“Did you know that they blame for everything?” I whisper She just sighs closes her whispers out. "I should have known this would have happened if you came back.”"What are you talking about?""Athena, when you left things changed and not in a good way""I kind of figured that out with everyone tell
July 16, 2012Dear Diary, I’m loosing him, I can feel it. I can see his eyes follow her where ever she goes, he needs to know she is ok, follows her, tries to talk to her, tries to keep her in his presence. Ever since we began to date, their relationship has fractured, at first he was devoted to me
I just stared at him, now I'm the one staring without speaking, I couldn't believe what my mama told me. Anna committed suicide. There is no way she could do that, the Anna I knew loved her life too much to commit suicide, no that can't be true. I just kept staring at Xavier to see if something in
---------------------------------------------I woke up and it was light outside again and no Xavier in the room, I kept thinking about what he said about moments in life to try to figure out what he was telling me, but I couldn't come up with anything and plus he never answered my question on why h
My papa just sat there looking into space, his eyes didn't even waver in my direction, and it feels like someone stabbed me in the chest and left the knife in there. I wish he would talk to me so I can explain to him how my life was here. I shake my head and look at my mama and she smiled at me with
"So if me leaving makes me selfish then I will admitt I was selfish and I'm proud of it, becuase staying here would have killed me, and it did I'm not the same person I was eight years ago I lost too much it took me forever to just get my dignity, pride and even my wolf back, the Athena that you guy
I was sitting in my office trying to do paper work, but I couldnt concentrate, I couldn't stop thinking about the conversation I had with Athena. What I told her was true she didn't deserve to know about Anna's suicide, but not in the way she thought. I wanted Athena not to know that her sister w
Shaking my head not wanting to think about what he said I decided to go see if the doctor arrived to see Athena, on my way up I hear the most beautiful laugh it's like music to my ears, its stops me right in my tracks. It sounds just like Anna's and my heart drops "My Anna" I whisper I start moving
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up