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Bölüm 114: Oh, Trix
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2024-11-22 19:30:18× Dixie ×
I have to admit, it's actually super duper nice to know that Trix is all over me like a little lost puppy.
And not just any puppy, I’m talking a full-on, tail-wagging, “I’d follow you anywhere” kind of puppy. Like... Bambi level cute. Who would’ve thought that the big, bad Alpha with that intimidating vibe would be this all in on me? It’s wild, honestly.
If someone had told me a few months ago that Trix would be this way with me, I would’ve called them crazy and laughed in their face. But here we are, and I can’t even pretend like I’m not enjoying every second of it.
And that kiss? Oh god, that kiss. It felt like the world paused for a moment. Like all of time stopped so I could just... feel . I still can’t get over it.
My heart’s still doing flip-flops, and yeah, I know, I’m trying to be cool about it, but damn , I’m
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