"Xavier, Listen to me, you don't mean what you are saying, you are drunk right now, and it is the liqour that is speaking, you are not even going to remember this in the morning, so please stop" I said"Athena" he whispered again"Xavier" I said not knowing what to say, I grabbed his hand made him l
Xavier:“Athena when you left you broke me, and I hate you for that because when Anna died I didn’t feel half the pain I felt when you left. When Anna died I felt like a half of me was taken away, but when you left my soul left with you.” I tell her while looking into her eyes hoping she see the emo
“Because I know I will never get it.” How wrong is she. “Yo say you need me and that you hate me because if it, then let me reject you Xavier, let us both free from this torture.” She finishes in a low whisper, but I can still hear the pain in her voice, but I can sense a affection in also. “ I c
One week laterSitting on my board looking out too the horizon I feel at peace, it's me and the water one thing thats always been there for me, and never leaving me behind, this is where I belong. I have been surfing and spending my time at the beach every waking hour since I have been here. It's b
I just looked at him in shock there is no way Xavier said that he never wanted me, he sayed so himself, it must have been his wolf Samuel"God Athena, I was so mad at him afterwards how could he deny his mate, to me that is the most awful thing a wolf could do to another wolf, I wanted to go up the
Standing in the shower I let the hot water go all over me, it feels so good, I could stay in here all night but I know I have to get soon to get ready for dinner. I thought of all different ways to get out of it, but in the end my conscious kept beating me too it, I'm doing this for my mama becuase
I see her outstreched hand and I grab it but instead of shaking it I pull her into a hug I say "It's nice to meet you too" while hugging her I look at Dylan and wiggle my eyebrow showing him I approve, he smiles brightly at me and nods.Once we let go, Paul grabs my hand again and I look at him and
"Because I said so and I'm alpha" I scoff at his wonderful answer. "Wow thats the best you can come up with, well let me let you in on a little secret, you are not my alpha and you haven't been for the past ten years" "Athena" my father screams my name, I look at him. "What father? You think tha
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up