Xaviers POVI tug on my jeans and begin to pace back and forth running my fingers through my hair, How could I let this happen, it was so wrong but it felt so good, we fit perfectly with each other, like two pieces to a puzzle, her touch burned me with fire and looking into her eyes and seeing all t
"Becuase I belonged to Anna I always have and will""Stop lying to youself " Simon huffed angirly blocking me No I'm not, I can't be lying if I'm lying that means I broke my promise to Anna and I can't break my promise to Anna. I get to the memorial of Anna's and I shift back grab a pair of shorts
I walk up the stairs to my room holding myself, I'm just in my bra and jeans, I didn't even put on my sneakers I left them on the beach, I just had to get out of there for the first time the beach wasn't my safe haven it was the place I wanted to get away from the most. My tears have long dried up,
Anna, Did you do something? I think to myself.I sit and cry in the corner of the shower till the water turns cold, I get up wipe my tears like I haven't been crying for god knows how long, I put on my towel, get out of the bathroom. I walk to my bed lay down and curl up in my towel and look out my
1 month laterI can feel the sun shinning through my windows with my eyes closed, I open them and look out the window for awhile before getting out of bed. I hop into the shower, wash my hair get out and put some clothes on. I walk downstairs and into the kitchen I ignore everyone in there except L
"I'm fine. I’m okay. I’m just numb.” I smile and close my eyes slowly and whisper out “ It feels good not to feel anything.” I say again. “No,no,no" he whispers while grabbing onto my face eyes eyes searching mine for some kind of life"Please , Athena" he whimpers, what does he expect after everyt
"Come on sweetie, lets go up to your room" she tells me while she lifts me up and continues to hug me I just nod and and go with my mama upstairs, we walk into my room and she lays me down on hte bed and she hold onto me tight like when I used to have nightmares and she used to come in and hold me
Monica’s POV (This is her POV during Athena’s numbness)I have made many mistakes these last couple of years, especially when it came to my kids. I would do absolutely anything for them, they are a part of me and Simon. I thought by supporting my kids through the good or the bad, or even when there
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up