Nina's POV.
Time is short when you are happy, time is long when you are sad, and time is too slow for those who wait.
But in my case, time is swift when you're in the zone.
Two weeks had passed since I woke up as Lady Marina. Now, I am in the library, trying to research all information about this world, the world that I would probably live in for a while.
According to Rita, my maidservant (which I'm correct). This is Lady Marina's private library; the whole Red Rose Manor has four libraries. One for me, one for my mother, one for my father, and lastly, the Edwards' Central Library.
With that two weeks' time. I've learned many things.
Lady Marina is an only daughter and she's seventeen. I am currently living at the Red Rose Manor, which is the Edwards family estate in the nobles' district in the royal capital. The Edwards' real territory is in the eastern region of the Avalor Kingdom, and Lady Marina is currently studying at Avalon Academy of Magic.
Avalon Academy of Magic is a prestigious magical school that only nobles, tycoons, and large merchants can afford, but there are also quite rare cases of scholars by recommendation. A breeding ground of acclaimed noble scholars, guild members, leaders, royal guards, military powerhouses, and powerful mages.
Illuminating Darkness has a quite peculiar setting. It has a Victorian Era vibe, with a touch of medieval setting.
The world lacks steam and machinery. It's quite underdeveloped but the lacking are made up by magic.
Remember this is a fantasy-romance book.
And I've also learned that Lady Marina uses Dark Magic.
Grabe! Even in terms of magic attributes, she's the real deal! It spells evil and gives a villainy vibe! But I also found out that Lady Marina was not allowed to use magic in public, having rare magic is dangerous because there are a lot of greedy people here. Like in the modern world, there seems to be a black-market trade here, not to mention Lady Marina is a daughter of a wealthy noble.
To my knowledge, there are six elemental magic, water, earth, fire, air, light, and dark.In the Avalor Kingdom, water-type magic is the most common attribute because it is known for the holy land of waves, believer of the Storm.
Mostly, the nobles have the highest population of magic users. There are also ordinary people but it's just a small scale, they can't even properly use their magic because of lack of education. It was a sad truth as there is no such thing as public school here that teaches magic. Public schools are mostly run by churches, and they just teach basic stuff such as reading and writing.
School break had already started, so I'm here at the mansion. I was supposed to be in our territory, but I decided to stay at the Red Rose Manor. I'm much safer here, coupled with long-distance travel, there are many more mountain bandits on the eastern side of Avalor Kingdom.
All students are given one month of vacation, to all levels, according to Rita. Sadly, the vacation is only one month, and I'm still learning. I'm trying to adopt Lady Marina's life, attitude, personality, and manners. I'm also memorizing certain places around the capital, but I haven't gone out. I want to explore, experience, and see the lives of the common people.
That would help me adapt to this world.
In the two weeks, I've been here, I've just been in the library. Either, in my private or the Red Rose's Central Library. In my private library, I do my research about Lady Marina and practice my manners and etiquette.
And about my magic capabilities, it's still in question. I don't know if Lady Marina is good at controlling her magic. I have no one to ask because very few know. Only Lady Marina's parents know it, and maybe the school officials.
At the Central Library, I do my reading of history, from academics to socializing, that's where I do studies at history. And to my surprise, in this world, cars are already made but not the fancy ones but the vintage cars as we call them in the modern world. Well is not really vintage because according to the description it only an upgraded version of a carriage with a horse.
This really surprises me because the book setting was centered at the Victorian Era with a medieval setting. The cars are powered by mana, and only the nobles and businessmen can afford them. Way back in the world I live, rare ones are expensive. The strange thing is, it isn't popular in Avalor Kingdom, I only found out about it because of Rita.
The author of Illuminating Darkness has a weird taste.
Going back to the original timeline of the story, this coming school year is the start of the novel. According to Mary and Janna, the novel started when Gina, a seventeen-year-old gal, a commoner enters the Academy. Janna told me that Gina was a special girl because she uses light magic, which is uncommon in the Kingdom. Not only that, but she also has an abundant amount of mana, so she was recommended.
Lucky her, I guess?
It's already a rare case for commoners to have magic. That's why Gina is special, from her magic alone, she's obviously the star. She was very charming, sweet, and kind, so it was no wonder Lord Ethan and the rest were captivated by her.
In conclusion, my plan is not to disturb her and avoid her at all costs. I don't get involved in their mess. I don't have to be the third wheel in their love story, and I don't want to gather hate from these characters. My life won't be peaceful, that kind of situation would make my survival difficult, if this was a game it would be in hard mode.
I plan to go back.
Geez! This is information overload! It's making me dizzy. I need to rest my mind; I've been in the library since yesterday for my preparation for the upcoming school year. I just finished my etiquette and dance lesson.
Being a noble is hard.
Now, I'm getting nervous about the art lesson later, I'm not good at painting at all.Decided whether to go out and go to the garden. I want peace and quiet so I could relax. I walk together with Rita, she always accompanies me so that she can take care of my needs in every possible way, even in the bathroom, it's surprising because I'm not used on having someone with me in the bathroom, helping me bath and scrub my body, but I couldn't protest because that's what she always does. It's her duty to aid all my needs, she always helps me getting a bath and dressed up.
I'm a modern girl! Strong independent woman!
It's just weird because I'm not used to having a bath with someone, what more, helping you get a bath? It's weird even though we're both women.
Dresses in here are typically in Victorian style, I even need to wear corsets, and heavy layers of dress even if I'm just at home. There are too many taboos and rules to follow. Being a noble is no joke, it was exhausting. So many manners and etiquette lessons.
I thought it was all fun and games.
At first, it was nerve wracking! But eventually I seemed to get used to it. And I already meet Lady Marina's parents, all I can say is that they are strict but kind. When I was informed that I'm about to meet them, I almost fainted with extreme nervousness. What if they noticed something was wrong with their child? I would be doomed but thankfully it didn't happen. They are strict because they are nobles, but I can say that Lady Marina is being spoiled by her parents to much.
I'm also an only child but my parents are not like that.
They spoiled me so much with dresses, make-ups, and jewelries that I don't need and like. But if they give me money, that would be another issue. But now they are not here, they are in Gofio, a neighboring country to do business but they will return before I go back to the academy. They will send me off.
When we arrived at the rose garden, I immediately sat down in what looked like a mini house. It's an open house though, if you watch movies this is the type of house where you have will your tea. And you can also see the rose maze here, the manor was incredibly big. If i didn't knew better I would have probably believe that I'm a princess.
I heave a sigh when I saw the garden, it's quite relaxing, it made me miss our province.
"Milady, I will get you a tea and snack, please wait for me." Rita announced before gently bowing and left.
Staring at this garden made me feel nostalgic. I missed our province where I grew up with my Grandpa and Grandma. Being an only child is hard, you get what you want but you would lack sense of companions.
When I was a kid, I used to climb trees, talk to fishes, talk to plants and animals. Thinking about that makes me laugh, I used to think if I did that I would be a disney princess. My Lola was a baker, so I grew up always eating sweets. And because of her I've learned how to bake.
While my grandfather was a mechanic. He repairs cars and motorcycles, and at a very young age I've learned how to drive a car with grandpa's supervision. Whenever we go to the plaza and downtown, we always use Old Berkens, Lolo's old beetle car.
And thinking about that felt great and sad. I realize how lonely I was when I was a kid. I don't have a playmate, I can only play with myself. All I could talk about are the plants and animals in the barn. I play with chickens, climb the trees when being chased Lola.
Maybe that's the reason why I've become a loner, I don't know how to socialize with people every time they have a visitor Lola. I always prefer playing outside.
When I turned thirteen, we moved out and transferred to the city. it was sad to leave leave my grandparents behind but it was necessary. Life in the city did change, I can't do the things I've love to do before, except for baking. My attention was set on reading books, study, watch some shojo-animes, play video games and eat.
So, when I started attending school, I was quite shocked and nervous with a little excitement thinking I might have a new life. I tried to mingle with others but it turned out I still left all alone. That's when people started calling me a nerd even though I don't even wear glass.
They don't bully me but blatantly they ignore my existence. I was so lucky to meet Mary and Janna, who become my best friends.
And thinking about them makes me sad, I really miss them.
I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes. Maybe it's not bad to take a nap here, is it?
I was about to lay down when I heard Rita's voice.
"Milady!"
Because of that cry, I quickly sat up straight and look at Rita, who looked confused and panicking. I can see the nervousness and haste on her face, she's even running towards me.
"I wasn't about to lay down! I swear." I raised my hands in the air and quickly defended myself even though she haven't come close.
"Rita, I was not laying down okay. I swear, I did not lay down right in this bench." I defend while patting the concrete chair, even though she hasn't say anything yet.
Oh gosh! I swear I didn't lay down. I was planning to, but I didn't. I look at her face and saw there are still traces of nervousness, fear and shock.
"Milady, it's not that," Rita said politely.
Thank goodness!
I breathed a sigh of relief. I really thought I committed something serious, it's a good thing I didn't.
Whew. That was a close call. I almost raised my hand to wiped the invisible sweats in my forehead.
"If that's not the reason, why are you panicking? You look worried and scared. Is there something wrong? You scared me," I worriedly asked.
"I'm very sorry, Milady." She apologized sincerely then bowed and looked up again. "I only did this as there's an important visitor coming."
"A distinguished guest?" I replied in confusion, I was wondering who would it be. As far as I remember, Lady Marina has no friends because her behavior is so rough.
Rita nodded. "Yes, Milady. You have a very special guest," she answered with a big smile.
"Who?" I asked in confusion. Who's my special guest this day?
"Your fiancé is here Lady Marina," she answered politely with a melodious smile in her voice.
My eyes went wide open when I heard her, my body froze in place. I think I was going deaf for a second because of what she said.
F-fiancé?
Even though I didn't drink any water, I felt like I'm gonna choke! I almost fell because of Rita's news.
I have a freaking fiancé!? I'm too young for that!
What in the world of Illuminating Darkness is happening!?
Lolo and Lola is often used as an endearment or as a sign of respect for the elderly. Lola is used for calling grandmother while Lolo is used for calling grandfather.
"F-Fiancé! I have a freaking fiancé!?" I screamed in disbelief. It was a ridiculous claim! And not a good joke! I think my brain jumped out of its spot.Rita seemed surprised by my sudden outburst because her smile was suddenly replaced by fear.She started trembling in front of me.I suddenly felt sorry for her. I think she might be expecting a punishment because I look angry. Knowing Lady Marina's attitude, it's not impossible to come up with that conclusion.Nina clam down! Don't let the news whack you down. Remember the manners and etiquette you've hard learned, it would be paid all for nothing. Now, man up and relax. If they discovered something wrong, it would be my doom. If they mistake me as being possessed by the devil, they might hire a powerful exorcist to investigate. I might be found out!I took a deep breath to calm my mind, and nerves down. I look at Rita-who's still shaking, and gently smiled at her, as if I didn't shout a few seconds ago."Excuse me, I have a fiancé,
Nina's POV Silence That's what filled the room after I said that. I can't help but feel nervous because a single mistake might lead to my doom. But I need to take the risk, and it's pretty obvious that this is an arranged marriage. If this continues, I would probably be the one who would look evil, preventing the heroine and the hero from getting close. "Hmm..." Lord Ethan leans against the chair, seated comfortably, and crossed his legs with arms resting at the side With his form, it is obvious that he came from the high society. The way he sits looks like his a king. The way he looks at you feels like you are not important, just a speck of dust in his sight. His cold and empty eyes can make you suffocate and freeze to death. "Why would you call off the engagement, Lady Marina?" Lord Ethan asked, half amused. He looks lazily playful in his sitting position, the other corner of his lips curled into a playful smile. I almost can't control my eyebrows from twitching. His behavior
Nina's POVMy heart palpitated when the carriage slowed down. I turned my head to look outside the window there, I saw the bustling streets, the lively crowd, and the wonderful buildings.My heart can't help but beat faster and faster every time the carriage runs deeper into the town square it was as if I run a 100-meter sprint.The carriage stopped its track. The door beside me opened, and a hand showed up. It was Orlando, offering his assistance. I silently took it and stepped down the carriage.A gushing wind brushed through my skin and blew my hair away. The corner of my lips couldn't help but curl into a smile.Finally!We are here! I'm like a child stepping on a square for the first time. My eyes almost sparkled when I looked around the whole place.There are so many shops, bookstores, salons, boutiques, and more! I want to visit all the stores here!And from where I am standing I can see here the huge bell tower, besides it, is the famous Psalm Hall, the famous dome where all f
Nina's POV. One word to describe the Women's Wear? It would be superb. Very beautiful. It feels like I'm living in a fairytale dream. Dresses were arranged in an orderly manner based on their style, color, and material. The whole boutique looks so fancy and clean, I'm embarrassed. I looked left and right to see more, it turns out that not only dresses are their but also accessories, such as feather hats, gloves, shoes, and parasols. It's like I'm appreciating the clothes of those days more now. It's really beautiful and very elegant to look at. The designs and decorations are very detailed. They are placed symmetrically. It can't be easily seen somewhere else. We continued walking until we got to a private room. Amy quietly follows me. I don't know, it's just my feeling but Amy doesn't feel human, maybe it's just my impression. How did I come up with that conclusion? It's because of her expression. There wasn't even a trace of emotion on her face, not even a cold expression. Just
Chapter Seven.Nina's POV"What the!? Hurry up or else they will catch us in no time!" the stranger shouted at me.I don't remember why I followed him but I just found myself being dragged by him while running.When I heard him shout at me, the pulse on my temple almost burst. How dare him! This is my fastest run.I suddenly have the impulse to hit him if we're not being chased and it isn't my fault if I run slow. For pete's sake, I'm not an athlete and I'm wearing this heavy dress."Why are you running!"I can't stop yelling at him because I'm already getting tired and he has the audacity to complain. And come to think of it, why are we running!? Why am I even running?I can't also understand myself, why did I let myself to be dragged here? Well what else? I can't break the grip on my hand, that's the very reason why to this day I am still following him.This stupidity! Why am I so weak!? I can't even pull my hand and stop him from running."Just! Hurry up!? You are so dramatic," he
Nina's POVOh no...Where am I?I looked around to see any familiar place or direction. I was so stupid! How the heck would I know the direction if I don't know where I am?! I didn't know the plaza's blueprint.Why did I run without asking the direction of Disfraz Boutique? I sometimes hate myself because of my stupidity but I'm not that dumb you know! I still remember the boutique's name.Yeah, even though I'm a bit stupid, I still have brains. But knowing the name would be a total help.Stupid Nina! How dare you memorize everyone's name from every Korean group you stan but can't memorize a simple direction!I suddenly felt pity for myself while lampooning. And I'm a little bit guilty whenever I get pissed at those female leads getting lost, sometimes I insulted them on why some protagonist of a story is stupid and clumsy.But know I finally understand them, how ironic not as a female lead but as a villainess.I'm very sorry. I sincerely apologize for my insult now that I tasted my v
Chapter Nine.Nina's POV.Jungkook saranghae!Jungkook smiled at me, offering his right hand.Wahhhhhhh!!! Oh my goshhhhh is this real? This is it! I can finally hold my ultimate bias.I couldn't stop shaking from excitement. I was about to hold his hand when he seemed to step away.What's wrong Jungkook?He slowly lowered his hand and his smiles were gone.What's happening?! Why!? Why!Everything went blurry and I just saw Jungkook being pulled by a...A...Beautiful lady....A very pretty lady that exceed the standard!Dang I lose! I mean compared to that lady who was beautiful, have smooth white pearly skin I'm just a speck of dust! And she have gray eyes!Gray eyes!She turned to me and grinned while pulling Jungkook away from me and hook onto his arm.WAHHHHH!!! Jungkook comeback to me my darling! don't leave me please I can't live without you–Knock. Knock.Huh? What's that!?"Lady Marina!" Rita screamed?Is that Rita?Huh? Wait? What's happening? Why do I hear Rita? Why is Rit
Chapter Ten.Nina's POVThis is it.This is the time.It is now starting.The first chapter of the novel Illuminating Darkness is finally here.We are now in front of the mansion where the Edwards luxury carriage is located.I faced my parents or should I say Lady Marina's parents. They really kept their promise that they would see me off. I wonder why Lady Marina grew wicked, her parent wasn't the type of bastard who always compares their child to others or do crazy kinds of stuff.There are many possible reasons why but I don't know. Until now I still don't know anything about Lady Marina's backstory. Mostly villains on the movies and books do have some nasty one.I just can't help but be curious.I took a deep breath to free my mind from stress. I still can't get over from our talk with Lady Niñana. I suddenly got the chills just by mentioning her name. It doesn't fit right next to me.I should clear up my mind because this is the beginning of Illuminating Darkness. I should never
Chapter Seventy-Three.My hand trembled after reading that last passage of the diary entry. I didn't realize my breathing stopped for a few seconds until I felt that the oxygen around me wasn't going to my lungs.I tried to calm down and tighten my thoughts and feelings. Soon, my breathing calmed down and for once again I tried to read the last part of the entry one more time.I don't even know why I am feeling nervous. My body just shivered on its own and started trembling.I don't understand what's wrong. But instead of focusing on this detail I decided to read the entry. It was as if I was reading a forbidden knowledge, or I was spying on Senior Janice's secrets.For the last time I breathed a sigh and ironed my heart.“Elemental spirit! Isn't that amazing!? I heard and read from the records here in the magic tower that almost half of the Archmages last hundred years ago did have a contract with elemental spirits!But the problem is, encountering them just once is very rare! They s
Chapter Seventy-Two.After taking another sip of my wine, I drop the glass and put it on the table. Breathing in for a second and two, and making sure no one was really around me.I immediately sat down on the bed and traced a circle in front of me. The dark space soon opened and revealed some things.I didn't look at or touch the sword, instead I took the papers at the bottom. Grabbing the yellowed stain papers, I arranged them and placed them above the queen size bed.I pick up the very first page near me."4th Month of Gold (March). Why are my friends so stupid? I've repeated myself so many times. Don't be fooled by those people from the magic tower! They are scamming us! Thinking that the key to fully control our mana and have our mana core strengthen is by forcing to manipulate the mana around us. Which is very stupid if I may say.The key thing about mana control is not about grasping them, but digesting them! It's nothing about tapping powers, but being one with our attribute!
Chapter Seventy-One."Let's go inside." Marquess Bernardo offered and led us inside the mansion. We walked ahead as we made our way to the five story building. When a homeowner enters their home for the first time, they have to personally walk from the gate to the door of the residence. It symbolizes that this is our territory, my future territory.It was some sort of implication that the heiress is back, it was a subtle announcement that I will soon inherit this. And if I was honest, it made my heart tremble with joy and anxiety.I don't like the flow. Something didn't feel right but I couldn't see it, I would just be much more vigilant now. This wasn't necessary, but mother and father still did it.screeeech-The large iron gate with the black crow closed, and our figure started to disappear from the eyes of the outside wall.All of us silently walk on our way until father picks up a question in the road. "How was your trip?" he asked in a solemn voice.I almost flinched but held my
Chapter Seventy.Nina's POV“The southeast really is different.” my eyes reflected a new scenario. It was very different from the busy Capital, but the people and establishment almost looked the same.I saw a mother feeding her son a meal. It reminds me of my mother, my mom from earth.She loved being able to cook and bake meals for her loved ones - thrived on taking care of the children. It was our nature to only be able to produce one child and even that was difficult for them, so Mama and Papa felt very lucky when their little child came along. Then when mother and father's work asked them to transfer in the city, Grandma who of course disagreed immediately. It may be the nature of our family to only have one child, that maybe the reason why my grandma was so overprotective of me and my mother, to be a mother and she'd always wanted a large family."The atmosphere feels mixed up."That was what came out of my mouth based on what I saw out through the window. Rita seemed to understa
Chapter Sixty-Nine.Third Person's POVOk.Ok.Ok.Footsteps could be heard on the late night as shadows and moonlight dance across the mirror space.Thud.A soft thud could be heard as five silhouettes landed on the ground."What the hell happened here?"Under the dim moonlight, the man on front who was wearing a black windbreaker that was shorter than a coat, but longer than a jacket turned around to look at his colleagues.That silhouette was partially camouflaged in the darkness, bathing in the silver moonlight. That silhouette turned around slowly. His eyes are deep, gray, and cold."A battle." he simply answered.The man who has bright blue eyes could help but twitch his eyebrows at how dry the response was. If it wasn't for his friend he would have already smacked the heck out of the man's brain.The blue eyed man just shook his head and walked towards the laying cold corpse. He squats down like a frog before observing the corpse. Two more people wearing the same black windbrea
Chapter Sixty-Eight.I walked slowly and stopped right in front of Zen's bruised body. I squat and dispel the scythe on my hand.There's a lot of blood covering his face, especially on his nose and mouth. I lifted my hand and held it under his nose.Warm air brushed through my fingers.I nodded in satisfaction.Fortunately, he isn't dead yet. But anytime soon, he probably would. And we don't have much time now.My sight landed on the blessed sword not far away Zen, it was laying flat cold on the ground just like its holder."Over there, are you still there?" I asked as I stood up and walked over to the blessed sword.It too a few second before Droon answered, "un... I'm still alive..."I just ignored the slight displeased in his voice. I bent down and reached for the sword. "Can you heal him? We need to get out of here now. I don't want another headache from those Gardeners." I muttered as I raised the blessed sword.Droon snorted, "What do you want… me to do?… Heal someone?… did you
Chapter Sixty-Seven.I jump backwards multiple times before landing in a safe distance. I held my weapon on the other hand, and observed my arms and body.Sticky liquid that smells like rust and iron invaded my nostrils. Deep cuts could be seen but I didn't feel any pain.I was about to wipe the blood when in a flash, a silver sword was coming towards my face. A white glow emanated from its blade.-Woom!As if a bolt of lightning had descended, a bright light illuminated the room and a horizontal white streak of light appeared on my right side. I immediately rolled over before it hit me.Without letting me breath another sword passed through my left side, I tilted my head and twirl my scythe above me to deflect another annoying sword above me."You're pretty heartless do you know that?" He said as he slowly walked towards my direction playing with his greatsword."You just left your partner dying in my hands," he stated with a grin.I look at him blankly, "is that so?"I ready my hand
Chapter Sixty-SixSoon, everything around me started to change. The house, the people, the furniture, everything in my eyes slowly changed. Everything no longer looked like what it was before.Slowly, everything around me started resembling an old television form before. The whole place turned into a three-dimensional space that was painted in black and white.My heartbeat which was beating unevenly calmed down. Following my heartbeat, my breathing became even and I felt all my emotions leaving my body.My whole point of view changed into a familiar background. As if it was deja vu, a familiar background yet I don't seem to remember what it was.I looked at where Zen was standing yet I didn't feel the need nor spare a chance to care about his condition. I no longer cared for Zen. I no longer cared for the heretic who was in the state of going crazy. I no longer cared about anything other than fulfilling my mission.I only had one goal.That is to kill the heretic who seems to know my
Chapter Sixty-Five.Not far away from the place where Marina and Zen were fighting. A dark-skinned humanoid creature with devilish horns protruding from the top of its forehead was sitting on the top of a tree. With one of its legs resting on the branches of the tree and an arm supporting one of its cheeks, the creature had its eyes closed. It had a muscular human body with two bat-like wings attached to its back. From behind its tailbone, a long black tail wiggled around the air.Sensing something, the humanoid creature slowly opened its eyes revealing two deep red eyes that exuded boundless bloodlust.Staring at me who was frozen solid in place Looking at the fight between devil worshipers and the Gardeners, the humanoid-like creature smiled eerily as it looked down on the mess."Ku Ku Ku, what have we got here?" as his attention was attracted to three persons. A young boy with a blessed sword in hand, a heretic with a dark holy sword, and a young girl with a lingering aura of death