Chapter 4

Kaiser

 

“Find her!” I shouted. 

 

What the fuck happened there? I was about to reach her, and she vanished. 

 

Is that even magic? Is this what a witch's doing? Then I remembered that witch who was so into me and wanted to become my chosen mate. Because I didn’t agree with her, he put a curse on me for having a mate from another world. 

 

I didn’t think about it or give it much thought, but after the incident earlier, I think I will need to talk to her. That is if I ever find or see her again. I don't have any idea where she is now.

 

“We left you there, Kaiser,” Ryan said in a low, calm voice. I’m sure that he was only trying to control the annoyance he was feeling towards me. But I will let it slide since he is also my friend. He even called me by my name, so he was indirectly telling me that he was serious as hell.

 

“I know, but she just vanished right before my eyes, even before I could touch her,” I replied.

 

“How do you expect us to find her when she disappeared right before your eyes, and Kaiser, mind you, you had no idea which way she went?”

 

“It’s because she just vanished. She didn’t walk, Ryan; she vanished just like that! Do you even understand me?”

 

“Yes. And I hope you do understand that we won't be able to know her whereabouts either if we have no idea who she was and don’t have any trace of her. You just said it; she vanished.” 

 

I sighed in desperation. Although I knew that they were the ones who were having a hard time, I still felt frustrated since I knew that they couldn’t do anything about it, and I was just wasting my time and energy shouting and yelling at them.

 

“Fuck Ryan!” I said it exasperatedly.

 

“We want to find her too, Kaiser. She’s our Luna, and judging by her reaction earlier, I don’t think she feels your bond.”

 

“That too. How could she not feel it when we are very close to each other?” I asked in disbelief.

 

“Maybe she’s still young,” Ryan replied.

 

“She’s younger than me, but I’m sure that she’s over eighteen.”

 

“You’re an expert at guessing age now?” He asked, so I threw the wolf figure on my table, which he caught easily and gave it back to me, smiling like an idiot.

 

“Ryan,” I said seriously, so he looked at me seriously as well. “Do I look so bad that she didn’t want to be with me and chose to leave?”

 

“Alpha,” he said in a serious tone. “No woman in their right mind would want to have you as their mate when they found out that you’re a manwhore.” He said that and ran out of my office.

 

Fucking shit! I can’t get a good answer from him. Both he and Misch are such a pain in the ass.

 

‘What are you going to do about our mate?’ Now he’s talking.

 

‘I don’t know, Kylo. I can’t even comprehend what just happened.’ I replied,

 

‘Ryan is right. This is a punishment for you for being a manwhore!’ He said, snarling at me.

 

‘You’re blaming this on me? Didn’t you like the fuck as well?’

 

‘You’re the one who has been controlling your body, not me,' he replied.

 

‘What? So you’re trying to keep your hands clean on this?’ I asked, and he was quiet. 

 

I can't believe him. He's a fucker, and he was blaming everything on me now that our mate has finally come. And because she’s not accepting us, he was thinking that it was because of me! Terrific! So fucking terrific!

 

For me, a good fuck is a good fuck. And I only want to release the heat that has been building up in the thing between my legs. What’s so wrong with that? And I don’t think that my mate is a virgin either. But I don’t care about that. I am not shallow. But if she’s going to take this against me, that’s a different story.

 

The days passed, but I still couldn’t forget her. I want to fuck someone else, but I can’t do it freely, thinking I have a mate who would feel the pain of my infidelity. I focused on training and patrols, hoping I would be able to see her again; however, I only got disappointed at the end of the day since she never showed up.

 

On the training ground, the pack decided to have a feast together. I am not the kind of alpha that separates myself from pack members simply because I am superior to them. 

 

As much as possible, I treated them as my family since I only had my sister to take care of. Speaking of my sister, I wonder when she is going to come back from her vacation.

 

We were in the middle of enjoying ourselves at our meal, and afterward, they started to dance and sing. There’s a bonfire not too far from everyone, where the young warriors gather around, maybe talking about their youth. I like seeing them and watching them that way. They look happy and at peace with the security I provide them with.

 

“Alpha,” Misch said, catching my attention. We were sitting on a round table, and I almost forgot about them as I watched everyone enjoying themselves. “You look like a father watching his kids.”

 

“I am everyone’s father, Misch,” I replied.

 

“Yeah. I stretch both my hands to you higher because of that," he said, so I shrugged my shoulders at him. “But you still lost touch with our Luna."

 

Because of that, I glared at him, and he laughed.

 

“Don’t tease him.” Ryan chimed in, “He still can’t believe that there’s a woman who didn’t want to get fucked by him.”

 

“Are you two working together to irritate me?” I asked, and they laughed again. If only they were not my truest friends, I would have broken their necks for disrespect. But what can I do? They are like brothers to me.

 

I was about to get another bottle of beer when I felt a burning feeling in the pit of my stomach growing up into my chest. At first, it was quite bearable until it started to get painful, so I held my chest.

 

“What’s wrong?”

 

“Arghhh..” I screamed but tried to hold it back since I didn’t want to alarm the others. “The fuck!” I said while I was still holding my chest as Misch and Ryan were looking at each other.

 

“Is it Luna?” they both asked, and my eyes grew wider with that realization. My fucking bitch of a mate is fucking someone else.

 

“Arghhh… Damn! Fuck! Shit!” So many curses and bad words came out of my mouth, but the pain was not leaving me. Just how the fucking long is she going to do this? And who the fuck is she with? Is he the reason why she doesn’t want me? Did she just pretend that she couldn’t smell me so she could do this?

 

“We’ll bring you to the infirmary."

 

“No!” I said this as I tried to get up. I had to go to my bedroom. I will simply rest this, and goddess forbid I should ever see her again; if that ever occurs, I will ensure she is held accountable for this.