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79. Susanna’s pov

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The words sink heavily in my soul, so much that long after the guests depart, I remain on the ground, neck hurting from watching the clouds move and shroud the moon.

My neck tingles with awareness and I look back. Zefiro leans on the door behind me, hands in his grey suit pants. “It’s cold outside.”

I exhale, heart racing suddenly. “I can barely feel it.” It isn’t entirely a lie. “Happy birthday. I didn’t know what date it was. I couldn’t…get you anything. I’m sorry.”

He pushes off the door. “Your presence is enough.” He lowers himself to the ground beside me and I peer at his face in mild surprise. A lot of time might have passed, but I know Zefiro always had a cleanliness problem. “Have you thought about it yet?”

“What?”

“Where you wish to go first?”

I shrug casually, even if tears cloud my vision. “Not quite. I don’t know many places. I read about Edinburgh once. It’s a magical place, I hear. Maybe Dublin, if I’m feeling adventurous. Iceland or Greece, out of mere curiosity. Venice
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