The yard was filled with guests both from our pack and the Savage pack. Why my parents invited them was beyond me but I didn't comment on it. I guess because they had invited them to their sons coronation a few years ago when the Alpha passed it down to his eldest son. Who even knows.
"Whats with the long face dude?" Jeremey asked and I shrugged"Nothing man, I'm just looking for the perfect chick or guy to take to bed tonight" I said with a smirk making him roll his eyes"You do know that you might find your mate some time tonight?" He asked but I shrugged"What they don't know won't hurt them" I stated and he shook his head"You're going to be fucked if they do find out and reject you" he commented before patting my shoulder and walking away leaving me to contemplate his words but I shrugged them of and took a sip of my beer as I scanned the yard for my next potential bedmate.The sound of the speakers playing Heathens by twenty one pilots filled the yard as guest mingled with each other. I saw a few members of the Savage pack mingling with my pack and I saw one person in particular that I found attractive but she was already with someone and sighed. She's already mated. Damn it, all the hot and good looking people are either taken or I've already slept with them.My parents were by the door talking to the former Alpha and current Alpha and their wives. The brunette held a baby of about 5 months on her hip while the young Alpha held a boy around 7 years old's hand. No one interested me in the slightest, downing my beer, I tossed it away and walked over to my friends."Couldn't find anyone?" Monica asked as she cuddled against her mate, one of the warriors of the pack. I rolled my eyes and shook my head making my friends shake their heads with chuckles.~*~*~*~*~"FUCK!" I growled as I pounded into Valery, one of my booty calls, and she moaned. Nails digging into ny back as she kept repeating faster harder over and over again. I could feel my release getting closer so I quickened my pace before groaning as I released into the condom before pulling out of her and tossing it into the bin before laying beside her. She was a panting and sweaty mess with her hair disheveled with her make up smudged"That was the best fuck we've had" Valery said as she panted and rested her head in my shoulder and I chuckled"Yeah, but now I have to go back outside since it's my party" I murmured and she nodded before sitting up letting me get of. I changed quickly making myself look presentable before going back downstairs and outside.As soon as I stepped foot outside, I was assaulted with the most delicious and intoxicating smell that had my cock hard in seconds and my wolf growling in my head calling me stupid for having sex with Valery. I felt all eyes on me and I looked to see my parents shaking their heads in disappointment and I bit my bottom lip before walking over to them."You could have had the decency to at least shower before coming back outside" Dad hissed"Don't make a scene Xavier" Mom said laying a hand on his shoulder but her eyes were locked on mine and I could see that she wanted to say something but kept her mouth closed. The smell from before once again assaulted my senses and I growled closing my eyes."Enough Dimitri" Dad ordered and I swallowed the lump in my threat and apologized. I looked at the yard to see my friends shaking their heads at me. I sighed running a hand through my hair. Maybe I should have waited until tomorrow to do what I did but it can't be changed."Good evening ladies and gentlemen. My wife and I are grateful that you joined us today in celebration of our eldest sons birthday. There comes a day where a parent has to step back and watch their child make mistakes as its part of growing up. I am proud of the man that our son has become and we want you, Dimitri, to know that we will always have your back in everything. We will always be there to keep pushing you to be a better man. To be a better Alpha and a great mate. Happy Birthday, son" Dad said and I gave him a faint smile before giving him a hug and my mother a kiss on the cheek.I was about to say something when a faint scent of Jasmine and Vanilla assaulted my nose and I looked around the yard before Gray my wolf was shouting Mate Mate over and over in my head and I frowned as I couldn't find them. I felt my wolf take over and he carried me to a group of teens. I recognized them. They were always around the nerd of the school, Bennett Savage. And talking about him, he was laughing and joking around with his brother Christopher who rolled his eyes but a smile was still present on his lips."I'm glad that you and Brett made up" Bennett was saying and his voice was soft and gentle as he spoke and how did I never notice that? He had on a pair of gray skinny jeans, a white hoody and white converse with his glasses on his nose.Mate MateI blinked and shook my head as I looked around the group of friends all of who were now looking at me with raised brows and Bennett was behind Chris holding onto his shirt and hiding his face. I frowned.Why is he hiding? Gray asked with a whine and I replied that I didn't know. Why was Bennett hiding?"Can we help you with something?" Julian asked with a perfectly shape brow raised and arms crossedI shook my head to clear the fog that clouded my mind and Gray growled, clawing at my head to get out but I kept him locked. No way was the nerd my mate. I won't have that. I rather be mateless than be the laughing stock of the school.MATE !MATE !MATE!Gray shouted but I locked him out and looked at Bennett, and said "I would rather be mateless then be mates with a nerd like you" then walked away and back to where my parents. As I reached the stadium my mom did the unthinkable. She slapped me. I looked at her with wide eyes as she glared at me"How could you?" She asked as she shook her head and apologized to the guests before telling them to leave. I could hear Bennett crying from where I stood and saw him clinging to his father all the while his mother tried to console him. His brothers looked up at me with such hatred that it had me cowering back.You are an asshole Dimitri and until you decide to grow up you can forget that I'm here Gray growled before he was gone leaving me empty."We didn't raise you to be an asshole Dimi" Dad said as he glared at me with such hatred that had me whimpering"You can forget about being Alpha. Until you mature and be the man that you are supposed and apologize to your mate for being an idiot, you will not take the title" He added before walking away with my mother and brothers following behind them. I staid outside in the empty yard looking at their retreating forms.What the fuck just happened?~*~*~*~*~*~Not being able to talk to my wolf was the worst thing imaginable. I didn't think that it would be this painful to not have my wolf with me. Today was another day of hell...I mean school.I walked down the crowded halls and frowned as the talking stopped when they saw me. Why were they looking at me like that? Do I have something in my face?"Why is everyone acting strange?" I asked Jeremey who was grabbing his books from his locker beside mine"Word got out about what happened Saturday. They all feel bad for Bennett" he replied and I furrowed my brows"Why? They should be sorry for me for not getting the Alpha title" I said and he rolled his eyes"You're the worst fucking person ever" we turned around to find Montana, Bennett's friend and his brother's mate, standing there with her arms crossed with the deadliest of glares that had my skin crawling and the hairs in the back of my neck standing"Why are you here?" I asked and she sneered"To tell you that you're a f-" she began to say but the strong scent of jasmine and vanilla entered my nose alerting me of Bennett"Let it go, Ana" Bennett's soft and gentle voice said cutting her off"But Benny" she murmured and I looked at him and saw him give his friend a reassuring smile"It's his choice Ana" he murmured before grabbing her by the arm and pulling her away.~*~*~*~*~*~It's been exactly a week since I rejected Bennett and it's starting to take a toll on me. Gray won't utter a word to me but I could feel him in pain. Bennett's birthday wasn't until next year and by then I don't know if I'll still be alive because I can feel my life slowly being drained out of me as my chest ached. My parents nor my brothers talk to me and it sucked. I hated it being able to speak to them and ask them to help me with this pain but I was to much a coward to talk to them. I sighed, football season was slowly creeping up on us and I don't know if I'll be able to play."Fuck" I whimpered clutching my chest as a strong ache hit me that knocked the breath of out me. I could feel tears building in my eyes but refused to let them fall. This was my punishment for what I did to Bennett. I'll deal with this one my own. But fuck did it hurt like a mother fucker.So much for having a great year. This is going to be the worst year of my life.Even though I still couldn't fully feel the rejection from Dimitri, it still hurt. My chest felt like my heart was shattering. Why would he do that, why reject the person who the moon gods mates you with? It was still hard to process the whole thing. It's been a week since his birthday and his rejection and I didn't care anymore. I'll live even though it'll hurt like a mother fucking bitch. I'm not going to let a simple rejection break me. I've been teased my whole life and this time I'm not going to let it rule me. "I heard Dimitri was rushed to the hospital after collapsing in the middle of Mrs. Roche's class this morning" a voice said and I looked over to see Cara, one of the school's top gossipers and drama starters in history. She was surrounded by a group of students all listening intently to every word she says and I rolled my eyes and continued to walk to my locker where my friends and brother were already waiting and for the first time, they all looked worried making me rais
It's been about a month now since I rejected Bennett and my chest has been killing me. It's hard to breath and my heart feel like it's going to burst. My parents and Grey have refused to speak a word to me and it sucks because I can't even talk to them about how it feels to be in this pain. My brothers don't even look at me nor does my baby sister who was always stuck to me like a second skin clinging to my leg crying when I had to leave for school. My friends would only utter a word or two to me but other than that it's like I'm invisible most of the time. Today was no exception. I had greeted my family and they didn't answer. I walked down the school halls listening to the gossip going around and heard something about Bennett being in the hospital. "I heard he ODed on some prescription medicine" one said "He tried committing suicide" another voice "I bet he's just doing it for the attention" More comments that were similar filtered my ears as I continued walking down the hall to
Its time to wake up Benny, our family and friends need us a voice said and I grumbled shaking my head keeping my eyes shutStop being stubborn Bennett. We need to go home the voice insisted I don't want to. It's peaceful and warm here. Why do we need to go back? It's not like we're wantedI replied and I heard Bailey huff in exasperation. I could feel him trying to wake me up but I was to stubborn to listen. I mean what was the point in waking up when I wasn't needed? Wanted? My mate rejected me when I didn't even know we were mates. I still had a year to find out but he rejected me right in front of everyone and he didn't even bat an eye when he did it. He even smelled like sex and that hurt even more than the rejection had. I mean you knew you'd find your mate that night so why sleep with some one else? It was stupid. I would have never done that if I were in his place. I don't understand why our ancestors made that treaty all those years ago when the first born of the King pack ma
I groaned as I was slammed into the wall by Chris first thing Monday morning. I glared at the Beta as he sneered down at me with blue eyes filled with hatred. I could feel the power coming out of him like smoke and I clenched my teeth to keep from lashing out. Even though I was the next Alpha, the Savage pack were much stronger than the King pack and Christopher could easily take me and knock me out."You're the worst person I've ever met in my life Dimitri and I sure hope that my brother moves on from you and decides to officially break the bond between the two of you because he deserves a better than a man whore like you who doesn't give two shits about anyone but himself" he snarled and I gulped looking at him as Gray sat back and watched the whole scene without even trying to help me push Chris off of me You made your bed and now it's time to lie on it he said when I asked him why he won't help and I glared at my wolf. So much for being strong and brave.You rejected my mate Dimi
"AHHHH!" I screamed as a blinding pain traveled through my body as tears rolled down my face. I could hear Bailey whimpering and clawing trying to stop the pain. It's been a year since I left Canada and every passing day it was harder to move. The sound of loud pounding making their way to my room made me feel like an asshole for worrying my family. I moved back home when I turned 18 and ever since then there was this burning pain in my chest as if I was feeling what Dimitri was feeling. Is that what this is? Am I feeling what he's going through? Is this his pain I'm feeling? What is going on with him? Why is he hurting? He rejected me then why is this happening to me? I want this all to go away.Tears blurred my vision as my door slammed open before Benji was pulling me into his arms as I began thrashing as I clawed at my chest as the burning pain intensified. I could hear my poor mother and Bonnie choking on a sob as they watched me as my brothers and father tied to stop me from cl
*WARNING TRIGGERING*The sound of a door slamming closed rang in my ears as I tried to figure out where I am. I don't even know where the fuck I'm at. The only place that I can ever get in touch with Bennett are in my dreams. He looks so different from the boy from a year ago. God I was such an asshole to him and I won't blame him if he rejects me as well even if I had already accepted him as my mate all those months ago. I rejected him without thinking and I know that's no excuse but I was stupid and I thought that I had it all but when I lost him I lost myself. I lost Bennett even before I had him and I hate myself for what I did. I hope these bastards kill me so the pain of losing my mate will go away. "I see you're awake" a voice said and I looked up even though I had a blindfold on so I couldn't see the assholes face and I clenched my jaw glaring in what I'm hoping is in his direction. A chuckle was my answer and I sneered at the bastard. I don't even know why I'm here."What sh
Blood. All I could see and smell was blood and I could feel Bailey clawing at my insides to get out, to go in there and get our mate. No matter how much I wanted to hate and reject Dimitri, I just couldn't. I loved him to much at this point to give up on us. Call me crazy for loving the man who hurt me and rejected me but I couldn't help but do so. My heart already belonged to him even before we knew we were mates. I had fallen in love with him over the years regardless of who he was and what he did to me. Call me a masochist for loving my abuser but I couldn't help it. Dimitri was something, someone, that had my heart from day one. A year ago I may have reacted the way I had because I wanted to make myself believe that what I felt for him was just a silly crush and that I could move on even if we were mates. I wanted to see if wha to felt for him wasn't just because of the mate bond. The longer I was away from him, the harder it was to move on. My heart bled for him every waking mom
It's been exactly 8 weeks since I was back home and every day is hard to move past what happened to me for 6 months. It scares me just how much I've changed over that time. My family can't even hug me without me breaking into a panic. The only person who can hug or hold me without triggering my attacks was Bennett and god bless his soul for putting up with me for this long. He could have rejected me when I was at my lowest her he stood by my side and helped me through everything. I started going to therapy to help me with my nightmares and my anger problems. Nights have become my enemy because whenever I closed my eyes, I would be back in that warehouse, tied to a chair with a bag over my head as voices talked about what they would do to me. I could feel them in me, I could still taste their fluids on my tongue and it would cause me to throw up even if I had nothing in my stomach. I would wake up covered in cold sweat with Bennett's arms wrapped securely around me, whispering that ev
*10 years later*It's been 10 years now since MoonLit Haven became a pack and over time, it had grown exponentially. We were now considered one of the biggest packs in Canada alongside MoonLit Oasis, Savage and King Packs. I couldn't be happier because I knew how much AJ had wanted to grow the pack and knowing his dream came true was the best thing that could ever happen to him, to us. Watching my mate and husband be the alpha he was born to be was a dream come true. Under AJ's leadership, MoonLit Haven had implemented innovative strategies for both growth and harmony within the pack. He believed in nurturing the physical and emotional well-being of every wolf, thus bringing out the best in them. Each wolf had a purpose, whether it was providing security, hunting, or tending to the young and injured. The pack thrived on a sense of belonging, where every individual knew they were invaluable, contributing to the greater good.One aspect that set MoonLit Haven apart was its emphasis on
"Are you ready to go?" Ajax asked as he walked into our room with Athena beautifully dressed in a pink and blue dress with a white bow. She looked absolutely stunning. Ajax himself wore a white button-up shirt with a pair of jeans that he paired with black shoes. "Yeah," I nodded and smiled at him. We were heading to Beau and Derek's house today since it was little Lucas' birthday. He was turning four. It was crazy because it feels like it was just yesterday that Beau and Derek were telling us they were expecting a baby, and yet, four years have passed since that day. They had invited us to the party when we had gone over last week.And not only that, but it turned out that Ashton had found his second chance mate in a guy named Camden. It was a pleasant surprise for all of us. Ashton had been the only one among the pack that had yet to find his second mate, so it was a joyous occasion for everyone. Along with Camden, Braxton had arrived at the pack house. Braxton turned out to be the
*time skip*A lot has happened in a year. Ashton and I became friends, something I tonight would ever be possible. I gave birth to Athena who was the happiest little girl in the world. She knew how to get you to bend to her will with many a look of her bright blue eyes and little pout. Oh she has everyone wrapped around her little finger, specially her father. AJ would go to the absolute end of the earth to make her happy. I've told him to stop spoiling her too much but that man won't listen, and if he does he chooses to ignore it. But back to my unlikely friendship with my former mate, Ashton. I knew AJ had his reservations about me being friends with the person who had rejected me even before we got to know each other. Ashton has apologized and has explained that the reason why he did what he did and said what he did was because he was scared of what people may think of him for being mated to someone who had Down syndrome like me. Personally, I thought it was the stupidest reason b
I was in my office when I smelt a familiar scent in the air and clenched my jaw. Ashton has been visiting Ajax a lot more frequently since they became friends and as much as I wanted to tell him to not come over, I didn’t want Ajax to be upset with by rejecting his friend. I sighed and rubbed my face as I ignored the scent of the wolf and turned back to the piles of paperwork on my desk. A knock on my door made me look up and call at the person on the other side to enter. “I’m still wondering how yon still haven’t told Ajax to not invite that guy over,” Dillon said as he walked in and sat across from me once he closed the door behind hm, “if Jake had a mate before me and was rejected and then said mate wanted to be friends with him, I’d be pissed and would tell him to not invite him to the pack house.”I leaned back in my chair, rubbing the ache that had formed in my temples. "You forget, Dillon, that our mates are different," I responded, trying to keep my frustration at bay. "Ajax
I've never imagined I'd ever experience an attack of this magnitude after having a baby two weeks ago, and yet that's exactly what happened. Everything had been going perfectly fine. Jake and I were in the playroom area of the pack where the orphaned children of the pack were playing with the adorable pups of the pack members. I held Athena close to my chest, cherishing the warmth of her tiny body against mine, just as Jake did with his own precious baby girl, Artemis. It was a peaceful afternoon filled with laughter and joy.But it all changed in an instant. It was so sudden that it took us a moment to realize what was happening. I watched in horror as our mates, Dillon and AJ, ran into the yard growling and snarling, their fur bristling with adrenaline. They were joined by their friends, a united front against the intruders. Jasmine, our fierce warrior, herded the running women, elderly, and other teens and children into the safety of the pack house, with Anna and Beth helping her. T
It's been two weeks since Ajax gave birth to our baby girl and every day since the day she was being had been an absolute joy. She was beautiful and perfect in every way. The pack has showered both Mother and pup with unconditional love and affection always ready to lend a helping hand. Today was no different as Alice our pack Doctor and Martina—one of the new pack members and child caregivers—came over to see Ajax and little Athena."Hello, Alpha AJ," Alice greeted as she and Martina walked up the gravel path to the front and I smiled."Hello, Alice," I greeted back and looked at her companion, "hello, Martina.""Hello, Alpha AJ," Martina greeted with a smile, "how are Alpha Ajax and little Athena doing today?""They are doing great," I replied, leading them inside, "Ajax has been getting stronger each day, and Athena is growing like a little warrior princess."As we entered the living room, Ajax was sitting on the couch, cradling Athena in his arms. His eyes lit up as he saw Alice a
Finding out that AJ and I were expecting our first child together was an amazing and exciting experience. We had been trying to conceive for quite some time, and the news brought us an immense amount of joy and anticipation. Little did we know, this beautiful journey was just about to begin.AJ, despite me only being five weeks along, took it upon himself to ensure my utmost comfort and safety. He believed that carrying anything heavy might pose a risk to our unborn child, and so he adamantly refused to let me engage in any task that involved lifting or straining. At first, I found his protectiveness endearing, although it did take some time for me to adapt to this new dynamic.Every morning, AJ would bring me a tray filled with a freshly brewed cup of herbal tea and a simple yet nutritious breakfast. He believed that it was important for me to start the day with a nourishing meal that would provide me with the energy I needed. As I enjoyed my breakfast in bed, he would sit next to me
It had been a whirlwind two months since MoonLit Haven became an official pack. In that time, my mate had seamlessly adjusted to his role as the second or alpha, or what others may say as Luna, effortlessly guiding and supporting our pack. Although we were a small group consisting of Ajax and me, along with Dillon and Jake, Jasmine, Axel, Gustin, and Jensen, we were determined to expand our family. Today, as Ajax and Jake went to visit his parents and siblings, we continued our work of building new homes in our vast land.As we labored under the bright sun, Jasmine's pondering question hung in the air, filling it with anticipation. "Do you think we'll get more people to join the pack?" she asked, her eyes filled with hope. I paused for a moment, contemplating her words and allowing my gaze to meet hers. The gleam of optimism in my eyes must have been evident, for I responded with unwavering determination, "Yes, Jasmine. I believe that more wolves will find their place amongst us. Moo
And it's official," Mama said, his eyes twinkling with pride as he looked at AJ and me. "Your pack is officially called Moonlit Haven." A surge of excitement washed over me as I glanced over at my mate, AJ, whose stunned expression mirrored my own disbelief. For months now, we had been discussing the idea of starting our own pack, and now it seemed like a dream come true.I turned my attention to the parchment paper Mama held, my heart pounding. It was adorned with intricate designs and carefully penned words, detailing the information that Moonlit Haven was now recognized as an official pack. The paper also proudly proclaimed our allies as Savage, King, and Moonlit Oasis packs, a testament to the friendships we had cultivated and the alliances we had formed.AJ's hands trembled as he absorbed the significance of the document. He read it over and over, his disbelief slowly giving way to a growing sense of accomplishment. We were the first pack in Canada to be formed by a rogue wolf, d