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2021-12-13 03:51:56"W-what?" A single word left my mouth, even though I heard Will's words loud and clear.
I could feel the blood running off my face, turning it pale while my furious heart kept pounding. Suddenly, I started to feel dizziness, nausea, and even my eyes hurt from the light, but I doubted that it was a vampire blood side-effect.
"Certainly, it's not like Sariel would ever manipulate your feelings…" Will laughed awkwardly, ineptly trying to assure me that his friend wouldn't abuse the fact that his blood was in my system.
Some part of me tried to find some form of explanation that would keep me from feeling deceived, but how could I not feel that way?
"Will… How is it possible that the traces of Sariel's blood stayed in my body for four years? And now… Am I going to change somehow? I'm not turning into a vampire, am I?" I asked, hectically.
Will sat closer to me and grabbed my hands.
"Of course, you are not turning into a vampire," he assure
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