* Five months passed and nothing much changed. Holland and I became friends again but we're not as close anymore. Mike is still trying to get back with me no matter how much I reject him. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HIM! Ever since that night, Lupus always wants to hold me everytime we sleep. It still doesn't feel right but I also got used to it. It's really soothing listening to his heartbeat as a lullaby. But on specific nights he'd leave me sleeping and go somewhere. I don't know where though. He'd return early in the morning looking exhausted and worn out. I don't ask anything though. I just go with the flow. But that doesn't mean I'm not curious. Right now I'm heading home from writing a Math paper. I was NOT prepared. I'm sure I'm not gonna pass 70%. I'll maybe get 66%. "Can I walk with you?" Mike spoke from the back. As usual, I ignored him until we got to my mailbox. He held my hand before I could walk to the door. "Why don't you just accept me back? You're single and I'm single
*My eyes are opening. There's something warm on my head. I'm in bed. "Oh, Keylan! You're awake." Lupus is sitting right next to me. He has a bowl full of water on him."What happened?" I asked."You fainted. I searched online and I think you have a fever.""Oh." I think it's because we've been eating a lot of junk foods during the past two months and my immune system got weak. Whenever I don't eat healthy for a while I get sick."I found medicine in the bathroom." I sat up. He put the bowl down on the nightstand."I need to have breakfast first."He suddenly hugged my waist. "You'll be fine after taking medicine, right?" He asked worriedly.I smiled, "I will. Thank you.""For?""Helping me.""It's the least I could do since you also took care of me and saved my life.""Okay, you don't always have to bring that up. I just did the bare minimum.""That minimum helped me a lot though." I patted his back a little while blushing a little."By the way, how did your wounds heal so fast befor
*He immediately kissed back while pinning me down on the bed. He is breathing really heavy right now. He took his shirt off and OH~ MY GOD! Seeing his body in the moonlight just made my day. I can't believe I'm used to seeing this beautiful body without going crazy, seriously.I flipped us so I'd be on top. "Let me do it." I said while panting a little. He nodded with slightly teary eyes. I went down to his pants with soft kisses on his beautiful body. With every kiss he softly moaned.I paused after seeing the big bulge in his pants. I softly rubbed on it. "Argh~" he moaned. That must really hurt. I pulled his sweat pants off a little and it hit me on the cheek. OH MY GOD! OH MY F*CKING GOD! He really is a beast.My heart raced even more after seeing his size when he's hard. I'm getting more nervous now.I first caressed it then took it into my mouth. This is way harder than I remember. He is groaning a lot right now. His member is so hot and hard and it's kinda hard to breath becau
*I found him sitting on the bed when I got out of the bathroom. My cheeks are burning because of what I was doing in there. He looks like he just woke up.I sat next to him. "M-morning." Just try to not make things awkward.He rubbed his eyes. "Ugh, my head.""Oh? Does it hurt?" He nodded with a pout. "But...do you remember what happened last night?""A little. I blacked out after the first time." So he does remember. He suddenly pulled me into his arms. "Thank you. I don't know how to show or tell you how much I appreciate your help. But just know that I am grateful.""I-it's okay." He let me go."Last night, did I lose control?" He genuinely looks worried. I shook my head avoiding his gaze. Of course he did. We did it three times even though I kept on telling him to stop. "Oh." He smiled. "I thought I did. I didn't hurt you in any way, did I?" I shook my head again. "Oh, that's good then.""Y-yeah. I'll just go make breakfast while you shower." He nodded then went into the bathroom
*A few days passed. I'm finally done with exams so I can rest easily without thinking about studying. I've also thought about going back home for Christmas then thought about Lupus. It would be wrong to just leave him. But maybe he could go with me...as a friend.He's currently outside doing workouts. I got up from the couch and went to him. "Lupus.""Hmm?" He got up from doing push ups. "What's up?""Do you um, do you wanna go home with me?""Hmm, home? But we're already home." He came closer to me."No. I'm talking about my home town in South Africa.""Oh. Then of course. I want to see where Keylan grew up." He gave me a toothy smile. I blushed a little."O-okay." He went back to his exercises while I just stared at him.I called mom a little later. She had already bought a ticket for me. Mom....I bought one for Lupus too. We'll fly in two weeks from now. Which means I'll be able to get a gift for Holland. It's been so long since I went to his apartment, I think I should deliver i
*He gently laid me down on the bed still kissing me. I can't get my hands off him. I don't want to. I don't want to feel the pain anymore. I want to be numb right now.His hand gently went under my shirt. "Ah~" I moaned into the kiss after he gently touched my nip. I think I'm more sensitive today.It didn't take long before our clothes were on the floor. That just made me think of Mike and Holland's clothes in his apartment. A tear rolled down my cheek.He immediately wiped it with his thumb after he saw it. "Ssh, don't cry." He softly whispered into my ear. I pulled him in for another kiss.He held me tightly in his arms. I don't want him to let go. I feel warm, safe and loved in his arms."Can you do it from the back?" I asked him. He nodded. I turned around while he took the lube and condoms from the nightstand drawer. I just remembered I didn't buy the right condoms yet. "You can just leave the condom. It'll tear anyways." He nodded.He applied the lube on his member before slow
*"Again?" I chuckled while removing the confetti off my everything."Welcome home son." Dad pulled me in for a hug."Hi, dad.""Ey, little bro!" Kevin smirked then squeezed me into his arms. As usual he lifted me off the ground a little."Ow! I thought I told you to stop calling me that.""But you're my little bro." He let me go still smirking. I shook my head. Then they both faced Lupus. "You must be my little bro's boy- f-friend. Friend." Wait, what?He shook Lupus's hand. Lupus nodded shyly. It looks like he's still afraid of people. Dad followed. "Welcome to the family then, son." "T-thank you sir.""Definite not. Call me dad.""Yeah, and you can just call me Kev." Kevin added."O-okay.""Now, let's have dinner. I'm hungry!""Yeah!" Kevin and dad started yelling like crazy while heading into the kitchen. Those two.Like usual, dad cooked dinner. Since mom is the breadwinner of the family dad does most of the chores and cooking in the house. He quit his job to take care of mom ev
*I immediately backed away from him causing me to hit the fridge with my elbow. "Oh, are you okay?" he asked holding my arms.I immediately got out of his arms. "I-I'm fine. I'm fine." I dodged looking at his eyes. I tried frying the eggs but I just kept on making a lot of mistakes because of him watching me. I feel somewhat tense. I kept on either dropping the utensils or eggs shells into the egg batter."Are you sure you're okay? I could help out if you're not feeling good." He said worriedly and came closer to me. I stepped back from him a little."No, I'm fine. You can just set up the table. I'm almost done." He nodded. I can tell he's confused and frustrated. So am I. Why am I acting like this? Why am I suddenly feeling nervous when he gets close to me.We ate breakfast in complete silence. He still kept on staring at me which made me choke a couple of times."So," I started while we were doing the dishes together. "What do you want to do today?""I was thinking we could go for
*A few days passed and Mudi has been going out every night. He'd just disappear and come back later when I go to class. I had to ask Lupus and he also didn't know. So I decided to just ask him myself.My phone started ringing. I hurried over to it in my room and picked it up. "Hi, mom~""My baby!" I chuckled."What's up? What's with the random call?""I just wanted to ask you to send me your class schedule.""Wait, what? Why?""Just.""O~kay. I'll send it now.""Okay.""Why didn't you just text though?""You never answer my texts." True."Okay, fair point.""Alright, bye.""Wait, that's it?""Yes. Bye.""O-kay? Bye." I hung up. That was weird. Definitely not the weirdest thing she's ever done buy that was just random. I sent the schedule then went back to the kitchen.Mudi came back. Perfect timing. "Alright, sit." I stood right in front of him. He froze but complied. I chuckled. "Not on the floor. On the couch." He got up then sat on the coach. I sat next to him. "Now talk. Where d
*Holland's POV.Woah, who is this hunk right infront of my eyes. That is the most handsomest man I have ever seen. He's not a snack, but a whole damn meal."Holland?" Keylan poked me bringing me back to reality."Y-yes? Sorry. Um, I'm not staying. I just wanted to check on you." I spoked still staring at the giant man infront of me. His face is completely pink unlike me. I can only feel my cheeks burning. "I'll get going then." I closed the door then left.On the way I kept on smiling to myself. What was that? Love at first sight?I chuckled, looking really crazy to the people on the way. I went back to my apartment. Again, I found Mike standing at my door.I sighed while approaching him. "What do you want, Mike?""You." He smirked and tried to pull me into his arms. I pushed him back."Not this again. I told you that I'm tired of you. You're just a jerk.""Come on. I told you I was just kidding, didn't I? The person I actually like is you.""Yeah right. You make me regret cheating
*My alarm woke me up. I'm in bed. I guess Mudi brought me back into bed. I left bed and went to check on them. I only found Lupus still sleeping near the sliding door naked. Theres no sign of Mudi."Wake up." I softly shook him."Mm~" he moaned still in his sleep."I'm leaving.""Mm, fine." He slowly got up with his eyes still closed. "I'm up.""Good. I'll go shower first."He frowned. "But you said you were leaving." I gave him an eye smile then went to shower.*"Didn't he tell you where he went?" Lupus shook his head. "He used to do this in the past too. He just disappears then comes back later at night. I'm sure he'll be alright wherever he is.""Okay. I'll get going then." I gave him a hug before boarding the bus. He went went back after the bus left the bus stop.*I found Lupus passes out on the couch when I got back. I stared at him. My sweet Lupus. I definitely missed him a lot.The door suddenly opened behind me. Mudi walked in. He seems fine. He avoided eye contact though
*The following morning, I woke up with him gone. I immediately became sad. After showering I prepared breakfast. Without noticing I made enough for two. It's literally the first day and I'm already depressed.I went to school after eating.*A little over two weeks passed and Lupus had not come back yet. I'm getting more and more anxious. I keep on thinking about the worst. I know he's just looking for his brother but still."Wanna go together to school today?" Mike asked right after I left my house."Sure." We mostly talk about school and life just like normal friends. He's also eased up on the "take me back" talk. But over the past few weeks I haven't seen Holland. He doesn't come to school anymore. That made me worry a lot."How are classes these days though?""Tiring.""Well, you just have to persever. You're almost done anyways.""Easy for you to say. You're graduating next year."We got to school after a little while.*When I got home I immediately went to bed. I'm too tired f
*As usual, I walked home listening to my music. Trying to calm myself down after dealing with Mike the entire day. He keeps on trying to apologize to me about that day. I just tune him out and ignore his existence.Lupus asked to meet at the park he found me at last time so I headed there.I found him doing light exercises. He immediately stopped then pulled me into his sweaty arms after he saw me approach him. "Hey, stop~ You're so sweaty." He giggled."I'm just so happy to see you.""You see me everyday and you still get excited to see me return from classes?""I can't help it. I just love you so much." I giggled while blushing. He put me down."So, you wanna tell me why you wanted to meet here?""I just wanted to take a walk with you." He held my hand making me blush even more. "Let's go." We walked home with locked hands.Even though the mood was perfect I could feel he had something to tell me. Whenever he wants to say something he has this look on his face and he just becomes r
* A couple of days passed by really quick and I've been spending less time in the house trying to get myself used to a life without Lupus again. I can't. I just get sad whenever I close the door. Everytime I return back home I just want to hold him tight and hope for the moment to last forever. Right after I closed the door I saw Mike standing at my mailbox. I don't have the strength to fight with him today so I just approached him calmly. "What, Mike?" "Not even a "Hey, Happy New Year"?" He asked while chuckling. "I'm really not in the mood. What do you want?" "I wanted to talk to you about the wolf in your house." My eyes widened. "W-what?" "You know you need a licence for that, right?" He smirked. I sighed. "What do you want?" "I want you to have sex with me." "What?! I'm not doing that." "You really want to go that way? It's even a different kind of lupus. I never saw that one before. He'd be better off kept at a zoo or lab to check what kind of lupus he is." I rolled my
*I quickly changed my clothes then left the house. It's 2am, did he go to the woods? Is he in heat? That can't be since I already helped him with that when we went to the beach. So why did he leave?I ran to the woods with my phone and keys in my hands. I used the flash from my phone to see in the woods. It's really dark, I can hardly see anything. "Lupus? Where are you?" I started calling out. There's no response.I went deeper into the woods. This is crazy. Maybe I should just wait for him at home. He always comes back so of course he might come back this time too. He's never left me in such a long time so this could be important. Ugh, I'm thinking too much."Lupus!" Still no response. I think I've gone too deep into the woods. I can hear water. That must be the creek Lupus told me about."Lupus!" I froze after I heard growling. "Lupus?" Suddenly two wolves jumped out of the dark. A black and a grey one. That's definitely NOT Lupus. What do I do? They're staring at me. No, they're
*"Yeah, I don't have time for this.""I'm telling you the truth. He's having trouble right now because you gave him chocolate. I need your help.""Are you serious?""I wouldn't tell you this if I wasn't serious. Please." He sighed then got out of bed. We went to my room and found Lupus lying on the floor in wolf form. He's breathing really heavily and shaking even more."W-what?" Kevin froze after he saw Lupus. "Is this for real?" He squinted his eyes just to make sure."We can't waste any more time. What do we have to do?" I asked desperately. I can't bare seeing Lupus suffer so much."I-we..." Kevin froze still staring at Lupus. "It's so big.""Kevin, we don't have time to waste. Tell me what needs to be done.""Um right. Sorry. First, let's get him to the vet." Kevin picked Lupus up and took him to his car. We went straight to the hospital. There was no traffic since it's still dark.When we got to the vet we had to hide Lupus from the receptionist. We got to Kevin's office withou
*A smile immediately grew on my face. I actually forgot it's my birthday today hehe."Happy 20th birthday, sweety." Mom came and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek."Thank you." The smile on my face grew even bigger with everyone's wishes."Let me guess, you forgot your own birthday again?" Kev asked while smirking."No, I didn't." I pouted."Of course you did. Dad doesn't play golf. You should've guessed it from that." He took a sip of his beer."Is that why you wanted to jog again?" I asked Lupus. He nodded innocently with a grin. I guess he was also part of the surprise. "Well, thank you everyone.""Ncaw~ NOW LET'S EAT!" Kev suddenly yelled."Yeah!" Dad joined him and they went to get the food from the kitchen. Susan and mom dished up for everyone.Everyone just talked about random things. Either work or home related things. I'm just happy to be surrounded by people who love me on my special day. Lupus held my hand the entire meal time again.Then came time to blow the candles.