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6. Dimitri
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My Mate.....The Nerd 7. Bennett
"AHHHH!" I screamed as a blinding pain traveled through my body as tears rolled down my face. I could hear Bailey whimpering and clawing trying to stop the pain. It's been a year since I left Canada and every passing day it was harder to move. The sound of loud pounding making their way to my room made me feel like an asshole for worrying my family. I moved back home when I turned 18 and ever since then there was this burning pain in my chest as if I was feeling what Dimitri was feeling. Is that what this is? Am I feeling what he's going through? Is this his pain I'm feeling? What is going on with him? Why is he hurting? He rejected me then why is this happening to me? I want this all to go away.Tears blurred my vision as my door slammed open before Benji was pulling me into his arms as I began thrashing as I clawed at my chest as the burning pain intensified. I could hear my poor mother and Bonnie choking on a sob as they watched me as my brothers and father tied to stop me from cl
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 8. Dimitri
*WARNING TRIGGERING*The sound of a door slamming closed rang in my ears as I tried to figure out where I am. I don't even know where the fuck I'm at. The only place that I can ever get in touch with Bennett are in my dreams. He looks so different from the boy from a year ago. God I was such an asshole to him and I won't blame him if he rejects me as well even if I had already accepted him as my mate all those months ago. I rejected him without thinking and I know that's no excuse but I was stupid and I thought that I had it all but when I lost him I lost myself. I lost Bennett even before I had him and I hate myself for what I did. I hope these bastards kill me so the pain of losing my mate will go away. "I see you're awake" a voice said and I looked up even though I had a blindfold on so I couldn't see the assholes face and I clenched my jaw glaring in what I'm hoping is in his direction. A chuckle was my answer and I sneered at the bastard. I don't even know why I'm here."What sh
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 9. Bennett
Blood. All I could see and smell was blood and I could feel Bailey clawing at my insides to get out, to go in there and get our mate. No matter how much I wanted to hate and reject Dimitri, I just couldn't. I loved him to much at this point to give up on us. Call me crazy for loving the man who hurt me and rejected me but I couldn't help but do so. My heart already belonged to him even before we knew we were mates. I had fallen in love with him over the years regardless of who he was and what he did to me. Call me a masochist for loving my abuser but I couldn't help it. Dimitri was something, someone, that had my heart from day one. A year ago I may have reacted the way I had because I wanted to make myself believe that what I felt for him was just a silly crush and that I could move on even if we were mates. I wanted to see if wha to felt for him wasn't just because of the mate bond. The longer I was away from him, the harder it was to move on. My heart bled for him every waking mom
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 10. Dimitri
It's been exactly 8 weeks since I was back home and every day is hard to move past what happened to me for 6 months. It scares me just how much I've changed over that time. My family can't even hug me without me breaking into a panic. The only person who can hug or hold me without triggering my attacks was Bennett and god bless his soul for putting up with me for this long. He could have rejected me when I was at my lowest her he stood by my side and helped me through everything. I started going to therapy to help me with my nightmares and my anger problems. Nights have become my enemy because whenever I closed my eyes, I would be back in that warehouse, tied to a chair with a bag over my head as voices talked about what they would do to me. I could feel them in me, I could still taste their fluids on my tongue and it would cause me to throw up even if I had nothing in my stomach. I would wake up covered in cold sweat with Bennett's arms wrapped securely around me, whispering that ev
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 11. Bennett
"Would you like to stay for dinner?" Dimitri asked once we crossed into the backyard of his house and I smiled nodding."If it's not to much trouble" I murmured but he shook his head "You're always welcomed to join us whenever you want" he assured and I nodded giving him a small smile before linking with my parents and brothers to let them know I will home late this evening to which they said to be careful. Closing the mind link, I followed Dimitri up the steps to the kitchen once we were dressed."Dinner will be ready soon, why don't you boys go and freshen up?" His mom said and we nodded and so with that, I followed him to his room ignoring the whispers of a few of the pack members and he clenched his jaw as a few words were harsh."He should have killed""He's a weakling no wonder he didn't get the Alpha title handed to him" "He's so pathetic, I mean look at him. He walks with head down" I clenched my jaw so hard I was surprised my teeth didn't crack with the force and I could f
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 12. Dimitri
"Hey" I looked up from my computer to see Jeremy, Riley and Monica standing in my doorway and I raised a brow"We were wondering if you wanted to come to the movies with us? You can invite Bennett if you want?" Monica said with a hopeful expression that the guys copied and I smiled. This is the first time in a couple weeks that they've tried talking to me again. The first time was when I was found and brought home, they had tackled me in a hug which had been the worst thing they could do as I broke into a panic attack and they've kept their distance since not knowing what to do. I kind of missed hanging out with my best friends and I know they feel horrible for what happened and have been scared to come see me so as to not cause me another panic attack. I've been slowly getting back to my old self and that's thanks to Bennett and my family. "We miss chilling with you Dimi" Jeremy said when I didn't answer making me blink"You can meet our mates also" Riley said and I raised a brow ma
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 13. Bennett
It's been a few days since I went on a group date with Dimitri and I was going over today to go to the park with his friends as well as mine along with their mates. I was currently getting ready to head out since the others had left a few minutes ago and Dimitri was coming to get me in 10 minutes to head out. "What time do you think you'll be home by?" Benji asked as I grabbed my keys and wallet from my desk and I shrugged "No later than 10 I think since we're going to eat dinner then come home after that" I said and he nodded "I'll call if anything changes or happens""Alright and keep your phone on loud in case something happens and we need to get in touch with you" he said and I furrow my brows but nodded before leaving the house when I got a text form Dimitri saying that he was here."Hey" I murmured leaning over and kissing his cheek making him smile before reversing out of the driveway "How was your day?" He asked as he drove to the park "Good. Benji had us train from 5 to 1
Last Updated : 2022-12-21My Mate.....The Nerd 14. Dimitri
The sound of growling and whimpering was all you could hear in the yard as the pack and rogues faught. The scent of blood filled the air as rogue after rogue was killed. I growled as the rogue I was fighting tackled me causing me to skid across the yard, and hit a tree giving him enough time to come at me since I was still disoriented from the tackle but before he could get to me, I saw a flash of black fur jump in front of me as blood dripped down its coat and I knew it was Bennett. I've never seen Bennett fight before so watching this was both exciting and terrifying at the same time. Exciting because I knew he would be able to defend himself if we were ever attacked and terrifying because there was a look in his eyes that yelled murder. He's willing to kill anything and anyone that got in his way and that scared me shitless. Get up you idiot, Bennett has this handled. We need to kill the rest of the red eyes Grayson hissed and I nodded standing up in wobbly legs before shaking my
Last Updated : 2022-12-21
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My Mate.....The Nerd Epilogue: Ajax
*10 years later*It's been 10 years now since MoonLit Haven became a pack and over time, it had grown exponentially. We were now considered one of the biggest packs in Canada alongside MoonLit Oasis, Savage and King Packs. I couldn't be happier because I knew how much AJ had wanted to grow the pack and knowing his dream came true was the best thing that could ever happen to him, to us. Watching my mate and husband be the alpha he was born to be was a dream come true. Under AJ's leadership, MoonLit Haven had implemented innovative strategies for both growth and harmony within the pack. He believed in nurturing the physical and emotional well-being of every wolf, thus bringing out the best in them. Each wolf had a purpose, whether it was providing security, hunting, or tending to the young and injured. The pack thrived on a sense of belonging, where every individual knew they were invaluable, contributing to the greater good.One aspect that set MoonLit Haven apart was its emphasis on
My Mate.....The Nerd 26. AJ
"Are you ready to go?" Ajax asked as he walked into our room with Athena beautifully dressed in a pink and blue dress with a white bow. She looked absolutely stunning. Ajax himself wore a white button-up shirt with a pair of jeans that he paired with black shoes. "Yeah," I nodded and smiled at him. We were heading to Beau and Derek's house today since it was little Lucas' birthday. He was turning four. It was crazy because it feels like it was just yesterday that Beau and Derek were telling us they were expecting a baby, and yet, four years have passed since that day. They had invited us to the party when we had gone over last week.And not only that, but it turned out that Ashton had found his second chance mate in a guy named Camden. It was a pleasant surprise for all of us. Ashton had been the only one among the pack that had yet to find his second mate, so it was a joyous occasion for everyone. Along with Camden, Braxton had arrived at the pack house. Braxton turned out to be the
My Mate.....The Nerd 25. Ajax
*time skip*A lot has happened in a year. Ashton and I became friends, something I tonight would ever be possible. I gave birth to Athena who was the happiest little girl in the world. She knew how to get you to bend to her will with many a look of her bright blue eyes and little pout. Oh she has everyone wrapped around her little finger, specially her father. AJ would go to the absolute end of the earth to make her happy. I've told him to stop spoiling her too much but that man won't listen, and if he does he chooses to ignore it. But back to my unlikely friendship with my former mate, Ashton. I knew AJ had his reservations about me being friends with the person who had rejected me even before we got to know each other. Ashton has apologized and has explained that the reason why he did what he did and said what he did was because he was scared of what people may think of him for being mated to someone who had Down syndrome like me. Personally, I thought it was the stupidest reason b
My Mate.....The Nerd 24. AJ
I was in my office when I smelt a familiar scent in the air and clenched my jaw. Ashton has been visiting Ajax a lot more frequently since they became friends and as much as I wanted to tell him to not come over, I didn’t want Ajax to be upset with by rejecting his friend. I sighed and rubbed my face as I ignored the scent of the wolf and turned back to the piles of paperwork on my desk. A knock on my door made me look up and call at the person on the other side to enter. “I’m still wondering how yon still haven’t told Ajax to not invite that guy over,” Dillon said as he walked in and sat across from me once he closed the door behind hm, “if Jake had a mate before me and was rejected and then said mate wanted to be friends with him, I’d be pissed and would tell him to not invite him to the pack house.”I leaned back in my chair, rubbing the ache that had formed in my temples. "You forget, Dillon, that our mates are different," I responded, trying to keep my frustration at bay. "Ajax
My Mate.....The Nerd 23. Ajax
I've never imagined I'd ever experience an attack of this magnitude after having a baby two weeks ago, and yet that's exactly what happened. Everything had been going perfectly fine. Jake and I were in the playroom area of the pack where the orphaned children of the pack were playing with the adorable pups of the pack members. I held Athena close to my chest, cherishing the warmth of her tiny body against mine, just as Jake did with his own precious baby girl, Artemis. It was a peaceful afternoon filled with laughter and joy.But it all changed in an instant. It was so sudden that it took us a moment to realize what was happening. I watched in horror as our mates, Dillon and AJ, ran into the yard growling and snarling, their fur bristling with adrenaline. They were joined by their friends, a united front against the intruders. Jasmine, our fierce warrior, herded the running women, elderly, and other teens and children into the safety of the pack house, with Anna and Beth helping her. T
My Mate.....The Nerd 22. AJ
It's been two weeks since Ajax gave birth to our baby girl and every day since the day she was being had been an absolute joy. She was beautiful and perfect in every way. The pack has showered both Mother and pup with unconditional love and affection always ready to lend a helping hand. Today was no different as Alice our pack Doctor and Martina—one of the new pack members and child caregivers—came over to see Ajax and little Athena."Hello, Alpha AJ," Alice greeted as she and Martina walked up the gravel path to the front and I smiled."Hello, Alice," I greeted back and looked at her companion, "hello, Martina.""Hello, Alpha AJ," Martina greeted with a smile, "how are Alpha Ajax and little Athena doing today?""They are doing great," I replied, leading them inside, "Ajax has been getting stronger each day, and Athena is growing like a little warrior princess."As we entered the living room, Ajax was sitting on the couch, cradling Athena in his arms. His eyes lit up as he saw Alice a
My Mate.....The Nerd 21. Ajax
Finding out that AJ and I were expecting our first child together was an amazing and exciting experience. We had been trying to conceive for quite some time, and the news brought us an immense amount of joy and anticipation. Little did we know, this beautiful journey was just about to begin.AJ, despite me only being five weeks along, took it upon himself to ensure my utmost comfort and safety. He believed that carrying anything heavy might pose a risk to our unborn child, and so he adamantly refused to let me engage in any task that involved lifting or straining. At first, I found his protectiveness endearing, although it did take some time for me to adapt to this new dynamic.Every morning, AJ would bring me a tray filled with a freshly brewed cup of herbal tea and a simple yet nutritious breakfast. He believed that it was important for me to start the day with a nourishing meal that would provide me with the energy I needed. As I enjoyed my breakfast in bed, he would sit next to me
My Mate.....The Nerd 20. AJ
It had been a whirlwind two months since MoonLit Haven became an official pack. In that time, my mate had seamlessly adjusted to his role as the second or alpha, or what others may say as Luna, effortlessly guiding and supporting our pack. Although we were a small group consisting of Ajax and me, along with Dillon and Jake, Jasmine, Axel, Gustin, and Jensen, we were determined to expand our family. Today, as Ajax and Jake went to visit his parents and siblings, we continued our work of building new homes in our vast land.As we labored under the bright sun, Jasmine's pondering question hung in the air, filling it with anticipation. "Do you think we'll get more people to join the pack?" she asked, her eyes filled with hope. I paused for a moment, contemplating her words and allowing my gaze to meet hers. The gleam of optimism in my eyes must have been evident, for I responded with unwavering determination, "Yes, Jasmine. I believe that more wolves will find their place amongst us. Moo
My Mate.....The Nerd 19. Ajax
And it's official," Mama said, his eyes twinkling with pride as he looked at AJ and me. "Your pack is officially called Moonlit Haven." A surge of excitement washed over me as I glanced over at my mate, AJ, whose stunned expression mirrored my own disbelief. For months now, we had been discussing the idea of starting our own pack, and now it seemed like a dream come true.I turned my attention to the parchment paper Mama held, my heart pounding. It was adorned with intricate designs and carefully penned words, detailing the information that Moonlit Haven was now recognized as an official pack. The paper also proudly proclaimed our allies as Savage, King, and Moonlit Oasis packs, a testament to the friendships we had cultivated and the alliances we had formed.AJ's hands trembled as he absorbed the significance of the document. He read it over and over, his disbelief slowly giving way to a growing sense of accomplishment. We were the first pack in Canada to be formed by a rogue wolf, d
