I'm sweating and rolling around on my bed in pain. I have been in heat for the past two days and it has been getting worst. When Xavier told me I was in heat, he carried me to the house, being wrapped up in his arms helped the pain a little, but body became even more sensitive. He took me to the roo
"Go back to your room Athena"I looked at him wide eyed what the hell he's going to tease me and then just leave me worst than I already was, this heat is going to kill me."Are you kidding me Xaiver""No, I'm not go up to your room""Ugh Please help me, Come with me lay with me just being in your a
He looks at me and smirks and my mind is to fuzzy to even acknowledge it but not too fuzzy to acknowledge that my body is still on fire and the pain is still there. Xavier begins to kiss up my stomach while taking off my shirt. I reach up and take off his shirt also. He kisses up to my breast and gi
“Please ..... get off of me" I say to him while i'm pushing at his chest and holding my tears back, he just nods his head no, he grabs a hold of my face turning my face so I face him, I close my eyes, I can't look at him, I already feel everything he feels through the bond and the thought hurts. Doe
Xavier POV"I love you Athena, please don't leave me" I says worridly, but I could tell she was so tired because her eyes were slowly. I can’t separate from her again I can’t go through what I went through these last couple of years. I know I made the choices but if Athena left again I don’t think I
Diary of Anna His brother found us today in the woods. They looks so alike that they could be twins the only different is there eyes. His brothers eyes are harsher like he witnessed all the ugliness in the world and is storing it away so he doesn’t forget how ugly the world can be, while the one I
I roll over in bed and bring my arm to the other side hoping to feel Xavier. When my hand reaches over I feel nothing just warm sheet. I jerk up in bed and look around the room, and noticing that he is no where around. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. He would not just leave me after the nig
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up