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Bölüm 19: The Baseline for Where My Sanity Declines II
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2024-06-25 19:00:51× Trix ×
I wake up to a painful hear-deafeaning noise, my senses immediately alert.
The smell of blood and the sound of chaos fill the compound. I throw on my clothes and rush out of my room, my heart pounding with rage and urgency.
The sight that greets me is a nightmare. Nardoo warriors are everywhere, slaughtering my pack members with brutal efficiency.
The pack house, usually a place of quietness and strength, is now a battlefield. A massacre!
Bodies lie scattered, and the air is thick with the smell of blood and fear.
In the dim light, I spot a group of Nardoos chanting somet
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