I shamelessly watched Ansley watch down the stairs in front of me and toward the passenger seat of my pickup. It’d been years since I’d seen her, and time had been good to her.
Mr. Sanders mentioned she worked part-time as a fitness trainer and seeing her, I understood. She looked good enough to eat. But, that was one meal I’d have to skip if I wanted to keep my balls.
Her Dad wasn’t going for that, and it wasn’t the reason I was hired. I needed to get this prick off her back and make it safe.
What a coward, threatening a woman.
She hopped into the passenger seat and pointed us in the direction of the cell phone store. I could remember when Ansley and her grandmother had the wreck that took her leg. The tears in her eyes lying in that hospital bed would break anyone’s heart.
I also remembered her dad giving her a pep talk and the way it soared her confidence. Ansley never took shit from anyone, which it didn’t surprise me, that she broke it off with what’s-his-face so easily.
Ansley got out by herself and I groaned, catching her at the front of the pickup. “We need to establish rules.”
She huffed. I watched the irritation grow over her face and the tip of her slender nose turn red. A splay of freckles laid across the bridge and it made her look irresistibly cute. She wasn’t used to being told what to do. “Okay, then, G.I. Joe, let’s hear ’em.”
“Don’t call me that,” I spat. “Rule number one. You are not to go anywhere without me, or talking to me about it first. Rule number two. You can’t tell anyone why I’m here. Rule number three. Don’t let your guard down for anything. Marcus is pissed and it’s fresh. He could be watching us right now.”
Ansley glanced around. “Well, isn’t it your job to make sure he isn’t, sergeant?”
I tightened my jaw. Where did this mouth come from? I wouldn’t say I didn’t like it, but it was annoying, especially since I couldn’t do anything about it.
“It’s my job to keep you safe. You follow those rules and it’ll make it easier for me to do my job.”
Ansley pushed past me and walked toward the cell phone store where she went through the process of changing her number. When we were finished, she followed me toward the truck and got in.
“Where do you eat supper?” I asked after a few minutes of silence.
“Normally I eat in the cafeteria, but I assume they won’t let you in to eat without a card. I have some stuff at home.”
“I haven’t had a home cooked meal in a long time.”
“I’ll cook some pasta,” she mumbled, aggravation lined her voice. I hadn’t been home long when Mr. Sanders called and asked me for a favor.
I didn’t have anything else to do, and knowing myself I’d get bored quickly. This would keep me occupied with something more than a nine to five job for a while at least.
We parked and Ansley froze. “That’s his truck.”
I noticed the black Hummer parked right beside her small silver Honda. “He isn’t in it,” she said. “That means he is waiting upstairs.”
“He has a key?”
“No,” she said. “He … he knows how to pick locks. He did it for me once when I left my key inside.”
Great. A hellion.
“Follow me, and don’t speak to him, let me do the talking.”
Ansley nodded reluctantly and followed closely behind me. Her door stood cracked opened, which meant he made his way inside. I opened the door with my boot, hearing her small living room TV and noticed it shadowed over the walls.
“Made himself at home, didn’t he?” I mumbled.
Marcus sat on the loveseat, palms behind his head as if he owned the place. “About time,” he said, standing up to face us.
His dark eyes narrowed at the sight of me, and his jaw tightened. The guy stood over six foot, not as tall as me, but huge like a football player. I didn’t peg him to be big, for not being in sports, but I could tell he hit the gym as regularly as Ansley.
Marcus cleared his throat loudly. After reading his background check, I found out that his mother, a Caucasian woman, had been in and out of jail her entire life, while his dad was linked to the Mexican cartel.
He looked a lot like the pictures of his dad I pulled up. Tall, Spanish and overall charming to be honest.
Except for the anger issues apparently.
“Who the hell are you?” he asked.
“It doesn’t matter,” I said. “You just broke into Ansley’s apartment. You don’t live here, and I don’t want to see you in here again.”
He chuckled. “Oh yeah? What are you gonna do about it?” he asked. “Shoot me? You one of those military jarheads like her family?”
I felt Ansley start to step out from behind me, but I stopped her with my arm. He chuckled, even his laugh dripped I’m better than you. From the polo shirt and hundred dollar jeans, it seemed those actuations about the cartel could be true for his family.
“Isn’t it obvious that death threats aren’t taken lightly, especially for a military family? I suggest you get out before I make you.”
Marcus chuckled. “You think I’m afraid of you? You’ll regret this,” he said, pointing his finger at Ansley.
I stepped in his way. “Get out.”
Marcus’s eyes were wild, like a teenager with a gun and a chip on his shoulder. Slowly, he wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb and shoved past us, slamming the door on the way out.
Ansley let out a shaky breath and wiped her palm over her forehead. “Oh God.”
“And you thought he wasn’t a threat, Ansley? Now, I have to ask, what the hell do you see in him?”
She shrugged and sat down on the corner of the living room table. “He was nice, and persistent. Obviously he didn’t treat me like this at first.”
I glanced at her door and walked over to lock the dead bolt, which obviously wouldn’t do any good. “Why don’t you start on that pasta and I’ll work on getting you a new lock from the apartment manager.”
Ansley nodded, and started pulling out pots and pans. I walked down to the office door and spoke with the property owner. Mr. Sanders told him what happened and he agreed to let me stay until we figured something out. He promised to get a new lock and key by tomorrow.
Ansley pulled garlic bread out of the oven when I walked back in and my stomach turned at the smell. I couldn’t remember the last time a woman cooked anything for me, needless to say, anyone.
I sat at the dining table and opened my folder.
I added arrogant jackass to my list.
Ansley hummed to herself while stirring in the pasta sauce. “Make your plate,” she said, handing me a dish.
I stood up, made my plate and sat across from her. She twirled her fork around the pasta as she did when she was young. “Do you still play shortstop?” I asked.
She nodded. “Yeah. I have practice tomorrow after classes.”
“That’ll be fun to watch.”
“What are we going to tell people?” she asked. “They are going to notice a guy is following me around. What do I say?”
I shrugged. “It’s no one’s business, Ansley.”
“I can’t lie to my friends, Madden.”
I glanced up. “Yeah, you can, and you will. Tell ’em we’re lab partners or something.”
She gave me a deadpanned look. “A lab partner that follows me around like a puppy dog? Right. The last time I checked that makes you the stalker, not Marcus. He is gonna tell his friends and it isn’t going to be good.”
Ansley got up and grabbed us both a bottle of water. I unscrewed the top and took a long gulp. “What’s wrong with his friends?”
“Noting, they’re just douchebags and I don’t think he is gonna let it be easy for either of us. He’s gonna suspect we’re together and I’m scared he’ll act out.”
Ansley was more afraid than she let on to her dad. I took another bite. “You don’t trust me?” I asked.
She glanced up from her food. Her hazel eyes meeting mine. “I trust you, I just don’t want you to have to deal with him and his friends, Madden.”
I moaned when I slurped another noodle into my mouth. “This is good,” I said.
She sighed but continued eating her food until her plate was empty. When she finished, she picked up her plate but I stopped her. “You cooked, I clean,” I said.
“Thanks,” she said. “I’m going to shower and do some homework, you can watch TV or do whatever it is that you do.”
I didn’t do much. I couldn’t remember the last TV show I liked watching, or the last time I’d seen a movie. The military was my life and had been for a long time.
When I enlisted my parents were sad, mostly my mother, because she knew my mindset was to dive into my current situation head first, and apparently she was right and I ended up staying there.
They didn’t even know I was home, and wouldn’t until this Marcus crap was over. I put up the leftovers and washed the plates. Ansley’s place was scarce of furniture or personal items. It was definitely the military family background.
She didn’t grow up with a mother that decorated their house or put up pictures. The only thing personal sitting around the room was her high-school diploma on her small entertainment center.
She had weights in the corner of the room, and protein powder and workout supplement in her cabinets. It wasn’t the average college-aged girl for sure.
The bathroom door opened and shut, and I watched her hurry across the hallway in her towel. I couldn’t imagine a man seducing her to be honest. It would be a persistent person to catch her attention.
The I don’t believe anything you’re saying look always lingered on her face, even in high school. She emerged several minutes later with a towel and wash cloth. “Here you go. I get up early for a run; I hope you’re up for it.”
I grabbed the towels. “Thank you. I hope you’re ready to eat my dust,” I said.
A small smile tugged at her mouth. “We’ll see.”
***
Ansley walked out of her room in a pair of black Nike shorts and a bright red sports bra. A look of shock traveled over her face.
“What?” I asked.
“I didn’t think you’d be up.”
I sighed, giving her a good side-eye. “So, you were going to run without me?”
“Maybe,” she mumbled, taking out her headphones. Her eyes briefly traveled over my torso, but she hid it quickly by retying her shoe.
Send me to Hell for looking. Ansley took care of herself and it showed like a neon sign. She tied her dark chocolate hair into a high ponytail and it still hit the middle of her back.
No wonder she drew attention everywhere she went.
“Why are you staring at me?” she asked. I lifted my eyes from her shapely torso to her hardened hazel eyes. Sometimes it was too easy to forget that she wore a prosthetic leg. Sure, you saw it, but when the rest of her looked the way it did, it was easy to miss.
She took offense to staring because of her leg, just as she did the comment from the day before. That comment had nothing to do with her prosthetic leg, but how good the other one looked.
For a brief moment, I wondered what it would look like wrapped around my waist, but I valued my health enough to know to drop the thought. Mr. Sanders wouldn’t be happy, and an unhappy Mr. Sanders wasn’t in anyone’s best interest.
This wasn’t a potential love connection, and I needed to get it out of my head quickly.
“Nothing,” I said.
She pressed her fists against her hips. “First, you call me legs and then you stare at me?”
She’s not going to let it go.
I groaned, and slid my palm down my face in annoyance. She wore her insecurities on her sleeve. “I wasn’t looking at your leg, Ansley. I was looking at you.”
I gestured toward her half-naked body in front of me. “It was my fault. I won’t let it happen again. Are you ready?”
Ansley was silent for a brief moment. “Oh, okay, yeah, let’s go.”
She did a quick walk out of the door and into the parking lot. “I run along the high-way toward the first bridge and then back. Keep up if you can,” she said.
I followed behind her, watching her ponytail swing to keep my eyes from wondering. She powered through a good forty-five minutes, laughing when I tried to race her at the end.
When we got back to her apartment, she went straight to take a shower and got ready for classes. While she dressed, I rinsed off and pulled on my camo pants and shirt.
“You’re not wearing that,” she said from the kitchen. She sat down two bowls of oatmeal and blueberries for us.
I glanced down at my outfit, the only thing that fit me since my last tour. “It’s all I have, you’ll get over it.” I pulled out a chair and took a seat. Ansley slid her tongue across her teeth before sitting down in front of me. She seemed to be in a hurry, so I finished quickly and followed her lead.
Her class schedule was hellish.
Since she was in her second year, her classes were still mandatory classes like math and science. Ansley grabbed our bowels and put them in her sink. When she bent over in the refrigerator, I watched the way her blue jeans molded to her curves.
Her purple LSU shirt was tucked into the front, showing her small waist. “Are you ready to go?” she asked. “We have a full schedule today. I hope you can keep up, Joe.”
“All my books and softball equipment are in my car, so we need to drive it, because I don’t have time to move everything.”
“Fine,” I said, opening her door and trying to get inside. “Whoever was in here last is height challenged,” I mumbled.
She smirked. “Jenny was in here last. She’s my friend, you’ll meet her soon, she’s in my classes.”
I scooted back and stretched my legs.
We rode to class in silence. I noticed quickly that Ansley was nervous. “Stop tapping your fingers, it’s just class. I won’t even sit right by you if you don’t want me to.”
She nodded but ignored me.
“What is it?” I asked.
She glanced over with fear on her face. “Marcus has this class with me.”
“Seriously? You didn’t think I’d need to know that?” I dug through my folder and pulled out her schedule. “Tell me which classes y’all have together.”
She rattled off three of the four classes for the day.
“Are you both business majors?” I asked.
“No, he wanted to spend time with me, so he got the same schedule.”
I cringed. This guy must suffer from separation anxiety. “Okay,” I said lightly. “Let’s do this.”
A petite girl with a pretty smile and bleached blonde hair waited for Ansley in a specific parking space. She jumped as she pulled in and froze when she noticed me get out.
Her and Ansley exchanged glances. “This is Madden. Madden this is Jenny.”
“Uh, hi,” she said, giving me a small wave.
I noticed her cheerleading skirt from underneath an over-large LSU sweater. “Hi,” I said taking her hand.
Some guy walked up behind Jenny, holding his finger to his face, and swopped her up, making her scream. He wore a football jersey, and cowboy boots.
“Jenny Minnie,” he said, planting a kiss on her.
He glanced up and grinned. His shaggy blonde hair rested right above his heavy-lidded eyes. If I were to guess, he was high as Hell. “Dude, I’m Beau, who’s the G.I Joe?”
That must be the best insult anyone could come up with around here. I offered him a handshake. “I’m Madden.”
“Like the game!” he said, slinging his arm around Jenny’s shoulder.
“Yeah,” I gave Ansley a look. “Like the game.”
“Awesome,” he said, taking my hand.
Ansley gave me a look but started toward her class. I followed closely behind her. Jenny stayed on her heels in an attempt to get her attention, but her boyfriend—Beau—held her hand and spoke to everyone that we passed.
Jenny gave me a quick glance over her shoulder, but hurried to look the other way. This was going to be interesting.
By the time we got to our seats in whatever class this was, I’d been stared at multiple times. I slid into a spot next to Ansley and sighed. She gave me the side eye. “Jenny asked if you were my new side piece.”
I chuckled. “What a lady.”
Ansley laughed, and shook her head.
“What’s this class?”
“Human sexuality.”
I couldn’t stop my smile.
Ansley leaned in and whispered, “Maybe you’ll learn something. You should pay attention.”
I turned to face her. “I don’t need any help in that department.”
She shrugged. “Doesn’t matter to me.”
Good, it shouldn’t.
The front double doors to the theater used as a classroom opened and Marcus walked in. His eyes went straight to mine and held as he made his way up the slopped staircase.
“You’re in my seat,” he said.
I glanced up, noting our audience. “I didn’t see your name on it.”
Marcus laughed, knocking Ansley’s notebook off her desk. “I suggest you find another seat, Marcus, because if I get up it’ll be to whoop your ass.”
“Mr. Ortega, take a seat before I kick you out.”
The Professor, I couldn’t place his name because we’d talked to all of them, stood at the podium. His shoulder length black hair tied at the nape of his neck, one hand shoved into his pocket and the other held his glasses.
Mr. Sanders called him the Pretty Boy Professor. Apparently, the girls in the school all secretly crushed on him.
Marcus chuckled lightly but went and took a seat on the opposite side of the classroom. Ansley lowered her head and covered her forehead with her palm, slowing sinking lower into her seat.
The Professor gave me a slight nod and turned on his projector.
“Take out a blank sheet of paper and answer the question on the board, and get your homework out for me to collect.”
Which group engages in the most sexual activity?
Ansley wrote down her answer and flipped it over while digging out her homework. I glanced at her answer. Married couples.
She slid her palm over her paper and gave me a look. “Don’t embarrass me.”
I chuckled and raised my palms up in surrender. The class itself was interesting enough, not including the drama of Marcus at the beginning. He bolted out of the classroom as soon as the professor turned off his projector.
Ansley took her time, waiting on Jenny to leave before exiting. We made it to the parking lot when I noticed her car’s tire was flat.
A screwdriver stuck out of the side of it.
She sighed. “Here we go.”
The screwdriver incident followed me around like a bad day. To know Marcus would do something so petty pissed me off and embarrassed me. Madden was right … what did I see in him? The rest of the day flew by and I felt myself relax when softball practice neared. Madden plopped down in the passenger seat of my car. “Any more surprises in store for today?” “Just softball and my shift at the restaurant.” Madden sighed. “Damn girl, do you ever sleep?” I smiled. I liked to keep busy for many reasons. Paying the bills being the biggest one. My apartment was small and crappy but a lot when I had other expenses. I couldn’t ask my dad for pride reasons, so I did what any college-aged girl needed to. The softball field sat in the back corner of the campus surrounded by woods and bleachers. It was my time to relax, other than the gym and I loved every minute of it. My practice partner, Sarah, waited for me by the fence, noticing Ma
“Push it.”Ansley spotted the middle-aged woman on the weight bench while motivating her. She looked in her element. After the night before I wasn’t sure how she’d be this morning. When I heard her in the kitchen, and noticed the time, I knew she wouldn’t let this Marcus kid get to her.I was glad. I didn't always know the right thing to say to someone, especially a hurt female.Seeing those tears in her eyes really pissed me off. I could have crushed his trachea the night before. When I pressed my boot against his chest, I felt the fear in him. I liked it. It wasn’t normal to find pleasure in someone’s fear, and I recognized it as dangerous early on in my time overseas. I shoved it aside, the excitement of hurting our enemy, and crammed it down so deep I thought I’d gotten rid of it.Guess not.Mr. Ernest, Ansley’s favorite trainee, dramatically turned the page of his newspaper and sho
Rays of morning light streaked through the crack in my bedroom blinds, waking me. I groaned, rubbing my eyes with my fists. It felt like someone hit me in the head with a hammer, or ran over me with a truck. I kicked my leg and swung my arms to get out of my blankets because a thick layer of sweat covered my skin. What time is it? What’s the day? I rolled my leg over, noticing a glass of water and aspirin sitting on my nightstand. I tried to remember what happened the night before, only gathering bits and pieces. Oh yeah, the barn party. I grabbed my leg, slipped the sleeve over my thigh and tossed the aspirin into the back of my throat. A headache danced around my vision, promising me a fun-filled day of torture—crap. It’s Friday. My clock on my nightstand read seven-fifty-five. I bounded up in a hurry, grabbing clothes and tossing them until I looked somewhat presentable. My door crashed against the opposite wall as I barreled through the barrier. Madden was up before I made
The morning sun woke me. It felt unreal to wake up naturally compared to Ansley turning on the shower or rushing around late. I groaned, stretching my arms above my head and staring at the tiled ceiling.I didn’t check my phone to see what time it was, because I figured it was early, since I’d been used to getting up at the crack of dawn while on active duty. The sheets clung to my sweaty skin as I peeled them away and walked toward the bathroom.Ansley kept the thermostat too high for my taste, but it was her apartment, I was the guest. I made it to the doorjamb of the hallway when her door opened and she walked into the hallway with me.She wore a pair of bright pink pajama short and a tank top. My gaze dropped to her tits, unable to stop myself from looking at the soft outline of her nipples through her shirt.If my morning wood hadn’t already been at attention, her soft curves would have drew him out.Get it together, Madd
I rolled over in my bed, and buried my head into my pillow. The memories from the night before assaulted my brain, shaming me further into my covers. As if Madden getting into a fight because of me wasn't embarrassing enough, I called him out about not kissing me. It was depravity to ask him about it. I knew my dad would crap bricks if he found out Madden laid a finger on me, not to mention Sammy. But that little girl inside still looked up at him with wide lustful eyes. I groaned, and kicked my leg in a way a toddler threw a tantrum. My nightstand clock read seven on a Sunday, which sucked, but I would never go back to sleep now that I'd woken up. I swung my leg down, and grabbed my prosthetic one, while putting it on, I debated on going for a run. It would definitely calm my nerves, and hopefully, make me forget the embarrassment from the night before. I grabbed my clothes, and put on my tennis shoes. The living room was silent, besides the very soft sound of Madden's breathi
Ansley's mouth tasted like sin, the kind that consumed you from the inside, demanding your attention whenever it neared. I felt wound tightly before my mouth met hers, and I slowly began to unravel. Everything about her—her taste, the soft feeling of her lips, the slight moans and the way she tugged on my shirt—it formed molten lava in my veins. I'd been so wrapped up in her that if I hadn't hit the door out of frustration of wanting to rip her clothes off, I wouldn't have noticed that it was left opened. Ansley's eyes opened wide, her mouth puffy from the pressure of kissing me. I tugged her behind me, grabbing the knife from my boot, I kicked the door opened, causing it to swing inward. "Stay behind me," I whispered, feeling her wrap my T-shirt into her fist. I tip-toed into the door, the hair on the back of my neck stood up at the sight of the living room. The couch had been turned over, my duffle bag riffled through, my clothes scattered around the floor. It didn't take lon
"Mrs. Sanders, I need to see you. Alone," Mr. Heckles said from his office, which was located across the hallway from his human sexuality class, in a little alcove beside a small IT room. Reluctantly, I glanced at Madden, who'd been distant the entire morning. As if our kiss from the day before hadn't clouded my mind from studying like I needed to, or his freaky nightmare hadn't scared the pee out of me, his pissy attitude during our run really put me in a mood. "I'll be right back," I mumbled, hiking the strap of my bag higher on my shoulder as I walked into the room. His office was small, with bookcases filled to the brim with every book known to man. I had no idea what he wanted from me, and it made my skin crawl with nerves, and my stomach fall to my butt. "Close the door," he said, waving his pen around, not looking up from his laptop. Madden's gaze lingered on mine, from across the hallway where he waited, as I shut the door and sat down in front of him. He typed something
I let the annoyed look that Ansley tossed me roll off my shoulders, as I took Remy's hand in a firm handshake. I didn't like the way he smiled at Ansley, or the way she returned it.I'd just told her we needed to stop our … interactions, and now this. We had enough problems, and I didn't need to add to my list with some guy trying to get into Ansley's pants.Remy lifted his brows. "Girlfriend, huh? I would have never thought Sammy would want his little sister and friend to date."Ansley crossed her arms over her chest with a smirk. "Yeah," she said. "Me either."I ignored her glare, stepping onto the step beside her, I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. "Turns out I'm a better sparrer than Sammy."Remy chuckled. "Good thing for you then," he said, smiling at Ansley. "I'm around back working on my four-wheeler. If y'all need anything, let me know. I work a lot at a local boxing gym. Are you two in school?""Ansley's is school. I was honorably discharged, and I'm in the midst of getti
Ansley's nerves spiked when I pulled into a gas station outside of town, and filled up my truck. I pretended not to notice the way she glanced in the review mirror or slightly over her shoulder on the way over. She had every reason to be freaked out. Seeing someone get killed wasn't for the weak of heart. I'd never forget the first time I saw someone die overseas. The fear in his eyes as his life slipped away from him. The blood leaking from his chest after the shot, it ran dark and into the gravely sand beneath him. It haunted me for weeks after that, until it became so normal that it wasn't a surprise to see the light fade away, and all you could do was pray it didn't happen to you. When I slid back into the driver's seat with a couple Coke's and chicken strips from the store, Ansley didn't budge. I started the engine, and glanced over at her. "Hungry?"She turned to face me, underneath her pretty eyes were swollen from crying, and I knew nothing I could say would wash away those
My entire body began to shake on the ride to the police station. He'd killed her. Shot her in the back like a coward. The blood … it sprayed—spewed from her like being hit with a water gun. My eyes began to build with tears, and my bottom lip trembled.They would kill us. I knew Marcus was crazy, but I hadn't realized he was only the tip of the iceberg. His family seemed out of control, on a frenzy of killing and doing as they pleased.Madden reached over and placed his palm against my knee. "Calm down, Ansley. We're going to fix this."I wanted to believe that. But I saw the look on that man's face and it was emotionless. Heartless. The lack of empathy chilled my veins. There was nothing normal about that man's face. He lacked that part of a human that made them human. And to my surprise, Marcus looked scared. I'd never pegged him for a murderer, but if he continued down the same road, it didn't seem out of reach for him. His family would pull him down further into the darkened pit
The man rummaging through Ansley's things scurried off as soon as I let go of his t-shirt. The truth was the person responsible could have been anyone. Marcus wasn't the type to do things himself, so it was most likely one of his dad's cartel friends, or someone he hired.We'd never find out from the homeless man rummaging in her things, and since the apartment complex lacked any security cameras, that would be a dead-end, also.Ansley stared into the door of her apartment before sighing. "I have over an hour before I'm scheduled to meet my professors. I guess we need to pick this up—,""Ansley!"The apartment manager, a balding man with a quick walk and a hooknose stopped feet from Ansley. "I've called and left messages. My other tenants are complaining about the mess," he said, gesturing toward the parking lot where some of Ansley's clothing was scattered around."We're here to get it, Alberto," she snapped.He folded his arms. "I need to know what's going on? You haven't been here
Despite the obvious of someone breaking into my apartment and destroying my stuff, things were looking up. The barrier standing between Madden and I had finally collapsed.And boy how I enjoyed the crumble.He made me feel like a whole person. Everything about his touch made me soar. It'd been better than I ever imagined. It was a recipe for disaster if my dad or brother found out, but I was willing to take the heat if Madden would, too.Madden let my study in Sammy's room, giving me some quiet time, that I desperately needed, but my mind was racing.I couldn't stop thinking about his touch. About the way his callused hands felt on my body. I bit the end of my pen, and smiled to myself.Professor Heckles emailed me about meting at the library to gather some printouts for class. Madden mentioned moving softball practice, but I wasn't sure our Coach would be down for that.I couldn’t give it up. I had a full-ride for softball, and I needed that money to pay for school. The money I made
Madden I'd broken so many rules already. I'd become involved with my job on a personal level, kissed it, pushed it away, and now I had her pressed against her brother's bed, with every intention of sealing the deal. What Ansley didn't know was that after this, I knew I'd never be able to turn back. It'd been torture to turn away after our kiss, but now that I knew how snug and perfect I fit between her thighs, it was over. It was a nightmare dressed as my wildest daydream. Ansley had no chance of backtracking. I'd grovel like a little girl, and plead for her to stay, because she tasted too good to turn back now. Ansley fisted the covers beneath us, a slew of curses filtered through the air, her fingers traced my deltoids and up to my neck. My need for her tingled over my skin, leaving fire in its wake, while I kissed a hot path down her throat, hating the fabric that separated us. If it hadn't been her softball uniform I would have torn it to shreds—, "Wait," she said shoving aga
Joanna, the pitcher, shoved me from behind and slung her arm over my shoulder. "Are you coming to Hogs with us?" she asked, pushing her sweaty hair from her forehead.I fought my instinct to look at Madden for permission, but when I did, he stared off in the distance. Slowly, I followed his line of sight, to the nearest parking lot where someone stood staring our way.It was hard to tell if it was Marcus or not from the distance, however Madden must have thought it was him, because his body was tensed, both hands curled into fists."What's going on with G.I Joe?" Joanna whispered into my ear.I bit back my chuckle, glancing at Remy standing beside Madden. "Good game," he said. "You really showed out, out there.""Thanks. I think I do want to go to Hogs. I need to speak to Cindy Kate anyway."Joanna smacked my shoulder, and jogged off with some of the other girls. Normally I would go find Sarah, but she'd disappeared right after the game, probably distraught since Madden called her out
I let the annoyed look that Ansley tossed me roll off my shoulders, as I took Remy's hand in a firm handshake. I didn't like the way he smiled at Ansley, or the way she returned it.I'd just told her we needed to stop our … interactions, and now this. We had enough problems, and I didn't need to add to my list with some guy trying to get into Ansley's pants.Remy lifted his brows. "Girlfriend, huh? I would have never thought Sammy would want his little sister and friend to date."Ansley crossed her arms over her chest with a smirk. "Yeah," she said. "Me either."I ignored her glare, stepping onto the step beside her, I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. "Turns out I'm a better sparrer than Sammy."Remy chuckled. "Good thing for you then," he said, smiling at Ansley. "I'm around back working on my four-wheeler. If y'all need anything, let me know. I work a lot at a local boxing gym. Are you two in school?""Ansley's is school. I was honorably discharged, and I'm in the midst of getti
"Mrs. Sanders, I need to see you. Alone," Mr. Heckles said from his office, which was located across the hallway from his human sexuality class, in a little alcove beside a small IT room. Reluctantly, I glanced at Madden, who'd been distant the entire morning. As if our kiss from the day before hadn't clouded my mind from studying like I needed to, or his freaky nightmare hadn't scared the pee out of me, his pissy attitude during our run really put me in a mood. "I'll be right back," I mumbled, hiking the strap of my bag higher on my shoulder as I walked into the room. His office was small, with bookcases filled to the brim with every book known to man. I had no idea what he wanted from me, and it made my skin crawl with nerves, and my stomach fall to my butt. "Close the door," he said, waving his pen around, not looking up from his laptop. Madden's gaze lingered on mine, from across the hallway where he waited, as I shut the door and sat down in front of him. He typed something
Ansley's mouth tasted like sin, the kind that consumed you from the inside, demanding your attention whenever it neared. I felt wound tightly before my mouth met hers, and I slowly began to unravel. Everything about her—her taste, the soft feeling of her lips, the slight moans and the way she tugged on my shirt—it formed molten lava in my veins. I'd been so wrapped up in her that if I hadn't hit the door out of frustration of wanting to rip her clothes off, I wouldn't have noticed that it was left opened. Ansley's eyes opened wide, her mouth puffy from the pressure of kissing me. I tugged her behind me, grabbing the knife from my boot, I kicked the door opened, causing it to swing inward. "Stay behind me," I whispered, feeling her wrap my T-shirt into her fist. I tip-toed into the door, the hair on the back of my neck stood up at the sight of the living room. The couch had been turned over, my duffle bag riffled through, my clothes scattered around the floor. It didn't take lon