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Bölüm 95: Thoughts Of You II
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My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 97: Is This What A Crush Feels Like?
× Dixie × I’m staring at my food, and it’s staring back like it’s got something to say. While my fork is just hovering there, like it’s unsure too. I poke at the food a little, trying to get myself to actually eat, but my brain has apparently decided it’s snack time for thoughts, not actual food.And those thoughts? Yeah, they’re all about him. Trix. With that ridiculously intense gaze, the way his voice gets all low and serious when he’s focused, and… ugh, why am I doing this to myself? He’s cocky, a little frustrating, and yet somehow, I can’t get him out of my head. What is wrong with me?I shove a forkful of food into my mouth, hoping it’ll knock some sense into me, but all it does is sit there while I chew... and think. I can feel his presence even when he’s not here, like some permanent shadow, lurking in my thoughts. I swear, it’s like he installed himself in my head, rent-free, and now he’s just kicking back, smirking.A sigh escapes me, and I’m barely even aware I’m rolli
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 96: P. E. A. C. E
× Trix × I can't get her out of my head. It’s like she’s taking up all the space in my mind, and it’s driving me crazy. So, yeah, I summoned her. What else was I supposed to do? Sit here and pretend like she isn’t all I’ve been thinking about since that whole venom incident? Not a chance.But now she's standing here, looking at me with those sharp, curious eyes, asking me, basically demanding to know if I care. Like, really care. And I get it, she needs to hear it. But the words? They’re stuck in my throat. How do I even explain this mess of feelings, this ridiculous urge I’ve had all day to make sure she’s okay, to protect her? To tell her that if anything happened to her, I’d probably lose it?I take a breath, trying to figure out how to get the words out without sounding like a total idiot. But then she’s just standing there, waiting, with that damn smirk like she already knows what’s coming. She always makes me feel like I’m on the edge of something, like she’s daring me to s
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 98: Salty Distractions
× Dixie ×I pull my hair up into a messy bun, adjusting my gloves, and take a deep breath as I step into the sparring room. This overly big space used as a sparring room, which I feel is a waste of space. The usual scent of sweat and mats fills the air, not exactly pleasant, but familiar. Normally, we’d all be outside, sparring under the open sky. But since Ryder decided to disappear on whatever “important” mission he’s got going on, we’re stuck in here with the co-masters. They’re alright, I guess. But it’s just… not the same.Plus, there’s the added bonus of the squad of “pain-in-the-ass princesses”, as I’ve taken to calling them. They’re already here, warming up and gossiping loudly in the corner, making way more noise than any workout should. I try to ignore the fact that they’re glaring in my direction, whispering like I can’t practically hear them. I’m honestly grateful Ryder’s not around to scream at me for every tiny mistake, but dealing with these girls? It’s like choosing
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 99: You Want Mean? You'll Get Mean.
× Dixie × They both look scandalized, and I almost expect them to start gasping like I’ve just told them the juiciest piece of gossip. Instead, Kaia-Kayla’s face goes all red, and Miranda just glares at me, like she’s thinking of a comeback but can’t find one. Ha. Score one for Team Dixie.“Dixie!” Zara calls out again, her tone sharper this time. “Less talking, more kicking!”Ugh. Right. Training. I quickly turn back to the dummy, feeling my face heat up. Great. Now I look like the troublemaker, while the girls behind me try to hold back their smug little smirks.I go for a roundhouse kick, putting a little extra power into it, just for the satisfaction of releasing some pent-up irritation. But my timing’s off, and I end up stumbling, which, of course, earns me another giggle from the peanut gallery.“Nice form,” Kaia-Kayla snickers, all fake-sweet.I spin around and give them my best glare. “You know, you two should try stand-up comedy. Except you’d have to be funny first.”They b
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 100: Queen Bees Of Snarkville
× Dixie × I laugh, and I realize how good it feels. It’s like Jennie’s just washed away the lingering snark from the girl squad, and for the first time in forever, I actually feel… happy? Relaxed? Like maybe everything isn’t a total disaster.“Seriously, Luna,” she says, putting a hand on my shoulder and looking at me with these big, concerned eyes. “Are you okay? I heard a little about what happened, and… well, I was worried.”I feel my throat tighten a bit, but I just nod, smiling like it’s nothing. “Yeah, I’m good. I mean, kind of. It’s complicated.” Understatement of the century. “Let’s just say it’s been a trip, but seeing you right now is making it all a little less complicated.”We’re interrupted by another exaggerated sigh from Kaia-Kayla or whatever. I roll my eyes, ready to throw one last snarky line at them, but Jennie beats me to it.“Oh, hi girls,” Jennie says, giving them her best innocent smile. “Did you need something? Or were you just lurking?”They give each other t
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 101: Stew For This Beef
× Dixie × “I’ll wait for you, Luna. After all, this is the last lap, right?”My heart feels way too full. Here’s my best friend in this pack, the only person I feel comfortable sharing everything with, holding her ground for me like she’s a one-woman army, and I can’t even find the words to tell her how much it means.“Thank you,” I finally manage, my voice a bit choked, though I play it off with a shrug. “Guess I’ll go give my best impression of someone who’s interested in this… workout thing.”Jennie laughs, giving me a wink. “I’ll be here, moral support and all. If they give you any more trouble, just let me know, I’ve got a whole arsenal of bad jokes to throw at them.”I let out a quiet laugh, walking over to the sparring area where the others are pretending they didn’t just witness the whole scene. I know they’re annoyed, I can see it in the way they’re rolling their eyes and shooting me death glares. But honestly? For the first time, I actually feel like I’ve got backup. And t
Last Updated : 2024-11-12My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 102: Invisible Playlist
× Trix ×This morning’s been a mess. My mind’s like… all over the place, bouncing from one problem to the next without even a second to breathe.Feels like there’s this invisible playlist on loop in my head, frustrations from training, weird vibes from the pack, and Dixie, always Dixie, like a song you can’t stop humming. By the time I finally get to my room, I’m just over it.The shower’s been calling my name, so I just head straight in. Maybe if I let the hot water drown me out for a few, I’ll walk out with a clearer head. I crank it up, and the steam fills the space, giving me a second to just stand there and lose myself a bit. Gosh, I love this.But the second I close my eyes, it’s like the volume of my thoughts cranks up too.I start going through everything, every single conversation from yesterday, every comment, every look. An
Last Updated : 2024-11-13My Mate, My Bully Bölüm 103: Peachy
× Trix ×I shrug. “All yours.” But I don’t move, because frankly, I don’t trust half the people in this room.Jennie looks at Dixie. “You doing okay?”Dixie rolls her eyes, but I can see the tiny smile she’s fighting to keep hidden. “Yeah, just peachy. Y’know, sparring room and all.”Jennie gives her this look, like she’s seeing straight through her. “Right. Because ‘peachy’ is exactly the vibe I was getting.”Dixie snorts, and I realize she’s probably one of the only people who can make her laugh like that.Then, Jennie looks at me. “Don’t worry, Alpha. I’ll bring her back in one piece.”I smirk. “I better hold you to that.”Dixie rolls her eyes but looks amused, then turns to Jennie. “So, what have you been up to? ‘Classified pack business,’ really?”
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× Trix דI hate you!” she screams, her fists pounding against my chest again. It’s weak. Pathetic. But I know the meaning behind every hit, every word. “I hate you for doing this to me.”The words are like daggers in my chest. I can’t help it. They hurt. But I force myself to stay calm, to keep my hands steady.“I don’t give a damn if you hate me,” I say, my voice shaking with an emotion I won’t let her see. “But you’re coming with me. Whether you want to or not.”She tries again to break free, her body tense with anger, but I tighten my grip on her, pulling her away from the door.“Let me go!” she cries out, struggling in my arms, kicking at me, clawing at me. But nothing works.“I’m not letting you
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× Trix × A few minutes pass before Alvera returns, and I already know what she’s about to say before she opens her mouth. “She’s refusing to leave,” Alvera says, her voice low but clear. Her eyes flicker with concern, but there’s no hesitation. “She doesn’t want to go with you.”I grit my teeth. "I figured as much," I mutter. A storm brews in my chest, but I force myself to stay composed, to keep my cool. "I’m going to get her myself." Alvera nods, stepping aside as I move past her. I can feel the anger burning behind my eyes, but I suppress it. This isn’t the time for rage. Not now. But damn it, I need her to understand. I march down the hall, my mind racing with the thought of what might happen if I can’t get her to understand. If I can’t make her see reason. I know how stubborn she is, how her heart’s set in its ways. But right now, I need her to see that this isn’t about trust anymore. It’s about survival. I reach her door, my knuckles rapping against it sharply. "Dixie," I
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× Dixie דI never loved her,” he says again, his voice hard. Final. Like a door slamming shut.I flinch. I can’t help it. Each repetition is a reminder, a confirmation of every fear I’ve ever had.Why does it hurt so much? I knew this. Deep down, I knew. The whispers, the rushed marriage, the way he always kept me at arm’s length. It was never about love. It was strategy. A means to an end.But hearing it. God, hearing it is something else.The crowd is eating it up. I can feel their relief, their satisfaction. They wanted this. They wanted him to put me in my p
