Mercy.
It has all become clear to me now, what I have to do.
I have to run away.
The thought was exciting, and somewhat terrifying. I found myself sailing my head about how pathetic I was, thinking about anything that would make me still want to stay here.
School? No. Already done with that.
Friends? Did I even have any friends?
The rich culture, maybe? No. The pack here is drab and boring. Stories of other packs entertain me more than the annual competitions.
My very loving family?
The answer to that was very obvious. I had no reason to want to continue to stay on. The question now was where to go.
I had never left this pack before, but I knew Marcy had a few friends in the neighbouring pack. Maybe I could—
My thoughts were intercepted as I heard a loud bang. It was my room door, and Marcy stood at the entrance.
"There's something called knocking, you should try it sometime."
"There's something called a life, you should try to have one sometime." Was her lame retort.
"My mom says you should come down to eat." Marcy said with a small shrug. "Eke and I are having a couple's party next week. You should come."
I ignored her.
"There's space for single people, of course. I'd give you something to wear." Her grin was sugary.
Just like Marcy to end up with my mate and rub it in my face.
"Yeah, yeah. That's great. Do you know any other packs except ours?" I asked her.
She raised a brow. Whether it was because I didn't yell at her, or it was because I was asking her a question, I didn't know.
"I've been to two. Eke has a friend called Grayson in Southside Pack. That's the closest one here." Her voice was calm.
"Okay, but—" She cut me off.
"Stop talking to me, reject." And she took her leave, leaving my door wide open.
"It's my last day in this house, so I better make it worthwhile." I mumbled and went out too, thinking about what I'd need on the way.
I was pointedly ignored at the table, as usual. And if my mom was surprised that I chose to eat downstairs, instead of taking it upstairs, she did not show it. My dad didn't talk at all. I expected him to scold me about the mate incident, but it was as if it had never happened.
"Even if you guys have never treated me right, I still dont hate you." I started, causing everyone to look at me strangely.
I imagined giant red question marks floating above their head.
"I mean, I don't love you, but I don't think I hate you. Marcy may be the—"
"Shut up, I'm trying to eat here." Marcy said and my parents went back to eating.
So much for trying to be good.
"That's it, I hate all of you, and I hope you rot." I pushed my now empty plate away from me and went upstairs, happy that they had give me the final push that I needed.
I took my bag pack and put in what I thought I'd need. Knife, two large water bottles, flashlight and snacks, three of my favourite books, and of course, my devices. I'd never done this before, so I didn't know what else to do.
And then I walked out the front door.
"Where are you going, honey?" Mom asked me.
"Marcy invited me to a party hosted by her and her boyfriend, and I'm going to see if I can make any friends of my own." I said and looked back. Mom wasn't there.
She had only asked for the sake of asking? I looked at Marcy one last time to see her smirking. She would do great as the villain in a movie. In fact, she was already the villain in my life!
"Good luck!" She said in a sing song voice. "You'd need a lot of that."
"You'd be unpleasantly surprised, dear sister." I sneered at her and put my middle finger on display. She returned the gesture.
I was unpleasantly surprised when I felt the drizzle. There had been no signs that it was going to rain, and I couldn't have gone very far. I hoped.
It was almost nightfall and I wondered if I would be able to find my way back to the house in time, and maybe embark on this journey another day.
I looked at the stretch of giant trees and shrubs and shook my head. It wasn't worth it, I was already lost.
But I knew that walking straight ahead would take me to a different pack. Hopefully, I'd find shelter there and move on tomorrow.
The drizzling had stopped, but I was still exposed in an unknown place. And it was already somewhat dark.
I had already given up hope on the idea of getting to another pack by now. I started to shed my clothes. If I could go to sleep in wolf form, some animals would not bother attacking me, and that would give me a sense of security.
SNAP!
The only reason I didn't take off running was that I was almost naked, and the idea of being seen by someone while running that way was too embarrassing.
Like i said, cowardly and vain. I see why everyone is ashamed of me now.
I start to put my clothes back on when I hear another snap, and rustling.
"Please, just be a little rabbit. Please." I pleaded, wondering who I was fooling. The gentle thumping of paws and the feeling of predator eyes on me could not belong to any kind of rabbit.
I got my flashlight out and wore my backpack, ready to run. That's when I saw them.
Three large wolves, closing in on me. Teeth bared. With my good luck, it started to rain.
Note the sarcasm.
"Are you werewolves, or just regular wolves?" I knew that fear was oozing out of me in waves. Heck, they could probably even taste my fear now.
They responded with angry grunts.
"Please don't hurt me. I taste terrible." I bent down to pick a pebble, and I threw it at one of them.
I shouldn't have done that. Because, immediately they ran towards me and one grabbed my flashlight, nearly biting my hand off.
I was on the ground, swinging blindly with my backpack when a flashlight came on.
"Please, help me!" I screamed. I couldn't die this way, especially not after everything Marcy had done to me. I had people to prove wrong.
One of the wolves bit my thigh through my jeans so hard that I couldn't feel my left leg anymore. They ran towards the bearer of the light.
The world was closing in on me but I struggled to stay awake. I heard four loud gunshots and I saw the outline of a man hovering over me.
He grunted.
"It's always these stupid people walking by themselves at night." He lifted me up, and everything faded to black.
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I woke up on a bed, tucked in. Everywhere smelled like balm. Not the soothing kind, the one that could hurt your eyes without you even touching it.
"You are conscious, good." A man said. I hadn't noticed him standing so close to the bed before.
"Marion!" He yelled, causing me to wince.
"What happened to me?" I pulled the blanket down to see my body clad in my underwear, and I was heavily bandaged.
I covered myself back immediately, wondering if he was the one who had done it.
A plump woman appeared by his side and turned to look at me.
"Shes awake, sir!" She fussed over me, checking my temperature and my eyes.
Everything came back to me. Eke, my family, the wolves.
"You saved me?" I asked the man.
"In the nick of time. You could have died out there. Why were you walking around anyway?" He asked.
"I left somewhere."
"Wherever you left is better than here. This place is dangerous for people." He said.
"You're here." I retorted.
"I'm special. I can be here. Are you hungry?" He asked.
"I'd like something to eat, please." On cue, my stomach rumbled. The plump woman left.
I looked under my blanket. I didn't know that the damage was this much.
"Yes. A part of your thigh was scraped off, and you have deep injuries on your arm and shoulder." He said.
"Thank you."
I looked at him wondering if he was also a were, or a human. He looked like he was seizing me up too.
"After your recovery, you can leave. You're in no condition to move after what you went through. Marion will bring something for you to eat."
"Thank you." I said again, feeling silly for being unable to say more.
"Always happy to help a sister." He said and walked away.
The plump woman I had seen earlier, Marion came in soon after he left.
"Poor thing." She said, helping me sit up. I noticed her strange way of speaking and asked her about it.
"I am French. My father wanted a son and so he named me Marion instead of Marionette. And everyone thinks I'm a man until they see me!" She complained.
"I didn't think so." I told her.
She shook her head. "It is because you don't know it. Do you like bread?"
I nodded. "Yes, thank you. Can I ask some questions?"
"Okay." She nodded, staring at me.
"Where are we?"
"You're in my master's house. Don't be afraid." She rubbed an aching spot on my face gently.
"But where is your master's house?" I asked her, causing her to look at me incredulously.
"I already told you. It's here!" She sighed. "No more questions now. Eat your food and I prepare your bath water so you can take your medicine."
I nodded and she disappeared into a corner in the room, and I was stuck wondering what I'd do now that my mission had been altered.
"This room belonged to my sister." The voice of the man who had saved me startled me.
"Oh." I said. He said belonged. Was she dead?
"Yes. So I'd have to move you to a different room later today. Don't touch anything, just come outside with your bag after you're done with your bath." He said and walked away.
I looked at where he had pointed to. It felt comforting to know that he brought my bag too. I was going to have to thank him for that too.
"You have finished your food?" Marion called out from the bathroom and I started to eat up before she would come in and possibly get offended.
Chapter Four.Mercy. He didn’t come to send me out of his room anymore, and my wounds were healing. I frowned as I looked at the gashes, knowing that if this had happened to Marcy, then she would have probably healed by now, and that was one of the things that made us so different from each other. I was just waking up, and the sun was bright out in the sky, bathing the room in a new light. I could see just how pretty it was, unlike with the candles, and it made me much more comfortable to note that the ghost that I saw last night was nothing but an art piece hung up in a strange way. I looked around, my thoughts running every which way. Just where did I think I was going to exactly? I was running away from home, yes, but nothing had been planned out. Just then, the door opened, revealing the master. “Finally, you are awake. Marion had come in to check on you so many times, but you were flat out cold. Very bad for a werewolf.” The master said, and I nodded. “I’m sorry, I gue
Chapter Five.Mercy. I couldn't stop thinking about leaving. The thought of staying in one place, living a simple, mundane life, made me feel trapped. I wanted excitement, something that would make me feel stronger, more alive. As I sat in the small kitchen, I watched Marion move about with ease and contentment. “Marion.” I said, breaking the comfortable silence, “Do you ever feel like life is going too slow for you here?” She turned to me with a gentle smile. “No, Mercy, I don't. I love peace and simplicity of this place. It gives me time to think and enjoy the everything. If life moves too fast, then I die!” I nodded, trying to understand her perspective. “But don't you ever want more? Something exciting, something that makes your heart race?” Marion shook her head. “No, I've had my share of excitement, Mercy. Now, I just want to be happy and peaceful. This is good for me.” I sighed, realizing that she wouldn't understand my restlessness. “I see. Well, I'm gl
Chapter Six.Mercy. I couldn’t stand still as John prepared to leave. He had some things to sell, and I knew this was my chance. My chance to finally leave this place. I watched him from the doorway, my heart pounding in my chest. “Mercy, I’m going out to sell some things, alright? Very important.” John said, looking at me. “I’ll be back by nightfall. Marion is inside if you need anything.” I nodded, trying to keep my face calm. “Alright, John. Be safe.” He nodded and walked off, the door closing behind him with a soft thud. As soon as he was out of sight, I sprang into action. I had to move quickly. Hurrying to my room, I got the paper where I wrote my goodbye note on and picked up my previously packed bag. I placed the note on the kitchen table where they would see it and took a deep breath. This was it. I was really doing this. But then it struck me as I was about to leave. I didn’t take anything to eat. I packed a few essentials into my small bag. I took some fruits,
Chapter Eight.Mercy. I wanted to cry. John’s words cut deep, not just because he was angry, but because I could tell that he cared about me. It was the first time someone had scolded me out of genuine concern, not out of hatred. My heart felt heavy, and the tears started to spill over. I took a deep breath, trying to hold them back. John was still fuming, pacing back and forth. Marion stood silently at the door, her face full of worry and disappointment. “I’m sorry.” I managed to say again, my voice breaking. “I didn’t mean to worry you both.” John stopped and looked at me, his eyes softer but still intense. “Do you even understand why we’re so upset, Mercy?” I nodded, the lump in my throat growing. “Yes, I do. I know it was reckless and selfish of me. I just... I felt trapped.” John sighed heavily, sitting down on the edge of the bed. “Feeling trapped doesn’t justify risking your life. You need to understand that running away isn’t always the answer.” I looked
Chapter Nine.Mercy’s POV. The day of the full moon was bright and clear, with a strong energy in the air. John had been more intense than usual, reminding me constantly to be prepared because we had a lot to get done. I didn’t fully understand why he was so on edge, but I knew better than to question him as he was being like this. We spent the day working hard, cleaning the small barn, and John was chopping wood and tending to the animals. John was more focused and serious than I’d ever seen him, and there was a grim look on his face. Even Marion seemed unusually quiet, her eyes darting to the sky every now and then as if she was waiting for something. “What’s going on?” I asked her when I got the chance. “Master will let you know soon. Don’t worry.” She said. As the sun began to set, painting the sky in pretty colours of orange and pink, John finally let out a long breath. “Alright, that’s enough for today. Come on, Mercy. We need to talk.” I followed him to the edge o
Chapter Ten.Mercy’s POV. I thought it would be easy. How hard could it be to resist the urge to shift? I had no idea how powerful the moon really was. As the minutes ticked by, the pain spread from my chest, radiating out to every part of my body. It felt like my bones were on fire, and every muscle screamed in agony. The initial tremors I had felt under the rising moon quickly turned into violent convulsions. My body twisted and jerked uncontrollably. The sensation of electricity coursing through me became unbearable. “John, please!” I screamed, my voice cracking with desperation. “Help me! I can’t do this at all!” John’s face was set in stone, but I could see the worry etched in his eyes. He didn’t move. He was testing me, but it was agony. Every single second felt like a thousand years. Marion, on the other hand, rushed to my side and tried to hold me. “Leave her alone!” John said.“Mercy, you need to focus!” The pain was getting worse, spreading like wildfire through
Chapter Eleven.Mercy's POV. I woke up to a dull ache spreading throughout my body, a harsh reminder of last night’s situation. My muscles felt like they’d been stretched to their limits and then some. I groaned as I tried to sit up, the memories of the shift flooding back into my mind. The ropes, the pain, John’s unyielding commands, it all played on a loop in my head, and I was honestly tired. I was lost in thought when the door creaked open. John stepped into the room, his expression as unreadable as always. He looked at me for a moment, his eyes searching mine before he spoke. “Get up, Mercy. We have somewhere to be.” He said, his voice cold and commanding. I blinked, trying to shake off the grogginess. “John, I’m still hurting from last night. Can’t it wait a while?” His eyes hardened, and he crossed his arms over his chest. “No. You need to learn that there’s no time to rest in this life. Get ready. We leave in fifteen minutes, and I won’t wait.” I sighed, knowing th
Chapter Twelve.Mercy's POV. I woke up the next morning, my body aching from the previous day's ordeal. Every muscle screamed in protest as I dragged myself out of bed, and my body wasn’t exactly happy with the decisions I was making— or the ones John was making for me. I wondered what John had in store for me today. Hopefully, it went along the lines of staying in and getting some well deserved sleep. As I made my way downstairs, I found John sitting at the kitchen table, sipping his morning coffee. He looked up as I entered, his expression as unreadable as ever. “Good morning.” I mumbled, trying to shake off the grogginess and giving him a small smile. “Morning.” He replied curtly. "Get yourself ready. We’re heading out soon. We have a lot on our plate today." “A lot, like yesterday’s, or maybe something less? Because I’m not ready to go through any more torture than I already have, you of all people should know that.” I shook my head, and he grunted. “Those are the w
Chapter Twenty Four. Mercy’s POV. The scream pierced through the air, sharp and terrifying, cutting into the quiet evening like a knife. I froze for a moment, my heart pounding in my chest as I looked at Laura. Her wide eyes met mine, mirroring the same shock and confusion that was quickly taking over my mind. We didn’t waste time exchanging words, our feet were moving before our brains could catch up. We sprinted towards the source of the scream, my heart racing with every step. Marion’s voice was frantic, echoing in the distance, and as we rounded the corner of the house, the sight that greeted us made my blood run cold. John was on the ground. I couldn’t believe it at first. My eyes refused to accept what they were seeing. John, who was definitely the strongest man I knew, was lying there, lifeless. Marion knelt beside him, her face pale and stricken with panic. Her hands were shaking as they hovered over him, unsure of what to do. “Master! Oh my God, master!” She scream
Chapter Twenty Three.Mercy's POV. For the first time, Laura didn't have a snarky comeback. She just sat there, staring at the ground, looking like she was struggling to find the right words. It was rare to see her speechless. I sighed, rubbing my palms together as the coldness of the memories filled me. "So, I made the decision to leave. I couldn't stay there, pretending like everything was okay when it wasn't. I couldn't be part of their perfect little family anymore." Laura stayed quiet for a moment longer, then she finally spoke, her voice softer than I'd ever heard it. "That's... that's a lot to deal with. No wonder you left." I nodded, grateful she wasn't pushing for more. I'd already said more than I intended to. "Yeah, well, it wasn't easy, but it was the only thing I could do." Laura nodded slowly, her expression thoughtful. "I can't imagine what that must've been like. But... you're better off without them, right? I mean, if they couldn't see your worth..."
Chapter Twenty Two.Mercy’s POV. I spotted Laura sitting alone on the bench by the training grounds, her arms crossed, head down, and her usual scowl plastered on her face. The air was cool, but not cold, and the distant sound of swords clashing filled the background as others practiced. Laura had always been distant, closed off. She gave off a vibe that said “stay away,” but I wasn’t in the mood to care today. I walked over to her and sat down without asking. She immediately tensed up, eyes narrowing, as if she was ready to bite. “Hey.” I said casually, leaning back on the bench. She didn’t even bother to look at me, she just scoffed and moved to stand up. “Don’t bother.” She muttered under her breath, that same familiar edge in her voice. She always had something cutting to say. Before she could leave, I reached out and grabbed her wrist, gently but firm enough to stop her. “Hold on. You remind me of someone.” Laura rolled her eyes and made a face, trying to pull
Chapter Twenty One.John's POV. The memories were sharp as blades, slicing through the present. Even after all these years, I could still feel the memories of that night pressing down on my chest like it had just happened. Fifteen years. I leaned back in my chair, closing my eyes, letting the past pull me back, even though I knew better than to relive it. Some wounds never heal. Some promises never let you forget.--Flashback.- The night was cold, and the sky overhead was a deep shade of black, no stars, no moon. Just darkness. The clash of swords echoed in the distance, a sound I had come to know too well. I ran, heart pounding in my chest, my breath coming in sharp bursts. The king was just behind me, struggling to keep up, but I couldn't slow down. If I did, they would catch us. “Keep moving!” I shouted, turning to glance at him. His face was pale, covered in sweat, his eyes wide with fear. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. Kings weren’t supposed to look like this. But
Chapter Twenty.Mercy's POV. The cold, hard ground met my back with a thud, and I winced as pain shot through my body. Laura stood over me, panting heavily but still with that smug, triumphant look on her face. She had the upper hand, again. I groaned and rolled onto my side, pushing myself up to a sitting position. “Getting slow, Mercy.” Laura said, a hint of satisfaction in her voice. “Maybe next time you’ll land a hit.” I bit my lip, refusing to respond. Instead, I focused on catching my breath. My body ached, but there was something different this time. My movements were smoother, more controlled. Despite being thrown to the ground, I didn’t feel defeated. I knew I was getting better. Slowly, but surely. We were sparring again, just like we had countless times before. But this time, something was changing inside me. I could feel it. Each punch, each block, felt more natural. My body was adjusting, learning. Laura, on the other hand, was clearly enjoying herself. She wiped t
Chapter Nineteen.Mercy’s POV. I paced my room, my heart hammering in my chest. John had just gotten back, and I knew he’d hear about what happened with Laura. Every second that passed felt like a countdown to some kind of punishment. Would he yell? Would he make me pay for it in some twisted way? I wasn’t sure, but I wasn’t about to sit there and wait for him to call me out. Taking a deep breath, I decided to face it head on. I left my room and headed to the living room where I knew he’d be. As I rounded the corner, my stomach dropped. Laura was standing there, leaning against the doorframe with that smug little smirk I’d come to hate. Her lip was still swollen from earlier, and the sight of her made the guilt in my chest twist a little tighter. “John...” I started, but I didn’t get far. John held up a hand, cutting me off before I could explain. “Laura.” He said calmly, looking at her. “You want to tell me what happened?” Of course, she jumped at the chance. Laura straig
Chapter Eighteen.Mercy’s POV. I stayed on the ground for what felt like forever, staring at the dirt. My knuckles throbbed, and my back ached, but it was nothing compared to the guilt churning in my gut. What the hell had I done? I had let my anger get the best of me, and now Laura… Laura had every reason to hate me more than she already did. I heard her footsteps behind me, the crunch of leaves as she shifted, but she didn’t say anything. Slowly, I forced myself to get up. My body felt heavy, weighed down by shame. When I turned around, Laura was still holding her lip, the blood now dried in the corner of her mouth. Her eyes flicked to mine for a second, and I saw a flash of anger and pain, and maybe even confusion, but she quickly looked away, wiping at her lip again. “Laura.” I started, my voice barely above a whisper, “I’m so sorry.” She didn’t answer. Instead, she just kept rubbing her shoulder, twisting away from me as I stepped closer. “I said I’m sorry!” I repeat
Chapter Seventeen. John had left early that morning, giving both Laura and me a list of chores to keep us busy. I’d overheard him talking about heading into town for some supplies, leaving the two of us alone at the house. It wasn't unusual for him to leave, but the timing felt off, especially after last night. “Make sure you chop the dry wood by the shed and clear out the leaves in the front yard.” John had said in his usual calm, authoritative tone. He looked at Laura and me with the same stern expression. “I expect everything to be done by the time I get back.” I nodded, trying to keep my face neutral, but I could already feel the tension bubbling beneath the surface. Laura, on the other hand, had smiled sweetly, like she always did whenever John was around. As soon as he left, I could already tell this was going to be a long day. “Well…” Laura said, stretching her arms over her head as she walked out into the yard. “It looks like it's just you and me, Mercy. How exciti
Chapter Sixteen.Mercy's POV. Lunch was awkward. I sat there, chewing on my food, barely tasting anything, while Laura, of course, was the centre of attention. She was sitting there, all perfect and polished, showing off her manners like she was some kind of princess. Every time she smiled, my stomach twisted in knots and I looked at her, hoping my jealousy didn’t show on my face. Marion was laughing… laughing like I'd never seen her do before. Even John, who hardly ever showed any real emotion, had this steady smile on his face. It was like they were all under Laura's spell. I hated it. Was I the problem? I picked at the food on my plate, trying to ignore the flutter of jealousy burning in my chest, but it was impossible. I wasn't just jealous. I was livid. I could barely look at her without feeling like I might explode. The memory of her wiping the floor with me during that sparring session two days ago was still fresh in my mind, and even worse, I had the proof on my body, ever