kiss on the top of her hair. Pulling away he said, "go get dressed and then I'll take you out for some pancakes. 'K?"
Ava's mood instantly brightened at the sound of pancakes from her favourite cafe and ran back into her room to get changed.
"Don't run!" Lucas warned as he knew first hand how clumsy she was.
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While Ava got ready, Lucas had gone back to his house to get dressed and to get his car as he had walked to the children's home last night.
She heard a knock on her door, which she opened to reveal Marcus. He was one of the other children who lived here. Being seventeen, he was ready to leave next year. Marcus was very friendly, sometimes too much that it made her a little uncomfortable, but at least he wasn't mean. She didn't get many opportunities to make friends so she couldn't be too picky. Lucas didn't like him though so she hardly talked to Marcus when he was here. It was obvious Lucas scared him.
"G'morning Ava. You look lovely." He eyed her white romper that had lace daisies in the middle to show a bit of her stomach. Being in only white converse, made Marcus, and anyone else, look down over her small frame.
Naturally, Ava blushed as she does normally whenever anybody compliments her. "Thank you Marcus. Good morning to you too." She said shyly, tucking a piece of her hair behind her ears. He didn't say anything for a while and just stared at her. It was making her feel nervous and she wished Lucas was here to hide behind. She cleared her throat to get his attention. "Did you need something?"
He quickly shook his head as if to get rid of his thoughts and blushed slightly at being caught staring at the oblivious angel in front of him. "Y-yes." He coughed nervously. "Miss Barnaby wanted to talk to you."
Miss Barnaby was in charge of the children's home. She was nice enough to the other kids but she seemed to dislike Ava a little. Ava thought it was because Lucas broke the rules all the time.
"Thank you. Do you know what it is about?" She asked, thinking over anything she did wrong.
Marcus shook his head. "Sorry Ava. No clue. See you 'round." He left to do whatever it is he does, while Ava was left to rack up the courage to approach the intimidating woman.
Thankfully, as she walked down the stairs, she bumped into the familiar warm body she loved. "Woah where are you going looking all terrified baby?" Lucas said with his arms still around her waist.
"Lu Lu." She said worriedly, making Lucas' eyebrows furrow with concern. "Miss Barnaby wants to see me. Do you think I'm in trouble?"
Lucas laughed at her scared, quiet voice so Ava glared at him for laughing at a time like this. "Don't be silly baby. You haven't done anything wrong." He said, running his hand up and down her back. She loved it when he did that, it was always so comforting. "So let's go." He grabbed her hand and walked them towards Miss Barnaby's office.
"Will you go in with me?" Ava asked once he knocked on the door.
"Of course little one."
A faint come in could be heard from inside the room. "Miss Barnaby, you wanted to see me?" Ava was proud she didn't stutter in front of her. Lucas' rubbed his thumb on Ava's soft skin to reassure her that everything would be fine. She didn't even know why she was so nervous. She could just feel that something was wrong.
"Ah yes. However I wanted to catch you without Lucas but I should know that is impossible by now." Miss Barnaby said but Lucas glared at her.
"Get on with it. Ava hasn't had breakfast yet." He practically growled at her. As if on cue, Ava's stomach made the sound of a dying whale, making the corners on Lucas' mouth twitch and Ava to turn a bright red.
"Sorry." She muttered.
Miss Barnaby chuckled nervously at Lucas' glare and said, "I'm sorry Ava but we don't have the money to home school you anymore. You're going to have to go to public school."
Ava was shocked. She couldn't go to public school! I can't go back! She tried once when she was thirteen, wanting to be a big girl and go to school like Lucas. It was terrible. There were crowded hallways and tall people, rushing to get to classes. She didn't make any friends and it was just a horrible experience. Ava only went one day before she came home crying and begged to be home schooled again.
"W-when?" She asked, afraid for the answer.
"Tomorrow."
She sat down on the sofa, her wobbly knees not being able to support her anymore. "Is there nothing you can do? I can pay for her to be home schooled." Lucas offered as he rubbed Ava's back, trying to prevent her from hyperventilating.
"No. It would be good for you anyway Ava. Make some new friends. Spend time with someone other than Lucas." Miss Barnaby tried to sound supportive but it didn't work. New people scared her. How would she make friends?!
Lucas growled. "She doesn't need to make new friends!" He held onto her tighter, while Ava patted his arm to calm him down. Miss Barnaby held her hands up in defence.
Maybe it wouldn't be that bad. This could be a good thing. She could make friends. Spend some more time with Lucas. It'll be fun. But, Ava knew it was just a desperate attempt to convince herself.
Chapter TwoTHE trees became a blur as his black paws hit the Earth while he ran. Dodging branches easily, with the wind rushing past his fur and the rising Sun illuminating his path, this was definitely Lucas' favourite thing to do.Besides hanging out with Ava.Ava. His beautiful mate. He remembered how scared she looked yesterday when they received the news she'd be going to school with him. He spent the rest of the day consoling her, telling her it would be alright. Even if he believed otherwise.Lucas would usually do whatever he can to spend more time with Ava. He just can't seem to get enough of his little mate. However, this would be different. This wouldn't be just Ava and Lucas. There'd be a whole school. A whole school that could possibly be a threat to Ava's safety. A whole school to stare at his mate. They weren't worthy enough but then again, he didn't think he was either. Though, it didn't matter because Ava was his mate. He felt himself growl as he imagined how many ho
AVA could feel many eyes staring at her and Lucas. She couldn't understand the fascination. It didn't go past her that him and his friends could be popular. They were all very good looking, especially Lucas as she always thought he was very handsome. His messy dark brown hair, mysterious grey eyes and lightly tanned skin were all a reason for girls to swoon. Being the outdoorsy type, all of them had perfect bodies that, she assumed, had all the girls drooling.Ok maybe she did understand the fascination. The arm around her waist held her still as they waited for the admissions lady to give Ava her timetable. She was jittery with nerves and wanted to hurry up and explore the new place. As the mid-twenty year old shuffled around the messy desk for papers, Ava turned her head to look around the room with curiosity evident on her face. She had never seen a somewhere so busy. Even the parks weren't close to as filled as the hallways she passed. The walls were painted in boring colours bu
The lesson wasn't as boring as she thought it would be so her opinion about public school was starting to get better. Lucas had kept his arm on her seat, occasionally massaging the back of her neck with his hand. He did this until Ava made it stop because it was tickling her.She unfortunately, didn't have Lucas in her next lesson but was really excited because it was Chemistry - her favourite. He walked her all the way to her lesson, even though his was in a different building."Hurry! You'll be late." Ava was unsuccessfully trying to push him away."Yeah yeah. Remember that if anyone does or says anything that isn't nice, you remember what they look like, their name or even better, take a sneaky picture. And I'll have... a word with them."Both her hands were planted on his muscular chest as she pushed with all her might. He held onto her wrists to prevent her from hurting herself. "Answer me." He demanded when she didn't respond.Ava rolled her eyes. "Fine." She drawled. "Now go!"
THE glare that Lucas held on his face was enough for the students around them to run in the opposite direction. Everyone made way for him and his Ava as they saw it and for the first time, they didn't stare but avoided eye contact, not wanting to be on the receiving end.Luckily for them, all his attention was on the the idiot making his mate laugh. An idiot was one of the nicer words he thought about him. Jackson Daniels. He was the captain of the football team two years ago before Ryan convinced Lucas to join. The coach then made him captain and Jackson gained a personal vendetta against him. He was also human so Lucas had no power over him.Jackson was known to have the stereotypical attitude of a jock. He thought he ruled the school. He thought that everyone worshiped him. But, he knew it was Lucas who had all of that.The thing that Lucas hated most about him was the fact that he didn't respect girls and treated them like garbage. Having found his mate at a young age, he learnt h
Ava opened her mouth to complain but Lucas said, "just eat your food baby. Before it gets cold."She nodded and continued to eat with a smile on her face. Lucas knew she liked to sit on his lap, said it was comfy. Probably didn't like it as much in front of most of the school though.Jackson was looking at Lucas with a glare on his face but he didn't really look that jealous. Lucas sent him a smirk nonetheless and cuddled closer to Ava.The jock cleared his throat awkwardly, to get Ava's attention probably. They all looked at him however, and waited for what he had to say. "So Ava, want to come to my house and work on the Chemistry project tomorrow?"Lucas immediately stiffened. He couldn't imagine what Jackson would do to Ava if they were at his house. Alone. Actually he could. He didn't want to though. "What?" He said through gritted teeth."We're partners for Chemistry." She said hesitantly, noticing how Lucas' had tensed. She grabbed his hand and started to massage it, fiddling wi
LUCAS was still in a bad mood throughout the rest of school. Avacould sense something was the matter but she didn't want to push him to tellher if he didn't want to.But, like he promised, he took Ava to the best ice cream parlour in townand she couldn't be more excited. It was a cute little one that had all sortsof different unusual flavours with many different colours. The walls werecovered in pastel colours and the seats were comfy sofas.She knew that Lucas didn't like to go because it was too childish orgirly. Apparently it wasn't manly to sit in a store surrounded by parentswatching their kids do the special colouring papers but whenever she gives himthe puppy dog eyes, he always gives in."I don't know why you like this place so much." Lucas complainedfor the fiftieth time since school ended."Because." She drawled, rolling her eyes at him."It's just so...""Yummy." Ava sighed with a dreamy expression, as she thoughtabout which flavour she'd get this time.This time
Lucas interrupted, "it's alright. She went to Ava straight away so itwas lucky she was good hands.""I can't thank you enough. Both of you." She emphasised,appreciation lacing her words."Just keep an eye on her next time." He warned.The lady nodded and walked out with the little girl waving at Lucas andAva. Ava licked her ice cream happily and waved at the girl, pleased she foundher mother.After that, the pair said their own goodbyes to Joe and set off to thepark. Ava loved going to the tree because even though she lost her mother andfather there, she gained Lucas and she was quite alright with that.Spending a while sat against the large tree and eating their ice cream,Ava started to get tired so she asked to go home. Lucas readily agreed, knowingthat home meant his house. Ava didn't call the children's home her home becauseas cringey as it may sound, home is where the heart is and her heart is alwayswith Lucas."Go put a movie on baby. I'll get the pizza." Lucas put som
HIS arms were wrapped around his little Ava, rough fingers grazingher bare arm. Lucas realised she was asleep from the quiet snores that emittedfrom her and the calming, even breaths that hit his naked chest every time shetook a breath.Obviously Lucas wasn't going to wake her to go back to the children'shome, so he was pleased with her staying the night. Miss Barnaby knew that ifAva wasn't there at the children's home, she'd be with Lucas so he didn'treally need to call the women to let her know Ava would be staying over. Hedidn't think Miss Barnaby cared that much to be honest. Or she knew she couldtrust Lucas to look after Ava.He looked down at her - the soft skin on her face, flawless apart from afew pimple scars, the long eyelashes that touched her high cheekbones, her cutelittle button nose and the pink, pouty lips that Lucas begged to kiss. Perfection.This is what he wanted forever. To go to sleep with Ava in his arms. Toknow that she'd be the last thing he would s
after the end: lucas' pov Lucas stomped downstairs with a pout as Ava locked him out of their bedroom to prepare for her own costume. Having no interest in celebrating Halloween, he let his little Ava choose his costume and organise how they'd be celebrating the holiday. He remember how her blue eyes lit up with excitement as she rambled about the different couple costume ideas she had and wrote them all down in her joker notebook. Lucas knew he couldn't deny her the simple happiness so he reluctantly became her doll to dress up however she wanted. Unfortunately, he did not expect her to dress him up in his usual all black outfit covered by a red hood with a basket of mini muffins. He was little red riding hood. And he was not happy. "It'll be fun, she said. I'll love you forever, she said." He mocked in an imitation of Ava and grumbled under his breath, "yeah you better love me forever after this." "Woah. Look at you!" Ryan said when he reached the kitchen. "What're you suppos
"Yes but you're goingto be ok." Lucas said through gritted teeth and began to strip himselfdown to his boxers. "I'm going to take your clothes off, ok baby girl?Skin on skin contact will help with the pain. We don't have to do anything butI'm staying with you." He assured her.She gave him a weak nod and wrapped her handsaround his neck and weaving her nimble fingers through hair, attempting to pullhim down to her. He gave her a quick kiss and then without hesitation, shed Avaof her shirt and jeans, leaving her in a pair of, to his surprise, dark redlace bra and thong.Oh Moon Goddess give me strength.Knowing he didn't want anyone to disturb them andwalk into the room, especially any males, he ran over to lock the door and thenscooped Ava into his arms. He made sure his scent surround her as hispossessiveness was at an all time high. He wanted her to forget anyone elseexisted.Her screams subsided when their limbs wereintertwined with each other's. Lucas' arms enveloped
"WHAT do you call acow that eats your grass?"Lucas stifled a groan as he lost his train ofthought again. His mate was continuously thinking of one terrible joke afterthe other, aiming to make him laugh. He hadn't been concentrating on schoolwork recently anyway because he had been preparing for the Luna ceremony thatwas tomorrow. So, he didn't need to be distracted with lame jokes. He alsodidn't want Ava to fail her exams if she wasn't paying attention."Listen to the teacher Ava." He scoldedher."WRONG! The answer was lawn moo-er. LawnMOO-er! Are you laughing? Are people looking at you weird?" She laughedevilly through the mind link."Ava l- "She interrupted him by saying, "now this one!Why did the cat go to Minnesota?"He decided to humour her and finally asked,"why?""To get a mini soda!" When he didn'trespond for a few long seconds, she sighed exasperatedly. "It's not asfunny with our accent. Here, I'll say it again in an American one so pretendyou don't know the a
A day later, Ava wasaddicted to Chamomile tea. It was definitely helping her control her emotionsso with that, she felt it was a tiny little bit easier to lie to Lucas. Shedidn't want to but there was no other option.She told him that she was going shopping withSabrina after school but in actual fact, her father was taking her to thepsychiatric hospital to visit her mother. When the idea was brought up to hermate, he instantly said it was a bad idea. He thought she could get hurt bothphysically and emotionally from the visit. Apparently there was no good outcome.But, Ava knew it would provide some closure and ifher mother could get better and become the loving mother she had alwaysimagined, it would be worth it."Are you nervous?" Her father asked herwith his hands gripping the steering wheel tightly. He was visibly sweating alittle as he strained a smile in her direction.She shrugged, feigning a calm composure but on theinside she was the exact opposite. "Kind of. You?
"HE hates me!"She wailed hopelessly to Sabrina.A little part of her felt guilty for forcing herfriend to endure her endless babbling but the larger part of her didn't reallycare about anything other than the misery she was feeling. Ava had spent therest of the day wallowing in self pity as she would continually cry out thather mate didn't love her, only to have Sabrina disagree every time in anattempt to console her.But no matter what she said, Ava wouldn't believea word until she had her Lucas cuddling with her like he was supposed to do.She internally pouted at the fact that he wasn't doing his job."I'm sure he doesn't." Sabrina repeatedfor the thousandth time. "He's absolutely obsessed with you. It'ssickening really."She peered up at her with a distressed look."Then how come he hasn't come back yet?" It was nearing midnight andhe hadn't even returned any of her calls or messages. She was worried about himand nobody else seemed to know where he went when she mind li
"Lucas. Let go of him!Please." Hearing the fear in her voice broke him out of whatever trance hewas in. Lucas turned around to wrap his arms around Ava and she hugged him backjust as tightly. His whole body was shaking with the urge to shift and show theweak wolf who was Alpha. He nuzzled his head her neck, breathing in her mangoscent with her soft hair caressing his cheek. He needed to hold his mate - makesure she was there. That she was with him and she wasn't leaving him.As Ava rubbed her hand soothingly up and down hisback, he repeated mumbled, "you're mine. All mine. Not his. Mine. Mygirlfriend. My mate. Mine to love." He held her close to him, kissing themark on her neck with his eyes squeezed shut."Argh. Geez that hurt." Lucas heard theinjured Edward say but he didn't stop from muttering his words, as if he wasconvincing himself, telling himself they were true and that there wasn't abetter person for her. That she belonged to him because he only belonged to her."
WITH the night spent awayuntil the early hours in the morning in their wolf forms, Lucas immediatelyfell into a deep sleep as soon as his back hit the bed. He faintly rememberedhis little Ava climbing underneath his arm and snuggling into his chest before,she too, fell asleep.As he slowly regained consciousness, he felt eyesboring into his skin. His arm covered his mate's waist while the top of herbody leaned on his torso. He could tell she was close to his face from thesmall puffs of air that hit his skin every time she breathed.He made sure not to make any sudden movements thatwould let her know he was awake because he was curious as to what she was goingto do. He felt Ava's small fingertip lightly press onto his eyebrow, tracing itbefore moving onto the other one. He stayed still whilst she ran her fingerdown the ridge of his nose and booped it, eliciting a giggle out of her. Lucas suppressed his laughter at his weird mate'sactions, subconsciously tightening his grip
She jumped and looked ather mate. Feeling extremely happy he was there, she tried to run to him, onlyto trip over her own paws. As Lucas crouched beside her, she noticed how muchsmaller she was compared to when she was a human. Yapping happily, she jumpedup and down, licking his face as he chuckled."You're adorable. Look." He showed herhis phone with a picture of a beautiful blonde wolf. Cocking her head to theside, she analysed every inch of it. It was a small thing. It looked more likea puppy than a wolf. This is me? She rested her head on the grass with a huff.Ava had expected to be big and menacing like her Alpha mate. Not a tiny pup."Can you hear me?"She jumped again, startled at the voice in herhead that sounded a lot like Lucas. Nuzzling her head into his leg, shewhimpered and whined in fear that she was going crazy."Don't be afraid. It's just me. You can nowmind-link me because you've got powers." Lucas reassured her aloud."Hi?" She asked hesitantly in her head
EVERY part of her body wasin pain. Her muscles ached, making her feel like she had ran a marathon whenshe hadn't even moved from her bed since coming home from their short holiday.Her vomiting had subsided but she felt hot and cold at the same time, whileextremely uncomfortable in every position she lay. Ava squirmed on the bed,bitting her lip to stop from screaming out in pain and disturbing everyone inthe pack house.Her eyes were shut tightly with tears spilling outof them. She felt Lucas pull her, now, bleeding lip from her mouth, gently withhis thumb. Whimpering, she reached out for his hand and put it to her face,wanting to feel the tingles he gives her. She wanted to feel something otherthan pain."I'm sorry this is happening to you."His voice broke as he kissed her temple. "I'm so so sorry, baby."The door opened and heels clicked on the floor,followed quickly by someone clearing their throat. "Alpha." Someone,a woman, said."Please tell me what's wrong with her."