Life is full of confusing mazes which surprise you and test you. I had my first encounter with a maze when I met Scarlett for the first time, and I was bullied for something I had no idea about. Maybe I still don’t know. But I do remember her calling me the odd one out, the kid who didn’t deserve to be a Robinson just like my dad.
The second maze occurred when I lost my parents but all those times, I had my brother protecting me, guiding me. Today I felt lost. My soul was desperate for help, but I just kept running from the people who might have helped me- my best friends. For a while, I heard them shouting my name, but I just hid behind a tree. I wanted to be alone.
This morning all I did was hate, Caleb. And I was right. I need to hate him. he deserves it. But his every touch, every move made this weird sensation. It was like someone sent electric shocks down my spine- in a good way. And all these confusing emotions combined with all the secrets his family is keeping made the anger burst when his words pricked me. I kept running. My focus was on the way ahead and I could feel the fresh air hit my skin and suddenly I stopped. I looked around to realise- I was lost!
The idea of losing my way in the forest where 4-5 people go missing mysteriously every year didn’t make my will of being alone look like the need of the hour. I looked around and saw a small opening to a cave. The idea of going inside a dark, unknown cave in this mysterious forest was not appealing at all. I ignored the part of me begging to rest for a while and turned around to find my way back to Caleb’s place. I couldn’t have run this far.
I always loved camping with my brother and dad, but the fear of getting lost, never stopped me from wandering alone in the forest, because then I knew someone will look for me if I lose my way. I believed in them. Today I was scared. Well, scared would be an understatement. I was petrified. Yes, my friends love me, but they will take time to figure out that I am lost. Caleb is not coming with a search party to look for me, that was obvious. I don’t mean anything to him. He didn’t even care to give me an invitation with my name on it!
I was walking and jumping over the rocks and my eyes were desperately searching for something familiar. I looked around and for a second my heart raced when my brain said, ‘this is something we saw earlier'.
But the moment of victory dance by the hormones was pretty short-lived. In front of me was the same scary cave again.
I sat on the nearest rock and just stared at the path I came from. It was a simple route when I came, how is it this complicated. The moon was shining brightly, but the darkness was still winning. My phone was about to die which meant soon I will not even have my phone’s flashlight too.
I closed my phone and kept it in my pocket and stood up to look for some wood to put on fire. But due to moisture, all the wood was wet, which meant it wouldn’t get burnt that easy.
After searching and picking up some branches, I ran towards the entrance of the cave. It was better than staying out in open. Keeping the small pile of wood at the entrance I put some mosses on it so that it is easy to burn them. all the years of scouting coming in handy today!
After an hour of relentless trials, I could finally put on the fire. I sat near the fire and the warmth took me in its loving embrace. I knew the night will be long and sleeping is obviously not an option. I was about to move closer to the burning pile of woods when some weird sound caught my attention. I looked around frantically to make out the source of that rustling sound.
“Who is it?”, like an idiot I asked.
No answer! I sat down thinking it must be a rabbit or some small animal passing by. Well! Small was quite necessary here to keep my heart from exploding. I reached out for my phone when the rustling sound interrupted me again.
“Who is it!”, the shiver in my voice embarrassed me as well.
No answer again! From all these years of watching horror movies and survival shows, I had learnt not to walk towards the mysterious sounds. But I was out in open, and I couldn’t have done anything even if the sound came running towards me. Slowly I picked a log I had kept by my side and lit it with fire. This would keep the wild animals away at least.
I looked in the direction of the sound for a while and finding no movement I sat down but still held onto my weapon tightly. I was about to look the other way when something jumped out of the bush. A wolf!
I looked at it petrified, and my hands started to shiver but I stood up and pointed my weapon towards it. It worked as the wolf took a step back.
“Don’t hurt me. I swear I am lost.”, I cried like a fool. The wolf tilted its head as if it could understand me. The wolf seemed lost too. None of us moved for a while and I was about to put the burning log down as a sign of peacemaking when three more wolves jumped out. I was surrounded by predators. They were majestic but scary. They growled at me, and I moved the burning log in front of each of them trying to scare them.
I faced the wolf which came first, and I realised it was gone. It had vanished. Did it run away? Was I abandoned by the only good wolf? I heard the growling again and turned around and was taken by surprise when two of them pounced on me.
“Don’t kill me please!”, I whispered with my eyes closed. I could feel their faces near mine and all I could think about was, how I will never get to see my brother the last time before dying.
The third wolf came walked ahead and I could feel its paw on my forehead. I closed my eyes tightly and prepared myself to embrace the pain coming next. Well, maybe running away from Caleb was not a brilliant idea. I was waiting for all the torture to end when suddenly the weight was lifted off me. I sat up looking around. I saw the three wolves were tackled to the ground by four other wolves! What in the world is happening here?
“Are you okay?”, a worried voice asked and before I could see who it was someone pulled me into a hard rock chest.
I know this chest, this smell, and this voice. It was Caleb! My eyes were fixed on the fighting wolves. When did he keep pet wolves?
“I am so sorry!”, he whispered making me realised I was safe now. Tears started flowing and I hugged him back. Holding him tightly and feeling safe in his embrace, I felt the electric shocks again. He tightened his arms around me and let me cry.
“I was so scared!”, I whispered, and he nodded.
“Of course, you were. Why would you run into the forest like this? We were all so scared.”, he scolded lightly. Maybe he was afraid to hurt me again.
“I am sorry!”, I whispered and he chuckled.
“What?”, I asked finally letting him go.
“Hayley saying sorry! That is amusing.”, he smirked. The jerk is back! I laughed too.
“Can I ask you something?”, I said.
“And here she is, the curious cat!”, he mocked but nodded anyway.
“When did you keep pet wolves.”, I asked. He looked at me in disbelief and then burst out laughing. Well, I was glad I could make him laugh, but I still don’t understand what was so funny about my question?
We were walking back to the Adolf mansion and Caleb was still holding my hand. I was tired, thirsty, sleepy, and really hungry. I held onto his hands tighter as I felt a little dizzy.“Are you okay?”, he asked turning around after I squeezed his hand a little too tightly.“Yes! I am fine.”, I answered smiling a little. He nodded and focused his gaze back on the uneven land.“How far did I even come?”, I asked astonished at my own running skills.“Well, you literally ran into the middle of the forest. Our house is in the very beginning of this place. So, you did travel a nice long way.”, he chuckled.“Woah! I didn’t even realise.”, I murmured.“I am just glad we found you while you were still breathing.”, he said without looking back. How can someone say such a mean thing? I planned on ignoring his comment, he is the one who saved my life after all.“Ca
Life is all about change. But is it really change? Or is it just uncertainties? If change is so good for us, then why our instinct is to fear change? Is change always good? Who said it is always good?“Caleb!”, one of his friends called him. Caleb looked at me with questioning eyes. More like eyes filled with uncertainty! I nodded slowly and he finally let me go. A void! That is what I felt. With no arms holding me safely in their warm embrace, I felt scared. I felt being pulled into a dark void.I watched his every move. I could feel the sweat drip down from the side of my face and pause at my chin for a second or two before falling and vanishing into oblivion. I was nervous. My eyes were focused on his face, trying to read his expressions and find the answer my selfish self was asking again and again. At this very moment, I realised, how selfish humans can be. There was a dead body found and my mind was still hoping, it shouldn’t be my friend to sav
I could feel my insides burn as I ran as fast as I could. The image of Caleb turning into a werewolf was flashing in front of my eyes again and again. With my hands, I pushed aside the branches hindering my way and kept running. I could feel the sweat dripping off my face and some of it collecting over the top of my lip. Involuntarily with a swift movement of my tongue, I cleared the sweat only to get the salty taste that lingered longer on my tastebuds.I stopped for a second to look behind, well maybe it was just an excuse to catch a breath. But that one extra breath did cost me a lot. Suddenly I was pulled to my right.“Where are you going?”, Caleb’s voice made a shiver run down my spine.“Leave me!”, I screamed and pulled myself out of his firm grip.“I will not!”, he said with authority holding me by my shoulder again.I looked at him with fear, but cold eyes. His hands held me tighter, and his fingers
I never expected rainbows and unicorns in my life. And I clearly never expected werewolves. After losing my parents I thought nothing could affect me anymore. No amount of hardships could make me feel helpless. But today, staring into a dark nothing, I felt like calling out for help. I was scared, not of darkness, but of being alone. “Where is she?”, a voice boomed making me flinch. I couldn’t see anything which might have made my hearing a lot more sensitive. I looked around trying to make out what was happening. “Is she inside this cage?”, I heard Caleb’s voice. I stood up and slowly moved towards the direction the voice was coming from. Maybe Caleb is back! “I am here!”, I yelled without thinking. “There she is.”, the voice said. “Sir, think about it one more time.”, another voice said. It was a familiar voice yet not recognisable. “What did you say?”, Caleb said. His voice seemed full of rage. The tone made me realise it was still
Yugen, a profound awareness of the universe. No one can attain that perfect awareness. The number of things we see and the things we hear is just one-fourth of what is happening around us. I wondered what if there is a parallel universe, which exists and runs just beside us, but both the worlds are unaware of each other’s immediate presence- no yugen. And now when there is a possibility of my mom being a werewolf, a possibility of werewolves existing, how could we even think of a world where there is yugen! “You really liked that bread, didn’t you!”, Uncle Zach chuckled eyeing the bread I was still nibbling on. I just smiled and nodded. Honestly, the bread tasted like garbage, pure garbage. Me devouring it slowly only made the matters worse, as it forced each of my tastebuds to take in that taste. But it was a good excuse to postpone this conversation, which Uncle Zach was so excited about. Finally, after delaying the talk for a half-hour, I finished
I had no idea if it was day or night outside. I was surrounded by darkness and the almost diminishing light of the lanterns. No one came inside to give us food or water and Uncle Zach never told me where he got the food from. I looked at his sleeping form, and I could find a little resemblance to mom. I wondered what he looks like when he is not in transition? It led to another thought and then other till I finally pondered, can he even change into his human form completely? I’ll ask him once he wakes up! After what felt like an hour, I finally heard the gates open. My sense of time was also missing. I had no idea how fast or slow time was passing. Just like me Uncle Zach also sat up straight. He sniffed the air. “It’s your mate. I am going inside. Don’t tell him we talked. Stay safe Haley.”, he whispered and vanished into the darkness of his cage. I gulped in fear as I heard footsteps coming toward me. What is he here for now? “Haley?”, there was a s
Fear! To people, it is just a word, but to some, it is more! I always felt the fear of losing people, but this was the first time I was afraid to know them. I was afraid to keep them for an eternity. I was petrified to be bound to their story, to be a part of their destiny. Love has no boundaries, and no love can dwell within boundaries. The love that might have taken birth inside my heart for Caleb, was lost in the boundaries of Leon. And now in the place of that love, fear was born. I was afraid to be his mate, to be the one moon goddess picked for him.I saw the trees move past me as Ethan drove the car towards my apartment. The silence was peaceful, our minds were not. I couldn’t help but feel the fear. My life had turned upside down and not only did I lose my best friend, but I also lost a piece of me somewhere in that dungeon. And maybe I found a lost piece too. A missing piece. I found something familiar.“Wait!”, I literally scre
We landed in London an hour back, and all I could see were trees, everywhere. I had heard a lot about London’s beauty but never did anyone mentioned these abundant forests.“Where are we going?”, I asked.“To the hunter’s paradise.”, pappy answered.“Hunter’s what?”, I asked confused.“It’s a place where all the hunters live.”, Oliver answered.“You were living here all this while?”, I asked.“Not exactly, but I did visit a lot.”, he said without looking at me. The forest had his complete attention.“Are there werewolves here too?”, I couldn’t help but let all the questions out.“Yes, there are. But the areas are divided. We cannot enter their territory and they are not allowed to enter ours.”, pappy answered. I nodded.I saw Oliver staring at a tree near the far end of the forest. He was not star
Hurt, a word we often feel but seldom use. Is it okay? To not talk about it and let it burn your heart down, wear out your body and still put on a smile while you are surrounded by those who hurt you. Is revenge an answer? Hurting back and watching them scream and beg for mercy. To be like them, to be like Leon. Will that ever be the answer? “What are you scribbling?”, Ethan walked outside the gates and asked. “Nothing.”, I closed my diary and wiped my tears with the sleeve of my t-shirt. “Show me!”, he said and snatched the diary out of my hands. “There was a time when I was sure, you don’t exist. And even if you do walk this earth, Just a speck of dust in this storm, How am I supposed to even find you? And then rushed in these thoughts, Are you looking for me with all you got? Or have you already given up and settled with the next best thing you saw? Do you love her like you were meant to love me? Or are you also staring out of the window, And unknowingly admiring the sa
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Destiny has an annoying habit of poking her nose everywhere. And it felt like she was playing with my life like it was some sort of a kid’s board game- all for entertainment. Having Caleb in town was not enough of a surprise that now he was my roommate.“You can go in now!”, Headmaster Collin’s secretary said.“Thank you!”, I barged into the room.Gothic! That is what that room screamed. Who has a gothic aesthetic for their office? Paintings from all supernatural movies covered one side of the wall. There was a huge portrait of someone who was almost the exact replica of Mr. Collins but the background had a fence, a creepy full moon, and bats. I could guess maybe it was his grandfather. The chairs were designed in the shapes of hands, fangs, and a wolf while I saw the man sitting on a castle. A chair that looked like a CASTLE!“Uhm…Hello again Headmaster Collins!”, I finally spoke up. This spooky interior was still very distracting.“Oh! Miss Hayley. Please sit down.”, he said pointin
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Life is full of ups and downs, but when we are optimistic, we find a way to sail through the storms. But what if we are tired? What if we are stuck in that storm alone? What if there was no point in sailing through? What if we start enjoying battling the storm?It's been one whole year of me staying here at the hunter’s den as people call it. People here are my family now and my grandparents and my brother are now convinced that I can kill a werewolf if one attacks me. And maybe that is why I was allowed to come to the bar in the city tonight to celebrate Mason’s birthday.Neon lights were covering the floor, walls, and roof with a dark aura, and a mysterious stench in the air. I walked inside the bar with my friends laughing and having fun as if they were used to such places. Well, they were. I was the one on house arrest for 6 months. Then they allowed me to walk in the streets for one hour and today finally I got my old life back.“Are you excited about starting school next week?”,
I ran down the stairs ignoring pappy’s calls, as my main motive was to save myself from my brother’s tickle attack. Getting engulfed in his bear hug and then sprawling on the floor laughing like a maniac while also begging him to stop was not my idea of a first impression. People were already staring at us, but this stare could turn into a glare the moment my brother would initiate what he calls the attack of a tickle bean!“Stop you two!”, a voice interrupted our little game of chase. A feminine voice, I had missed all this while and a voice Oliver knew by heart.“Grandma!”, I squealed as I saw her lean, small figure standing beside a door. Her hair was grey with just two or three black strands standing out. Unlike other grandmas, she never had a hunched back, and her eyes were still perfectly fine which explains the absence of spectacles.“My darling!”, she replied with equal enthusiasm and hugged me tightly. I felt warm and safe and at home, a feeling I longed for.“Are you okay?”,
We landed in London an hour back, and all I could see were trees, everywhere. I had heard a lot about London’s beauty but never did anyone mentioned these abundant forests.“Where are we going?”, I asked.“To the hunter’s paradise.”, pappy answered.“Hunter’s what?”, I asked confused.“It’s a place where all the hunters live.”, Oliver answered.“You were living here all this while?”, I asked.“Not exactly, but I did visit a lot.”, he said without looking at me. The forest had his complete attention.“Are there werewolves here too?”, I couldn’t help but let all the questions out.“Yes, there are. But the areas are divided. We cannot enter their territory and they are not allowed to enter ours.”, pappy answered. I nodded.I saw Oliver staring at a tree near the far end of the forest. He was not star
Fear! To people, it is just a word, but to some, it is more! I always felt the fear of losing people, but this was the first time I was afraid to know them. I was afraid to keep them for an eternity. I was petrified to be bound to their story, to be a part of their destiny. Love has no boundaries, and no love can dwell within boundaries. The love that might have taken birth inside my heart for Caleb, was lost in the boundaries of Leon. And now in the place of that love, fear was born. I was afraid to be his mate, to be the one moon goddess picked for him.I saw the trees move past me as Ethan drove the car towards my apartment. The silence was peaceful, our minds were not. I couldn’t help but feel the fear. My life had turned upside down and not only did I lose my best friend, but I also lost a piece of me somewhere in that dungeon. And maybe I found a lost piece too. A missing piece. I found something familiar.“Wait!”, I literally scre
I had no idea if it was day or night outside. I was surrounded by darkness and the almost diminishing light of the lanterns. No one came inside to give us food or water and Uncle Zach never told me where he got the food from. I looked at his sleeping form, and I could find a little resemblance to mom. I wondered what he looks like when he is not in transition? It led to another thought and then other till I finally pondered, can he even change into his human form completely? I’ll ask him once he wakes up! After what felt like an hour, I finally heard the gates open. My sense of time was also missing. I had no idea how fast or slow time was passing. Just like me Uncle Zach also sat up straight. He sniffed the air. “It’s your mate. I am going inside. Don’t tell him we talked. Stay safe Haley.”, he whispered and vanished into the darkness of his cage. I gulped in fear as I heard footsteps coming toward me. What is he here for now? “Haley?”, there was a s