Nia's POV
I've never thought of murdering someone before mainly because I am more aware of the fact that I don't have it in me to take someone's life and I surely won't survive in prison. And I know I would get caught, for one I'd probably do a sucky job and it would be messy. But I know Claire would most definitely help me hide the body well, she's just that brutal.
But here I am staring at my boss thinking of how the world would be a better place if he didn't exist.
"In that case can I simply order something to eat if you don't mind sir." I inquired.
"I don't mind, you're already aware of what smell I don't want in my office so of course you can." he answered seemingly uninterested.
What did I do to deserve this? Why is he such a jerk? I don't get it. Can’t he be nice and put himself in other’s shoes and realize that what he’s doing is torturing the people around him? Of course, he won't ever care enough to give anyone the time of day to think about how they feel.
But since I can't go home, I decided to make myself comfortable and start working on my idea. I need to do this and win, maybe I can get that paid week off and forget about my annoying boss for a while.
On the bright side though, this enables me to use both of my degrees. I can do business that involves fashion and have fun.
This alone doesn't make me feel better, but food may help.
I grabbed my phone and turned to my boss. "Does sushi sound good or will the smell affect you also?" I asked.
"Sushi's fine." he replied.
I searched for the closet restaurant that sells sushi and placed an order.
I sat down and started to brainstorm some ideas while waiting for my food to arrive. After fifteen minutes I got a call from the restaurant telling me someone was downstairs with my order. I've never moved so fast, that food was my heaven in hell right now.
I thanked the delivery man and gave him the payment and rushed back to the office to start eating.
When I got there, I realized it was late. I haven't seen Mr. Andrews eat anything for the entire day. I hardly ever see him eat at all.
"Get me a cup of coffee." he said startling me from my train of thought.
I don't know where my sudden bravery came from as I opened my mouth and proceeded to say the word, I never thought I would ever say to my boss. "No."
My life flashed before my eyes when he slowly turned his head and stared at me.
"No?" he repeated as if the word was poison.
"Before you fire me let me finish. You've been drinking coffee the entire morning so right now how about food. I brought enough sushi for two. I mean technically I didn't buy the second serving for, but you need it more than Claire does I'm sure she's pigging out now." I explained.
I walked over to his desk and set the food in front of him. His eyes darted to the food for a quick second and then back to me. He opened his mouth and then closed it. Just like I always do around him he settled for a nod and grabbed the food.
I smiled at my accomplishment and made my way back to my desk. That was not at all how I imagined that going. I thought he was gonna yell or do something to put me in my place. Or you know tell me he didn't ask for it and to just do as he told me and get him some coffee you know the typical scary boss stuff. But his reaction was better, a thank you would have been great though.
I started on my project until I heard my boss clear his throat, I looked up scared he was choking on food I gave him but instead he was already staring at me, and not choking.
"Come here." he ordered.
Oh God being nice did me no good he was still gonna give me more work.
"I'm not giving you more work so get that scared look off your face come here so I can hear what you've come up with so far and I can give you, my opinion." he insisted.
I nodded, confused, and walked over to his desk with my book in hand.
"So far I've only come up with these ideas I was thinking of having two events how about a VIP event where we invite our most loyal customers and have a point give away so they can receive points that enables access to events or new merchandise and a raffle give away where people can send in pictures or videos with outfits they styled using clothes from our brand and the best one gets a price. Which you of course can decide on." I said, getting a burst of confidence sharing my ideas.
Mr. Andrews kept his eyes on me for a minute, making me shift from one foot to the other. His stare was only taking away all the confidence from within me and making me feel like a kid.
"You thought of all that just now?" he asked.
"Yes." I squeaked out.
"I'm impressed." he praised.
It felt like the weight on my shoulder was finally gone.
"Make a presentation and finish it quickly, I don't want this distracting you from your work." he ordered.
I nodded and scurried to my desk having a newfound sense of energy and was already typing away at a speed I didn't even know that my fingers could go.
I ate as I worked and so did my boss. I was pretty darn happy about being nice to him now.
Sadly, being nice didn't get me sent home early, but I did finish my presentation for the competition and all my work for the day.
I walked into the office the next day in between tired and well rested. It's weird but I've come to find out my life being weird is my new normal since I started working here.
I got to the office and knocked but no one answered so I tried again, and once again no one answered. The first thing that came to mind was that my boss was getting it down in there and I was not ready to be traumatized again. But then I stopped to think there's no way he would do that, I didn't have the day off so he knew I would be coming here he wouldn't do that. I know it may sound weird but he's a lot more responsible than that.
So, following instincts which I hope won't get me in trouble I pushed the door open and walked right in only to be met with an empty office, he most definitely was not here.
It was weird but I figured he would have a good reason, so I simply walked to my desk and started on my work. Until I saw a sticky note on my desk.
'I want my coffee on my desk before I get back at 12.'
Oh God I didn't even see that. When I checked the time, it was 11:57 and time for me to rush. I was up and running to the coffee machine and getting to work.
It was a good thing I brought lunch today.
Thank God he's not the fancy type. His order is easy black, that's all. So, getting it on his desk at 12 was simple and on time as he stepped into his office at exactly 12.
But he was not alone. There were two guys with him, and they were all laughing. I stood stuck in my position beside his desk.
He looked at me with a raised brow.
"Umm... the coffee." I stated hoping that was enough of an explanation.
He nodded while his friends stopped talking and were now looking at me.
"Ohhh finally got a new assistant she's cuter than the last." The first one said. He was tall, around 6'2 with wide shoulders and muscles that you could see printed through his turtleneck shirt. His brown eyes held mischief and his smile showed a straight set of white teeth. His brown hair was slicked back and fit him perfectly showing off his high cheek bones.
"Shut up Darion," the second one said. He walked towards me and held his hand out. "Hi, I'm David." he introduced himself. I took his hand and shook it. He was the same height as who I now know as Darion. He had green eyes and a dimple on his left cheek. He was more on the small side compared to his two friends. His blond hair was long and up in a man bun.
Now that I was seeing Mr. Andrews around other people his age, I realized how attractive he was. His blue orbs with those green specks could be recognized from across the room. He was taller than his friends, standing at what seemed to be 6'5' and the dimples which stayed hidden due to his lack of smiles were finally making an appearance. His broad shoulders screamed 'I work out' if his six packs weren't something to go off. His dark hair, which could easily blend into the night, was slick back and that stubborn strand was once again tempting me to push it back and away from his perfectly sculpted face. And those full lips that were now moist from him licking them.
God what's wrong with me.
'Nia." I replied.
He looked at me and smiled before his smile slowly slipped. He squinted his eyes at me, and a look of recognition flashed across his face.
"Have we met before you look familiar?" he asked.
"Oh, come on David that was a weak pick-up line." Darion interrupted.
"Once again shut up Darion." David replied annoyed. "You're the only one who hits on his best friend's assistants." he finished.
Darion feigned a look of hurt. "It's not my fault they're hot."
My boss, who was quiet throughout the whole thing, finally spoke up. "Shut up both of you neither of you know her so leave her alone so she can work and Darion not this one." he said sternly.
They both nodded looking like children scolded by their parents which was quite funny to witness.
"Ms. Richardson back to work." my boss insisted.
I nodded and made my way back to my desk and started working again.
The three made their way to the couch, sitting down making themselves comfortable with Mr. Andrews drinking his coffee.
I could still feel David's eyes staring but was too scared to look.
Until I heard him snap his fingers.
"Now I remember where I've seen her." he blurted.
"David-" Mr. Andrews started. "Don't you-" he continued.
"She's the girl that you drew from your dream Mason." David interrupted, turning to point at my boss.
Who drew who now?
Nia's POVWho drew who now? There aren't many things I'm sure of, but one is that Mr. Andrews does not think of me outside of work unless it's planning new ways to torture me. So, I'm sure that I heard David wrong. Mr. Andrews shouldn't have any problem denying and telling him to shut up and stop talking nonsense so why is he sitting there wide eyed like a deer caught in headlights? "For real she's the spitting image of the drawing." Darion piped up agreeing. "Both of you shut up she's not the one from my drawing." Mr. Andrews said glaring them both down. I could see them visibly gulp. "Now that I'm looking closely, she really does look different." David squeaked out. Weird. I decided not to pay attention to it and continue with my work and serving Mr. Andrews. After all there is no reason for my boss to be dreaming about me or drawing me. Like I've said before he has plenty of options and he's made it clear I'm not one. "Time for both of you to find something to do with you
Nia's POVHe fired her. Because of me he fired her.Everyone looked at the commotion in front of them with wide eyes. They continuously shifted their eyes between my boss firing an employee and back to me. I myself could not believe what I was witnessing. "But sir I was simply asking a question. I simply demanded a reason why I lost is that so wrong?" Penelope pleaded. "There you go again. What do you mean 'demanded', what gives you the right to demand anything from me." my boss interrogated. Her mouth opened and closed like a goldfish unable to come up with a response that can save her job it seemed.This entire thing was giving me a mini panic attack.I was now walking towards them in hope that I could resolve the issue.I stood in front of both of them and cleared my throat to catch their attention.Mr. Andrews turned his head to look at me and raised brow, as if asking me why I was there."I am honestly gonna be fine with her working here I don't have an issue you don't need
Nia's POV I don't know why I said that.Truth; I don't want to like my boss. It does me no good and will just cause a lot of hurt. I will have to see him bringing in a new woman make me feel like hell. I don't want to feel this.So being away from him could help make this better and easier."Away from me? Is that suppose to make sense?" he questioned with that brow raised.I looked at him baffled. I know I spoke English so I am certain that he understood me. So yes, it was suppose to make sense. A great deal of sense at that."Yes. Your presence is something I want to avoid." I retorted. "That's pretty ungrateful Ms. Richardson." he smirked looking me."Ungrateful?" I questioned?He looked at me and nodded. His height making me feel small in front of him. Can't he stoop down a bit so I can focus instead of standing there looking at me like that. Like a lion knowing he got his prey cornered. And I'm not making it any better because I know I look just like a prey and I would be surpri
Nia's POVAs the call ended I stood shell shocked, Claire standing beside me in the same state. I prayed that whatever just happened was a part of my imagination, that the wine completely messed up my mind. However the fact that my best friend was experiencing the same shock I was feeling made me certain that what just happened was not some crazy storyline my mind decided to play out.Claire slowly moved away from me to the couch placing herself on it and then burst out laughing. I mean I can see how the situation would seem funny, but when it affects you then nothing about it makes you wanna laugh. This is a man that I will have to face tomorrow whether I like it or not. I know for certain that I would rather be dead right now or eating a entire bottle of mayonnise instead of having to go into work tomorrow.Claire's laughter continued while my body still refused to move, and though I know I would need to soon, I didn't mind standing here believing the world was no longer moving. "
Nia's POV My feet are the most confusing thing on the planet. They don't move when I need them to but proceed to turn into the flash the second I need them to stay firm. I did not want to enter that office. I shouldn't have entered the office. I shouldn't have wanted to enter the office despite my fear. Yet here I was clearly making my way into the office. I heard the door shut behind me, it wasn't loud yet the sound made me jump out of fright. I wanted to get this over with and move on. I know I would feel the embarrassment for at least a week and then finally be able to look him in the eyes. But that thought did nothing to calm down my flaring nerves that were slowly becoming overwhelmed by the constant arguing in my mind that told me to run and stay. It's like having an angel and a devil on my shoulder but neither of them liked me. I slowly turned around to look at my smirking boss and knew that he was enjoying my discomfort. Jerk face. Childish I know but it had to be sa
Lia's POV The drive home was excruciating. I kept thinking about whether I was going the same way they went or if I turned down a street that I never drove down would I meet them. I kept wondering, feeling my heart race and refused to stop thinking about a man that clearly didn't want me. The issue: I wanted him. I wouldn’t call it love but this crush was something else. Why did he have her come there? He could have spoken to her over the phone and went to meet her there but instead he chose to torture me. I never should have said what I did but what’s done is done. I took a deep breath before I entered the apartment knowing that Claire would start to question me about what happened and wanted when I lied to her and told her it was okay that she would believe me and let it go. I twisted the knob and walked in to find the place empty though and let out a breath I did not realize I was holding. She wasn’t home, I’m safe for a little bit. I took a shower letting the water run down my
Nia's POVThere has always been a thin line between being sane and completely insane. I never once had to question my sanity but as he moved closer to me and I allowed his hands to roam my body and take control, I suddenly had a random thought to check the internet for some good therapists in the area. Most would consider the fact that I refuse to move, that I am enjoying the feeling of his hands roaming my body when I know that it's not suppose to insane, but to make myself feel better I prefer to think of it as human.His hands felt warm, his presence felt eternal.I closed my eyes enjoying the wrong feeling. And then I was cold, colder than I've ever been in my life and my eyes snapped open and there he stood staring at me."You have no survival instincts," he stated looking at me with such disappointment that I felt my stomach flip and not in a good way and bile rise in my throat.He stepped away from me and I felt even colder. I wasn't even aware that the human body could experi
Nia's POVThe days blurred into one another after that. Time no longer felt like something I had control over. The quiet thrum of the office, the constant hum of fluorescent lights, the ever-present smell of coffee — it all felt like a hazy dream I was just barely part of. Work was a distraction, a way to bury everything else deep enough inside so I wouldn’t have to think about it.But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Mr. Andrews. His touch, the cool disinterest in his eyes, the icy distance he had drawn between us like an impenetrable wall. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something inside me had been broken — not in the obvious, catastrophic way, but in a quiet, insidious manner that only grew louder with each passing day.I sat at my desk, staring at the spreadsheet in front of me, the numbers blurring into incomprehensible lines. A few weeks had passed since the incident. A few weeks where I had convinced myself that I had moved on. But I hadn’t. I
Nia's POVThe shock on everyone’s faces I’m sure mirrored mine.“Anything else Mr. Henry?” my boss asked the man, whom I now know as Mr. Henry.He shook his clearly at a lost of words as I was. The guards continued to take the chairs everyone slowly rising to their feet as each of the guard passed around and true to his word only Mr. Andrews chair was left.“Ms. Richardson.” He called me to the stand before him. I looked up at him and watched as he nodded his head to the chair telling me to sit.Skeptical, as anyone would be, I stayed grounded in the same spot simply staring at him.He grunted placing his hand on the small of my back slowly guiding me to the chair, forcing me to sit down. I allowed him to still extremely uncomfortable with the situation and the position it put me in.“Shall we begin?” He asked after having me seated.There was a chorus of okays and yes’s following his question.Soon the meeting was in full swing. I was taking the minutes and making sure that I remember
Nia's POVI could pretend that this was fine, that I’m fine but the truth is that all I truly want is for this to make sense and right now it does the exact opposite.His touch still lingers on my skin and his presence still makes me weak. His dismissal still makes me feel small, feel stupid. Yet the very action of speaking of what happened instead of pretending that it was simply an accident makes me feel almost happy.The last few days I’ve managed to be around him without the ‘incident’ being brought up again.And with the maze of my mind and the chains of my body keeping me grounded and weak I do not know if I wish for it to be spoken about right now.He still goes on dates, still talks about girls with his friends on the rare occasions that they come to the office, but he’s started to look at me again.I should have a bit more self respect I know. I should be angry but here I am.The last few days I have been throwing myself into work, hoping that it would abate the emotions that
Nia's POVThe following days were a blur, but they felt different. The air seemed heavier, the silence between Mr. Andrews and me thicker than ever before. I told myself it was just the aftermath of that conversation, that it would fade with time. But it didn’t. If anything, the distance between us seemed more suffocating now than it had been before. He remained as cold as always, and I stayed just as distant, but there was an unspoken tension that both of us seemed to be unable to avoid.The strangest part was that even though things between us had changed, nothing about the office itself had shifted. The hum of the computers, the constant chatter of co-workers, the smell of coffee wafting through the air — it was all the same. Yet, every time I glanced in his direction, it felt like something was quietly, subtly, shifting beneath the surface.It wasn’t just the physical proximity. It was everything.I had been avoiding him since that day. I told myself that I should concentrate on w
Nia's POVThe weeks that followed that meeting felt like a steady spiral. My mind was no longer my own, and the office felt like a cage. The air smelled of stale coffee and paper, but I could hardly focus on anything. Every time I sat down at my desk, my eyes involuntarily drifted toward Mr. Andrews' desk, where he sat, cold and indifferent, like he always did. A silent reminder of what had happened and what never would again.I moved back into the office so he could keep watch of me.I told myself I should move on. That I should forget. But the truth was, I couldn’t. There was an unspoken gravity between us that kept pulling me back into his orbit, even when I told myself it was over. I had become consumed by this one-sided obsession, and it was eating me alive.One morning, I arrived at the office earlier than usual. It was still quiet, the faint buzz of the lights in the ceiling the only noise. I needed space, away from the hum of my mind, away from the weight of my thoughts. But i
Nia's POVThe days blurred into one another after that. Time no longer felt like something I had control over. The quiet thrum of the office, the constant hum of fluorescent lights, the ever-present smell of coffee — it all felt like a hazy dream I was just barely part of. Work was a distraction, a way to bury everything else deep enough inside so I wouldn’t have to think about it.But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Mr. Andrews. His touch, the cool disinterest in his eyes, the icy distance he had drawn between us like an impenetrable wall. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something inside me had been broken — not in the obvious, catastrophic way, but in a quiet, insidious manner that only grew louder with each passing day.I sat at my desk, staring at the spreadsheet in front of me, the numbers blurring into incomprehensible lines. A few weeks had passed since the incident. A few weeks where I had convinced myself that I had moved on. But I hadn’t. I
Nia's POVThere has always been a thin line between being sane and completely insane. I never once had to question my sanity but as he moved closer to me and I allowed his hands to roam my body and take control, I suddenly had a random thought to check the internet for some good therapists in the area. Most would consider the fact that I refuse to move, that I am enjoying the feeling of his hands roaming my body when I know that it's not suppose to insane, but to make myself feel better I prefer to think of it as human.His hands felt warm, his presence felt eternal.I closed my eyes enjoying the wrong feeling. And then I was cold, colder than I've ever been in my life and my eyes snapped open and there he stood staring at me."You have no survival instincts," he stated looking at me with such disappointment that I felt my stomach flip and not in a good way and bile rise in my throat.He stepped away from me and I felt even colder. I wasn't even aware that the human body could experi
Lia's POV The drive home was excruciating. I kept thinking about whether I was going the same way they went or if I turned down a street that I never drove down would I meet them. I kept wondering, feeling my heart race and refused to stop thinking about a man that clearly didn't want me. The issue: I wanted him. I wouldn’t call it love but this crush was something else. Why did he have her come there? He could have spoken to her over the phone and went to meet her there but instead he chose to torture me. I never should have said what I did but what’s done is done. I took a deep breath before I entered the apartment knowing that Claire would start to question me about what happened and wanted when I lied to her and told her it was okay that she would believe me and let it go. I twisted the knob and walked in to find the place empty though and let out a breath I did not realize I was holding. She wasn’t home, I’m safe for a little bit. I took a shower letting the water run down my
Nia's POV My feet are the most confusing thing on the planet. They don't move when I need them to but proceed to turn into the flash the second I need them to stay firm. I did not want to enter that office. I shouldn't have entered the office. I shouldn't have wanted to enter the office despite my fear. Yet here I was clearly making my way into the office. I heard the door shut behind me, it wasn't loud yet the sound made me jump out of fright. I wanted to get this over with and move on. I know I would feel the embarrassment for at least a week and then finally be able to look him in the eyes. But that thought did nothing to calm down my flaring nerves that were slowly becoming overwhelmed by the constant arguing in my mind that told me to run and stay. It's like having an angel and a devil on my shoulder but neither of them liked me. I slowly turned around to look at my smirking boss and knew that he was enjoying my discomfort. Jerk face. Childish I know but it had to be sa
Nia's POVAs the call ended I stood shell shocked, Claire standing beside me in the same state. I prayed that whatever just happened was a part of my imagination, that the wine completely messed up my mind. However the fact that my best friend was experiencing the same shock I was feeling made me certain that what just happened was not some crazy storyline my mind decided to play out.Claire slowly moved away from me to the couch placing herself on it and then burst out laughing. I mean I can see how the situation would seem funny, but when it affects you then nothing about it makes you wanna laugh. This is a man that I will have to face tomorrow whether I like it or not. I know for certain that I would rather be dead right now or eating a entire bottle of mayonnise instead of having to go into work tomorrow.Claire's laughter continued while my body still refused to move, and though I know I would need to soon, I didn't mind standing here believing the world was no longer moving. "